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I'm so bent out of shape.. Feel free to ignore, I dont care
12 years ago
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So it seems like everything is just goin' to shitty.
The water is off
Soon will be the power.
I still haven't went to the dmv.
Mother, her child and caleb are moving back home
Their getting boxes tomorrow.
When I tried to go home I had nowhere to stays
The house hold is $+1500.00 in a hole.
Grandma and I have nowhere to go.
Ive contemplated suicide many times in the past
Attempted a couple of times.
Ive been staring at all this glass in my room I know for a fact it can cut deep
Everyone is leaving, I cant think straight
I feel like ive failed everyone even myself
I'm trying my best to hold back these pointlessly tears
I'm already dehydrated as is.
Its getting harder for me to stay strong.
Im not a positive person
Im a Self destructive, paranoied, antisocial, clinically depressed freak, with suicidal tendencies and a lack of mortal values.
I just want everything to stop.
Only thing im ever good for is being used, I cant even get a job.
I'm so tired, im tired of everything especially this uselessly life
The water is off
Soon will be the power.
I still haven't went to the dmv.
Mother, her child and caleb are moving back home
Their getting boxes tomorrow.
When I tried to go home I had nowhere to stays
The house hold is $+1500.00 in a hole.
Grandma and I have nowhere to go.
Ive contemplated suicide many times in the past
Attempted a couple of times.
Ive been staring at all this glass in my room I know for a fact it can cut deep
Everyone is leaving, I cant think straight
I feel like ive failed everyone even myself
I'm trying my best to hold back these pointlessly tears
I'm already dehydrated as is.
Its getting harder for me to stay strong.
Im not a positive person
Im a Self destructive, paranoied, antisocial, clinically depressed freak, with suicidal tendencies and a lack of mortal values.
I just want everything to stop.
Only thing im ever good for is being used, I cant even get a job.
I'm so tired, im tired of everything especially this uselessly life
I understand these emotions. I understand loss, hopelessness, hatred for oneself. But you know what. That gets you NOWHERE. You need to dust your ass off and climb back onto the bitch of a horse whom has thrown you off. Because at the end of this whole ordeal, you are going to look back and think, 'wow, I am so much stronger for getting through this!'
I wish I could do something to help you. I wish I could offer you a place to live, but I think we are a good bit from one another & our apartment is small as it is.
Maybe an auction may help
I don't have a paypal though.
I'll probably ask a friend if I can use his.
Keep in mind she was against me going home for school.
And I'd hate to admit this but I'm attached to my baby sister already
Two days ago I told mom I'd help her and they where like we'll help you find a job .
So I'm frantically trying to clear out my system of tch then they hit me with this shit.