Awr, sorry to hear you're leaving Endium. Take as much time as you need, your health and sanity is much more important than the art you do ^.=.^

See you when you've recharged then.

We will miss you Endium.

:/ sorry about the drama that happened in the stream. hope you feel better soon, even if you do not return to FA.

I don't really know you personally at all, but I feel terrible that others made you feel that way. I don't even know what happened, but it sucks to hear that it fustrated you.

Whatever happens, dude, stay strong. You'll always be a favorite of mine. I wish we coulda talked! Would've been neat to see what goes through your head.

Its times like this you need a freeze ray :3

your non of that, and i do honestly apologizes for what happened and lead to this. i did just want to talk, i wish you well and await your return , whenever that maybe *hugs*

hope you feel better soon

take as long as you need your health is the most important thing

I hope you're not gone for good; it was always nice to see you, and the devious and wonderful inventions of your mind around here.

That sounds a lot like my life summed up in a few words... I really hope that you feel better soon, Not all demand something from you. like said above, your works not the only reason people like you. Do I find you interesting as a living being yes, do i like your art, yes. But I don't focus on the art alone. I try to keep an eye on your journals just to see how your holding together. I don't know if you'll read this or even if it makes a difference. But I hope you fare at least a little better soon.

I wish you the very best in life.

*quietly hugs*

maybe my english is not good as I wish, maybe I don't know you and you don know me, but it seems you are a little stressed and you need an unplug or something like that.

when you say "standards people push on me" I can understand one of two possible things:

1.- people out of the fandom in your life: well, let me tell you people are people here, there and everywhere, I mean, nobody is going to be happy until you live as everybody thinks is "the correct" way. and you can choose if you want to join or be yourself, even if you join that way, always will be someone who is not happy with you...

2.- followers: maybe you are tired of your current stile, maybe other reason I can't imagine, I'm just a kinky dog who finds your way to attractive, well, let the imagination of your requesters flow, give yourself a rest and remember why you came here...

I only know you must search your comfort, and if you say goodbye thats ok, and be happy, I'll miss your comics and pics...

If I'm totally wrong of my perception, just reply me or hide my comment please, I don't want to be 'cause of my strange perception

Sounds like you need a break to fully recharge your batteries Endium, big hugs to you from England

Wait, what happened ._. ?

Dang, wasn't there. Sorry anyway for whatever it is you went through. Best wishes to you.

The best advice I can give everyone that wants to 'help' Endium:

Do nothing, but UNDERSTAND. He DOESN'T NEED FIXING , he just needs people to know who he is and how he thinks. He doesn't want advice and solutions, he just wants to be understood. That is all he wants, that's all he ever wanted.

Caps for emphasis.

For whatever its worth in sorry

Goodbye, then
Whatever happens in the long term, you will always remain one of my favourite artists on this site.

I know it's hard for people to refrain from medling into other's problems, especially if they think they are doing a good thing, which is not always the case.

I don't know what's going on, but I wish you all good fortune in working it out and I hope to see you back soon.

People are dicks, and if they don't listen to or understand what you say once, they probably never will. Best to ignore the idiocy and complaining and just do whatever feels best for yourself.

Or mock them just subtly enough for them to not be sure whether you're agreeing or making fun of them, which was my favorite asshole thing to do in your streams.

Hmm, I bet that inpatient persons only did that. So I will say shortly, take a long break as you need. Regenerate your health, push your problems with that time away and if you will want, you will be nicely seen here byt those who like you and your works. And I think you should had some kind of counterstrike at that people who only whine. Take care, man. I hope you feel much more better in future Cheers.

Yeah what happened on the stream ;.; (saw comments above) - but man recover and feel better soon - whether you choose to return or not I give the the best luck. Some people are jerks and don't attempt to understand how a person is feeling all just wanting one thing...

ill miss you and your great stuff, endium.

Will you come back endium?

We will miss your good drwings and comics

I've been a fan of your art for awhile, and I'm very sad to hear that you're in this state... You deserve a nice, long break to just recharge yourself. I wish you the very best

take all the time you need Endium, i know the feeling so i can relate...
take care my fellow dragon, take care

Uh - what triggered that? "Something in the stream"? One person saying stuff which isn't nice?
I don't know. Not sure if I need to. But if it drags you down, that's a bad thing!

Because sure as hell a couple of people in a chat are just a tiny fraction of all the people here watching the journal, enjoying the art, and generally be interested in you. And not only because of the porn - sure, that's how people are found here, where they group together. But me, for example, I only read the JOURNALS if I'm actually interested in the person. And I am! Including all the emotions and depressions - I know those quite well myself, and I know better than to 'give advice' here, but just read what you have to say.

So please, don't let yourself be dragged down 'by someone on the Internet'!

Ya need to have a thick skin. Been there, done that... I've done things which needed it... Doesn't make it any easier. Ya just gotta look to those that support you, honestly and with their whole heart. It helps, even if it feels like it isn't.

Or else you run away and retreat down the hole of depression and self pity. Where's the honor in that.

My best thoughts with you. <3

Bleh

Wow... feel better soon dude ._.

Perhaps you expect too much or have too high of expectations and standards of the people whom you are around both in/ and out of the fandom. You have to realize they are only human...we are only human. To error is human, to forgive is divine.

I really hope you come back endium

WE will MISS YOU!!!!!!!!

I will take time to understand, if you offer such opportunity to me.

i hope you come back some day endium. your art is one of a kind and not many can replace it in my mind and heart

Oh man, I was wondering where you'd gone.

Seriously though if you see this, just be who YOU want to be. I can't speak for everyone, but the art isn't everything, at least not to me.

Take your time to get on top of it all again and if you feel like it, come on back, we'll still be here :3

Hope things are going better for you.. I always hate to hear when the community pushes one of its own away like this.

Come back when you're ready, and if not, best wishes to you all the same~

No matter what you do, there is always going to be one pain in the ass that doesn't like it, and must let you know they don't like it.
I've learned to do what I like, and if someone else doesn't like it, too bad for them.

Endium is like a YoYo. He will be back.

I hope everything will be ok

your great work and come back to us soon