Ten Day Meme - Days 4/5 of 10
12 years ago
I'm gonna do Days 4 and 5 together seeing as how I didn't do it yesterday. Hope y'all don't mind...so let's get to it!
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4891900/
Day Two: Nine things about yourself. - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4897957/
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4900631/
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. What if my mother didn't have to go through her cancer treatments right after I graduated high school. I was gonna take a sabbatical anyway to plot and figure out what I wanted to do with my life, but really fucked me up and I don't think I'll ever fully recover.
2. Do I have what it takes to keep going through life? No really, I wonder if I really do have what it takes...
3. Would the world come to an end if the Lions won the Super Bowl? - Maybe.
4. What if I would've done what I was thinking about doing after high school and gone into the military? I was thinking about joining the service and was considering the Army, Air Force and Coast Guard. Even had a Marine recruiter come by and give me a written test, which I got double the score of an average recruit in half the time. My mom says that after I impressed the recuriter, Uncle Sam really wanted my ass after that!
5. Would things be any different if me and klepsydra were still together? I would like to think so, but hindsight is always clearer when you have time to think about it.
6. Where would I be if I would've stuck it out when I took my college classes? In this day of age after the economy went to hell, I'm really not sure if I would've been better off to stick it out at the price of my sanity.
7. This is probably the biggest one...but why is it that the genuinely good people get hurt the most and the worst when it comes to pursuing a relationship, while assholes seem to have no problems at all? Do I need to become an asshole to actually find and hold onto someone? It goes against my very nature, so I'm gonna have to figure this one here, as I'm sure you've seen how it's affected me.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I'd never had invited that fucking rat up to the Dells to "hang out" with my friend Dana and I. If you know me well, then you know who the rat is.
2. I wish I would've never went to the high school that I did. Thanks, Mom...I could've gone to one of the more reputable schools at the time, but instead a guy who turned out to be a liar and a scumbag was more important. So I ended up having to go to a school full of wiggers and wannabe thugs.
3. I wish I'd never given up on my college so soon. It would've cost me a bit of my sanity, yes...but I really do think I would've been better off in the long run.
4. I wish I'd never rolled my ankle during that one football practice in my freshman year of high school. Maybe playing ball would've still been fun for me and I would've gone further than I did with it.
5. I wish I'd never had put up that journal to defend kuroryushin-kuma from her abusive husband-to-be. I thought it was the right thing to do, but if she is going to repay me for this by abandoning me, not to mention costing me the relationship I had at the time, then fuck that.
6. I wish I would've never drank the tequila, or at least anything with tequila in it. Especially on my Las Vegas trip. I think I learned the truth behind the old saying "Whatever happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" after that. And I would still have my leopard. That and tequila fucks me up majorly.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4891900/
Day Two: Nine things about yourself. - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4897957/
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4900631/
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. What if my mother didn't have to go through her cancer treatments right after I graduated high school. I was gonna take a sabbatical anyway to plot and figure out what I wanted to do with my life, but really fucked me up and I don't think I'll ever fully recover.
2. Do I have what it takes to keep going through life? No really, I wonder if I really do have what it takes...
3. Would the world come to an end if the Lions won the Super Bowl? - Maybe.
4. What if I would've done what I was thinking about doing after high school and gone into the military? I was thinking about joining the service and was considering the Army, Air Force and Coast Guard. Even had a Marine recruiter come by and give me a written test, which I got double the score of an average recruit in half the time. My mom says that after I impressed the recuriter, Uncle Sam really wanted my ass after that!
5. Would things be any different if me and klepsydra were still together? I would like to think so, but hindsight is always clearer when you have time to think about it.
6. Where would I be if I would've stuck it out when I took my college classes? In this day of age after the economy went to hell, I'm really not sure if I would've been better off to stick it out at the price of my sanity.
7. This is probably the biggest one...but why is it that the genuinely good people get hurt the most and the worst when it comes to pursuing a relationship, while assholes seem to have no problems at all? Do I need to become an asshole to actually find and hold onto someone? It goes against my very nature, so I'm gonna have to figure this one here, as I'm sure you've seen how it's affected me.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I'd never had invited that fucking rat up to the Dells to "hang out" with my friend Dana and I. If you know me well, then you know who the rat is.
2. I wish I would've never went to the high school that I did. Thanks, Mom...I could've gone to one of the more reputable schools at the time, but instead a guy who turned out to be a liar and a scumbag was more important. So I ended up having to go to a school full of wiggers and wannabe thugs.
3. I wish I'd never given up on my college so soon. It would've cost me a bit of my sanity, yes...but I really do think I would've been better off in the long run.
4. I wish I'd never rolled my ankle during that one football practice in my freshman year of high school. Maybe playing ball would've still been fun for me and I would've gone further than I did with it.
5. I wish I'd never had put up that journal to defend kuroryushin-kuma from her abusive husband-to-be. I thought it was the right thing to do, but if she is going to repay me for this by abandoning me, not to mention costing me the relationship I had at the time, then fuck that.
6. I wish I would've never drank the tequila, or at least anything with tequila in it. Especially on my Las Vegas trip. I think I learned the truth behind the old saying "Whatever happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" after that. And I would still have my leopard. That and tequila fucks me up majorly.
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