Tooken from  kristein
Because I'm a screwbally ball and need to calm down. c:

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yeah. I've recently been pretty interested in e-cigs but until further health studies come out, I'll just stick to good ol' air.

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
I can't say I'm 'single' because I have my wonderful papa, poshfox helping me along. That being said, I'm open to other romantic/sexual relationships as long as they don't conflict with papa. I guess that makes me mildly polyamoric, but what the hey.
In short, yes/no.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
Right this moment I'd probably call YOU pretty, but that's because I'm still tingly.

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No, not really. However, I've had to say it before... It was the honest truth at the time, but later I retracted with 'actually, no, it's you.'

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Yes, a bit. c:

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
I start riding on Wednesday! yay hosses~

7: Do you want to be single?
I don't want to be completely alone, no. However, not having any solid ties or expectations or pressures has helped my stress levels. I don't think I was well enough for my last relationship so I'm taking time to heal.

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stayed in, trying to cope with my latest panics/depersonalization attacks. I mostly drew and tried to play sims.

9: How late did you stay up last night?
I think until 4.

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
Multiple times I've realized I liked someone, but then either the feeling changed as I discovered more about them or it slowly subdued.
Currently there are a few people I 'like a lot' that I'm being a bit cautious around. I want to see more about them before getting too close, but I'm afraid it comes off as disinterest.

11: Last three things you had to drink?
Water from the indian food place, water from brushin' mah teeth, sweet tea. (yeah, yeah, drinking sugar after brushing. so bad. XD)

12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
To keep the peace, yes. Also in a form of heavy cognitive dissonance...

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Yes, and I regret it thoroughly.

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Why yes, just the other night. :O

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
It's hard to adjust to the realization that they're no longer there, even if they ended up being bad for me. I find it hard to let go of the pain and shitty things, mostly.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
I think I'd just started dating someone.

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
I'd just woken up and was groggily starting a stream.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
No. Had a lot of other things happen, but no hands. Wow, thinking on it, now I really want someone to hold my hand. Bu.

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Yes, probably. Still, it helps me relax a bit.

20: What would you name your future daughter?
If I ever adopt a daughter? I really do love the names Lucille, Eleanor, Alex... I like unisex names but then all the flowy pretty girl names too. ;n;

21: Do you miss anyone?
I miss my dad something awful. My real dad. He moved to Oregon a month or so ago and I really have wanted to talk to him more about things going on lately.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No. I'm not big on kissing (germs and food and mmmf) so I tend to keep kissing as a very special thing I do with special people.

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
I can't actually remember...

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I don't think I am, but having been ignored enough times I start to think that maybe I'm not as transparent as I thought.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes... definitely... Frustration can put me in the fetal position.

26: Who did you last see in person?
kristein . Strangely, after she left I didn't see my roommate again for the night. :I

27: Are you listening to music right now?
No, actually. Trying to mellow out for sleep.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
Peace of mind.

29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
'Are you guys making a mess just for me?' to my rats.

30: How is your heart lately?
Physically, I hope it's healthy from all the cardio I've been doing. Emotionally, it's limping a bit.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Not often. I like to be able to use my peripheral vision.

32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope. I never wear socks to bed. ;w;

33: What do people call you?
Sal, more often than not.

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I already did. c:

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Hell yes. School starting, too many self-imposed projects and deadlines that I really shouldn't whine about... but I feel I bit off more than I can chew. Suddenly not feeling 100% here because of mental health issues... And strangely just... feeling on edge.

36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Foff when he was visiting. I have trouble sleeping comfortably with other people in my bed, even though my bed is huge and foff doesn't really move around much. It's just the presence that makes it hard for me to rest. I think bedtime is just very private to me. I have my reasons.

37: Did you do something bad today?
I got all the way to the check-out counter at the petstore with new toys for the animals before realizing my card wasn't in my wallet and I had no cash. I had to go home and come back!

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Since foff visited. Wow, realizing how... non-touchy I am. That was weeks ago.

39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Yes. I kinda thrive on stress but I can actually think myself sick.

40: Will you sing today?
Of course, I have and will again tomorrow. I love singing. c:

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Well, there are different circumstances. Often I want to tell people on this site things I just can't, because it wouldn't do any good or benefit anyone. I'm pretty honest with people I like though.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Foffot, almost always. That or my mom. I know, I know. XD

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
I've never been in an ambulance. -knock on wood- I did have to go to the ER because of a severe kidney infection once.

44: What are you listening to right now?
My fan blowing and the rats scampering around.

45: What is wrong with you right now?
I'm feeling uncomfortable, doubtful and overwhelmed. I'm also nervous about falling asleep because my tinnitus has been acting up lately.

46: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing but rat scratches. I can't draw with things on my wrists so I avoid bracelets unless they're wristbands.

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
-sigh- Ironically, from my immediate ex. I don't know why I hold onto the gifts of exes... I still have a hat from another ex-friend. I find it hard to get rid of all of it because then I start to doubt it happened.

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
mulled apple cider is delicious. ;w; and I don't have to feel guilty from dodging lactose intolerance.

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
I used to. Then I realized most of my wishes were 'please make everything okay' and I just made it my mantra to be okay no matter the circumstances.

50: Are you a good artist?
There's always room for improvement, but I like the direction I'm going.

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
I almost find it more easily in animals. Still, when it finds you in warm arms, there's no denying that it is powerful.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
No, really no. I had just lost my cat, gotten in a huge fight with my mum, 'broken up' with foff... Nah, I'm better off now.

53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Actually, no. huh.

54: Do you have trust issues?
Sadly, very much so. I don't like to drag around my baggage with the expectation of dumping it somewhere, but I also can't ignore what I've learned. If people aren't emotionally honest with me I will start to doubt everything about them. Not the best trait, but a survival mechanism I've needed.

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
I used to do that a lot with foff. now we just type late on IMs.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Yeaaahhh, I'm a consumer whore.

57: Do you use chap stick?
No, not typically. I really should.

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
When I was young and stupid.

59: Do you have a little sister?
Nope. I have a little brother though.

60: Have you ever been to New York?
Never, but I'd like to visit.

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Foff and I say it every night before bed. Yes, he means it. ;w;

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
I think I hugged my mom when all the banking shit happened and I was trying not to spaz.

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching Tarzan.

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Immediately after when they had poop breath.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
I'd say foff has that power, but even then I think it's unfair to impose that he ALWAYS make me smile.

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
I think so, yes.

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
No.

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Alone. I can sleep next to someone if we have separate blankets and pillows, though.

69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I have no earthly idea.


Okay, gnight yall.