FA+
Shop
More question times with Renierd
12 years ago
INACTIVE PAGE.
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yeah I can, just don't want too lol.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Single, gay, all the way. Sorry chickos. Heartbroken, yeah. I'll always be o_o taken...no. Do I want too? Nah I kinda like living life solo right now. Shit has happened way too much in the past with me and relationships. Whatever happens; happens. I'll find a boyfriend again eventually after so many others before me -.-..
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd be awwww, thanks <3 and then say fuck off. JUST KIDDING I LOVE YOU <3
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No, but I have told others that, because IT IS true. I just don't want anything to fuck up my friendships, and what not :S
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Not..necesarily, should I be?
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
oh fucking christ on a stick, yes its my birthday coming up, I don't want anything <3 It's all good. Just a happy birthday will be nice enough :]
7: Do you want to be single?
Not really, but right now I'm scared to even go into a relationship. Everything that has been into the past usually bites my future's ass. I wish I can fix things now, but you know what, the only thing I can fix is probably nothing, LOL.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
0500, always have flashbacks in my sleep.
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
....I still do like the person..but I just have to move on. Keep fighting. How do you know its true love when you still love the person? I personally..don't believe in it..it's either you like someone or you don't..thats why I kinda despise relationships, and labels. I don't want to be that person whose a trophy, just because they want a mate, or a boyfriend. It has to mold. Then maybe, perhaps.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Diet coke, water, and milk.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
nah, that would be dishonorable.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
With my ex's...I've always loved them, everyone of them. Yet they turn me into a slaughter-house and blame me for everything..again which is why I fear it so bad, even talking about it just gives me chills and panic attacks..
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
no O.o
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Eh...
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Hah...I was played..
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Talking with
o.o
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
no
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Yup!
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Nah...I might not want kids.
21: Do you miss anyone?
...ayup..
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
nooooooooo
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
hmm....I don't remember..
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Oh yeah..people get upset about it...I just don't want to ruin friendships of my major depression, so I fake it with happy emotions..really..nobody likes a depressed person, it's true. I've been told that.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yup..
26: Who did you last see in person?
....
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Yup, The Reason - Hoobastank. My emo song when I sleep XD
28: What is something you currently want right now?
these are some deep questions ._. have no idea.
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
"FUCK YOU AATROX" xD
30: How is your heart lately?
..uh..physically it's fine, no irregular heartbeats from my VSD, but it has been beating faster during panic attacks. Emotionally, well it's practically gone o_o..
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Yup!
32: Are you wearing socks?
No o.o..
33: What do people call you?
Husky lol surprisingly.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
huh? o_o
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Just family problems, and relationship problems.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Nobody.
37: Did you do something bad today?
Nope!
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
yesterday, my ex girlfriend did. lol.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Only when someone says I'm cute, or tries to get sexually close to me. o.o..
40: Will you sing today?
I do like singing, but I don't think I have a good voice to do so.
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
I always have had,I still want to be heard, I want my feelings to be released. It's just something keeps blocking it; hiding it. Removing every emotion I have.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
I personally don't go to anyone..I lock up all the emotions..or if I do..I write poetry and self-express it..
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
yup..
44: What are you listening to right now?
Music.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
Lonely, and depressed. Reminiscing of my past..I miss it a lot..
46: What is on your wrists right now?
nothing o.o..
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
uhm...a retail store? xD
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
apple cider
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No I don't believe in that crap..wishes and miracles aren't real, if miracles and wishes were..then I wish I can revert back to the past and change who I used to be..and continue on..but..eh, that's just me though.
50: Are you a good artist?
I think so..poetry is alright..my writing can be improved with imagery..and my drawing skills still studying anatomy!
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
No, its not. It is an ugly thing, once you've been betrayed by it, you start to realize there's nothing left for you.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
...merrrffffff
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
yeah lol.
54: Do you have trust issues?
Oh god yes I do. I'm sorry but this is who I am now..
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
o.o..confidential information
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yup.
57: Do you use chap stick?
No. My lips aren't chappy at all.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Nope..not a violent person.
59: Do you have a little sister?
Nope.
60: Have you ever been to New York?
Never.
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
..."I always loved you; always have, and always will"... and no..I don't think they did at all...and it still hurts me. Because I do..and still do mean it..
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
no one
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watched A Haunted House.
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
No..
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
....yeah..but just by calling his name makes me smile and happy..but he's gone now..so..yeah..its a mixed feeling :/ <-- (was actually tearing up with this question lol..)
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
meerffffff can we stop with these questions?
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
blargle
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Alone.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I honestly don't know o_o...
yeah I can, just don't want too lol.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Single, gay, all the way. Sorry chickos. Heartbroken, yeah. I'll always be o_o taken...no. Do I want too? Nah I kinda like living life solo right now. Shit has happened way too much in the past with me and relationships. Whatever happens; happens. I'll find a boyfriend again eventually after so many others before me -.-..
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd be awwww, thanks <3 and then say fuck off. JUST KIDDING I LOVE YOU <3
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No, but I have told others that, because IT IS true. I just don't want anything to fuck up my friendships, and what not :S
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Not..necesarily, should I be?
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
oh fucking christ on a stick, yes its my birthday coming up, I don't want anything <3 It's all good. Just a happy birthday will be nice enough :]
7: Do you want to be single?
Not really, but right now I'm scared to even go into a relationship. Everything that has been into the past usually bites my future's ass. I wish I can fix things now, but you know what, the only thing I can fix is probably nothing, LOL.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
0500, always have flashbacks in my sleep.
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
....I still do like the person..but I just have to move on. Keep fighting. How do you know its true love when you still love the person? I personally..don't believe in it..it's either you like someone or you don't..thats why I kinda despise relationships, and labels. I don't want to be that person whose a trophy, just because they want a mate, or a boyfriend. It has to mold. Then maybe, perhaps.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Diet coke, water, and milk.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
nah, that would be dishonorable.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
With my ex's...I've always loved them, everyone of them. Yet they turn me into a slaughter-house and blame me for everything..again which is why I fear it so bad, even talking about it just gives me chills and panic attacks..
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
no O.o
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Eh...
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Hah...I was played..
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Talking with
o.o18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
no
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Yup!
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Nah...I might not want kids.
21: Do you miss anyone?
...ayup..
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
nooooooooo
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
hmm....I don't remember..
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Oh yeah..people get upset about it...I just don't want to ruin friendships of my major depression, so I fake it with happy emotions..really..nobody likes a depressed person, it's true. I've been told that.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yup..
26: Who did you last see in person?
....
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Yup, The Reason - Hoobastank. My emo song when I sleep XD
28: What is something you currently want right now?
these are some deep questions ._. have no idea.
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
"FUCK YOU AATROX" xD
30: How is your heart lately?
..uh..physically it's fine, no irregular heartbeats from my VSD, but it has been beating faster during panic attacks. Emotionally, well it's practically gone o_o..
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Yup!
32: Are you wearing socks?
No o.o..
33: What do people call you?
Husky lol surprisingly.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
huh? o_o
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Just family problems, and relationship problems.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Nobody.
37: Did you do something bad today?
Nope!
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
yesterday, my ex girlfriend did. lol.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Only when someone says I'm cute, or tries to get sexually close to me. o.o..
40: Will you sing today?
I do like singing, but I don't think I have a good voice to do so.
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
I always have had,I still want to be heard, I want my feelings to be released. It's just something keeps blocking it; hiding it. Removing every emotion I have.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
I personally don't go to anyone..I lock up all the emotions..or if I do..I write poetry and self-express it..
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
yup..
44: What are you listening to right now?
Music.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
Lonely, and depressed. Reminiscing of my past..I miss it a lot..
46: What is on your wrists right now?
nothing o.o..
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
uhm...a retail store? xD
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
apple cider
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No I don't believe in that crap..wishes and miracles aren't real, if miracles and wishes were..then I wish I can revert back to the past and change who I used to be..and continue on..but..eh, that's just me though.
50: Are you a good artist?
I think so..poetry is alright..my writing can be improved with imagery..and my drawing skills still studying anatomy!
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
No, its not. It is an ugly thing, once you've been betrayed by it, you start to realize there's nothing left for you.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
...merrrffffff
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
yeah lol.
54: Do you have trust issues?
Oh god yes I do. I'm sorry but this is who I am now..
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
o.o..confidential information
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yup.
57: Do you use chap stick?
No. My lips aren't chappy at all.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Nope..not a violent person.
59: Do you have a little sister?
Nope.
60: Have you ever been to New York?
Never.
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
..."I always loved you; always have, and always will"... and no..I don't think they did at all...and it still hurts me. Because I do..and still do mean it..
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
no one
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watched A Haunted House.
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
No..
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
....yeah..but just by calling his name makes me smile and happy..but he's gone now..so..yeah..its a mixed feeling :/ <-- (was actually tearing up with this question lol..)
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
meerffffff can we stop with these questions?
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
blargle
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Alone.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I honestly don't know o_o...
