Cannot get a break, it seems...

I'm in flu, i had slight fever on Friday morning, i skipped my course class on that day with a sickleave note, but still i needed to take care from my lil sister this whole weekend, since mom had some other plans on herself and those didn't include being with my lil sister.

I feel sickish, i feel depressed. due to many things, not just one..

Plus everything else is going towards the ox's butt and getting flushed down from the toilet... My life and money wise. but other than that.. my weekend had been just Faboo... =/

That neighbors dog keep howling there.. it annoys me...
Someone had been violating my bike and now the new back tire is broken. I cannot drive anywhere with it.
My feet hurts still when i walk, so I would've really needed it.

Cannot even get Vicki on the Vet on 15th day, because the fucking KELA had messed up with my housing allowance. and NOW because of THEIR mistake, I need to pay 138 more for rent, so I could keep living in here. >___> *sighs*
That is the one fucked up place, and I always needed to fight to get my things done as they should, EVERY FUCKING TIME!

Just basically don't have money enough for Vicki on this month either, And THIS month should've been easier.. Seems that fate is mean and it decided to make my life more miserable.
I already needed to get along with less than 700 in a month...
I mean, after paying rent from that it's around 250-300...
Now, this month they decided to pay me almost 200 less. so.. this month sucks more than it did last month!

I Was supposed to get 180€ extra next month, but seems i'll be only getting 90 from it, since i'll be starting
those Photography course classes on tomorrow, on Monday
Which is good, and also bad.... If i need to Pay 45-65€ in a week on myself without any help from Social office either that's not going to help me to save anything... It's the fucking opposite with everything good what i get. Everything good turns out to be bad... Or not bad, but it'll always change to be different in some point in my life...
Either messes with my moods, or then sucks out money...

I don't like changes in certain things, but nothing what i could do about them...
Just try to take things as they comes, and be happy with what i still have... after so much is getting taken away once again.

I feel quite... numb on the moment, and i dunno what should i do...
Feeling like i'm cornered in a tight spot, without a way to get out.

It's early to say, but since i know myself better than anyone else does.. I feel a slight depression in back of my head, coming out soon...

It's Fall coming.. I've been a bit sad already because of things...
I've had S.A.D. In some form every year, past 10 years now, so...
I'm Not wanting it, but it'll going to cling itself on my shirt like a glue.

I feel warm and slight fever on me on the moment....
My throat is still itchy when i breathe. making me cough.
Seems there's nothing to be done at evening today..
Not sure yet tho.

On a lighter note, I saw that movie Epic yesterday and i liked it...