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Health/Finance Update #6
12 years ago
Master post regarding my current situation: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4968345/
Hi guys, I haven't meant to avoid this place, my stress and anxiety is just so much that anything will trigger me into a panic attack so I am having to take one step at a time. Here is the most recent update.
Finance
- We're STILL waiting on the DRO. Yes, still. This is ridiculous. I was going to call the charity StepChange in regards to it but wanted to hold on because he did send a letter not long after I first thought about contacting them. But our debt advisor has been near impossible to contact and I am just SO worried about everything.
- Creditors are still calling and stressing me out ahahaha.
- I have been signed off Jobseeker's Allowance. I explained my situation to my adviser on Thursday and he deemed me unfit for work and signed me off on the spot. He told me to apply for ESA after getting a sick note/well note from my GP.
Update: I applied for ESA AGES ago and have not heard anything. This means I currently have 0 income, making things impossibly hard.
WARNING: This next section contains triggering content (self-harm, suicide, drinking etc) I know it's a lot to share on a public place, but I want to be as transparent as possible to you all. I trust you all and thank your opinions.
Health
- Mental Health I would rather not discuss here any longer. If you are interested, I have a mental health blog here: http://mentalhealthcocktail.tumblr.com/ Please note I do not want to be named on that journal, also no reblogs etc.
WorkLoad
I have set a schedule for myself this week and I am going to try hard to get a great deal of things done and finished. I cannot promise I will have the cash to post them out but I will update everyone whose work I finish.
Thanks so much for understanding!
Hi guys, I haven't meant to avoid this place, my stress and anxiety is just so much that anything will trigger me into a panic attack so I am having to take one step at a time. Here is the most recent update.
Finance
- We're STILL waiting on the DRO. Yes, still. This is ridiculous. I was going to call the charity StepChange in regards to it but wanted to hold on because he did send a letter not long after I first thought about contacting them. But our debt advisor has been near impossible to contact and I am just SO worried about everything.
- Creditors are still calling and stressing me out ahahaha.
- I have been signed off Jobseeker's Allowance. I explained my situation to my adviser on Thursday and he deemed me unfit for work and signed me off on the spot. He told me to apply for ESA after getting a sick note/well note from my GP.
Update: I applied for ESA AGES ago and have not heard anything. This means I currently have 0 income, making things impossibly hard.
WARNING: This next section contains triggering content (self-harm, suicide, drinking etc) I know it's a lot to share on a public place, but I want to be as transparent as possible to you all. I trust you all and thank your opinions.
Health
- Mental Health I would rather not discuss here any longer. If you are interested, I have a mental health blog here: http://mentalhealthcocktail.tumblr.com/ Please note I do not want to be named on that journal, also no reblogs etc.
WorkLoad
I have set a schedule for myself this week and I am going to try hard to get a great deal of things done and finished. I cannot promise I will have the cash to post them out but I will update everyone whose work I finish.
Thanks so much for understanding!
I really wish you the best of luck with everything.
take your time and thank you for the update.
*hugs tight* I love you guys and really hope things get relaxed sooner than later. <333
The fact that you were able to get those last commissions done is pretty amazing you know, considering everything that's been going on you had the strength to do stuff - you should be very proud of that :)
I'm glad to see you are getting some help with the mental issues - I've had/had a lot of what you describe in that blog (OCD and SAD are always with me and they're the worst, I did have bad anxiety and depression but that's eased off a bit) so I know the struggle you get in your head, it can be the worst thing X3
It's a long road ahead but things do get better - slowly at first, but sometimes things can get a lot better all of a sudden.