Just stop entering these raffle. If you keep on getting sadden because you're not winning, then simply don't enter them.

I'll stop when I win just one...I only need one win

Then enter one where the chances of winning are not 100+ to one. Do you see how many comments these journals are getting? Out of all those people, only one wins. Everyone else loses too, not just you.

Right, but it doesn't seem to bother them nearly as much as it bothers me. I know its stupid to care so much about something so small, but I just want to win at SOMETHING, for once. The rest of the people usually have at LEAST 1 raffle win, and I have 0.

You think that every has at least one raffle win, however I seriously bet differently. I understand and agree that you care a lot more about it, however people won't change the odds to help you win because of it. :/

I don't want to change the odds, I just want to win, ONCE...one time. I wish this didn't bother me so much, but I can't help it

You're right, this is a unhealthy obsession. Hope you win.