I have fail to achieve a goal with my furry life. You also fail me too.

Do you know what my goal is? Well, it don't matter anymore. It is shattered and gone from my mind.

Do you know I am one who founder of deaf fur group? I am one who had someone come out of closet that they are deaf. I am one who united the deaf furry.

I'm trying to work on the special project to make an ASL book for furries/fursuiters. But I am busy and sometime I have no motivated. I asked few to draw ASL alphabet spelling. No one draw. I fail.

I fail myself, I fail my dream and I fail you.

For now, I need supporter....who will always being there for me. And be my friend forever.

P.S. Don't give me that "I will be your friend," "I will be here for you, buddy" craps. Many furries come and gone and I have enough of it. I have fallen often than go up because no one is there to hold me up.

I have no purpose in my life.