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Farewell for now...
12 years ago
To anyone who cares even the slightest bit, tomorrow may be my last day online for a long time.
The office i worked for over 5 years now, is finally completely shutting down going into bankruptcy. For those who didn't know, i worked at this place for 5 years, my mother was the C.E.O., my boss. My brother and sister even worked here with us. As of August I was laid off in hopes i could get free training from E.D.D. and a career center. That didn't work out. I only have a few more paychecks of unemployment left.
I'm constantly broke so i hoped that opening for art and head base commissions might help me out with a little extra money, but no one was really interested.
I barely got my immediate family a few Christmas gifts with my last paycheck. Even though i was laid off since August I've been coming into the office every single day since then working for free, ONLY as a way to help out my mom. But tomorrow will be most likely the last day here in the office and since i don't have internet of my own at home, tomorrow will most likely be the last time I'm on for a long time until i ever magically make money again with a job.
So much horrible shit has happened to me just within this year. I just want to say thanks to the few people who did commission me in the past and i hope things eventually turn around for me. I'm so damn depressed its not even funny. I serious have been considering taking my brother's shotgun he keeps in his closet and just blowing a hole through my chest. My hearts in shambles as it is, why not just finish the job especially as it seems my life is going no where anyway. We'll see.
Anyway thanks for reading this whoever may have. I hope life gets better with this next year. There's not a whole lot more that can happen to make it too much worse as it is, though i could always end homeless. That would really suck. Oh well. Good by for now.
-Count Ramsely
The office i worked for over 5 years now, is finally completely shutting down going into bankruptcy. For those who didn't know, i worked at this place for 5 years, my mother was the C.E.O., my boss. My brother and sister even worked here with us. As of August I was laid off in hopes i could get free training from E.D.D. and a career center. That didn't work out. I only have a few more paychecks of unemployment left.
I'm constantly broke so i hoped that opening for art and head base commissions might help me out with a little extra money, but no one was really interested.
I barely got my immediate family a few Christmas gifts with my last paycheck. Even though i was laid off since August I've been coming into the office every single day since then working for free, ONLY as a way to help out my mom. But tomorrow will be most likely the last day here in the office and since i don't have internet of my own at home, tomorrow will most likely be the last time I'm on for a long time until i ever magically make money again with a job.
So much horrible shit has happened to me just within this year. I just want to say thanks to the few people who did commission me in the past and i hope things eventually turn around for me. I'm so damn depressed its not even funny. I serious have been considering taking my brother's shotgun he keeps in his closet and just blowing a hole through my chest. My hearts in shambles as it is, why not just finish the job especially as it seems my life is going no where anyway. We'll see.
Anyway thanks for reading this whoever may have. I hope life gets better with this next year. There's not a whole lot more that can happen to make it too much worse as it is, though i could always end homeless. That would really suck. Oh well. Good by for now.
-Count Ramsely
I'd have commissioned you, but I too am poor.
I hope a new job comes up soon and that the new year brings good things.
Good luck. <3
I'm really sorry to hear about your life situation and what's happened to you. You've always been a rather nice kindhearted dude and I don't think you deserve to have happen to you what has fallen upon your shoulders. Please accept my well wishes in hopes 2014 can somehow be a better year for you.
There will always be bumps in the road when you feel the lowest you've ever felt. There may be more, and there always will be. But there are great high points in your life too, and it's best to remember to try to live for those. They're worth continuing on for, I promise you.
Best wishes. If you ever want to talk, you know I'm here. I know it's been awhile since we last spoke, but I still hope you'll take me up on it if you're ever feeling that low.