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Some of you may or may not be aware, but as of yesterday, I and my mate of 5 years are no longer together. I wish I could say that it ended well and on mutual grounds, but I would be lying if I didn't say that my heart has literally been torn from my chest. This has happened once before, but no pain I have ever felt in my life compares to this. I found the one I was to spend the rest of my life with, but she has been taken from me. But, I do not harbor any animosity towards her. Rather, I still love her with every fiber of my being, and would still move mountains and heaven above for her. There is nothing on this earth I wouldn't do for her, and I hope one day that she realizes that. No one will ever love her like I did, or as much. I pray that one day she will have me again, but I'm not holding my breath. I'm afraid she is completely lost.
That all being said, let me express thoroughly that I am not looking for any sympathy. I'm also not looking for love. I doubt I ever will again.However, you may have also noticed in my last commissions journal that Theo is now available for NSFW commissions. So, there's that.
That's pretty much all I have to say on the subject, so no questions, please.
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