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A Small Note    

By TheoTheFox, a year ago




Some of you may or may not be aware, but as of yesterday, I and my mate of 5 years are no longer together. I wish I could say that it ended well and on mutual grounds, but I would be lying if I didn't say that my heart has literally been torn from my chest. This has happened once before, but no pain I have ever felt in my life compares to this. I found the one I was to spend the rest of my life with, but she has been taken from me. But, I do not harbor any animosity towards her. Rather, I still love her with every fiber of my being, and would still move mountains and heaven above for her. There is nothing on this earth I wouldn't do for her, and I hope one day that she realizes that. No one will ever love her like I did, or as much. I pray that one day she will have me again, but I'm not holding my breath. I'm afraid she is completely lost.

That all being said, let me express thoroughly that I am not looking for any sympathy. I'm also not looking for love. I doubt I ever will again.However, you may have also noticed in my last commissions journal that Theo is now available for NSFW commissions. So, there's that.

That's pretty much all I have to say on the subject, so no questions, please.




21 comments

User replies

  foxpiper
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Cue the MDB music.

  matsuda
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  *hugs you* I'm here for you man

  blazemm008
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Sorry to hear that man :(

  kernac
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  I'm sorry to hear that man, there isn't much I can say right now that will make you feel better, the only thing I can say is time will mend a broken heart, but it does take time.

  voreadmirer99
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Im so sorry Theo, life is tough once you lose your first love, Ive been there, im always here to be the ear you can talk in. I pray she comes back to what gave her great love and a good life and not with someone strange or unknown to her

  selomon
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Ok, no sympathy then as you asked. Just tell yourself that maybe she'll realize what's going on and come back to you. If she was worth your devotion, there are good chance that it will happens.

  rollerandshizzle
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Dang, well.....love is like a cake, its very delicious, but it can go away like that...You can pull yourself together and one day, you will come back to love.

  celestialcall
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  I offer you my condolences, and hope for the best outcome that will make you happy.

  creativecrystal
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Sorry to hear about your loss. :( I've had stuff like this happen to me in my past relationships and I'm not gonna lie, it aint easy to go through. However, time heals all wounds. Maybe this separation of you two might be temporary (and maybe even beneficial) and she might come back to you someday. If not, then don't worry, things will get better; it just takes some time, hope, and patience. I wish you the best. *hugs*

  neovid
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Damn. Well, even though you're not looking for sympathy, you've got it, I remember what that felt like...

  shadowkeeper
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  *Hugs* Sorry to hear. I'm sure things will work out for you sooner or later!

  airless
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  :c

Ah, one of those people who restricts nsfw drawings of your sona to only be with their character?

I will never understand why that is such a big deal to people.

  theothefox
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  That was actually my choice

  airless
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  That's interesting.
If you don't mind, could you explain to my why you set that rule? I'm trying to understand it still. Is it because a person becomes so attached to their sona, that a NSFW picture with another party is essentially showing infidelity to the furry community?

  theothefox
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  I suppose so.

  poojawa
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  I restrict it myself for a few folks. It's both a personal gesture of faith and making sure others know they are above the 'rest' of friends.

Sure, it's silly to do that over the internet... but when you can't actually hang out in person all the time - ya make efforts elsewhere.

  rainami
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  That's a shame. I hope things improve.

  mouse26
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  sorry to hear that :(

  harvex
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Awww :c There's always a glimmer of hope, so you'll be fine c:

  spectacled-bearer
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Be patient. Everything may look grim right now, and it's understandable; but hang in there, wait and observe. And remember you are not alone.

  osmosis
 

(No Subject) Posted: a year ago

  Sorry I missed this note.