The first one is very hard, I am worried about this sounding like a cop-out answer so I will elaborate a little.
My favorite thing is using my computer and not just to play games, I listen to lots of music, read about things I will probably almost forget, spent a long time writing things before hitting delete, see and watch things that are beautiful and frightening not to mention the material that makes me hot under the collar. I find very old things with new and what does not even exist yet, there are friends that make me happy and an intense feeling as I resist writing a reply I don't really want to make to strangers. I have things to draw for and people to draw to with and through it all I am still an introvert. I think that's an odd but nice thing that the internet has not changed that about me.
But it makes me sad that the least is much easier.
It is my job. I used to work with a lot of reliable hardworking people but they are gone now and all I do for these other guys is finish their work and clean up after them, work I could have already completed if I were in one of their positions. I cannot bring myself to ease up and just watch the department fall apart around me, work has to be done and I am the one who makes it happen. I associate work with bad experiences so much I begin to get headaches if I draw for too long but I often come home too tiered to do so anyway. I hate it, my mind is breaking down now the stage where I have decided to see a doctor.
You know as an extra answer to favorite for those rare times when I become comfortable enough to truly be silly, one such is when I acted as an extra in this short film that will be released soon. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbcGD-5VmY4
They told me to bring clothes for a scientist so I get white clothes thinking I will be okay as all the extras had been asked to find pale colours to wear, of course everybody just had regular clothes and I stood out like a beacon. Much time was spent smearing myself with mud and sand, rolling in the grass and rubbing up against trees to get a dirty as I could, I may have accidentally taken off a little makeup so I asked for a touch up on my hands.
Look for the zombie wearing a tie.
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what is your absolute favorite thing to do, and least favorite thing?
My favorite thing is using my computer and not just to play games, I listen to lots of music, read about things I will probably almost forget, spent a long time writing things before hitting delete, see and watch things that are beautiful and frightening not to mention the material that makes me hot under the collar. I find very old things with new and what does not even exist yet, there are friends that make me happy and an intense feeling as I resist writing a reply I don't really want to make to strangers. I have things to draw for and people to draw to with and through it all I am still an introvert. I think that's an odd but nice thing that the internet has not changed that about me.
But it makes me sad that the least is much easier.
It is my job. I used to work with a lot of reliable hardworking people but they are gone now and all I do for these other guys is finish their work and clean up after them, work I could have already completed if I were in one of their positions. I cannot bring myself to ease up and just watch the department fall apart around me, work has to be done and I am the one who makes it happen. I associate work with bad experiences so much I begin to get headaches if I draw for too long but I often come home too tiered to do so anyway. I hate it, my mind is breaking down now the stage where I have decided to see a doctor.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbcGD-5VmY4
They told me to bring clothes for a scientist so I get white clothes thinking I will be okay as all the extras had been asked to find pale colours to wear, of course everybody just had regular clothes and I stood out like a beacon. Much time was spent smearing myself with mud and sand, rolling in the grass and rubbing up against trees to get a dirty as I could, I may have accidentally taken off a little makeup so I asked for a touch up on my hands.
Look for the zombie wearing a tie.