I went to the doctor yesterday, January 28th, lately I have been experiencing some serious back pain and some chest pain, so I go in, and was thinkin it would be somethin small, they do an xray, blood tests, and an ekg, I have a compressed spine, which is the cause of the back pain, and the ekg showed there is somethin wrong with my heart, they think its serious, next Wednesday I have an MRI scheduled, they can't determine a course of action til the MRI is done, so I'm stuck here in pain, no matter what I do, I'm in pain, I've tried everything, I can't sleep, I can't stand, sit, walk, I even have been gettin sent home from my low payin job, I'm literally crippled with pain, and I struggle to survive everyday, next week on Monday I will find out if my insurance covers the MRI or not, if it doesn't, I have a choice, sign a waiver claimin I will pay the bill out of my pocket ($2000.00) and know what is wrong with me and get treatment, but end up becomin homless cause of it, or don't get the MRI and try to live with this and not know, I know I haven't been the most active here anymore, I know I haven't been the best of friends, and I don't blame if u guys don't like me anymore, I'm not a famous artist, or a popufur, but I do need help, I know I still owe people from the past, art or whatever, and I haven't forgotten them, I remember each and every one of u, I just don't have a stable life yet to repay u all, I also recently was diagnosed with multiple mental disabilities, and I'm applyin for SSI, until then I try and keep my job, but its not enough, I need help, if it comes down to it on Monday, I will know if I need help raisin the money for the MRI, its my life that's at stake here and I'm afraid, I'm always in the dark about what is wrong with me and it scares me, I could have cancer, or whatever and not know it unless I get this MRI, but I can't pay for it, my insurance won't cover it, I'm 99% sure of it, cause its a local insurance to the coast, and I don't live on the coast anymore, I was very lucky I even found a doctor who accepts it, and he is 2 hours away from me, I'm sorry I'm bringin this all to the table suddenly, and I know this is a long journal and probably hard to read, I'm typin it on my phone, but if anyone can help me, that could save my life

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-Irou Murasame aka Mura