I just and currently am breaking down. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWm8-jlddaw This song just so happened to trigger memories that make me sad about my deceased grandmother. She passed away 5 years ago the morning just after my 13th birthday at the age of 91, just like she said she would ever since me and my twin were born. She was not only my Nana, but my care-taker and closest relative......
She was the one who loved me when no one else would take me. Her undying love for me is what helped me through my childhood and is currently doing to me in spirit today.
On her deathbed the only person she asked for and ever wanted to see was me. She would say "where's Jim?" almost every time my mom went to talk to her. And the day before she died, on my birthday, I went to her at 3:15pm to have my visit with her, and the last thing she said to me in a very mumbled tone was "I love you...".... and that was the last time I saw her alive....