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Regarding the last journal: The story.
11 years ago
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Here's a calmer, less shaky explanation of my situation
My mom and dad have been having relationship issues for a very long time
my dad is giving off the impression that he does not care for us whatsoever anymore
he goes out and drinks, he's angry all the time, he spends a lot of time with other women
he rushes out of the house when invited somewhere that's not home
He hates the house, the animals, his life, everything
he pretty much hates everything
and my mom decided that tonight was the last straw
tonight my dad was minding his own business when his female friend
posted online that they were at a bonfire with another friend
so he huffed and puffed at the fact that he wasn't invited, then
he kind of just, left, and invited himself over there.
He said he was going to come home at 9, and he got home three hours later.
my mom decided right before he came home, about 20 minutes earlier that she was going to leave him
she started looking up places to live, and said "We need money", so I started writing a journal
as information came to me, that's how that journal went, I was barely thinking,
my mind, and thoughts were blurred and racing.
Through my dads whole marriage to my mom, of 18 years, he's cheated on her 9 times.
right before the last one, our dad kicked us out for 6 months, and slept with other women.
He had secret phones, all sorts of stuff like that.
He only contacted me, his daughter, once, that entire 6 months we were like 3 states away.
I was 11 years old, I even turned 12, he didnt say anything or do anything for my birthday.
The only contact he had with me was on valentines day. He sent me a bear, not any word.
From then, to when we got back, and to this day I've had 0 relationship with my father.
And lately he's been drinking, partying with people 3 years older than ME, all this stupid stuff.
So back to now.
Me and my mom are practically unemployed, we both work on commission, and her's is WAY less then mine.
So I'm trying to raise money to get us out of this house.
The first thing we're going to try to do is call my grandma (Currently our only option, We don't have much of a relationship with her really), hoping to stay there, second we're going to fix something on the car, because we're taking the car, it's sputtering and needs new spark plugs, easy fix.
Third, I need ... To unfortunately, sell my pet mice, Darcy and Willoughby.
Fourth, if we end up getting to stay with my grandma, then we'll be making the money to go to Oregan.
And .. Live by ourselves, me and my mom are going to be supporting eachother.
And.. that'll be it.
Here's the link to everything I'm selling to help with this: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5626758/
I really need all the help I can get, this is probably the biggest thing to ever happen in my life.
Thank you for reading.
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Your mother deserves better than that man, and you don't deserve that sort of influence in your life. It's sickening to me his childishness and irresponsibility.
I hope that everything works out for the best, and that you get the hell out of there.
I agree completely with Win, you don't deserve someone like that in your life, and neither does your mother.
I hope that your mom cools down a little so that at least she can give you a little time and you don't have to leave immediately.