UPDATE: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6227893/

LONG JOURNAL IS LONG. GO TO BOTTOM IF YOU WANT THE SHORT VERSION.

So I have until 30th to move out of this apartment, and so far, I have no where to go. I had a plan to stick with my roomate, who at the time was okay with continuing to room with me, but suddenly a few days ago he told me he had already found his own place, and it had no room for me. So...now I got nothing. As many of you know, limizuki and I had been together for years, nearly 5 to be exact. But sadly...we just have too many incompatibilities that become too much of a problem after so long living with each other....and honestly since we never got a real chance to know each other, because we were constantly living on random couches here and there in New Mexico for two years, for awhile being homeless, which never gave us a real chance to settle down with each other. I think it eventually put a wedge between us...because all we knew was stress, all we went through was stress, and more. We never caught a break. It was one set of bad roomates after the other every time, and we always took the fall. Why? Because some furries are just ass holes I've come to realize.

After a few years we decided to move to WA state, which I've come to learn she secretly hated the entire time...*sigh*, but we started new here. We were doing okay, then we just hit rock bottom again, and ever since then, our relationship just couldn't seem to recover. Like family in a constant war, we became bitter towards each other. We eventually no longer could be with each other...and it hurt. But I tried, I tried really hard. I didn't want to end it like that, I wanted to try again. But I also needed an outing...so I eventually convinced her to try an open relationship so I could vent and have an outing with someone else, including sex, while still being able to stay with the person I loved the most. Because obviously what we kept trying didn't work...so I wanted to try something different (Something I never tried before). Well, needless to say she hated it...and it was hard. I knew it wouldn't go over easy...but she still is unhappy about it months later. It eventually fell apart because of the sparks flying between us, and the other girl we though to be a friend ending up to be a huge drama whore.

Eventually I just...couldn't handle it anymore. I felt defeated, all my options drained...I felt like I had no other choice, and it took weeks to summon up the courage to say something, and eventually I said something. It was a long talk, and I was blunt and truthful about a lot of things I normally felt too nervous to say...and we just...fell apart. We still had to live together for a few more months because of the lease...and it's been hellacious...we just...haven't gotten along like we used to at all...Partially my fault, partially her's. We've grown bitter towards each other because I started having feelings for an old local friend of mine I had a crush on a long, long time ago. We used to talk a lot, and still did on occasion; we had lots of common interests, and we got along really well. Eventually it got the point Limi hated her because we got close...and I would hang out with her here and other places. Needless to say...we just continued to fall apart, and she got close to someone else and became extremely bitter towards me...just...sucks...

Then as this last month came up, I was preparing to leave with my roomate, because Limi was going elsewhere with a coworker, and has a plan after said coworker too. And of course, with my luck, my roomate decided to bail and go his own way at the last minute. I don't honestly even think he would have told me if I had not asked...because he already found a place, started moving, but I didn't figure it out until I asked if he was still going to room with me. So...there goes my only plan, out the window. Got no where to go. And my second car, which I refuse to sell, isn't in my name yet and still needs a few small fixes (Though I'm close to getting it road worthy; just need to pay for its new title and tabs...about $280-300...), which is my first priority. I'd rather be homeless and living out of my cars for awhile than get rid of my baby I've put every ounce of my hard work into the past 6 months. And I'm JUST now getting it running; I'm not getting rid of it. I already had to get rid of my other classic months back before I got this one...and that was devastating enough. I'm gonna try to put up my daily driver for sell if I have to...would really hurt, since I have to rely on it right now...but I'm considering almost all options, as long as I don't have to get rid of my Buick or my computer setup (I cannot, -cannot-, get rid of my computer setup, no matter what. Seriously, that would cripple me more than anything I own).

With 16 days left, I have somewhat of a last resort-type plan.

First off, I need to find a place to put some of my things in case I do have to live out of my cars. Whether it be a storage unit I could pay by commissions, which I need to pay for a new charger for my laptop so I can -do- those commissions since I won't be able to use my desktop for awhile. I lost my charger...and haven't been able to find it for the past two months.

Secondly I need to do whatever I can to make the funds I need to get my Buick -legal-. As in, title put in my name (I have bill of sale, old and legit title, old registration, etc) and new plates and tabs. This will all cost me anywhere from $280 to $330 (I am hoping no more than $300..), depending on what they tell me at the DMV, because not all fees are listed outright on the website, nor via phone. If this does not work out, I'll have to find a place to park it for awhile until I can afford it.

Lastly, I need to find a place where my German Shepherd is allowed to stay...he's my ESA (Emotional Support Animal), and I refuse to leave him behind anywhere I go...He's very friendly, very loving, and very affectionate. Only draw back is he is very wary of other animals, mostly cats and big dogs, so he takes awhile to get used to other animals.

SHORT VERSION HERE

So in short...Limi and I broke up after five years of being together. It's been difficult getting over...but now I have to find a place on my own, alone. I had a plan with my current roomate, but he decided to go his own way alone.

Now I have to find a place on my own, but I have pretty much no options right now other than a place in Utah...that's my last resort, but if I do that...I could lose a lot...and my beloved pet. I don't want to go through that...I have no where to go in-state thus far...and I am fighting as hard as I can to find a place. Even if it's just for a month or two, somewhere I can stay and recuperate.

I desperately need three things though that only money can buy, and I don't have money to spend listed below:
1) A 85w Macbook Pro (2006 model) charger; mine was lost two months ago; I desperately need my laptop to continue my work. Thank you Mika <3
2) $300 for my Buick so I can get it in my name and road-legal. This is very, -very- important. At the VERY least, I would need this to sell the car. But I am hoping to keep it as long as possible because of the hard work I've put into it the last year, and how I've worked so damn hard to keep it this long. It's just now starting to get road worthy and running, so I am hoping I don't have to sell it.
3) Lastly, money to buy a three-month lease, or whatever I can find, for a storage unit so I can safely store my belongings somewhere for awhile so I can recuperate quickly and easily. There are places around here that charge as low as $70 a month. I really need help with this...

So to reiterate:
My biggest concerns are my two cars, mainly my Buick, my laptop, my rack server, my desktop, getting a storage unit, and my dog.

Please help by at LEAST linking others to this journal! I cannot stress how in-need of help I am right now!

As always, thank you guys for your continuous support <3 A lot of you have been very, very kind and supportive lately, and I cannot express my gratitude completely with how much appreciate I have for you all...you've been very good too me, and I honestly don't think I would have made it this far without you.

Thank you <3 I hope you are all having a better day than I am~