Its so early and im freaking out...FML
11 years ago
The reason why i got it up was because i was having a night terror AGAIN, this time about ALLIGATORS AND CROCODILES. OH FUCKING YAY.
So i wake up stupid early to talk to my army friend so that you know i can tell him have a good day and things right and i go out to my laptop and i hear a noise that i do not like, at all. and inspect my screen, THE FUCKING SCREEN IS COMING OFF.
WHY
WHY
WHY ON EVERYTHING ON THIS EARTH DID IT HAVE TO BE A MAC LAPTOP. LIKE TRULY FUCK MY LIFE.
So im going to apple tomorrow to see how much its going to cost, Im looking online and its telling me close to $200-$500. IF ANYTHING ELSE IS DAMAGED ITS GOING TO COST ME $1000 just to fix this laptop.
Im going tomorrow to actually GET AN ESTIMATE.
I REALLY HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, But i cant do anything about it...i was the one who dropped it. no wonder....
I do this to myself...truly, i do.
The laptop works fine, I DONT WANT TO GET WORSE. and on top that IT WAS GIFT, i don't want to go to my uncle and tell him, "hey i dropped your mac laptop you gave me, can i get another one?" NO FUCKING NO. I dont want to tell him at all.
So guys, im going to be doing commissions to help pay laptop off, im going to be doing commissions just to get this repaired.
I would take donations, but IM NOT BEGGING for money, Ill work for the money, im trying to get a job too, so its going to be even harder.
I want to tell my parents to lead a hand but, i ask for to much already, even though i dont ask for anything, and THATS TO MUCH already.
Just, i really wanted to save my money to buy gifts for christmas and for my army friend but now, its going to a laptop, that i broke...
i am already having a hard time because I DONT THINK MY ART IS WORTH ANYTHING and NOW i have to sell my soul for this laptop with the crappy art, Im going to have a hard time trying to sell art that no one wants you know. Im not a popular fur, i just cant MAKE ADOPTS FOR $40 or charge $100 for a Ych..
i post everything from this laptop, THIS LAPTOP is my gate way to you guys, without and i cant do anything ever.
i just...need a hug.
So i wake up stupid early to talk to my army friend so that you know i can tell him have a good day and things right and i go out to my laptop and i hear a noise that i do not like, at all. and inspect my screen, THE FUCKING SCREEN IS COMING OFF.
WHY
WHY
WHY ON EVERYTHING ON THIS EARTH DID IT HAVE TO BE A MAC LAPTOP. LIKE TRULY FUCK MY LIFE.
So im going to apple tomorrow to see how much its going to cost, Im looking online and its telling me close to $200-$500. IF ANYTHING ELSE IS DAMAGED ITS GOING TO COST ME $1000 just to fix this laptop.
Im going tomorrow to actually GET AN ESTIMATE.
I REALLY HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, But i cant do anything about it...i was the one who dropped it. no wonder....
I do this to myself...truly, i do.
The laptop works fine, I DONT WANT TO GET WORSE. and on top that IT WAS GIFT, i don't want to go to my uncle and tell him, "hey i dropped your mac laptop you gave me, can i get another one?" NO FUCKING NO. I dont want to tell him at all.
So guys, im going to be doing commissions to help pay laptop off, im going to be doing commissions just to get this repaired.
I would take donations, but IM NOT BEGGING for money, Ill work for the money, im trying to get a job too, so its going to be even harder.
I want to tell my parents to lead a hand but, i ask for to much already, even though i dont ask for anything, and THATS TO MUCH already.
Just, i really wanted to save my money to buy gifts for christmas and for my army friend but now, its going to a laptop, that i broke...
i am already having a hard time because I DONT THINK MY ART IS WORTH ANYTHING and NOW i have to sell my soul for this laptop with the crappy art, Im going to have a hard time trying to sell art that no one wants you know. Im not a popular fur, i just cant MAKE ADOPTS FOR $40 or charge $100 for a Ych..
i post everything from this laptop, THIS LAPTOP is my gate way to you guys, without and i cant do anything ever.
i just...need a hug.
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*squeezes you*Thank you
You know I got your back. Just text me if you ever need me. You got my number
; A ;thank you..The sun is coming up and im so tired... i wanna cry...
; A ;Head up, dear. Don't doubt yourself so much. There are plenty of people who would spend way more on your art than what you are asking.
thank you so much, this meant so much to me ; A ;
Before i went to sleep, i was just in awe and shock that someone would type something wonderful for me. Just thank you.
I think my prices are just about right hehe but i think thats just me >w< I really do appreciate this so much, thank you.
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Thank you so much. It means so much to me *cries in corner*
Yes we do ; w ;if i ask him he'll never speak to me again ;A;
and i know this because he's done it before.
I think im just going to get it fixed. If its not so much! I CAN DO IT! i think lol
Thank you Jaxn it means a lot
Yay I hope it's not too much!! I would be so sad otherwise :( but you can totally do it!!
Of course!! You are awesome and deserve awesome things ^^
* smiles*I dont thing so, but i hope i can lol :3
Remember that artist I told you who kept whining about not having money for food but got like, 3 dreamies and kept bidding on more? She charges like 60$ per drawing, and people still buy it, even though she doesn't have any idea how to draw an eye.
We could collab if you want.
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I think my prices are fine, if im trying to make a sell lol. Im trying to get people attention i against and plus, i want people out there to know that there are artist who do good quality work for a price that is right. and thats me! Lol <3
I would love a collab ;w;
thank you so much ;w;and thank you for the watch ;w;
If youre still wanting to stay with a mac, a MacBook air costs $999, Mac Mini $549, iMac $1199, MacBook pro $1199 (if you want retina display, it is $1399)
But honestly, you would probably be able to find a really good laptop that isn't a mac for less than that.. I would personally recommend anything but a mac, as the schools here use mac laptops and oh my lord, they are REALLY annoying..
heres a link to some laptops under $1000
yeeee! I know thank you so much <33If i need ideas ill be on skype ^w^
i love my mac, i have set it up the way i want it. BUT I WANT THE SURFACE PRO! OH MY GLOB, I COULD DRAW ANYWAY!!!!! or cinitqi. *dreams*
But its just the top screen so i think that'll cost me $200. If not then im going to get some Gorilla Glue XDD
And I feel you there on the new tablet thing haha, ive been wanting a tablet with a proper screen on it for a good while.. I would be able to improve my lines so much by having that (I feel like my current lines are shit =v=;; )
yeah, i think i would just get a new one lol.
But YESSSSS! i know what you mean, my sketches would be A MILLON TIMES BETTER!
Thats why ive been just doing base stuff and colored sketches hehe
thank you <33