To explain, to apologize, to beg (Please, please, read this)
10 years ago
So.. a few months ago, I made journals and opened commissions saying I needed help. My mom was in the hospital, my aunt was going through a divorce, and I was having a hard time in general, and then I stopped talking about it for the most part.
My problems never stopped. They never went away. They just kept getting worse, and I gave up. Now things have reached a breaking point and I just... I can't do this anymore... I need help, or I'm going to lose everything.
I'm roughly $20,000 behind, and we're practically in foreclosure. We have people so nicely "offering" to buy our house, and expecting us out immediately, but.. we have nowhere else to go. All of our mail anymore is all from banks and the IRS and.. anyone and everyone else that thinks they can get money from us, and we just... we don't have any.
Everything we have goes to groceries and bills (water, electric, heat, phone, cable, internet, etc, because we're fucked on the house anyways, so why not keep it a home as long as we can?).
We had $200 stolen from us about a month ago that neither of us knew about until a day or two ago. They bought starbucks with it.. which is more important than bills, right?
I don't know what to do, but.. Roo was pushing me really hard last night to open donations, so I guess I'll try that.. I'm empty, and I'm shutting down emotionally, so there's not much I can offer, but..
For stupid personal reasons, I can't use my own paypal (I don't have a bank account and am limited on what I can receive and spend, and want to be able to continue doing commissions), and I won't put up my mom's because I don't want hers in any way associated with the furry fandom.. But my always lovely Faith has let me use hers. Anything donated to her will go straight to my mom, and will never pass through me, in case someone was worried about me using it for myself.
Her paypal is here:
uniqueugorji[at]gmail.com
Please direct any and all donations to her, and if you have my paypal, please do not send anything there.
I know I'm so far behind that these donations probably won't save me, but maybe you can help me stave off the inevitable... If you have nothing to donate, please do whatever you can to spread this around.
Just.. please.. help me...
(I apologize if I stop answering all the comments, just know that I am indeed reading each and every one of them ;w; )
My problems never stopped. They never went away. They just kept getting worse, and I gave up. Now things have reached a breaking point and I just... I can't do this anymore... I need help, or I'm going to lose everything.
I'm roughly $20,000 behind, and we're practically in foreclosure. We have people so nicely "offering" to buy our house, and expecting us out immediately, but.. we have nowhere else to go. All of our mail anymore is all from banks and the IRS and.. anyone and everyone else that thinks they can get money from us, and we just... we don't have any.
Everything we have goes to groceries and bills (water, electric, heat, phone, cable, internet, etc, because we're fucked on the house anyways, so why not keep it a home as long as we can?).
We had $200 stolen from us about a month ago that neither of us knew about until a day or two ago. They bought starbucks with it.. which is more important than bills, right?
I don't know what to do, but.. Roo was pushing me really hard last night to open donations, so I guess I'll try that.. I'm empty, and I'm shutting down emotionally, so there's not much I can offer, but..
For stupid personal reasons, I can't use my own paypal (I don't have a bank account and am limited on what I can receive and spend, and want to be able to continue doing commissions), and I won't put up my mom's because I don't want hers in any way associated with the furry fandom.. But my always lovely Faith has let me use hers. Anything donated to her will go straight to my mom, and will never pass through me, in case someone was worried about me using it for myself.
Her paypal is here:
uniqueugorji[at]gmail.com
Please direct any and all donations to her, and if you have my paypal, please do not send anything there.
I know I'm so far behind that these donations probably won't save me, but maybe you can help me stave off the inevitable... If you have nothing to donate, please do whatever you can to spread this around.
Just.. please.. help me...
(I apologize if I stop answering all the comments, just know that I am indeed reading each and every one of them ;w; )
http://www.nolo.com/legal-encyclope.....-catch-up.html
You'll still need to make on time payments, but you won't have to worry about losing your house so suddenly or anything.
I'm not trying to argue, and I appreciate the suggestion, but.. we literally have no money at all..
You have no idea how much I hope for you to make it through this ok. Just remember that miracles can definitely happen, and no matter what happens, it's not over.
I'll make sure others do it too. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6404034/
All I can really say is good luck. Money is a huge issue for a lot of folks, and your situation is…honestly worse than mine. I wish I could do something other than tell people to help. I wish I could donate some money myself.