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I gotta make the ultimate sadness mean something...
11 years ago
AWESOME PEOPLE WHO SHOULD 
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I don't know. I don't know how to do anything anymore. I don't know how to feel anymore. A year ago I lost the one person who made me feel like I could do anything. After a rough week I have had a emotional crash. I'd always kinda knew that this day was coming but I couldn't really focus on that as it wasn't fair to my coworkers. I get home, stare at the calendar and count down the days. What should be a month that has one of my proudest dates as Valentine's Day marks my 17th year clean, It's marred by two days that to quote a song "Kill me every time."
The first date was 17 years ago February 12, 1998 my twin sister, Jade passed away from Leukemia. As odd as it may sound to some of my coworkers (I refuse to call them "interns" as they are paid and to me at least a "intern" is only paid in experience. They deserve the dignity of at least being called coworkers.) she was the more talented one. Gods she was talented, heaven knows how far she'd have gone if she was alive today. The sick part is she should be. I'll say that again
She Should Be.
We were adopted at birth by our parents and we barely knew our birth parents at the time. At the time of her diagnosis I was an heroin addict and a perfect match. Needless to say unless I cleaned up my act I couldn't be a Marrow donor. I started cleaning up and was losing about 1% toxicity a day. As her condition worsened her doctor came and said when my blood work showed I was down to around 10% he would deal with the fallout later and preform the donation. On February 12th I was at 12%. Two days later I checked myself into rehab and have been clean ever since. Happy Valentine's Day.
The second date was just one year ago today. I lost my wife, Sakura to Cancer (multiple forms). She was 31. A year ago I wrote a journal and gave tribute in a Let's Play. I don't know if I have the strength to write another piece on this. The original Journal can be found here
I never e-beg as I usually find it kinda appalling when I see my journal list fill up with people asking for money. And I know it's hard in this current economy but anything you can spare would be helpful. Please donate or at the very least boost the signal of this plea and let's end this damn disease before any more people have to suffer this special form of pain.
Please donate to the American Cancer Society here.
The first date was 17 years ago February 12, 1998 my twin sister, Jade passed away from Leukemia. As odd as it may sound to some of my coworkers (I refuse to call them "interns" as they are paid and to me at least a "intern" is only paid in experience. They deserve the dignity of at least being called coworkers.) she was the more talented one. Gods she was talented, heaven knows how far she'd have gone if she was alive today. The sick part is she should be. I'll say that again
She Should Be.
We were adopted at birth by our parents and we barely knew our birth parents at the time. At the time of her diagnosis I was an heroin addict and a perfect match. Needless to say unless I cleaned up my act I couldn't be a Marrow donor. I started cleaning up and was losing about 1% toxicity a day. As her condition worsened her doctor came and said when my blood work showed I was down to around 10% he would deal with the fallout later and preform the donation. On February 12th I was at 12%. Two days later I checked myself into rehab and have been clean ever since. Happy Valentine's Day.
The second date was just one year ago today. I lost my wife, Sakura to Cancer (multiple forms). She was 31. A year ago I wrote a journal and gave tribute in a Let's Play. I don't know if I have the strength to write another piece on this. The original Journal can be found here
I never e-beg as I usually find it kinda appalling when I see my journal list fill up with people asking for money. And I know it's hard in this current economy but anything you can spare would be helpful. Please donate or at the very least boost the signal of this plea and let's end this damn disease before any more people have to suffer this special form of pain.
Please donate to the American Cancer Society here.
Hollyfox
~hollyfox
*Gives you a warm hug* It is bittersweet because even though they are gone, the love you hold for them it still such an immensely beautiful thing.
justinjade
~justinjade
OP
All I ask is that regardless if monetary donations can't be given please boost the signal and lets find a way to end this plague.
Zielvos
~zielvos
You're not really e-begging, you are just telling people to put money into a worth while cause. I have been doing my part through work were they take $10 out of my paycheck and give it to them. I can't remember when but there is a fundraiser in my area that I plan to go to this year and have some money set aside to that as well. I will give a signal boost so others might be able to donate something.
justinjade
~justinjade
OP
Thank you.
LukeSilvertail
~lukesilvertail
Here for you dude. Just hit me up on skype.
