My husband really upset me today. How? Money, of course. As you all know, i'm not working and I am staying with my parents during the time of his deployment. He gets paid over 1300.00 twice a month while he's over there.

It started out that I would take 150.00 out every paycheck. 100.00 went to my dad and the rest was for me. Okay, I realized that 50.00 wasn't cutting it, since i've been going out with my friend for dinner a couple times, I would have cravings for Taco Bell, or that I even wanted some new clothes. Girly stuff right? Last paycheck, I took out 200.00. That was a daring move. But I used all 100.00. I helped my mom get some things and whatever. I had to get a humidifier and lots of medication.

Today I asked if I could have 300.00 for the two and half weeks.
He just flipped. "What the heck is so expensive that you need to have 300.00 for 2 1/2 weeks?"

I like the feeling of being secure, money wise. That way I can offer to pay when I go out with my friends..or I can buy dinner for the family tonight..He just doesn't understand. He should be happy i'm not the typical military wife who spends all of his paycheck on pointless stuff.

I ended up leaving him a message saying that I won't take a god damned penny out of his stupid account. I'll just make my parents pay for everything (Not that they are wealthy).

So I pretty much can't have a life. I can sit here and dwell about how lonely I am..and feel sorry for myself.