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Heart Prollems!
16 years ago
My Journey Isnt For Everyone~
Well I Have Bad News About Me, My Heart Is Starting To Fail Me Completely.
I Have Whats Called (Cardiac Atrophy) My Heart Muscle Is Breaking Down Bit By Bit! I Was Checked Out Saturday This Last Weekend. The News Was Grim... Basically This Problem Is Not Treatable Or Operable, They Said It Is 100% Fatal, We Knew It Was Gona Happen, Just Didnt Know When, Its A Side Effect Of My Muscle Disease. This Can Kill In Weeks To Months To A Year Or So, I'm In Stage One, There Are Four Stages.
They Do Not Know How Long I Actually Have Now, I Asked & They Said, "We No Longer Know When You Are Going To Die?!" So The Affects Of (CA) ( Cardiac Atrophy) Are Light Headedness, Dizzyness, Disorientation, Tiredness, Feeling Weak All Over, Blood Pressure Spikes And Drops & So On.
So Anyways I'm Doing The Best I Can ATM! **Snuggles & Cuddles You all**
I LOve You Guys!
So I'll Stay Alive As Long As I Can, You Know Me!
I Havent Given Up, Even In The Face Of This!
I Have Whats Called (Cardiac Atrophy) My Heart Muscle Is Breaking Down Bit By Bit! I Was Checked Out Saturday This Last Weekend. The News Was Grim... Basically This Problem Is Not Treatable Or Operable, They Said It Is 100% Fatal, We Knew It Was Gona Happen, Just Didnt Know When, Its A Side Effect Of My Muscle Disease. This Can Kill In Weeks To Months To A Year Or So, I'm In Stage One, There Are Four Stages.
They Do Not Know How Long I Actually Have Now, I Asked & They Said, "We No Longer Know When You Are Going To Die?!" So The Affects Of (CA) ( Cardiac Atrophy) Are Light Headedness, Dizzyness, Disorientation, Tiredness, Feeling Weak All Over, Blood Pressure Spikes And Drops & So On.
So Anyways I'm Doing The Best I Can ATM! **Snuggles & Cuddles You all**
I LOve You Guys!
So I'll Stay Alive As Long As I Can, You Know Me!
I Havent Given Up, Even In The Face Of This!
We're going to have to get together as soon as we can before this awful thing takes you from us! :(
Thank You Both For Your Love!
**Snuggles You Both**
I'll talk to you later,
Love
Blue
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i am so surorry, i just raed your juornal. i raelly wihsh tehre was soemthing i cuold do. it is a sahme because i iddn't evn get to knwo yuo. i hoep thuogh the best. cause i alwyas wish teh b est for poeple, and yuo seem like a raelly nice person / fur who deosn't dserve taht!
Hun, I don't know you from Adam but I'll say a prayer for you. Bless you and those close to you in your time of need.
I Appreciate The Love And Strength Your Sending Me, If It Werent For All You My Friends Here At FA, I Wouldnt Make It! I Love You all!
I'll Try To Be A Strong Lioness Girl For Everyone!
Uhh As For A Heart Transplant, Its Not Gona Work, As I'm Too Thin And Weak For One, As I'd Have a 90% Chance Of Death During Surgery! So It Was Strongly Advised Against.
But I Love The Thought Of It!
**Snuggle Cuddles You all**
I Believe Your Prayers Will Help, God Can Heal Where Doctors Cannot!
**Snuggles Huggles You All**
I just was sorting through my mass of mail in my inbox and saw this. I am SO sorry to hear that, I honestly am. Your such an amazing artist and it pains me to hear this. I know I do not know you exactly too well but I do you know you are strong though this is not something anyone should have to deal with. I am gonna be wishing for a miracle for you though I think it is something that I will make sure of is to go ahead and comment through some of your submissions before the others. Carpal Tunnel and all!
Although through these times I wish you the best and happiness only.
*Grabs on and hugs*
Thou, this is a perfect time for you to get out, explore, and enjoy life as much as possible.
Try to do things that youve always wanted, and stay in contact with your friends for support whenever you need.
I wish for you, the best of luck and am sorry that there is nothing you can do....
-Asher
**Holds You Close All Of You & Cuddle Huggles You Guys**
I Love You All!
I just saw the post on Firestorm's page and i don't know what to say.... Even in Dutch i am lost of words.... All i can think of, is wishing you the best, take care and lots of love.
*hugs*
- Kotie