Somewhat of a continuation of this, but not exactly.

Okay, so some things have gotten better, and some not so much better.
Recently every time I've started to work on commissions something has come up and stopped me. Life, family, friend, or something has come up. Or taken up more of my time than I intended. I am making progress still, just.. not as much as I wish I were. :/ Which is upsetting me to say the very least.

On the plus side, my husband did manage to get food stamps, which is helping quite a bit. Taking some stress off of me and my roomie as far as money goes. So that is a good thing. Probably the best thing out of the recent time.

/still/ it seems like with every good thing is another bad. :/ But I'll get to that in a minute.

Still no luck on my husband getting a job, so that sucks. My truck's front tires are.. REALLY bad so I have to get them replaced to tomorrow. Which is taking money from our christmas fund that we'll have to replace before then. D: Which sucks. Bah.

My family's good, my husband's is doing mostly alright considering, my roomie's family is doing well - so that's all pluses. So that's another good thing.

One of my (and my roomie's) friends is having so many problems. And I've always been a pretty easy person to talk to. So she's come to me A LOT in the past week. Like.. counting today? I've seen her like 4 days out of this 'past' week (monday to now) And all of it's pretty well about her relationship with her husband. Which I and everyone else has told her that she deserves better. So.. that's a thing. *sighs*

Another issue arose today, which my roomie doesn't know about yet. But I figure she'll either see this journal or I'll explain when she gets home from work. But for no particular reason our (or rather her, it's in the main room) TV, which is an Emerson 39" HDTV, has just died. It is just barely over and year, and it just.. stopped working. To be exact, my other friend (with the relationship probs) was watching something on it and it just turned off. No, actually it just acted like someone unplugged it and it won't come back on. Not for anything. ;^; which means another thing on many to be replaced and for my best friend (roomie) to be stressed about.

Which I hate, because when she stresses then I stress more, and I can't be of much help. And it makes me feel useless.. because as of late I've just /felt completely useless/ I mean I haven't been able to contribute more than barely managing to pay the bills (water, electric, internet) - and other than that.. nothing. Which is making me stress a lot more than I should be. I just.. sort o want to curl up in the corner and cry. /Because maybe that would help/ for like five minutes and then I'd just go back to being stressed as the reminder of being an adult would sink back in.

Can I just.. like go back to kindergarden? Drink juice boxes and take naps? Please.. someone make me a five year old again, when life was easy and the biggest problem in my world was not getting to stay up as late as I wanted to...