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My Relationship states (PLEASE READ ALL BEFORE COMETING!)
10 years ago
For all wondering 
and I 
broke up and I stayed on the idea don't ask don't tale policie since its a vary touchy subject for me and some what for Seffy as well so please stop bothering him about it, I already changed my page to help but he still gets bothered about it and he feels bad about the break up and hurting me and I wish he wasn't horracied about it.
Seff is seeing someone else and im just glad he is happy, no idk who she is so don't ask me please.
if his new girl sees this I want her to know "to take care of him and treat him well he is a good man. I am no thret and he is my best friend and just want Seff happy who or what ever makes him feel that way." ^^
resone this is so hard for me is in my calture Seff is my mate for life and we are in other words wed but means nothing if he doesn't belive the same, him being without a religen. I took a risk picking him as my mate knowing this but I love him like nothing else and was worth the risk, so he will always be my mate in my heart and in my religen. So I still be taken as my heart belongs to Seff and Seff only till one of us pass.
but as promises to my love I will look for a nother mate but if I feel no attraction or love that will be hard but I will try for him and keep my word. but Seffy I don't think it would be any thing close to anytime soon as I am still in love with you you are my mate to me.
he has all heard this from me and is fully aware and I don't blame him for following his heart and being who he is and I hold him to nothing just when he is intrusted in settling down he come find me.
Seff has had bad luck in the past with other old loves and fears it would repeat witch is why we would brake up and get back together and we still care for one another vary much but he belives it would be better for us to move on for now.
now I wish ppl stopped asking use if we are still together it hurts us both since we both really wanted it to work. and I cry every time ppl ask me wether on line or irl its hard on me and slipped me back in depretion like before I started hanging out and seeing each other.
Seff and I broke up and got back together often most ppl never noticed since we never see anyone else and acted no diffent, just had no tidle. but this time was diffent no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get seffy to take me back agin and he moved on. this with use keeping promises w/ each other to be sure are friendship stays the same and we don't loos contack with one another.
To note art will still be posted of us and him for:
1. I ordered art before we broke up of us that still hasn't came in.
2. Seff is my art ginniepig on art for practice and was before we dated
3. im his fursuit maker and most used articed (not all art of us is couple art its friend art too)
Seff is also like a son to my Mother and he still comes and is welcome for holidays and family gathorings year round so he is treated like family im my house hold even if we are not together.
I also treat Seff out to the OKC zoo since I work there and I try to keep are friendship strong.
Seff means the world to me and I wish no harm on him and hope things may change in the future some day, but till then he is free to do what he wishes and is not tied down. may he stay happy.
Also please don't ask me out or hit on me I never like guys that do that bugs the shit out of me not one guy I dated got me by hitting on me, flurting with me, or just asking me out. I aproch not the guys I must trust the person first not just get picked up. I have been through some bad shit in my past and am vary warry of new ppl as many of you that know me well know well. its all sisitive and is why I hate adult art/ yiff art. it scares me and ppl have done shit to me that can never be changed or be taken back "scared for life" wether mentoly of phisicoley it will always be wairy and untrusting so I stay safe.
NONE OF THIS IS Seffy or my own FALT SO PLEASE LEAVE USE BE IT JUST DIDNT WORK OUT.
for those of you wondering so please don't ask me anything just read all above you may coment with thoughts here but please don't horrase or anyone he is seeing is all I ask there are no hard feelings between us and understand one another we just want the questions to end and for ppl to understand!
and I 
broke up and I stayed on the idea don't ask don't tale policie since its a vary touchy subject for me and some what for Seffy as well so please stop bothering him about it, I already changed my page to help but he still gets bothered about it and he feels bad about the break up and hurting me and I wish he wasn't horracied about it.Seff is seeing someone else and im just glad he is happy, no idk who she is so don't ask me please.
if his new girl sees this I want her to know "to take care of him and treat him well he is a good man. I am no thret and he is my best friend and just want Seff happy who or what ever makes him feel that way." ^^
resone this is so hard for me is in my calture Seff is my mate for life and we are in other words wed but means nothing if he doesn't belive the same, him being without a religen. I took a risk picking him as my mate knowing this but I love him like nothing else and was worth the risk, so he will always be my mate in my heart and in my religen. So I still be taken as my heart belongs to Seff and Seff only till one of us pass.
but as promises to my love I will look for a nother mate but if I feel no attraction or love that will be hard but I will try for him and keep my word. but Seffy I don't think it would be any thing close to anytime soon as I am still in love with you you are my mate to me.
he has all heard this from me and is fully aware and I don't blame him for following his heart and being who he is and I hold him to nothing just when he is intrusted in settling down he come find me.
Seff has had bad luck in the past with other old loves and fears it would repeat witch is why we would brake up and get back together and we still care for one another vary much but he belives it would be better for us to move on for now.
now I wish ppl stopped asking use if we are still together it hurts us both since we both really wanted it to work. and I cry every time ppl ask me wether on line or irl its hard on me and slipped me back in depretion like before I started hanging out and seeing each other.
Seff and I broke up and got back together often most ppl never noticed since we never see anyone else and acted no diffent, just had no tidle. but this time was diffent no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get seffy to take me back agin and he moved on. this with use keeping promises w/ each other to be sure are friendship stays the same and we don't loos contack with one another.
To note art will still be posted of us and him for:
1. I ordered art before we broke up of us that still hasn't came in.
2. Seff is my art ginniepig on art for practice and was before we dated
3. im his fursuit maker and most used articed (not all art of us is couple art its friend art too)
Seff is also like a son to my Mother and he still comes and is welcome for holidays and family gathorings year round so he is treated like family im my house hold even if we are not together.
I also treat Seff out to the OKC zoo since I work there and I try to keep are friendship strong.
Seff means the world to me and I wish no harm on him and hope things may change in the future some day, but till then he is free to do what he wishes and is not tied down. may he stay happy.
Also please don't ask me out or hit on me I never like guys that do that bugs the shit out of me not one guy I dated got me by hitting on me, flurting with me, or just asking me out. I aproch not the guys I must trust the person first not just get picked up. I have been through some bad shit in my past and am vary warry of new ppl as many of you that know me well know well. its all sisitive and is why I hate adult art/ yiff art. it scares me and ppl have done shit to me that can never be changed or be taken back "scared for life" wether mentoly of phisicoley it will always be wairy and untrusting so I stay safe.
NONE OF THIS IS Seffy or my own FALT SO PLEASE LEAVE USE BE IT JUST DIDNT WORK OUT.
for those of you wondering so please don't ask me anything just read all above you may coment with thoughts here but please don't horrase
or anyone he is seeing is all I ask there are no hard feelings between us and understand one another we just want the questions to end and for ppl to understand!PLEASE READ ALL BEFORE COMETING BELOW OR NOTING AND LEAVE SEFF BE AND STOP BOTHERING HIM ABOUT IT!
THANK YOU!
However Hun if you need a shoulder to cry on I can't be there physically but I am here online, and if you need my skype I can give you the info for there too. -hugs- It will be hard for the first week <3 but it will get better.