... I cant sleep again, those night terrers are back only worse now..

dont expect any new art of Anzu because he may end up dead here very soon, hes going to kill himself very soon and im thinking of just letting him, he has given up on love, and life now doesnt belive anyone will ever love him again. so if you never see any new pics of him now you know why..

on to other news

my depression is bad today.. thanks to nightmares, and the fact that i cant see a docter anymore because their being dickwads and took my free clinic away, so not only do i not get my happy pills but im running low on my hormone pills and have no way to be getting them... DAMN IT ALL.. so I have to try yet again to get that bloody GED or get on SSI so that i can find a way to get a medic card so i can get my stupid pills again. cuse with out them im depressive, suicidal and many other things, plus without those hormone pills one i cant get one step closer to my goal and two im bitchy very very mean like bitchy and tend to be mean...

anywho thanks for all the new watches and faves ppl most loved there, and thanks to all my pals who saport me and wish for me to stay alive and well.. love you all

Love
Vaugn