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my fursona (for the record)
10 years ago
🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 🐾 <3 IVE BEEN MAKING UPDATES TO THIS ALL THE TIME, AS I REALIZE THERE ARE BLATANT THINGS I HAVE FORGOTTEN/LEFT OUT
I AM SORRY, THIS IS NO SUBSTITUTE FOR A REF SHEET X_X
DESCRIPTION (divided into III parts: physical attributes, behaviors and attitude): X is a Russian blue tomcat. His fur is short and dense and looks slate/grey in the dark but has a silvery-blue iridescent shine when the light hits his silver-tipped fur. He's lithe and toned, kinda curvy for a male, long legs, stands exactly 2 meters tall digitigrade with a strong tail approximately 1.2 meters long that curls up at the tip slightly with faint stripes and is fluffy (but not too fluffy, and he is envious of other furs super-fluffy tails and totallyy wishes he had one, as they look -incredible- to curl up with and use as a pillow). He has piercing emerald green eyes and relatively straight long blue hair, darker than his fur, which he keeps in a ponytail: long strands often mask his eyes, but he'd often rather not see anyway or let anybody peer into his soul. He often adopts weird, kinda knees together effeminate poses without realizing it. If he is clothed, which is often not the case, he's usually wearing his favorite worn out baggy nine inch nails hoodie, and a short pink skirt, panties underneath, if you get that lucky ;3 ...or ripped up, fucked up baggy jeans covered in cigarette holes. His skirt is always pristine, tho. Even if he's wearing nothing, he'll almost always be wearing flowers in his hair, or randomly stuck in his fur somewhere. ~@ He *sometimes* wears a purple collar with a pink heart tag that says "X", but he oftentimes leaves it at home. YOU WONT CATCH HIM DEAD WEARING A FUCKING BELL~! X_X He has a piercing on his right eyebrow, wears pink, purple, black, or blue nail polish on his claws, and he has purple paw pads (lavender towards the outside and eggplant in the middle JUST LIKE THIS), nose leather is solid purple (eggplant). He has a couple of boring poke and stick tattoos which barely show through his fur, and many many cuts and scars, burns, brands and track marks...which is one of the advantages of having fur: it covers a plethora of battle scars.
He used to smoke a ton of cigarettes (Newports or rollies), but has discovered vaping and absolutely loveees his vape pen. Either he's using his vaporizer, smoking a cigarette or smoking a joint. He alternates his smoking preferences, or just smokes all of it at once. X3 He carries a knife hidden somewhere on his furson, for protection and sometimes to use it in bed, so don't sleep with him unless you're willing to get a bit bloodied *.* Sometimes, he carries a small .25 Colt 1908 pistol with a single shot in the chamber and one in the mag. Just in case. <.<;; He can get caught up in grooming himself, so if you see him incessantly licking licking licking, smack him and tell him to cut it out, otherwise he might throw up a hairball on ya :p He has incredibly sharp senses: exemplary hearing, perfect vision, and can (for example) smell a drop of blood a kilometer away. He stalks elegantly through the night, moving swiftly through forests, cityscapes, backyards, tall buildings - the quintessential alley cat. In the daylight, however, he is clumsy, tripping and falling all over himself to onlookers' astonishment.
Awkward and quirky, he has a silly, offbeat, sometimes dark, morbid, macabre sense of humor and a bleak outlook on life, but wishes everyone and everything the best, always (while maintaining a paradoxical disdain for humanity and misanthropic attitude...which is hard to reconcile the dichotomy between the two positions. @.@). He is a creature of dichotomy. He is outgoing and fun, bubbly and effervescent, bright and stark and very much enjoys being around people and furs and animals and lovesss to party and play. ;3 His moods alternate frequently between outgoing and playful to pensive and thoughtful, or just plain brooding. He surrenders a substantial sum of his RAM to matters of ontology and epistemology. He can spend countless hours or days sitting alone pondering the meaning of life and questions of "why?" and "how?", as well as various sociological/political puzzles as well as god concepts he knows he will never solve (to his chagrin), but nevertheless feels compelled to explore.
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Naughty bits and sexual preferences: X is a feline. Cats have the smallest penises in the mammal world. X is no exception (not that he has the "smallest", of course. ;p). He has a "merge" of a human-like and animal-like penis: pink, barbed (but not RAZOR WIRE barbed) triangular shaped, but not too obtusely triangular shaped like feral cats, a bit more rounded and acute, approximately 2.75-3 inches in length, sheathed when "flaccid". And hes not afraid to use it. o.o (you know, human penises are notable in that they completely lack a baculum unlike most other mammals, and in fact all of the superfamily hominoidea, of which h. sapiens is a member, have them. where did it go? ....crazy shit, man.) He is a switch in bed, with no real preference for either the submissive or dominant role. Boys, girls, cats, dogs: it depends what mood he is in and who he is with. He can be a super-bitchy tailraiser on a leash, moaning and yeowwling like a bitch in heat and begging to be cum inside with tears in his eyes, or a complete dom, subduing and savagely fucking everything in his path with a hole. o.O His fetishes/preferences include (but arent limited to, and in no particular order): bloodletting, strangulation, petplay, rape fantasies, trannies, gender-bending, crossdressing, domination and submission (BDSM in general :P), denial, humiliation (both giving and receiving), hypoglycemic shock :X taking advantage of, or being taken advantage of sleeping or otherwise unconscious/incapacitated fuzzies, being forced into indentured sexual servitude (or having a toy of his own) ...anddd snuff. x.x (...Maybe even a little necrophilia? Getting fucked while he's dead?) I personally love a lot of these things IN CONCEPT, but would never actually act on or do IRL (I"M NOT COMPLETELY DEPRAVED!!), but i do enjoy putting my character in harms way and extreme peril sometimes, and i believe guns, knives, blood, violence etc. and sex were MADE to be enjoyed together. *^^*
i like small(ish) tits on women (and men, i guess o.o), a nice full b cup, or a small c....i kind of like a phrase i once heard "anything more than a (pawfull) is a waste". c-boys are nice too. i'm especially attracted to felines, malamutes, foxes, huskies, wolves...canines in general i guess - ponies are always nice (except they dont have beautiful, soft footpaws, and imagine being accidentally kicked by a fucking hoof? X_X) ...im not too into scalies, dragons, definitely not birds :p not really mustelids, except i love otters :3 i guess im pretty vanilla and picky about which "species" im sexually compatible with, but IM NOT A SPECIESIST!! ;_; just picky.
...and last but not least, i am in love love love with FOOTPAWS!! it's my biggest fetish. Worshiping, licking, toe-sucking, playing with, stroking, petting.....it all makes me a murry purry kitty :9 (which is weird, cuz im not at all into hy00mon feet) ....I know i know, I'm a complete purrrvert. Sue me. o.o ...This is not a complete list, as my sexual preferences change and/or are modified often as I explore different aspects of my sexual identity. I dont like to label myself. I guess i could be considered "bisexual": i have about a 50/50 preference, although I could only picture myself with a female in a more permanent relationship. I prefer guys sexually, but I like girls emotionally and tend to form emotional bonds, whereas I dont think I would EVER be interested in having a "boyfriend" (although I'm not completely opposed to the idea, if i found the right someone :X). HOWEVER, I really prefer transsexual women (pre-op, fully functional M2F): I even was (still am, technically... o.o) married to one for more than 7 years. best of both worlds. ;3
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notes:
My fursona is sort of a reflection of me....ways I am, things I do, ways I wish I were...I express that through my character. I'm diagnosed bi-polar (albeit a very popular diagnosis), and I use my character to act out different aspects of my personality. It's kind of like therapy for me. My therapist tells me that I should try to integrate, rather than separate my disparate 'personalities', but I like it better this way. It makes more sense for me to put a face to all those longings and feelings and things that just dont fit into my human life. If that makes sense. Back when I created my character, I was going through some.....changes. I was uncomfortable with a lot of aspects of my body and my sexuality and i figured this would be a good way to get over it....for example, I kinda wished my dick a bit smaller, which I'm totally not bragging! x3 just one of the reasons i chose a cat when i got into yiffy roleplaying 10 or 15 years ago, plus it made me a little more submissive, which isnt really how I was IRL at the time, hence why I wanted to act that aspect of my sexuality out, and i guess it kind of stuck. I think everything is softer, prettier, hotter, and definitely more interesting and definitely sexier with a tail. <3 I used to run around wearing a purple collar all the time, which I lost...but damn, I loved that collar, for some reason. Also, it was good for sex when I was feeling particularly bitchy, because I adoree being on a leash. >;3
reference pics: - IN THESE PICS i am depicted as having light blue fur, but that is not so. i look like any russian blue cat on the planet. if you need a reference, your best bet is to reference a russian blue from google, and look at my hy00mon pic and mentally combine the two.
my poor x, i really need a ref sheet x.x
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16746238/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16084150/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16060875/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16114622/ - (im the one on the left ;p)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16554210/ - x looks like me, just is not me, cuz hes a cat. x3 ...heres a picture of me pretending to be a hy00mon (for reference). you cant see it in the picture, but i have reallyyy long hair that i put in a ponytail kinda doubled up. my character, same thing. o.o ....and yes, i wear flowers allll the time: theyre part of my wardrobe. ;p
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16459295/ - .....im reallyyy not much of an artist. fortunately, ive got someone really good willing to help me out with it <3 ....obviously, when its finished it probably wont really look anything like this anymore....but i needed to put pen to paper how i felt here, how im feeling lately.....thats more what my hair looks like.....and i smoke a lottt. >.>
I AM SORRY, THIS IS NO SUBSTITUTE FOR A REF SHEET X_X
DESCRIPTION (divided into III parts: physical attributes, behaviors and attitude): X is a Russian blue tomcat. His fur is short and dense and looks slate/grey in the dark but has a silvery-blue iridescent shine when the light hits his silver-tipped fur. He's lithe and toned, kinda curvy for a male, long legs, stands exactly 2 meters tall digitigrade with a strong tail approximately 1.2 meters long that curls up at the tip slightly with faint stripes and is fluffy (but not too fluffy, and he is envious of other furs super-fluffy tails and totallyy wishes he had one, as they look -incredible- to curl up with and use as a pillow). He has piercing emerald green eyes and relatively straight long blue hair, darker than his fur, which he keeps in a ponytail: long strands often mask his eyes, but he'd often rather not see anyway or let anybody peer into his soul. He often adopts weird, kinda knees together effeminate poses without realizing it. If he is clothed, which is often not the case, he's usually wearing his favorite worn out baggy nine inch nails hoodie, and a short pink skirt, panties underneath, if you get that lucky ;3 ...or ripped up, fucked up baggy jeans covered in cigarette holes. His skirt is always pristine, tho. Even if he's wearing nothing, he'll almost always be wearing flowers in his hair, or randomly stuck in his fur somewhere. ~@ He *sometimes* wears a purple collar with a pink heart tag that says "X", but he oftentimes leaves it at home. YOU WONT CATCH HIM DEAD WEARING A FUCKING BELL~! X_X He has a piercing on his right eyebrow, wears pink, purple, black, or blue nail polish on his claws, and he has purple paw pads (lavender towards the outside and eggplant in the middle JUST LIKE THIS), nose leather is solid purple (eggplant). He has a couple of boring poke and stick tattoos which barely show through his fur, and many many cuts and scars, burns, brands and track marks...which is one of the advantages of having fur: it covers a plethora of battle scars.
He used to smoke a ton of cigarettes (Newports or rollies), but has discovered vaping and absolutely loveees his vape pen. Either he's using his vaporizer, smoking a cigarette or smoking a joint. He alternates his smoking preferences, or just smokes all of it at once. X3 He carries a knife hidden somewhere on his furson, for protection and sometimes to use it in bed, so don't sleep with him unless you're willing to get a bit bloodied *.* Sometimes, he carries a small .25 Colt 1908 pistol with a single shot in the chamber and one in the mag. Just in case. <.<;; He can get caught up in grooming himself, so if you see him incessantly licking licking licking, smack him and tell him to cut it out, otherwise he might throw up a hairball on ya :p He has incredibly sharp senses: exemplary hearing, perfect vision, and can (for example) smell a drop of blood a kilometer away. He stalks elegantly through the night, moving swiftly through forests, cityscapes, backyards, tall buildings - the quintessential alley cat. In the daylight, however, he is clumsy, tripping and falling all over himself to onlookers' astonishment.
Awkward and quirky, he has a silly, offbeat, sometimes dark, morbid, macabre sense of humor and a bleak outlook on life, but wishes everyone and everything the best, always (while maintaining a paradoxical disdain for humanity and misanthropic attitude...which is hard to reconcile the dichotomy between the two positions. @.@). He is a creature of dichotomy. He is outgoing and fun, bubbly and effervescent, bright and stark and very much enjoys being around people and furs and animals and lovesss to party and play. ;3 His moods alternate frequently between outgoing and playful to pensive and thoughtful, or just plain brooding. He surrenders a substantial sum of his RAM to matters of ontology and epistemology. He can spend countless hours or days sitting alone pondering the meaning of life and questions of "why?" and "how?", as well as various sociological/political puzzles as well as god concepts he knows he will never solve (to his chagrin), but nevertheless feels compelled to explore.
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Naughty bits and sexual preferences: X is a feline. Cats have the smallest penises in the mammal world. X is no exception (not that he has the "smallest", of course. ;p). He has a "merge" of a human-like and animal-like penis: pink, barbed (but not RAZOR WIRE barbed) triangular shaped, but not too obtusely triangular shaped like feral cats, a bit more rounded and acute, approximately 2.75-3 inches in length, sheathed when "flaccid". And hes not afraid to use it. o.o (you know, human penises are notable in that they completely lack a baculum unlike most other mammals, and in fact all of the superfamily hominoidea, of which h. sapiens is a member, have them. where did it go? ....crazy shit, man.) He is a switch in bed, with no real preference for either the submissive or dominant role. Boys, girls, cats, dogs: it depends what mood he is in and who he is with. He can be a super-bitchy tailraiser on a leash, moaning and yeowwling like a bitch in heat and begging to be cum inside with tears in his eyes, or a complete dom, subduing and savagely fucking everything in his path with a hole. o.O His fetishes/preferences include (but arent limited to, and in no particular order): bloodletting, strangulation, petplay, rape fantasies, trannies, gender-bending, crossdressing, domination and submission (BDSM in general :P), denial, humiliation (both giving and receiving), hypoglycemic shock :X taking advantage of, or being taken advantage of sleeping or otherwise unconscious/incapacitated fuzzies, being forced into indentured sexual servitude (or having a toy of his own) ...anddd snuff. x.x (...Maybe even a little necrophilia? Getting fucked while he's dead?) I personally love a lot of these things IN CONCEPT, but would never actually act on or do IRL (I"M NOT COMPLETELY DEPRAVED!!), but i do enjoy putting my character in harms way and extreme peril sometimes, and i believe guns, knives, blood, violence etc. and sex were MADE to be enjoyed together. *^^*
i like small(ish) tits on women (and men, i guess o.o), a nice full b cup, or a small c....i kind of like a phrase i once heard "anything more than a (pawfull) is a waste". c-boys are nice too. i'm especially attracted to felines, malamutes, foxes, huskies, wolves...canines in general i guess - ponies are always nice (except they dont have beautiful, soft footpaws, and imagine being accidentally kicked by a fucking hoof? X_X) ...im not too into scalies, dragons, definitely not birds :p not really mustelids, except i love otters :3 i guess im pretty vanilla and picky about which "species" im sexually compatible with, but IM NOT A SPECIESIST!! ;_; just picky.
...and last but not least, i am in love love love with FOOTPAWS!! it's my biggest fetish. Worshiping, licking, toe-sucking, playing with, stroking, petting.....it all makes me a murry purry kitty :9 (which is weird, cuz im not at all into hy00mon feet) ....I know i know, I'm a complete purrrvert. Sue me. o.o ...This is not a complete list, as my sexual preferences change and/or are modified often as I explore different aspects of my sexual identity. I dont like to label myself. I guess i could be considered "bisexual": i have about a 50/50 preference, although I could only picture myself with a female in a more permanent relationship. I prefer guys sexually, but I like girls emotionally and tend to form emotional bonds, whereas I dont think I would EVER be interested in having a "boyfriend" (although I'm not completely opposed to the idea, if i found the right someone :X). HOWEVER, I really prefer transsexual women (pre-op, fully functional M2F): I even was (still am, technically... o.o) married to one for more than 7 years. best of both worlds. ;3
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notes:
My fursona is sort of a reflection of me....ways I am, things I do, ways I wish I were...I express that through my character. I'm diagnosed bi-polar (albeit a very popular diagnosis), and I use my character to act out different aspects of my personality. It's kind of like therapy for me. My therapist tells me that I should try to integrate, rather than separate my disparate 'personalities', but I like it better this way. It makes more sense for me to put a face to all those longings and feelings and things that just dont fit into my human life. If that makes sense. Back when I created my character, I was going through some.....changes. I was uncomfortable with a lot of aspects of my body and my sexuality and i figured this would be a good way to get over it....for example, I kinda wished my dick a bit smaller, which I'm totally not bragging! x3 just one of the reasons i chose a cat when i got into yiffy roleplaying 10 or 15 years ago, plus it made me a little more submissive, which isnt really how I was IRL at the time, hence why I wanted to act that aspect of my sexuality out, and i guess it kind of stuck. I think everything is softer, prettier, hotter, and definitely more interesting and definitely sexier with a tail. <3 I used to run around wearing a purple collar all the time, which I lost...but damn, I loved that collar, for some reason. Also, it was good for sex when I was feeling particularly bitchy, because I adoree being on a leash. >;3
reference pics: - IN THESE PICS i am depicted as having light blue fur, but that is not so. i look like any russian blue cat on the planet. if you need a reference, your best bet is to reference a russian blue from google, and look at my hy00mon pic and mentally combine the two.
my poor x, i really need a ref sheet x.x
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16746238/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16084150/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16060875/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16114622/ - (im the one on the left ;p)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16554210/ - x looks like me, just is not me, cuz hes a cat. x3 ...heres a picture of me pretending to be a hy00mon (for reference). you cant see it in the picture, but i have reallyyy long hair that i put in a ponytail kinda doubled up. my character, same thing. o.o ....and yes, i wear flowers allll the time: theyre part of my wardrobe. ;p
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16459295/ - .....im reallyyy not much of an artist. fortunately, ive got someone really good willing to help me out with it <3 ....obviously, when its finished it probably wont really look anything like this anymore....but i needed to put pen to paper how i felt here, how im feeling lately.....thats more what my hair looks like.....and i smoke a lottt. >.>
Just had to say that, great character despcription and I like how you explained reasoning for most of it.
Plus, points for all your kinks and habits! I haven't read one yet that I don't enjoy personally! :D
Cheers!
i always feel like no matter how well i explain or describe it, its nowhere close to how it really is. i try really hard though, because i have to believe there is a perfect combination of words that would explain....all of this, everything. i just cant find it. v.v
i didnt even dare put down all of my kinks and fetishes here, either....just in case my friends read it and are like :O "YOU LIKE *********???!?!?!?!" ;p
And pshh listen, if you ever wanna talk fetishes, hit me up! Nothing wierds me out C: Plus I'm a big perv so i like talking about things like that.
I don't usually post publicly about what I'm into - not that I'm embarrassed, but because I'm not at the IDGAF What anyone else thinks level yet.
I don't like offending people. xD