That's it! Curtains are closing. The end is Nigh! =~=
10 years ago
Hey everyone...so yeah, I'm not doing well at all.
Sorry I never replied to anyone on my previous journal. I had a lot I needed to take care of and even more I had to figure out.
Anyway, it's official. My vehicle has gone to the great scrapyard in the sky! The engine is shot with a broken crankshaft and damaged pistons. There is no saving her and the money to put into fixing the problem isn't worth the car's value.
As a driving courier my only means of conveyance is gone. That means no money.
I not only lost my only means of transportation; I essentially lost my shelter. I'm officially living ON the streets. I have a temporary place to stay but without a vehicle I can't do anything to repay this family's hospitality and the last thing I want is to overstay my welcome.
As of now, I don't know what to do. Anxiety and Panic attacks have made things a lot worse and to add to that I have contracted food poisoning.
One troubling thing after the other.
One of my worst fears was realized and now I'm standing on the precipice.
Sorry I never replied to anyone on my previous journal. I had a lot I needed to take care of and even more I had to figure out.
Anyway, it's official. My vehicle has gone to the great scrapyard in the sky! The engine is shot with a broken crankshaft and damaged pistons. There is no saving her and the money to put into fixing the problem isn't worth the car's value.
As a driving courier my only means of conveyance is gone. That means no money.
I not only lost my only means of transportation; I essentially lost my shelter. I'm officially living ON the streets. I have a temporary place to stay but without a vehicle I can't do anything to repay this family's hospitality and the last thing I want is to overstay my welcome.
As of now, I don't know what to do. Anxiety and Panic attacks have made things a lot worse and to add to that I have contracted food poisoning.
One troubling thing after the other.
One of my worst fears was realized and now I'm standing on the precipice.
Although the "not useless" part is not entirely true. I don't even have a job. It's a wonder I can pay for anything. -.- Though if anyone should complain it would be you, and I probably shouldn't be.
I hope things look up for you from now on
Is there any way I can help you? I can give you some money...maybe not very much, but some to help you out until things get better (and I realize that that last part may be more fantasy that fact, but I'm trying to stay positive). I'm sorry you're having so many troubles. Wish I could help you out more.
Im here for you. You know that.
That song always had a way of making me feel better when I was in the shit. Vaer, If there is anything I can help you with lemme know, I'm only a short ride away, and all ways have time in my day for friends. You need company, a meal, a ride, help job searching or asking around for a car, please let me know. You will overcome this hurdle, I know it.