Got to the bottom for the tl;dr version....

I'm facing a really demanding situation, and my family is too. My grandfather, who I'e always been extremely close to (Including my grandmother; they both were really the only ones who accepted me in the family), has been facing illnesses and brain trauma the last few weeks, and it was really bad. Though, the doctors got him stable, but over the course of the week, his health has gotten worse and worse. Eventually this lead to him being nearly terminally ill, and he is currently being watched closely by the doctors, but suddenly, as of this morning, might not have much longer to live...

These two weeks have been the most stressful, demanding, and frustrating weeks I've had in a very, very long time. I nearly lose my Skylark twice to repossession, became homeless (I'm currently crashing on someone's couch, though it's not looking good for us right now), cannot use my daily driver because it cannot pass safety and emissions, I might have to give my dog away because of these conditions and how rebellious he is, and we've just...faced a lot the last week or two. And to think, half of this wouldn't have happened if my ex-friend had not pulled his bull shit on me who I had roomed with. I'm frustrated, I'm devastated, and I'm stressed. My anxiety is out of the roof...

My mom called this morning to give me this news...but apparently -no one- in my fucking family can help me financially to get over there (Which I know is fucking bull shit), which is fucking frustrating as fuck. My mom's side has constantly let me down, abandoned me, etc. Not the first time they don't want to help; they see it as it being my fault I can't come down (Which in reality it most certainly is) and I should have to deal with it myself coming down to see my grandfather before he passes.

Point is, and I hate asking, but I am in need of financial help. I'v exhausted payday loans because of the situation I am in, so those aren't available to me...and I don't get paid for another week and a half. And I only have a little bit of money for food and gas right now...I don't have much at all, let alone enough to make it to Louisiana from Utah via plane.

I just wanted to ask if anyone is willing to donate so I can go see my grandpa before he passes. I understand this is asking a lot, and it does not come easy to me to ask, but in dire situations I am forced to become desperate to find a way to a solution....sadly, this is that kind of situation. There is a possibility he might not last the night, or next few nights, I am not sure. But I want to make it there, and I have the next three days off. So now's the time to go...I just don't have the fucking money...the timing of this is incredibly frustrating, and incredibly horrible.

I'm fighting a battle that seems impossible to win...I just want these bad times to end already. I'm trying so fucking hard to get by, and things like this just keep popping up on me out of the dark.

Tl;dr, I need financial help to go see my grandpa before he passes away; the trip is a few states away, and I don't have the money in time...

I'd love and appreciate if the least anyone can do is share this journal. Even a few dollars helps, as silly as it may be. A plane ticket would cost me a few hundred...I can receive money via my PayPal at iraphial@live.com or via MoneyGram (In Walmart) or WesternUnion. Any help is a lot of help...

I hope everyone is having a better day than I am...