Its not too bad and it will get better. However, at the moment, im in a bit of a pickle. We were shorted two paychecks at work and my rent is very high for the Illinois area, $615 is considered a significant amount. Yes, I understand California and bigger areas are higher...but you ALSO make more money an hour and that results in higher living expenses...it equals out regardless. I normally never admit my financial struggles but this time its fo real! I dont have family to run to...absolutely no one. Im on my own, many states away from family...whom I havent seen in many years.
Any help or commissions will be greatly appreciated.
Please keep the comments below for commissioners. Thanks for your understanding, but I dont really want pity and "I hope it gets better" messages.

I will literally draw anything...no matter how disgusting. Except for children doing adult things.