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Radio Silence (please read)
9 years ago
Heyo everyone, not dead!
I guess after all of this silence for the past several weeks I wanted to make a post to sorta clear the air. Ive been struggling with a lot of stress and depression these past few weeks and its made it really hard to keep up with life, people, and things around here. Ive had a lot of adult woes hit my plate pretty hard recently but the world doesnt stop so Ive just been trying to deal and handle it the best I can.
Sorry If I have come off as aloof to anyone or if t seems like I have been blowing anyone off or being avoidant. Id be lying if i said I wasnt trying to be avoidant lol, but its not anything personal, I think im just trying to avoid life right now and things have been really overwhelming. I just lack the energy for a lot of things and/or forget to reply back to messages. So if anyone out there is thinkin that they did something wrong because I suddenly got quiet/distant...DONT WORRY<3
To follow that apology, Id like to say a big thank you to those that have stuck with me and have been patient with me. I know I havent been a raging asshole or anything, but im sure that I have been at least a little confusing, distant, and/or wishy washy. Maybe it doesnt stand out a lot, but its really apparent to me.
In short, depression sucks and I havent really figured out how to function with it. Im not going anywhere, but I do have to figure some shit out. I felt like I should make a post about it because getting it out might help me move forward, and maybe if anyone else is struggling like I am, just know youre not alone in this shit. Plus, these wort of things impact how quick I work, so thats another reason.
Lastly, thank you all for supporting me! Despite things being rough, being able to live working within the fandom gives me something to feel proud about and gives me hope for my future. I really dont know where I would be without all of this tbh
Thanks for reading
Cheers~
I guess after all of this silence for the past several weeks I wanted to make a post to sorta clear the air. Ive been struggling with a lot of stress and depression these past few weeks and its made it really hard to keep up with life, people, and things around here. Ive had a lot of adult woes hit my plate pretty hard recently but the world doesnt stop so Ive just been trying to deal and handle it the best I can.
Sorry If I have come off as aloof to anyone or if t seems like I have been blowing anyone off or being avoidant. Id be lying if i said I wasnt trying to be avoidant lol, but its not anything personal, I think im just trying to avoid life right now and things have been really overwhelming. I just lack the energy for a lot of things and/or forget to reply back to messages. So if anyone out there is thinkin that they did something wrong because I suddenly got quiet/distant...DONT WORRY<3
To follow that apology, Id like to say a big thank you to those that have stuck with me and have been patient with me. I know I havent been a raging asshole or anything, but im sure that I have been at least a little confusing, distant, and/or wishy washy. Maybe it doesnt stand out a lot, but its really apparent to me.
In short, depression sucks and I havent really figured out how to function with it. Im not going anywhere, but I do have to figure some shit out. I felt like I should make a post about it because getting it out might help me move forward, and maybe if anyone else is struggling like I am, just know youre not alone in this shit. Plus, these wort of things impact how quick I work, so thats another reason.
Lastly, thank you all for supporting me! Despite things being rough, being able to live working within the fandom gives me something to feel proud about and gives me hope for my future. I really dont know where I would be without all of this tbh
Thanks for reading
Cheers~
If you ever want to, you could note me. I don't know exactly how you feel, only you do, but I can definitely relate.