Heya everyone, so ima be pretty blunt here

i'm super drained

like literally one step from jumping off a cliff. (i dont need coaching on this pl0x, i talk to people, i dont need strangers lecturing me and messaging me saying that "they're here for me, it's not necessary, i do appreciate that you care about me tho)

so i really need you guys to understand and be patient with me.

Two days back i tried to go get medicated and get help, only to have my inssurance turned away and to be rejected from the cheaper clinics, I'd love to ask for help so that i could afford to get medication and help, but, i'm not going to beg for shit, i'd rather just keel over right now.

I'm trying to perk up by doing some personal shit but it's not helping helping that i need to work my ass off for bills, and next month is going to be even more hectic and the month after that EVEN more so.

I'm working on past owed slowly but surely, if you want a refund HMU, i dont need a msg every other day tho, so if some of you keep that up i just wont be able to reply anymore, it's stressing me way the hell out.

i'm not a robot

i'm a poorly planned human.

cut me some slack please