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9 years ago
Selling all my dutchies and leaving the dutchie community. I'm loosing interest and motivation with any drawing. Cant even muster up a drawing of my fursona.
The exceptions to being sold would be Koneko and Chance, not only do their TOS with the angels nest say i need them for at least a year before reselling, i also want to keep one foot in the community i guess in case i change my mind.
Lately i have been going through hell at home. My partner that i dearly love has started being controling, uninterested and non supportive of me and im still very unwell. Ive been off work for over a week now and all he will do is play his dumb xbox games and ignore me. He's also stopping me from doing alot and im emotionally drained...
I escaped to my mums yesterday while he was asleep to avoid conflict and when he woke to find me gone, hes gone into a fit of rage that i've never seen before in him... Im scared as ive left most of my belongings with him and the stress has made my health worsen.
Anyway.. the point of this journal is that its made me rethink everythink i love and do. I cant ever see me returning to doing my comic so im on the edge of abandoning and selling my dutchies...
I could do with the money to give me the oppertunity to move out and leave my partner and find myself a new place... Of course i dont expect to get thousands for my dutchies, but every little helps.
I would offer commissions, but as ive said, drawing motivation is lower than 0% and all my drawing stuff is with my partner..
I dont know what to do. Im so lost and heartbroken and my head is spinning in more than one way..
The exceptions to being sold would be Koneko and Chance, not only do their TOS with the angels nest say i need them for at least a year before reselling, i also want to keep one foot in the community i guess in case i change my mind.
Lately i have been going through hell at home. My partner that i dearly love has started being controling, uninterested and non supportive of me and im still very unwell. Ive been off work for over a week now and all he will do is play his dumb xbox games and ignore me. He's also stopping me from doing alot and im emotionally drained...
I escaped to my mums yesterday while he was asleep to avoid conflict and when he woke to find me gone, hes gone into a fit of rage that i've never seen before in him... Im scared as ive left most of my belongings with him and the stress has made my health worsen.
Anyway.. the point of this journal is that its made me rethink everythink i love and do. I cant ever see me returning to doing my comic so im on the edge of abandoning and selling my dutchies...
I could do with the money to give me the oppertunity to move out and leave my partner and find myself a new place... Of course i dont expect to get thousands for my dutchies, but every little helps.
I would offer commissions, but as ive said, drawing motivation is lower than 0% and all my drawing stuff is with my partner..
I dont know what to do. Im so lost and heartbroken and my head is spinning in more than one way..
I really hope things turn for the better.
After you get your stuff back then you can erase that worry out of your mind and focus on the next thing and that should simply be getting yourself better! ^^ Do whatever you can to feel better, even some alone time and lots of thinking can help, or daydreaming going on cool adventures. Music, scribbling randomly, chatting with online people, etc.. whatever you can find that gives you a bit of peace or even a smile is worth trying c:
I hope you can get things figured out!<3 And of course you know you got people you can talk to here if you need to and that includes me^^