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Guys, I need to vent.
9 years ago
Hello! Any feedback is more than welcome!
I can't really complain about my life. Compared to those homeless people who suffer by having to sleep in a cold street, with barely nothing to eat the whole day... My life sounds amazing. However, things aren't perfect. For example:
*I can't discuss politics at home with my dad's family, which doesn't sound like an issue at first but... I want to be a political journalist. I can't say my thoughts at the dinning table, otherwise my ridiculous feminist sister and my left-wing cousins will basically try to shove their damn opinions at me.
What my father do?Well... He says that I'm extremist because my opinions are based around the right-wing politics... He laughs at me whenever I say that I'm conservative. He points his finger at me, and claims that I'll not be a good journalist... And than he repeats that stupid John Lennon phrase...
Of course... Because the christians are guilty for every catastrophe the human being did to itself... The politics should be all about liberalism and for once in a while right-wing thoughts to fix the shit that left-wing politicians did... This is so unfair. But my punk little sister is always right, no matter what.
*After that, the second worst thing that I've to deal with is the people I help. Don't get me wrong... I don't expect anything back from anyone. God's holy word and all it's benefits are free and forever, I can't take the actual credit for just introduce people to the holy ghost while he does his job.
Although... I simple "thank you" at times would be more than welcome. However... People doesn't do that. Instead I get either harassed or they doesn't even acknowledge my existence... I know that I should not be bothered by this but... Why everyone does have to who their middle finger to me and says: "Well... Nobody cares to me".
It hurts, really do. I always tries to be gentle an nice as possible, but either this happens... Or someone use me like a doll or a toy. I'm really tired of that.
So... If that's what I'm faded to, I will keep helping people, but I'll no longer tolerate people treating me like a piece of shit. I'll start to use more the block feature for a very good reason, I'm done with it.
Unfortunately, I can't help the entire universe, much less the fur community. I'll keeping trying my best, but everyone has a limit... I've reached mines.
So... If you passed by and read it until here... Thanks, it is good to HAVE instead of BEING the good listener at times.
*I can't discuss politics at home with my dad's family, which doesn't sound like an issue at first but... I want to be a political journalist. I can't say my thoughts at the dinning table, otherwise my ridiculous feminist sister and my left-wing cousins will basically try to shove their damn opinions at me.
What my father do?Well... He says that I'm extremist because my opinions are based around the right-wing politics... He laughs at me whenever I say that I'm conservative. He points his finger at me, and claims that I'll not be a good journalist... And than he repeats that stupid John Lennon phrase...
Of course... Because the christians are guilty for every catastrophe the human being did to itself... The politics should be all about liberalism and for once in a while right-wing thoughts to fix the shit that left-wing politicians did... This is so unfair. But my punk little sister is always right, no matter what.
*After that, the second worst thing that I've to deal with is the people I help. Don't get me wrong... I don't expect anything back from anyone. God's holy word and all it's benefits are free and forever, I can't take the actual credit for just introduce people to the holy ghost while he does his job.
Although... I simple "thank you" at times would be more than welcome. However... People doesn't do that. Instead I get either harassed or they doesn't even acknowledge my existence... I know that I should not be bothered by this but... Why everyone does have to who their middle finger to me and says: "Well... Nobody cares to me".
It hurts, really do. I always tries to be gentle an nice as possible, but either this happens... Or someone use me like a doll or a toy. I'm really tired of that.
So... If that's what I'm faded to, I will keep helping people, but I'll no longer tolerate people treating me like a piece of shit. I'll start to use more the block feature for a very good reason, I'm done with it.
Unfortunately, I can't help the entire universe, much less the fur community. I'll keeping trying my best, but everyone has a limit... I've reached mines.
So... If you passed by and read it until here... Thanks, it is good to HAVE instead of BEING the good listener at times.
You always were a good brother through... *hugs*
I guess at times that my father does this... But... He doesn't do it deliberately. It's hard to explain, but he was clearly raised in a family that pretends that are christians... However, like to do all sorts of wrong and bad things outside the church.
He is dominated by bad influence and negativity his whole life... That he doesn't notice what he did wrong. Guess that I'll have to show him.
However... I don't wish nothing bad for them.
She knows me, supports me, respects me and is one of my best friends!
And I'm thankful, for all your comprehension and kindness.
Idk if the guy's talking to me or you. ^^;
I'm sorry! X-P
It's important to have, after all the world is politic.
The reason why I decided to become conservative isn't because I want to be a monster or anything... Conservatism is a simple idea: things need and can be changed, but if they change for worst... There isn't a reason to do so.
So... I'm not sexist, in fact I never had a girlfriend or sex for personal reasons, and I also never doomed someone for doing so... But when someones, like my sister, defends a movement that only in Brazil did: defended a politician that was AGAINST more severe penalties to rapers, doom a politician that WANTED more severe penalties to criminal (and for being "apparently" a reaper despite that fact they got no clues or anything that proofs that, which just makes more childish) and, I'm not making this up, take a shit in a public space just because they don't agree with a certain person... It clear that this person needs to get more informed.
Not that women can't have equal rights. They deserve THIS!
But the movement no longer defends that. They literally defends the women like if she was a "aryan race", better than everyone and stuff... And the man is just a guy who is biologically prone to rape someone, because this is his nature. Which is the stupidest thing I've heard.
Sorry about that anyway... I just gets really angry whenever I remember that not so warming "family episode".
However, what would you expect from a generation which you can barely say your own opinion without offend someone? Everything that goes against the left-wing thoughts seem to be offensive.
That crappy Ghostbusters reboot is a prefect example. No one can say a single word otherwise, BAM! You're officially sexist and blah, blah, blah... To me, Sony Pictures clearly paid for fake reviews again. After all, I refuse to believe on that youtuber that was invited to see the movie, and on the score on the Metacritic.
I mean... In what planet this thing is better than Suicide Squad?
Conservationism isn't perfect, but this generation doesn't give a damn f**k anything. Their social movements are a blind excuse for realize and reach their selfish goals.
It happened in Cuba, it happened in China, it happened in Brazil, it happened at Venezuela... Now it's happening at USA.
Sempre abracei essa visão política com orgulho por que creio ser a mais certa, o liberalismo que tenho visto nos últimos anos tem chegado a níveis tão extremos... Que simplesmente sinto desprezo pela visão antagônica.
Quanto minha família... As vezes fico pensando nisso, mas eu continuo amando eles. Eles apenas não querem entender, o que é triste... Só Deus sabe o quanto peço para que eles sejam iluminados, mas sou tão impaciente! Só ele sabe o quanto tenho esperado com uma baita ansiedade... Mas talvez seja nesse ponto que eu esteja errando.
Literalmente me sinto como Jesus em Marcos (3:5): "Então Jesus olhou zangado e triste para eles porque não queriam entender"... Mas creio que essa ferida minha só Deus irá sarar... No tempo dele.
No entanto, Jesus também disse em Marcos (6:4): “Somente em sua própria terra, junto aos seus parentes e em sua própria casa, é que um profeta não é devidamente honrado”... O que praticamente resume o que eu estou passando. Deus escreve certo por linhas tortas, não é mesmo?
Ainda assim, agradeço o conselho.
If they can't learn or hear what I have to say without calling me an extremist... I should really keep my thoughts to myself, because they are my family and doesn't worth the fight.
Although, I will have to disagree in one thing: I don't have to simply accept it that people are assholes. Keeping my mouth shut and let this bastards destroy the world order and morality, for the sake of left-wing bullshit and political correctness is REALLY WRONG.
I deserve respect as anyone else, that's the society's base. And with the proper time, I'll finally get it.