The FUCKING Odd things people say....(UPDATE) it gets worse!
9 years ago
Recently i have been having a lot of bad things happen to me.
I got banned from a FB furry group for being an "art thief"; which i am not but okay.
I got stood up twice, for art trades, from people who ASKED ME if i wanted to art trade. So i got stiffed on art again.....
I lost a potential job because of car trouble that lead to me rescheduling it too many times.
Then on one of the interview days, my beloved cat died horribly! That tragedy that affected me deeply, because he was my son. I got that cat after i had a miscarriage, so to me it felt like it happened all over again! This (like i said) happened on one of the days i was meant to go to interview for that same potential job (so i lost that potential job). AND it cost me $100 for me to euthanize my cat.... money that i was saving for interview clothes (it was worth it, my cat deserved to pass peacefully) BUT STILL!...
I almost forgot to mention that my mom had a car accident like 3 days ago. She wasnt seriously injured and neither was the car. But the officer on the scene gave my mom the ticket -___- which just adds another layer of shit, to my shit-cake .
**I have been having really rough issues at home with my family falling apart. With so much drama on that family shit, i might end up being homeless. I have to see how it pans out, i am in limbo with that fucking-shity crap.**
[UPDATE] SO MY FATHER HAS CHOSEN TO LEAVE, which is fine but. That means he is sticking my mom and I with the bills for the house. (Im sure at some point he will try and sell the trailer we live in, but till then at least he is gone and we are no longer in physical danger.) HOWEVER like i said , my father is sticking us with the bills. MEANING I need to find a way to make $800 by the end of the month. Or we will have our utilities cut off. ANY COMMISSIONS WILL BE AMAZING!
I then left 2 other furry groups on FaceBook for the insensitivity they have shown me, during a time I had my art stolen... again. They ended up basically defending the person who stole my art, or excused how that person took my art. Which really triggered me. Especially after they deleted my post, because they had a "no beware furry/artist post" policy. But it wasnt a beware, it was a HELP ME this person took my shit. Not a "beware of this person" post. But whatever....
I also then had people posting me their opinions on IG, that i didn't ask for. Mostly about my disclaimer tag that i have been using, (they ) were saying it was pointless. Especially since i agreed to IG terms of service, so i shouldn't really waste my time putting it on the art pics i post. But my art is nice -__-......
And now people come back to my pages (its happen like 3 times now on different pages) because THEY sold off a fursona to someone else. Then tell me about it, which in my opinion, i have nothing to do with that. I am not going to go back and edit an OLD post because a fursona was sold off. If they sold it, cool, glad your making money. But that has nothing to do with me, i didnt create your fursona (so i don't really have business after they got the art commission from me ).
Please do not tell me about it, it feels weird. I am not interested in being a middle man in that situation. I am an Artist. I make pretty art, and i sell it. What you do after, i have no control/am not part of.
SO...basically... right now i am not having such a great time. But i am making art :/
In other news:
I am OPEN for commissions and genuine art trades. I will try to make some themes for the holidays soon. Since I have been unsuccessful since graduation, to find a job in my field. Dont get me wrong, i am still looking but a bitch needs to pay her bills. SO I will continue my search , but till then i gotta go back to my roots. So back to art whoring it is, bills gotta get paid :3
AGAIN please dont ask for free art, just dont. Also if u add me on FB, without saying hi, i wont accept shit.
beyond that
i will continue to get my shit together to offer yall more eye candy!! :) & remember if you wanna see more frequent posts of my art, check my Instagram or Twitter. I usually show wips, detail shots +more!!
have a blessed day furs
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Twitter:
(SFW)>>150 (CURRENT COUNT 108)
Tumblr>> 500 ( CURRENT COUNT 122)
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 308)
Weasyl >> 20 (CURRENT COUNT 12)
FA>> 1,000 (CURRENT COUNT 928)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
More news and info as it happens will be posted on my VERY ACTIVE twitters
SFW https://twitter.com/Tiny_ee
NSFW/Private Naught_ee (DM me and say Hai or i wont add you!)
Got a instagram? Me too add me : evilessence
fb? Evilessence DarkstaR
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Tumblr http://kawaii420moyase.tumblr.com/
Support me through my Patreon>>> https://www.patreon.com/evilessence?ty=h
Please keep in mind, that my patreon is still in the works. I am still fixing it up! :)
Art Work Queue
NOTHING YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIFT ART for:
Woofskii on IG - Ref (inking) not responding :/
Nayelie on IG (pending)
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I would ALSO like alternatively to offer these next beautiful digital paintings that are on my Art queue (list is below) if you appreciate the art consider supporting me through My
Patreon page> https://www.patreon.com/evilessence
or tossing some
my way through My paypal>> ladysilverbane[at]yahoo.com
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
FlutterShy =Done * http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18434261/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Apple Jack
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia) =Done *
Super Smash Bros4- BongBongs: " Blazed Up Smash"
Charcater wiki link > http://metroid.wikia.com/wiki/List_.....h_Bros._series
WiiFit Trainer= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18479590/
Princess Rosalina = Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18507347/
Princess Zelda= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18488258/
ZeroSuit Samus= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18535406/
Princess Peach= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18600719/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Sheik
Lucina + Sketching
Palutena
Robin (female)
Villager (female)
Jiggly Puff
OPEN Optional Gender Bent
Link
Yoshi
Sonic
Shulk
Ryu
Charizard
Dark Pit
Pikachu
Lucario
Kirby
Greninja
I got banned from a FB furry group for being an "art thief"; which i am not but okay.
I got stood up twice, for art trades, from people who ASKED ME if i wanted to art trade. So i got stiffed on art again.....
I lost a potential job because of car trouble that lead to me rescheduling it too many times.
Then on one of the interview days, my beloved cat died horribly! That tragedy that affected me deeply, because he was my son. I got that cat after i had a miscarriage, so to me it felt like it happened all over again! This (like i said) happened on one of the days i was meant to go to interview for that same potential job (so i lost that potential job). AND it cost me $100 for me to euthanize my cat.... money that i was saving for interview clothes (it was worth it, my cat deserved to pass peacefully) BUT STILL!...
I almost forgot to mention that my mom had a car accident like 3 days ago. She wasnt seriously injured and neither was the car. But the officer on the scene gave my mom the ticket -___- which just adds another layer of shit, to my shit-cake .
**I have been having really rough issues at home with my family falling apart. With so much drama on that family shit, i might end up being homeless. I have to see how it pans out, i am in limbo with that fucking-shity crap.**
[UPDATE] SO MY FATHER HAS CHOSEN TO LEAVE, which is fine but. That means he is sticking my mom and I with the bills for the house. (Im sure at some point he will try and sell the trailer we live in, but till then at least he is gone and we are no longer in physical danger.) HOWEVER like i said , my father is sticking us with the bills. MEANING I need to find a way to make $800 by the end of the month. Or we will have our utilities cut off. ANY COMMISSIONS WILL BE AMAZING!
I then left 2 other furry groups on FaceBook for the insensitivity they have shown me, during a time I had my art stolen... again. They ended up basically defending the person who stole my art, or excused how that person took my art. Which really triggered me. Especially after they deleted my post, because they had a "no beware furry/artist post" policy. But it wasnt a beware, it was a HELP ME this person took my shit. Not a "beware of this person" post. But whatever....
I also then had people posting me their opinions on IG, that i didn't ask for. Mostly about my disclaimer tag that i have been using, (they ) were saying it was pointless. Especially since i agreed to IG terms of service, so i shouldn't really waste my time putting it on the art pics i post. But my art is nice -__-......
And now people come back to my pages (its happen like 3 times now on different pages) because THEY sold off a fursona to someone else. Then tell me about it, which in my opinion, i have nothing to do with that. I am not going to go back and edit an OLD post because a fursona was sold off. If they sold it, cool, glad your making money. But that has nothing to do with me, i didnt create your fursona (so i don't really have business after they got the art commission from me ).
Please do not tell me about it, it feels weird. I am not interested in being a middle man in that situation. I am an Artist. I make pretty art, and i sell it. What you do after, i have no control/am not part of.
SO...basically... right now i am not having such a great time. But i am making art :/
In other news:
I am OPEN for commissions and genuine art trades. I will try to make some themes for the holidays soon. Since I have been unsuccessful since graduation, to find a job in my field. Dont get me wrong, i am still looking but a bitch needs to pay her bills. SO I will continue my search , but till then i gotta go back to my roots. So back to art whoring it is, bills gotta get paid :3
AGAIN please dont ask for free art, just dont. Also if u add me on FB, without saying hi, i wont accept shit.
beyond that
i will continue to get my shit together to offer yall more eye candy!! :) & remember if you wanna see more frequent posts of my art, check my Instagram or Twitter. I usually show wips, detail shots +more!!
have a blessed day furs
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Twitter:
(SFW)>>150 (CURRENT COUNT 108)
Tumblr>> 500 ( CURRENT COUNT 122)
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 308)
Weasyl >> 20 (CURRENT COUNT 12)
FA>> 1,000 (CURRENT COUNT 928)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
More news and info as it happens will be posted on my VERY ACTIVE twitters
SFW https://twitter.com/Tiny_ee
NSFW/Private Naught_ee (DM me and say Hai or i wont add you!)
Got a instagram? Me too add me : evilessence
fb? Evilessence DarkstaR
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Tumblr http://kawaii420moyase.tumblr.com/
Support me through my Patreon>>> https://www.patreon.com/evilessence?ty=h
Please keep in mind, that my patreon is still in the works. I am still fixing it up! :)
Art Work Queue
NOTHING YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIFT ART for:
Woofskii on IG - Ref (inking) not responding :/
Nayelie on IG (pending)
[/right]
I would ALSO like alternatively to offer these next beautiful digital paintings that are on my Art queue (list is below) if you appreciate the art consider supporting me through My
Patreon page> https://www.patreon.com/evilessenceor tossing some
my way through My paypal>> ladysilverbane[at]yahoo.comMy Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
FlutterShy =Done * http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18434261/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Apple Jack
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia) =Done *
Super Smash Bros4- BongBongs: " Blazed Up Smash"
Charcater wiki link > http://metroid.wikia.com/wiki/List_.....h_Bros._series
WiiFit Trainer= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18479590/
Princess Rosalina = Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18507347/
Princess Zelda= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18488258/
ZeroSuit Samus= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18535406/
Princess Peach= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18600719/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Sheik
Lucina + Sketching
Palutena
Robin (female)
Villager (female)
Jiggly Puff
OPEN Optional Gender Bent
Link
Yoshi
Sonic
Shulk
Ryu
Charizard
Dark Pit
Pikachu
Lucario
Kirby
Greninja
FA+

I hope things go better for you. Things CAN go better for you! You'll champion right through this stuff like you have championed through all the problems in your life thus far. Good luck with everything, ee!
Its just really fucking hard, man. I dont know who turned on 'hard mode' in my life, but DAMN. Lol, wtf
Also, about that hard mode. Some people have it even harder than you, there always is. Like fighting a boss with no gear, level 1, and just having passed the tutorial in a new game lmao