getting freaked out
9 years ago
SO
I am in THOUSANDS and thousands of dollars of debt. not just with the hospitals, medical centers, and credit cards, but friends helping me, family reaching out, school loans, and money for pain medication (so I can draw and/or type-I have applied for a data entry job-although my hand is starting to "Freeze" on me)
I'm not asking for donations, But I would REALLY appreciate it if anyone could take a second to look at my adoptables (I can't offer anymore commissions as I can barely keep up with my current ones due to arm/hand/back pain. I know that life is just hard and we all have our problems, so please just remember-even a comment can help me at this point. the support makes me feel like I can keep going.
However any adoptables sold helps me keep my head above water. (buy my anti depressants which keeps my Borderline personality disorder in check) Or pain medication so that I can keep working.
in the meantime I appreciate all of my watchers just being here <3 I will try to offer more freebies but in the meantime I am trying to get on disability, and request debt forgivness due to the unexpected and RARE nerve disorder called complex regional pain syndrome (lol Look I'm in a gang -jk- crps is actually what they call it XD)
So here is a list of current adoptables I have posted:
Pheonix fox only:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21867474/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20415647/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20134522/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15910514/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12686659/
Thank you so much for reading!
*bows Cordially*
I am in THOUSANDS and thousands of dollars of debt. not just with the hospitals, medical centers, and credit cards, but friends helping me, family reaching out, school loans, and money for pain medication (so I can draw and/or type-I have applied for a data entry job-although my hand is starting to "Freeze" on me)
I'm not asking for donations, But I would REALLY appreciate it if anyone could take a second to look at my adoptables (I can't offer anymore commissions as I can barely keep up with my current ones due to arm/hand/back pain. I know that life is just hard and we all have our problems, so please just remember-even a comment can help me at this point. the support makes me feel like I can keep going.
However any adoptables sold helps me keep my head above water. (buy my anti depressants which keeps my Borderline personality disorder in check) Or pain medication so that I can keep working.
in the meantime I appreciate all of my watchers just being here <3 I will try to offer more freebies but in the meantime I am trying to get on disability, and request debt forgivness due to the unexpected and RARE nerve disorder called complex regional pain syndrome (lol Look I'm in a gang -jk- crps is actually what they call it XD)
So here is a list of current adoptables I have posted:
Pheonix fox only:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21867474/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20415647/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20134522/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15910514/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12686659/
Thank you so much for reading!
*bows Cordially*
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I appreciate your thoughtful response :)
also I am sorry for not rping lately. things have been so stressful
Aww, x3
And I understand, really. I don't mind the wait ^^
I think the best suggestion I can give you of your problems is to keep your wits up high and look for possibilities around the neighborhood, maybe you can use your work ethics to get yourself out of debt?
I had to abandon my social feeds, twitter, facebook, ect and change my name (screen) to flee the fall out but ultimately, I couldn't, I lost my job and had no choice but to abandon everyone who I thought protected me, having to move back in with my parents, because I found out they never truly did, almost everyone believed her, and now, I work at a casino as a dishwasher on third shift, and need to drive in the snow to get there... she doesn't know what she did to me or how much its hurt me and I'm just starting to recover but I can't go back to being an artist anymore because she ruined me.
I actually wanted to die when that happened, and all I have left were my stories, no going to waste because someone sucked my life down a black hole, I hope she dies of cancer, but after all that I'm just starting to recover the money sucks but A) I'm having fun B) I have opportunities for advancement, even to marketing, which I'm looking forward to and C) I'm basically able to keep up on my bills thanks to the fact that despite making 10.50 I have a 1500 insurance coverage for all things including dental, eye, and health coverage.
the point is don't lose hope, I'm in the same boat with you even if I can't match you tit for tat, and though we may be worlds apart just remember you still have more of a life ahead of you than I do no since it still hurts having lost all entitlement to my art thanks to my sullied reputation