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My full story on getting Circumcised. TMI journal
7 years ago
Noble Galactic's FA Journal
I have posted this on FB and my fetlife. but I thought I would share this story on here, as well. since a lot ask about my story and why I got it done. I try to be as open as I can be with experiences in my life, to share and help others out. So here is the full write up that was posted to both my fetlife and my facebook. I hope this helps some of you out in the future.*hugs*
(fetlife username: noble_pup) (FB: https://www.facebook.com/Noble.Galactic )
So being a male that was circumcised at the age of 29, I thought i would do a write up about it. Sharing my experience and how I went about it. Keep in mind to take everything said here with a grain of salt. Everyone is different, everyone is wired different, every dick is different, no 2 dicks are the same and everyone gets off differently. I personally choose to get cut, and this is the write up on why.
I didn't know it when I was young, but I had Phimosis.
(Phimosis is a condition in which the foreskin of the penis cannot be pulled back past the glans. A balloon-like swelling under the foreskin may occur with urination. In teenagers and adults, it may result in pain during an erection but is otherwise not painful. Those affected are at greater risk of inflammation of the glans, known as balanitis, and other complications).
(taken from Wiki)
I didn't know what uncut or cut was. I knew my Brother and Dad looked different then me... but I didn't really pay much attention to it.. I am presuming my parents wanted to try and give me choice for getting cut or not, since I was the only male left intact in my family.
It wasn't till I was about 10 years old... that I figured it out.
I had issues every so often with urine infections. I could not retract my sheath, because of having MILD Phimosis. My Phimosis was either from having it from birth or happened very early baby/childhood. I just remember never being able to retract.
I was finally taken to the doctors to see what could be done about it.
Was told either I try and stretch out my sheath or I would have to get circumcised.
hearing that, piecing it all together in that instant, I was like OH HELL NO. I did not want to get cut, I was afraid to, at the time I liked being intact.
I spent the next month, trying to retract my sheath.
Finally after a month, the head finally fully popped out of its sheath. It was VERY red and ... sore/sensitive.
It had never been out before... there were bacteria in the foreskin/sheath, that I COULD FINALLY wash away, I was very happy.
Stretching my foreskin was painful, but well worth it in the end.
What I did, was I pulled back my foreskin to where I could stand it, held it at that point for a little bit, and then let go of it to relax. Then after a relax. I stretched it back to where I could stand it again, holding it there for a bit. Then let it relax again. I remember being worried about tearing, so I took my time on stretching it.
It was worth it in the end for sure. I got to experience being an uncut male that could retract. It felt pretty nice being out of my sheath.
I didn't notice it at the time when I started retracting, but I had a TIGHT frenulum.
(The frenulum of prepuce of penis, often known simply as the frenulum, is an elastic band of tissue under the glans penis that connects the foreskin (prepuce) to the vernal mucosa, and helps contract the foreskin over the glans)
(taken from wiki)
So when I started getting more sexually active in my teens. I started having pain with masturbating and sex.
I got sick of it after a short bit and started looking into circumcision. I tried to talk about it with my friends, and the mass majority of them, told me NOT to do it, its stupid, I'll regret it, I'll hate it, your dick won't feel anything, they will fuck it up. They gave me every reason to NOT get it done and didn't care much about my personal issues or reasons. They just cared about what they thought or felt. A good amount was angry from not being given the choice to get cut or not and took it out on me. I totally understand them being angry. if someone took something away from me against my will, especially that affected me sexually. I would be pretty pissed too. but, they should be taking that up with there parents/guardians, not taking it out on others.
So after dealing with that. I just kept my foreskin. I didn't want to deal with people bitching and screaming at me. So I just dealt with the pain through play/sex.
At the age of 19/20, I hated being uncut. My sheath always covered my head, unless I held it back. and if I held it back, it hurt. So I looked into circumcision.... QUITELY this time.
I looked into the History of it. I looked into why it was done. I looked into why it shouldn't be done. I was curious about the different styles it was done. Culture, religious views. Pros of high cuts, low cuts, tight cuts, loose cuts. I read peoples views on both extremists sides and everything in between. It just became a fascination for knowledge.
There were so many takes on circumcision, but what caught my eye was the marking of slaves or act of turning a boy into a man. I thought that was an interesting way to show Ownership. or manhood.. (This ended up turning into a kink later in life. I view circumcision sexually as a form of marking your property/ownership or turning a cub/pup into a breeder. As well as inferiority and superiority of uncut vs cut Role Play scenes. (EXAMPLES: an Uncut Bull (fursuit) having a human slave, marked with his "cut". OR a group of leather pups (cut males), training an uncut pup to be a proper cut breeder, OR a group of uncut males, showing there cut slave how useless his tight dry cock is without lube).
Around 21/23 years old, I was looking into getting it done again. I started to open up again, about getting it done. Was shunned again by people, but not as bad as the first time, but... the same damn shit. People not caring about my reasons, and just ramming every reason not to get it done, down my throat. I could have gotten it done. but last minute....it just wasn't the right time. Rocky relationship. Friends who didn't want me to get it done... I bailed. And I just stopped caring about it. Because I felt like I failed.
Age 23, had broken up with my partner at the time. I moved back home and had 2 years of really deep depression. But I ended up getting back on my feet. Especially when Ashtar came into the equation (now husband/pup, he helped me through a lot of grief).
Age 25 to 27 years old. Since I had issues with my frenum. And my friends kept telling didn't want me to get cut. I thought getting a frenum piercing would help with pressure and pain down there. (This was when I made the best mistake of my life, this would be the cascade to me getting circumcised).
Nothing changed once I got the piercing.... it was still painful. I kept the ring in.. for almost a full year. Ended up taking it out for work (I did temp work at night for 4 Months. The static in the air and off the machines was very bad at that workplace... I did not want to risk getting shocked to the dick).
Taking out the ring. I noticed that my frenum was getting thinner from the piercing hole.... I was worried about the frenum tearing, or I should say, was worried about when it was gonna tear. So I held off having sex for a short bit.
Ashtar, kicked my butt to go see the doctor about getting it repaired or removed.
So after debate and Ash pulling my arm. I called up my doctor and set in motion getting my frelium removed. I didn't want it anymore, it caused me nothing but pain. I wanted it gone.
I looked up urologists in the area before going to see my Family doctor, because I knew I would be referred to one.
Ash came with me to my appointment, and we talked about how I wanted to get my frenum removed, because of the piercing issue and tearing. etc etc.
he had no issues referring me to someone.
there were 3 people local (Brantford) that where urologist.
One was young and brand new. I didn't want someone new.... I wanted someone with a good amount of history.
The second one.... I didn't like, Family had issues with them. and mixed reviews.
The 3rd one.... knew what he was doing, was good at his job. but had bad English at times.
I can deal with fractured English. I deal with it all the time with my commissioners (I have commissioners from all over the world).
I cared about the surgeons' work and quality the most, so....
I choose Dr. Leung Wilson
A month later. I was sitting in Doctor Wilsons office. Talking about getting the frenum removed.
He had no issues with it. OHIP would cover the full costs..... He offered to do a full circumcision, or just the frenum. I thought for a bit. And I decided to just get the frenum removed. If I wanted to get fully cut. I could come back.
2 months later. I was on my way to the hospital to get my frenum removed.
I worked my last night shift. Went home, showered, got ready, and Ash and I made our way to the hospital. I remember slowing down my walk pace as we got closer. (was nervous as hell).
I signed in into the hospital, changed clothes to there gowns and waited. 45 mins later I got called into the room. I was still nervous, if not more nervous. BUT I was excited! Something would be fixed that was causing me issues and pain for the last... well... since I could remember lol.
It was a basic surgery. I didn't need to be put out. Just 2 quick slices. and a few stitches.
I was worried about getting excited... till I saw the needle, and that fixed that. lol.
The freezing felt like burning, lasted maybe 5 seconds.... then I felt numb...ish down there.
The ONLY thing I felt was the first slice... like a mild bite. And then the first stitch... mildly. but it wasn't like OUCH. it was like a quick sting..... (I am sure that was only because of how high up the frenum cut went, and where the freezing was put in).
Ash sat with me and watched the whole thing. it was over in 10 ish mins.
After it was done, I changed into my clothes and got a ride home.
It took about 3 to 4 weeks for the scar to fully close and start any flattening or remodeling the skin needed to do. To be honest, he did a good job on it, I was happy with it.
First-day recovery..... Weed was an amazing companion. I could not let my foreskin go back over my head.... wasn't happening XD
The second day, not too bad on pain... was able to allow my foreskin to roll back over the head.
3rd day, no real pain, retracting back n forth was a little bitty at times. but better than before,
first week. stitches started coming out.
2nd week. almost all stitches came out.
3rd week+, the scar fully closed and started remodeling. (I generally heal fast)
Removing the frenum, solved the pain issue. When I got hard, my foreskin would slide back n forth no problem. I was very happy about that, but for the longest while, I had a fantom frenum....thing.... it still felt like it was there for up to 4 months mark. It was an odd feeling.... I was so nervous to touch the area (frenum scar) for the longest time ( I kept thinking that the pain was gonna happen when I fully retracted). Ash actually was the first person to play with that area after it healed. I wasn't sure about it for a while but grew to really enjoy it It.
However, my other problem remained. The foreskin got in the way. I had way too much of it, to be honest. I can slide into someone vaginally or anally with no problem. but unless I was rock hard. The foreskin would just get in the way and cover the head. So the head wouldn't get stimulated. So it was either I had to hold it back with my hand or go buy a cock ring to help hold it back. I really didn't want to have to wear something to stay retracted to have sex or jerk off....
(thinking more back on this, I could have gotten a lot of the extra foreskin from stretching out my foreskin when I had phimosis. Because I would stretching out the width and the length when I was holding it back to stretch).
So I was looking at getting the full circumcision. AND AGAIN. My friends started on me about not doing it for reasons listed before. But I finally hit my breaking point. I got so fed up and pissed off with my knot/head always being covered. I went and got a Cock ring to help me retract while I was humping or jerking off. I wanted to see what a cut male would feel and what it would be like. To see if I would like it or hate it before getting it done.
I got a proper one from online and waited the 4 weeks for it to come in the mail, and tried it on. It wasn't bad, was snug, it held back my foreskin without pain or pinching. Later on that night with Ashtar, I got the cock ring, pulled back my foreskin and put it on. I made sure the skin was firmly back, but not painfully back. Enough to make me feel like I was a tight cut male. and WOW..... JUST WOW... by the time I was done, Ashtar was in resting bliss face of "wtf just happened and when can it happen again?!"
That was hands down, a completely different way of getting off.
With an uncut cock, I had skin to play with and help give way for humpings, my head was covered 80% of the time though (with and without the frenum removed). Forcing a retraction and making it stay back, during sex. Made it so the head was always out, the skin was tight and could be rubbed without bunching up. So the head and shaft would always be stimulated. I loved it.
So after a week of trial and error, to see if I liked a lot of skin or no skin.... I was pretty much set on wanting to get snipped. But I had a chance to test out more stuff. I decided to use this chance to test the losing feeling theory and to test if I truly would dislike being cut. I used the cock ring to stay retracted all the time (obviously washing it daily) for 6 months.
Day 1, head of my cock got dry. but still has a moist feel.
After 1 week, the head wasn't wet at all, but a little more spongy. Pleasure increased on frenum scar only.
after 1 month, Pleasure increased on the head. I did notice the head was more spongy. No change in feeling on the frenum scar.
after 2 months, no change
after 3 months, no change
no changes all the way up to 6 months. Still sensitive as hell, Leaving Ashtar more or less breathless. Retracting my foreskin and putting on underwear/clothes for the first week was interesting and comical. but I got used to my head being out all the time, I actually grew to enjoy it being exposed. I also personally liked the look on me to.
At the 6 month mark, I stopped retracting, and just let my foreskin cover my head again. within 1 week, the head was fully wet and moist again. with no changes to sensation.
(I think the idea of loosing "all" sensation mostly comes from what I had ORIGINALLY had (phimosis). When my head first was exposed to the air, after being covered for 10 years. it was VERY sensitive and sore, from the bacteria and never being out, it hurt to touch it. Over time..... it became less sensitive to touch and bearable to play with once I got use to the sheath retracting and being washed.
I can understand how it could feel like you lost a lot of sensation.... If you are going from the head/knot never being out, to surgery, to it always being out and drying out. It can feel like u lost a lot of sensation.
Like I said before though, everyone is wired differently. It may also depend on the cut style/where your nerves are. Or If you have a bad circumcision done or some nerves are damaged during surgery or even when your recovery and you do something to damage it. You may cause damage. (surgical risks).
After the retracting trail. I decided I would get it done. No more crap or BS.
Again told my friends. They told me not to get it done. I just ignored them this time. I knew what I wanted and I knew the risks.
I waited till we moved in May of 2017 (age 29), to start to pursue it. Because I wanted to be as less stressed as it possible.
MINI NOTES
After moving I got more into keeping fit and in keeping in shape, I started doing a lot of working out and running, as well as started looking into martial arts
*XXXXX started to come into the equation of Ash's and mines relationship (poly relationship)
XXXXX is a female dom
Ash and I met XXXXX in January and clicked very well, it started to get more serious about May
BIG NOTE:
Deciding what kind of cut you want done and how much you want taken off. Is all YOUR personal choice if u decide to get cut. No one knows how you get off better then you do.
Some people only use there shaft to get off. Some only use there knot, some use just under there head. some have very sensitive heads/knots, some don't have that much sensation at all. Some like a tight skinned shaft, some love loads of skin to work with. (Tight cut males usually need lube to jerk off with, while loose cuts can get by with there extra skin).
PERSONALLY. I use my knot/head to get off or stroking just under the knot/head to get off. With how I get off, I didn't really need my inner foreskin. But I wanted to keep it, there is a lot of enjoyable nerve endings in it after all.
I wanted to get as HIGH a cut possible along with a TIGHT cut. I wanted to keep as much inner foreskin as possible.
If you are getting cut or if you have to get cut. I recommend a high cut or as high a cut as you can get. How server your phimosis is, will also affect your cut choice. If you have exstreme phimosis, odds are you are going to have a low cut.
(research the hell out of the style of cut you want before you go in. MAKE SURE YOUR DOCTOR UNDERSTANDS THE CUT YOU WANT, get a second or 3rd opinion if needed from other doctors. If you do not like your first doctors answer or just want to fish out your options. This is your dick after all, but also understand you may have to comprise a little on the cut style you want).
2 months after moving into our new place. I called up my doctor to get my referral to see doctor Wilson.
I started to be open about getting circumcised on my Facebook, fetlife, xtube, FA, ... anywhere I was social. I wasn't hiding it anymore, I wasn't being bullied or guilted into something I didn't want. I was gonna be proud of what I was doing, I was gonna be open and share my story, to help give some insight to others who have phimosis or were curious to get cut in general.
Over the next 4 months, I lost some friends over being open about getting a circumcision.
but I had a lot more support than I ever did this time around. The more I was open about it, the more support I got. I still got angry people from time to time. But they either got talked to, to vent about there upset or blocked if they were being an ass hole.
I went and seen my family doctor, to go and see Doctor Wilson. (I had to be referred to him again because it had been more than 1 year since the frenum surgery).
2 weeks later, I was in seeing Doctor Wilson with XXXXX and Ashtar.
I explained I wanted him to finish the job from before, and give me the full circumcision.
He had no problem doing that. Only concern was if OHIP was gonna cover it.
So we waited 3 weeks to hear from OHIP. Got called back into Doctor Wilsons office. OHIP rejected covering it because I could fully retract my foreskin without issue, they didn't care I had issues getting off from my sheath usually covering my head/knot.
So that meant my circumcision was out of pocket, which I was totally fine with. I suspected they wouldn't cover it anyway. (Costed me, $1300 CDN in the end/total.)
So we then made circumcision appointment. The first date they offered was Oct 6th (3 weeks after appointment) and I was surprised at how soon. but I had to say no because I had my Pup Meet on the 7th. I didn't want to go to my pup meet.... not able to do much other than sitting with ice on my crotch lol. So the next offer was October 2nd. I was like "AHHHH UMMMMM.... ok!" It was even sooner.... I didn't want to ask for a 3rd date because I was afraid they would give me something even sooner XD. and I was already nervous lol....
so Oct 2nd is the date I choose. I was PRETTTYYY stressed the during the 2 weeks before my surgery. The last 3 nights before Surgery was very sleepless. Maybe 3 to 5 hours at best each night. I did do exercises and night running to help burn my self out. it did help.
I went out and picked up stuff I needed for post surgery. I picked up Nitrile Gloves, I got Gouz, Tape, Vaseline, Trip Action Polysporn, and Alcohol for cleaning the sink/counter, and to clean the gloves to make sure they were sterile. I delt with urine infections enough when I was little, I know how painful they can get. I DID NOT WANT TO GET AN INFECTION IN MY DICK. nope nope nope, nope times 1000. (I forgot to get Asprine then, but that's something else you may need).
I made sure to get everything I could to keep it as clean as possible as it healed.
Also NOTE: Ice Packs.
There is gonna be swelling, ice is gonna feel like God is touching your dick everytime you put an ice pack on it. The best thing to use on your crotch is a bag of frozen peas or corn, or something that can give u a lot of flexible surface area. The frozen bag of peas or corn will lay over your crotch a lot better then a solid blocked ice pack will. (probably don't want to eat the peas and corn afterward.....) Normally you leave an ice pack on a swollen area for 20 to 30 minutes, then off for 20 to 30 minutes, then on again, etc. Any longer than 30 mins can damage tissue. check with your doctor or up to date medical sites.
2 weeks before my operation. I posted 2 pre circumcision videos on my xtube and fetlife. I did want to have some videos of before, as mementos lol.
The mass majority of messages ended up being overwhelmingly positive feedback. I did get a little annoyed/stressed towards the end because EVERYONE was giving me advice. And it was getting to be a little overwhelming. Especially when it was the same advice from the last 100+ people lol. but I still did appreciate it. Because they at least cared enough to make sure I got it done right and the way I personally wanted.
Due to the 2 videos. I ended up finding a DOM MALE that wanted to do circ roleplay, that was local to me. That came as a huge surprise. Its rare to find someone into that kink, let alone local, let alone a dom lol.... We chatted for a bit and ended up doing some RP scenes before my surgery.
Not many are into circ RP, so that was like finding a Unicorn.... especially right before my surgery. The play date was a lot of fun and I enjoyed it (more or less a cut alpha pup showing an uncut cheetah how to paw and be like a proper breeder). I am glad I got to experience ONE circumcision RP while stilling being intact, that really meant a lot.
one week before my circumcision. I beefed upon fresh healthy food (apples, lemons, bananas, mangos etc), got smoothies loaded with vitamins. I got beans, nuts, and chicken for proteins and all that fun healthy stuff. I wanted to load up my body with good nutrients help recover after surgery better, and heal a lot faster.
Two days before the operation, I stopped smoking weed as directed. *medication mixing, weed was a big no no (especially with the medication they would be giving me).
The last night before my circumcision, I did one last video being an intact male with Ashtar, my last memento. Then XXXXX and I went out for a night downtown, we went to a local pub. I could not drink or smoke week 48 hours before surgery, so we just sang at a karaoke pub). Afterwards, we went for a mini walk near the river, then came back home and rested for the night. I remember dreading coming back home because I knew what was happening in the morning. I was so nervous, I so was happy, I was so worried..... I was everything.
Ash had work the day of my surgery (first day of Ash's new job) So he couldn't go with us to the hospital but would be there in the recovery room. Which was fine. Ash's new job looked awesome and I knew he would enjoy it.
So it would just be XXXXX and me going to the Hospital.
In the morning, I got up about 7 AM, showered, put on LOOSE clothes, went and got coffee with XXXXX. I could drink certain things up till 10:45 AM.
Came back home, chilled till about 11 AM and then left to go to the hospital.
Had a nice relaxing walk there, Got there about 11:30 AM, signed in.
Waited for about 20 mins and got called in to get set up.
Had a nice nurse, we chatted a good bit as she went over my info, why I was in there, blah blah blah.
After she finished, XXXXX was allowed to come back and wait with me till I was called in.
I wasn't put on a bed/stretcher. I was given a reclining chair... I THINK it was to help with anxiety, to get me to relax better, OR it was because my surgery was a quick... snip lol.
There were only 3 others in there that had operations today.
We were all for Doctor Wilson. Poor Steve... Took both sedatives at once... Was totally gone XD.
XXXXX and I ended up bringing some comedy and laughter to the pre-surgical room. Everyone seemed stressed, so why not make people smile?
The first 2 went in. The other 2 had more complex surgeries, so they were a bit. I ended up going in late, but I was the last one lol. They were finished up at around 2:15 PM. We think one had complications, but best of luck to both of them.
The doctors came into my waiting bay one by one to explain who they were, and what they were doing. Made them all smile, even the grumpy one.... but I think they where grumpiness was due to a stressful day, considering the prior surgeries, and the possible complications.
Doctor: "do you have any issues with your bowels"
Noble:"... Oh, I have IBS"
Doctor: "and how do you go about dealing with that"
".... Cry on the toilet?"
(XXXXX, 2 other doctors crack up laughing.)
Lastly, I talked to Doctor Wilson about that cut.
At first, he said low cut, and I then I replied with absolutely not. I wanted high as possible and tight. I have some pretty... Big veins and so on, but I knew I did not have any issues getting a high cut done. So after debate and safety think-overs with him, I decided on about ... 1 inch of inner skin to be kept and a tight cut to be done.
My last question to him before I went in was 'how long till I can start running again?' he replied saying About 3 to 4 weeks to ensure it's healed a good bit. Which was fine, I could do light exercises till then.
So 10 mins after that I was called down to the operating room (nurse came and got me and brought me down). I got to walk down and hop up onto the table. Everyone smiled as I walked in, the atmosphere was relaxed and not stressed in the lest.
Not gonna lie, walking down and into the room, got me bushy tailed. It just had a different feel than being rolled down the hallway on a bed and into the operating room. Walking down made it more personal and meaningful. Because I felt like I Pup being lead down the hall to be marked or turned into an alpha/breeder. or at least thats what played in my head to help keep me calm during that, i was still nervous lol.
I walked over to the table, and got up onto it. Once laying on the table. Had warm blankets thrown on me. Arms put out for IV and heart rate stuff. Had quick chit-chat. The one Doctor told me she was giving me drunk stuffs in my IV, 20 seconds later I was out, lol.
I woke up around... 5 PM, or a little after I think. The second thing I saw was a blurry clock (The first thing i saw was a curtain). I felt like I had a heavy night of drinking, with no water. My head was killing me. (A headache lasted 2 ish days).
Had a nice/polite nurse again with lots of chit-chats. After 10 to 20 minutes coming out of it. She changed out the bandage and I was wheeled over to aftercare (visiting room) and Ash and XXXXX came in. I had a ginger ale. relaxed for a bit to make sure no bad side effects would occur and I was fully awake before leaving.
10 mins later I was changing into my clothes and was then on my way home.
Got home, sat down on the couch, and just relaxed for the rest of the night. Had a SMALL dab at 7 PM. I didn't want to mix any of the drugs. Especially weed with the painkillers they gave me at the hospital as well to take home (Jamp-Tramadol/acetaminophen, says right on the box to not mix with alcohol or weed). I still should have waited another hour before I did that. After my dab, I did feel a little sick for ... 30ish mins. After waiting more than 48 hours to have a dab. I knew if I had a normal sized dab for me.... That would not have ended well (WATCH MEDICATION MIXING).
So about.... 12 midnight. I changed my bandages. my surgical scar looked good.... well, bruised and swollen... but good, lol. It was a well-done cut and stitch job, and my stitches were itchy >.> so itchy.
If you have any questions about changing your bandages, please ask your doctor, or do your research on how to properly change your bandages, just make sure the websites and videos you view, are legit. But in general, main points would make sure everything is sterile that you are touching or your bandage change kit is touching. Make sure your stitches are covered with Vaseline or equivalent before applying the bandages. To avoid your stitches sticking to the bandages. You will have blood and discharge from your cut for 2 to 4 weeks.
Pain wise.... This doesn't hurt at all, to be honest... Well, it does and doesn't..... At most, it feels like I bruised my dick.... With the odd small pain pulse... That feels like a small pinch. If anything, It's just discomforting. The only "painkillers" I took was weed. The "pain" wasn't that bad that it painkillers were needed. I could have done recovery without getting stoned. Weed just made it less discomforting.... and more fun.
Granted, I only had the circumcision. I had my frenectomy 2 years ago, so only the shaft skin was really dealt for me. But I can see how bad swelling from cutting the frenum could pose an issue for passing urine. With the swelling possibly blocking the flow of it.
(NOTE If your frenum has been cut/stitched. When you urinate, keep a piece of toilet paper between ur pee hole and the frenum stitches. Urine MAY trickle up the bottom of your cock as you finish peeing. Running up and going over your stitches. So keep an eye on that, until you figure out your new cock/stitches heal.
After changing the bandages, I chilled on the couch in pup gear, Messaging on the phone till about 1 ish AM... Then passed out. I decided to change my bandages every 12 hours. To make it easy, 12 noon, and 12 midnight. (Do not forget to change ur bandages, infections and other nasty stuff can occur from unchanged bandages). I didn't want to sleep in the bed, in case Ash or XXXXX, accidentally smacked something. lol
Day 1 recovery. Wasnt bad. Some swelling and bruising, some blood when I changed the bandages. I just chilled and watched movies all day with XXXXX. Until Ash got home, everyone chatted and chilled for the evening/night. I did notice I got a fever around 4 PM. Of which I sent Ash to get some Asprine. To keep my fever down and blood flowing. I was 99% sure my fever was from my body working to heal myself. I watched for any signs of infections, in case I was wrong. (Make sure you can take Asprine, ask your doctor).
Honestly....
Nothing really hit me until the second night of recovery. After everyone had gone to bed. I changed my bandages and I was laying on the couch. I put on a 8 hour Deep Sleep Wave Music video from youtube, To help sleep. I had a little dab. I laid back on the couch with a bag of peas on my crotch, and let out a long-needed sigh of relief. I was finally alone in my thoughts. Then it hit me. I finally did it. I DID IT, I wanted it for so long, I dealt with all those years of BS, I did what made me happy. I let out a little laugh. Then I let out another... and then I started crying, laughing and shaking. I completely lost it in a fit of joy and laughter on the couch. I never felt such a feeling. (Think of the last scene of the Movie, Kill Bill 2, with Kiddo in the bathroom), that went on for 30 to 40 mins. When I calmed down, I turned to the TV. The stunning images that played in the background from this music video. Never looked so beautiful. I feel asleep to a HD sun setting with a harmonious beat. I have never been so at peace.
Day 2 was the worst for swelling and brusing. Since your body now knows whats going on and its working overtime to heal and to kill any incoming bacteria or virus. I found out very fast how to counter morning wood. I awoke on the couch going INTO having a stiffy. I knew what was gonna happen in and what I was about to feel in 3 seconds... ya... hell no that. I turned on my side, curled into a ball. pushed my hips up, arching them, pushing more skin to crotch area. Then bit down on my arm, thinking about ice, or falling leaves, until I got soft again. After dealing with that, I made some food in the slow cooker and relaxed for the rest of the day with friends/family. Swelling started to go down during the evening. One stitch started coming out. I had the odd quick pain bite, I knew that was the healing process. I noticed my head/knot starting to dry out.
Day 3 little morning wood, throwing my self to my side and curling up again. The swelling was the same as the night before, bruising spidered out a little, less red..... same bitey pain every so often from different spots along the cut. I was up and mobile by this day. I cleaned up the chicken from dinner the night prior. still sore though.
relaxed all day while doing some cleaning, went to the store with Ashtar. By the evening bandage change, it was less red. I passed out on the couch again. I will note that my stitches were getting increasingly itchy each day that passed.
Day 4 woke with morning wood and curling up again (I will note, that I had morning wood every damn morning from this point on. I had to keep curling up on my side as well as sleep on my side). Bruising was almost gone, but the swelling was still there. Had tingling pain nips here and there. As a whole, discomfort was a lot more tolerable today than yesterday. After Ash got home, we went for a mini walk to get coffee and to the store. the walk was just a little discomforting, not as bad as the day priors store visit.
My fever wouldn't break. At this point, I knew it was my body overworking to heal its self. So I listened to my body.
Towards the evening, around..... 7 PM, I passed out until 9 PM. I feel asleep again at 11 PM and woke up at 1 AM, which is when I changed my bandages. The naps helped me out GREATLY. I knew my body was healing or fighting something.
The bandages at this point still had some blood in them, It was more discharge (plasma) then blood at this point.
My head/knot was fairly dry by now.
I will note my stitches where pretty itchy by night time and some pressure and discomfort did easy up. I started sleeping back in my own bed.
Day 5 was the day of my pup meet. I was healing up pretty well by this point. I had the odd pain pulse....... morning wood and rolling lol... cries. Changing the bandages in the morning was the same as the day before, just less swelling. During the day, I was up and walking about, a little painful at times. but I didn't have much trouble. I managed to make it 5 days before my Dog, jumped up, making me in my nuts/stitches.... That hurt pretty damn bad. (I did check to make sure nothing was damaged, he just hit a TENDER area). I was in ... pain for about 1 hour to 1.5 hours afterward. I had a 1-hour nap.
Everyone went out during the evening. I did not have much issues walking. I just could not go very fast. Any swelling that was affecting the head is fully exposed, had gone down (but still touching the top rim of the head). When I changed my bandages. I did lose another stitch.
Day 6. I cleaned up our apartment and changed my bandages, some blood and discharge (plasma) from the cut still happened, another stitch came out. After about.... 7 PM, Any discomfort, so long as i did not bounce or jerk suddenly, had stopped. I was slowly getting used to my knot being out more... I stopped getting semis every 5 damn mins facepalms.
Changing the bandages during the night, the swelling on the right side started to go down. More discharge and blood. I Applied triple action Polysporn. I purposely waited one week before applying it, I did not want to apply it directly to a fresh surgical wound. I applied Polysporn each bandage change for 1 week. To also save a little on typing. I am gonna say this here. every stitch I lost, either dissolved into mosh, or had discharge and blood, or just broke apart and got pulled into the bondage.
1 Week. Some more stitches came out in the morning and evening bandage changes. My stitches started to become extremely itchy (my body was getting ready to push them out). The swelling was still slowly going down on both left and right side. but more so on the right side. Walked to my family's place for Thanksgiving dinner (35 min walk each way) with Ashtar. Still adjusting to my knot being out all the time. It was pretty dry and a little spongy by this point. At the 1 week mark. I was less afraid of getting erect since it had been a week since I got circumcised and I had healed pretty well so far (but I still avoided getting fully hard at all costs, The hardest I got was about... 60% while curled up pushing more skin to the area).
I was almost at my regular walking pace, but walking to fast or bouncing did hurt the stitches alittle.
Day 8. I was a lot more active today. We walked to Ashtars Mothers for family dinner. Approx 40 min walk. More Swelling went down. During the morning and evening bandage change. I lost 1 stitch each time. I was now able to walk at my normal walking pace.
Day 9. I lost a lot of stitches during the morning bandage change, I was very surprised by that, to be honest. Started working on fursuits again, worked all day on fursuits. I held off on working on fursuits until Day 9. I wanted to heal a good bit before I jumped into work, especially work that involves cutting and shaving false fur. I lost a couple more stitches during the night bandage change.
Day 10 I lost more stitches during the evening bandage change. The more stitches I lost, the less itchy I felt. I had about 15 to 10 stitched left to lose, by the end of the night. I spend most of today working on a fursuit. I did end up going to the store to by some materials (2-hour total walk). I started to do exercises. The swelling had gone down more.
Day 11 I lost more stitches in both morning and night bandage changes. At this point, I had 8 to 11 stitches left to fall out. I worked on fursuits all of today.
(At the end of the day. I was doing my normal work out routine the one I was doing before surgery, minus the running). The swelling had gone down enough for the shaft skin to stop touching the top of the head/knot while soft. The head/knot had also become noticeably spongy.
Day 12 more stitches came out ( 8 to 6 left) more swelling went down. Worked on fursuits and relaxed for most of the day, plus my workouts.
Day 13 More stitches came out. 4 to 5 left. the swelling went more down. the head was fully dried out by this time.. and very spongy and soft
2 weeks My last stitch came out on Day 15. and over the next week, my scar/skin pulled it self more and more closed. bleeding and discharge happened right up until Day 20.
3 weeks marked the day that I stopped having to wear bandages anymore. Was also finally able to wear normal good underwear. Instead of throwaway underwear, that could get blood and stuff on them. I started being able to bike during the beginning of week 3.
Week 4: Marked the week that I was finally was able to start running again. With no pain or any biting.My scar was just entering the flattening and remodeling stage.
Week 4 also marked the first time I got off since getting circumcised. That orgasm was the single most intense cumming, I have ever had/felt/experienced. (I was in Tears/bliss for a good while after cumming). I had no sheath in the way, or to use to get off with. I had no cock ring on forcing my sheath back. I had to use lube. I hadn't gotten off in 28 days. I had to focus on the head because I was concerned about putting to much strain on my scar still (But it still felt amazing). so that hilt and climax... (falls back in bliss).
Week 5: Life was back to normal-ish. More or less was just relaxing, working and waiting for healing. nothing too exciting here
Week 6+: I started to explore my cock little, playing with lube, textures, and feels.
At week 7, I was able to hump my first fleshlight. Was able to play with my shaft more.
At week 8, I slide into my first vag
At week 9, I slide into my first butt.
The fleshlight used was a soft silicone. We have hard silicon ones. I did TRY it, but I did not want to risk any hard pulling or pushing on my shaft at this point. I carefully entered the toy, to test any pain and so on. By week 6. I had gotten use to not having foreskin, but not humping without a foreskin. My knot was always out now. When I got hard, i didn't have much skin to play with and nothing was covering my head. So that head/knot pop in was new. Each slide back in fourth was intense bliss, I was unsure at first but once I got used to it.... I edged/lasted maybe 10 mins of teasing my self into cumimg in the fleshlight. The orgasm was INTENSE, more Intense then when was uncut and retracting. The tight feel/hug around my cock/knot as I shot, felt amazing. Every thrust as I shot, stimulating my head/knot.
After getting Cut. I can Def clarify that vags are less tighter then bums.
I slide into my Owner fine. It felt A LOT better sliding in cut. and intercourse in general felt way better. Sliding into my husband was a bit tighter/harder. but felt amazing in the end aswell. Again, no sheath in the way, so everything was much more intense. (didn't cum, just teased with both my husband and )
After being cut for 2.5 months now. More flattening has occurred, and more swelling as gone down. There is...I wanna say about 5% swelling left. Its just a little raised where the scar is.
At 2.5 months. How do I feel being cut?
Oh I hands down love this. I love my knot always out. I am VERY happy my foreskin is gone. I love having a tight shaft and using lube. I didn't lose any sensation that I am aware of. My knot got dried out, but it's still as sensitive as I was when I was uncut. It just changed its feel/texture is. Its very spongy and soft to the touch, not wet at all like it was when I was uncut.
Underwear was interesting getting use to. I had to throw out some really bad course feeling ones. They were ok when I was uncut, but cut... NOPE. The netting in swim shorts was a fast NOPE aswell. It felt like a cheese grater on my knot/head.
After testing some pairs of undies we had. I decided/felt Cotton, spandex and silk felt the best.
After being cut for this long, and experience retracting my foreskin for a few months. I fully understand why some may not want to be cut. You have a very sensitive part of your body, always out, rubbing against your clothes. Not to mention little to no foreskin to help jerk off with. I can fully understand how this very intense stimulation can be very unbearable to some. (remember, everyone is wired differently, Which is why I strongly encourage parents/guardians to leave there child intact, unless there is a medical reason, like not being able to urinate. Teach your children how to wash their privates and let them decide later on in life if they want to get circumcision or not). I am glad I got the choice to choose if I want to get cut or not. And I would honestly be very angry if it wasn't my choice. But would understand it, if there was no other choice.
Notes and conclusion.
I wish I did not have phimosis or a tight Fren. I would have loved to experience a proper working intact cock. But eh, the experience I went through, I wouldn't change.
I got to experience being intact with phimosis. As well as stretching my foreskin and succeeding on stretching my foreskin, to be able to retract. I got to feel my knot out for the first time and got to feel it desensitize and get properly cleaned, becoming bearable to play with. I got to feel somewhat, what an intact cock feels like... even though painful. I got to experience losing my frenum and what its like not having a fren and still have my foreskin. I got to experience retracting/unsheathing. I got to experience getting circumcised and what its like to be a cut male. After everything, I proudly wear these 2 scars. I'm so happy I got this done. I don't have to hold back my foreskin to get stimulated anymore. Which makes masturbating and sex alot more enjoyable to me. I love the feel of being a cut/modified male. and I am looking forward to more experiences being cut.
If you are a cut male, and looking to restore your foreskin. check out:
http://www.norm.org/
If you are an uncut male, and are looking into a frenectomy, or a circumcision. check out:
http://www.circinfo.net/
If you are wondering what cock ring I used to stay retracted. It is the one linked below.
http://www.665leather.com/powerslin.....sport-fucke…
it was very comfy, since it was silicon, it bent with my body as I moved around
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So being a male that was circumcised at the age of 29, I thought i would do a write up about it. Sharing my experience and how I went about it. Keep in mind to take everything said here with a grain of salt. Everyone is different, everyone is wired different, every dick is different, no 2 dicks are the same and everyone gets off differently. I personally choose to get cut, and this is the write up on why.
I didn't know it when I was young, but I had Phimosis.
(Phimosis is a condition in which the foreskin of the penis cannot be pulled back past the glans. A balloon-like swelling under the foreskin may occur with urination. In teenagers and adults, it may result in pain during an erection but is otherwise not painful. Those affected are at greater risk of inflammation of the glans, known as balanitis, and other complications).
(taken from Wiki)
I didn't know what uncut or cut was. I knew my Brother and Dad looked different then me... but I didn't really pay much attention to it.. I am presuming my parents wanted to try and give me choice for getting cut or not, since I was the only male left intact in my family.
It wasn't till I was about 10 years old... that I figured it out.
I had issues every so often with urine infections. I could not retract my sheath, because of having MILD Phimosis. My Phimosis was either from having it from birth or happened very early baby/childhood. I just remember never being able to retract.
I was finally taken to the doctors to see what could be done about it.
Was told either I try and stretch out my sheath or I would have to get circumcised.
hearing that, piecing it all together in that instant, I was like OH HELL NO. I did not want to get cut, I was afraid to, at the time I liked being intact.
I spent the next month, trying to retract my sheath.
Finally after a month, the head finally fully popped out of its sheath. It was VERY red and ... sore/sensitive.
It had never been out before... there were bacteria in the foreskin/sheath, that I COULD FINALLY wash away, I was very happy.
Stretching my foreskin was painful, but well worth it in the end.
What I did, was I pulled back my foreskin to where I could stand it, held it at that point for a little bit, and then let go of it to relax. Then after a relax. I stretched it back to where I could stand it again, holding it there for a bit. Then let it relax again. I remember being worried about tearing, so I took my time on stretching it.
It was worth it in the end for sure. I got to experience being an uncut male that could retract. It felt pretty nice being out of my sheath.
I didn't notice it at the time when I started retracting, but I had a TIGHT frenulum.
(The frenulum of prepuce of penis, often known simply as the frenulum, is an elastic band of tissue under the glans penis that connects the foreskin (prepuce) to the vernal mucosa, and helps contract the foreskin over the glans)
(taken from wiki)
So when I started getting more sexually active in my teens. I started having pain with masturbating and sex.
I got sick of it after a short bit and started looking into circumcision. I tried to talk about it with my friends, and the mass majority of them, told me NOT to do it, its stupid, I'll regret it, I'll hate it, your dick won't feel anything, they will fuck it up. They gave me every reason to NOT get it done and didn't care much about my personal issues or reasons. They just cared about what they thought or felt. A good amount was angry from not being given the choice to get cut or not and took it out on me. I totally understand them being angry. if someone took something away from me against my will, especially that affected me sexually. I would be pretty pissed too. but, they should be taking that up with there parents/guardians, not taking it out on others.
So after dealing with that. I just kept my foreskin. I didn't want to deal with people bitching and screaming at me. So I just dealt with the pain through play/sex.
At the age of 19/20, I hated being uncut. My sheath always covered my head, unless I held it back. and if I held it back, it hurt. So I looked into circumcision.... QUITELY this time.
I looked into the History of it. I looked into why it was done. I looked into why it shouldn't be done. I was curious about the different styles it was done. Culture, religious views. Pros of high cuts, low cuts, tight cuts, loose cuts. I read peoples views on both extremists sides and everything in between. It just became a fascination for knowledge.
There were so many takes on circumcision, but what caught my eye was the marking of slaves or act of turning a boy into a man. I thought that was an interesting way to show Ownership. or manhood.. (This ended up turning into a kink later in life. I view circumcision sexually as a form of marking your property/ownership or turning a cub/pup into a breeder. As well as inferiority and superiority of uncut vs cut Role Play scenes. (EXAMPLES: an Uncut Bull (fursuit) having a human slave, marked with his "cut". OR a group of leather pups (cut males), training an uncut pup to be a proper cut breeder, OR a group of uncut males, showing there cut slave how useless his tight dry cock is without lube).
Around 21/23 years old, I was looking into getting it done again. I started to open up again, about getting it done. Was shunned again by people, but not as bad as the first time, but... the same damn shit. People not caring about my reasons, and just ramming every reason not to get it done, down my throat. I could have gotten it done. but last minute....it just wasn't the right time. Rocky relationship. Friends who didn't want me to get it done... I bailed. And I just stopped caring about it. Because I felt like I failed.
Age 23, had broken up with my partner at the time. I moved back home and had 2 years of really deep depression. But I ended up getting back on my feet. Especially when Ashtar came into the equation (now husband/pup, he helped me through a lot of grief).
Age 25 to 27 years old. Since I had issues with my frenum. And my friends kept telling didn't want me to get cut. I thought getting a frenum piercing would help with pressure and pain down there. (This was when I made the best mistake of my life, this would be the cascade to me getting circumcised).
Nothing changed once I got the piercing.... it was still painful. I kept the ring in.. for almost a full year. Ended up taking it out for work (I did temp work at night for 4 Months. The static in the air and off the machines was very bad at that workplace... I did not want to risk getting shocked to the dick).
Taking out the ring. I noticed that my frenum was getting thinner from the piercing hole.... I was worried about the frenum tearing, or I should say, was worried about when it was gonna tear. So I held off having sex for a short bit.
Ashtar, kicked my butt to go see the doctor about getting it repaired or removed.
So after debate and Ash pulling my arm. I called up my doctor and set in motion getting my frelium removed. I didn't want it anymore, it caused me nothing but pain. I wanted it gone.
I looked up urologists in the area before going to see my Family doctor, because I knew I would be referred to one.
Ash came with me to my appointment, and we talked about how I wanted to get my frenum removed, because of the piercing issue and tearing. etc etc.
he had no issues referring me to someone.
there were 3 people local (Brantford) that where urologist.
One was young and brand new. I didn't want someone new.... I wanted someone with a good amount of history.
The second one.... I didn't like, Family had issues with them. and mixed reviews.
The 3rd one.... knew what he was doing, was good at his job. but had bad English at times.
I can deal with fractured English. I deal with it all the time with my commissioners (I have commissioners from all over the world).
I cared about the surgeons' work and quality the most, so....
I choose Dr. Leung Wilson
A month later. I was sitting in Doctor Wilsons office. Talking about getting the frenum removed.
He had no issues with it. OHIP would cover the full costs..... He offered to do a full circumcision, or just the frenum. I thought for a bit. And I decided to just get the frenum removed. If I wanted to get fully cut. I could come back.
2 months later. I was on my way to the hospital to get my frenum removed.
I worked my last night shift. Went home, showered, got ready, and Ash and I made our way to the hospital. I remember slowing down my walk pace as we got closer. (was nervous as hell).
I signed in into the hospital, changed clothes to there gowns and waited. 45 mins later I got called into the room. I was still nervous, if not more nervous. BUT I was excited! Something would be fixed that was causing me issues and pain for the last... well... since I could remember lol.
It was a basic surgery. I didn't need to be put out. Just 2 quick slices. and a few stitches.
I was worried about getting excited... till I saw the needle, and that fixed that. lol.
The freezing felt like burning, lasted maybe 5 seconds.... then I felt numb...ish down there.
The ONLY thing I felt was the first slice... like a mild bite. And then the first stitch... mildly. but it wasn't like OUCH. it was like a quick sting..... (I am sure that was only because of how high up the frenum cut went, and where the freezing was put in).
Ash sat with me and watched the whole thing. it was over in 10 ish mins.
After it was done, I changed into my clothes and got a ride home.
It took about 3 to 4 weeks for the scar to fully close and start any flattening or remodeling the skin needed to do. To be honest, he did a good job on it, I was happy with it.
First-day recovery..... Weed was an amazing companion. I could not let my foreskin go back over my head.... wasn't happening XD
The second day, not too bad on pain... was able to allow my foreskin to roll back over the head.
3rd day, no real pain, retracting back n forth was a little bitty at times. but better than before,
first week. stitches started coming out.
2nd week. almost all stitches came out.
3rd week+, the scar fully closed and started remodeling. (I generally heal fast)
Removing the frenum, solved the pain issue. When I got hard, my foreskin would slide back n forth no problem. I was very happy about that, but for the longest while, I had a fantom frenum....thing.... it still felt like it was there for up to 4 months mark. It was an odd feeling.... I was so nervous to touch the area (frenum scar) for the longest time ( I kept thinking that the pain was gonna happen when I fully retracted). Ash actually was the first person to play with that area after it healed. I wasn't sure about it for a while but grew to really enjoy it It.
However, my other problem remained. The foreskin got in the way. I had way too much of it, to be honest. I can slide into someone vaginally or anally with no problem. but unless I was rock hard. The foreskin would just get in the way and cover the head. So the head wouldn't get stimulated. So it was either I had to hold it back with my hand or go buy a cock ring to help hold it back. I really didn't want to have to wear something to stay retracted to have sex or jerk off....
(thinking more back on this, I could have gotten a lot of the extra foreskin from stretching out my foreskin when I had phimosis. Because I would stretching out the width and the length when I was holding it back to stretch).
So I was looking at getting the full circumcision. AND AGAIN. My friends started on me about not doing it for reasons listed before. But I finally hit my breaking point. I got so fed up and pissed off with my knot/head always being covered. I went and got a Cock ring to help me retract while I was humping or jerking off. I wanted to see what a cut male would feel and what it would be like. To see if I would like it or hate it before getting it done.
I got a proper one from online and waited the 4 weeks for it to come in the mail, and tried it on. It wasn't bad, was snug, it held back my foreskin without pain or pinching. Later on that night with Ashtar, I got the cock ring, pulled back my foreskin and put it on. I made sure the skin was firmly back, but not painfully back. Enough to make me feel like I was a tight cut male. and WOW..... JUST WOW... by the time I was done, Ashtar was in resting bliss face of "wtf just happened and when can it happen again?!"
That was hands down, a completely different way of getting off.
With an uncut cock, I had skin to play with and help give way for humpings, my head was covered 80% of the time though (with and without the frenum removed). Forcing a retraction and making it stay back, during sex. Made it so the head was always out, the skin was tight and could be rubbed without bunching up. So the head and shaft would always be stimulated. I loved it.
So after a week of trial and error, to see if I liked a lot of skin or no skin.... I was pretty much set on wanting to get snipped. But I had a chance to test out more stuff. I decided to use this chance to test the losing feeling theory and to test if I truly would dislike being cut. I used the cock ring to stay retracted all the time (obviously washing it daily) for 6 months.
Day 1, head of my cock got dry. but still has a moist feel.
After 1 week, the head wasn't wet at all, but a little more spongy. Pleasure increased on frenum scar only.
after 1 month, Pleasure increased on the head. I did notice the head was more spongy. No change in feeling on the frenum scar.
after 2 months, no change
after 3 months, no change
no changes all the way up to 6 months. Still sensitive as hell, Leaving Ashtar more or less breathless. Retracting my foreskin and putting on underwear/clothes for the first week was interesting and comical. but I got used to my head being out all the time, I actually grew to enjoy it being exposed. I also personally liked the look on me to.
At the 6 month mark, I stopped retracting, and just let my foreskin cover my head again. within 1 week, the head was fully wet and moist again. with no changes to sensation.
(I think the idea of loosing "all" sensation mostly comes from what I had ORIGINALLY had (phimosis). When my head first was exposed to the air, after being covered for 10 years. it was VERY sensitive and sore, from the bacteria and never being out, it hurt to touch it. Over time..... it became less sensitive to touch and bearable to play with once I got use to the sheath retracting and being washed.
I can understand how it could feel like you lost a lot of sensation.... If you are going from the head/knot never being out, to surgery, to it always being out and drying out. It can feel like u lost a lot of sensation.
Like I said before though, everyone is wired differently. It may also depend on the cut style/where your nerves are. Or If you have a bad circumcision done or some nerves are damaged during surgery or even when your recovery and you do something to damage it. You may cause damage. (surgical risks).
After the retracting trail. I decided I would get it done. No more crap or BS.
Again told my friends. They told me not to get it done. I just ignored them this time. I knew what I wanted and I knew the risks.
I waited till we moved in May of 2017 (age 29), to start to pursue it. Because I wanted to be as less stressed as it possible.
MINI NOTES
After moving I got more into keeping fit and in keeping in shape, I started doing a lot of working out and running, as well as started looking into martial arts
*XXXXX started to come into the equation of Ash's and mines relationship (poly relationship)
XXXXX is a female dom
Ash and I met XXXXX in January and clicked very well, it started to get more serious about May
BIG NOTE:
Deciding what kind of cut you want done and how much you want taken off. Is all YOUR personal choice if u decide to get cut. No one knows how you get off better then you do.
Some people only use there shaft to get off. Some only use there knot, some use just under there head. some have very sensitive heads/knots, some don't have that much sensation at all. Some like a tight skinned shaft, some love loads of skin to work with. (Tight cut males usually need lube to jerk off with, while loose cuts can get by with there extra skin).
PERSONALLY. I use my knot/head to get off or stroking just under the knot/head to get off. With how I get off, I didn't really need my inner foreskin. But I wanted to keep it, there is a lot of enjoyable nerve endings in it after all.
I wanted to get as HIGH a cut possible along with a TIGHT cut. I wanted to keep as much inner foreskin as possible.
If you are getting cut or if you have to get cut. I recommend a high cut or as high a cut as you can get. How server your phimosis is, will also affect your cut choice. If you have exstreme phimosis, odds are you are going to have a low cut.
(research the hell out of the style of cut you want before you go in. MAKE SURE YOUR DOCTOR UNDERSTANDS THE CUT YOU WANT, get a second or 3rd opinion if needed from other doctors. If you do not like your first doctors answer or just want to fish out your options. This is your dick after all, but also understand you may have to comprise a little on the cut style you want).
2 months after moving into our new place. I called up my doctor to get my referral to see doctor Wilson.
I started to be open about getting circumcised on my Facebook, fetlife, xtube, FA, ... anywhere I was social. I wasn't hiding it anymore, I wasn't being bullied or guilted into something I didn't want. I was gonna be proud of what I was doing, I was gonna be open and share my story, to help give some insight to others who have phimosis or were curious to get cut in general.
Over the next 4 months, I lost some friends over being open about getting a circumcision.
but I had a lot more support than I ever did this time around. The more I was open about it, the more support I got. I still got angry people from time to time. But they either got talked to, to vent about there upset or blocked if they were being an ass hole.
I went and seen my family doctor, to go and see Doctor Wilson. (I had to be referred to him again because it had been more than 1 year since the frenum surgery).
2 weeks later, I was in seeing Doctor Wilson with XXXXX and Ashtar.
I explained I wanted him to finish the job from before, and give me the full circumcision.
He had no problem doing that. Only concern was if OHIP was gonna cover it.
So we waited 3 weeks to hear from OHIP. Got called back into Doctor Wilsons office. OHIP rejected covering it because I could fully retract my foreskin without issue, they didn't care I had issues getting off from my sheath usually covering my head/knot.
So that meant my circumcision was out of pocket, which I was totally fine with. I suspected they wouldn't cover it anyway. (Costed me, $1300 CDN in the end/total.)
So we then made circumcision appointment. The first date they offered was Oct 6th (3 weeks after appointment) and I was surprised at how soon. but I had to say no because I had my Pup Meet on the 7th. I didn't want to go to my pup meet.... not able to do much other than sitting with ice on my crotch lol. So the next offer was October 2nd. I was like "AHHHH UMMMMM.... ok!" It was even sooner.... I didn't want to ask for a 3rd date because I was afraid they would give me something even sooner XD. and I was already nervous lol....
so Oct 2nd is the date I choose. I was PRETTTYYY stressed the during the 2 weeks before my surgery. The last 3 nights before Surgery was very sleepless. Maybe 3 to 5 hours at best each night. I did do exercises and night running to help burn my self out. it did help.
I went out and picked up stuff I needed for post surgery. I picked up Nitrile Gloves, I got Gouz, Tape, Vaseline, Trip Action Polysporn, and Alcohol for cleaning the sink/counter, and to clean the gloves to make sure they were sterile. I delt with urine infections enough when I was little, I know how painful they can get. I DID NOT WANT TO GET AN INFECTION IN MY DICK. nope nope nope, nope times 1000. (I forgot to get Asprine then, but that's something else you may need).
I made sure to get everything I could to keep it as clean as possible as it healed.
Also NOTE: Ice Packs.
There is gonna be swelling, ice is gonna feel like God is touching your dick everytime you put an ice pack on it. The best thing to use on your crotch is a bag of frozen peas or corn, or something that can give u a lot of flexible surface area. The frozen bag of peas or corn will lay over your crotch a lot better then a solid blocked ice pack will. (probably don't want to eat the peas and corn afterward.....) Normally you leave an ice pack on a swollen area for 20 to 30 minutes, then off for 20 to 30 minutes, then on again, etc. Any longer than 30 mins can damage tissue. check with your doctor or up to date medical sites.
2 weeks before my operation. I posted 2 pre circumcision videos on my xtube and fetlife. I did want to have some videos of before, as mementos lol.
The mass majority of messages ended up being overwhelmingly positive feedback. I did get a little annoyed/stressed towards the end because EVERYONE was giving me advice. And it was getting to be a little overwhelming. Especially when it was the same advice from the last 100+ people lol. but I still did appreciate it. Because they at least cared enough to make sure I got it done right and the way I personally wanted.
Due to the 2 videos. I ended up finding a DOM MALE that wanted to do circ roleplay, that was local to me. That came as a huge surprise. Its rare to find someone into that kink, let alone local, let alone a dom lol.... We chatted for a bit and ended up doing some RP scenes before my surgery.
Not many are into circ RP, so that was like finding a Unicorn.... especially right before my surgery. The play date was a lot of fun and I enjoyed it (more or less a cut alpha pup showing an uncut cheetah how to paw and be like a proper breeder). I am glad I got to experience ONE circumcision RP while stilling being intact, that really meant a lot.
one week before my circumcision. I beefed upon fresh healthy food (apples, lemons, bananas, mangos etc), got smoothies loaded with vitamins. I got beans, nuts, and chicken for proteins and all that fun healthy stuff. I wanted to load up my body with good nutrients help recover after surgery better, and heal a lot faster.
Two days before the operation, I stopped smoking weed as directed. *medication mixing, weed was a big no no (especially with the medication they would be giving me).
The last night before my circumcision, I did one last video being an intact male with Ashtar, my last memento. Then XXXXX and I went out for a night downtown, we went to a local pub. I could not drink or smoke week 48 hours before surgery, so we just sang at a karaoke pub). Afterwards, we went for a mini walk near the river, then came back home and rested for the night. I remember dreading coming back home because I knew what was happening in the morning. I was so nervous, I so was happy, I was so worried..... I was everything.
Ash had work the day of my surgery (first day of Ash's new job) So he couldn't go with us to the hospital but would be there in the recovery room. Which was fine. Ash's new job looked awesome and I knew he would enjoy it.
So it would just be XXXXX and me going to the Hospital.
In the morning, I got up about 7 AM, showered, put on LOOSE clothes, went and got coffee with XXXXX. I could drink certain things up till 10:45 AM.
Came back home, chilled till about 11 AM and then left to go to the hospital.
Had a nice relaxing walk there, Got there about 11:30 AM, signed in.
Waited for about 20 mins and got called in to get set up.
Had a nice nurse, we chatted a good bit as she went over my info, why I was in there, blah blah blah.
After she finished, XXXXX was allowed to come back and wait with me till I was called in.
I wasn't put on a bed/stretcher. I was given a reclining chair... I THINK it was to help with anxiety, to get me to relax better, OR it was because my surgery was a quick... snip lol.
There were only 3 others in there that had operations today.
We were all for Doctor Wilson. Poor Steve... Took both sedatives at once... Was totally gone XD.
XXXXX and I ended up bringing some comedy and laughter to the pre-surgical room. Everyone seemed stressed, so why not make people smile?
The first 2 went in. The other 2 had more complex surgeries, so they were a bit. I ended up going in late, but I was the last one lol. They were finished up at around 2:15 PM. We think one had complications, but best of luck to both of them.
The doctors came into my waiting bay one by one to explain who they were, and what they were doing. Made them all smile, even the grumpy one.... but I think they where grumpiness was due to a stressful day, considering the prior surgeries, and the possible complications.
Doctor: "do you have any issues with your bowels"
Noble:"... Oh, I have IBS"
Doctor: "and how do you go about dealing with that"
".... Cry on the toilet?"
(XXXXX, 2 other doctors crack up laughing.)
Lastly, I talked to Doctor Wilson about that cut.
At first, he said low cut, and I then I replied with absolutely not. I wanted high as possible and tight. I have some pretty... Big veins and so on, but I knew I did not have any issues getting a high cut done. So after debate and safety think-overs with him, I decided on about ... 1 inch of inner skin to be kept and a tight cut to be done.
My last question to him before I went in was 'how long till I can start running again?' he replied saying About 3 to 4 weeks to ensure it's healed a good bit. Which was fine, I could do light exercises till then.
So 10 mins after that I was called down to the operating room (nurse came and got me and brought me down). I got to walk down and hop up onto the table. Everyone smiled as I walked in, the atmosphere was relaxed and not stressed in the lest.
Not gonna lie, walking down and into the room, got me bushy tailed. It just had a different feel than being rolled down the hallway on a bed and into the operating room. Walking down made it more personal and meaningful. Because I felt like I Pup being lead down the hall to be marked or turned into an alpha/breeder. or at least thats what played in my head to help keep me calm during that, i was still nervous lol.
I walked over to the table, and got up onto it. Once laying on the table. Had warm blankets thrown on me. Arms put out for IV and heart rate stuff. Had quick chit-chat. The one Doctor told me she was giving me drunk stuffs in my IV, 20 seconds later I was out, lol.
I woke up around... 5 PM, or a little after I think. The second thing I saw was a blurry clock (The first thing i saw was a curtain). I felt like I had a heavy night of drinking, with no water. My head was killing me. (A headache lasted 2 ish days).
Had a nice/polite nurse again with lots of chit-chats. After 10 to 20 minutes coming out of it. She changed out the bandage and I was wheeled over to aftercare (visiting room) and Ash and XXXXX came in. I had a ginger ale. relaxed for a bit to make sure no bad side effects would occur and I was fully awake before leaving.
10 mins later I was changing into my clothes and was then on my way home.
Got home, sat down on the couch, and just relaxed for the rest of the night. Had a SMALL dab at 7 PM. I didn't want to mix any of the drugs. Especially weed with the painkillers they gave me at the hospital as well to take home (Jamp-Tramadol/acetaminophen, says right on the box to not mix with alcohol or weed). I still should have waited another hour before I did that. After my dab, I did feel a little sick for ... 30ish mins. After waiting more than 48 hours to have a dab. I knew if I had a normal sized dab for me.... That would not have ended well (WATCH MEDICATION MIXING).
So about.... 12 midnight. I changed my bandages. my surgical scar looked good.... well, bruised and swollen... but good, lol. It was a well-done cut and stitch job, and my stitches were itchy >.> so itchy.
If you have any questions about changing your bandages, please ask your doctor, or do your research on how to properly change your bandages, just make sure the websites and videos you view, are legit. But in general, main points would make sure everything is sterile that you are touching or your bandage change kit is touching. Make sure your stitches are covered with Vaseline or equivalent before applying the bandages. To avoid your stitches sticking to the bandages. You will have blood and discharge from your cut for 2 to 4 weeks.
Pain wise.... This doesn't hurt at all, to be honest... Well, it does and doesn't..... At most, it feels like I bruised my dick.... With the odd small pain pulse... That feels like a small pinch. If anything, It's just discomforting. The only "painkillers" I took was weed. The "pain" wasn't that bad that it painkillers were needed. I could have done recovery without getting stoned. Weed just made it less discomforting.... and more fun.
Granted, I only had the circumcision. I had my frenectomy 2 years ago, so only the shaft skin was really dealt for me. But I can see how bad swelling from cutting the frenum could pose an issue for passing urine. With the swelling possibly blocking the flow of it.
(NOTE If your frenum has been cut/stitched. When you urinate, keep a piece of toilet paper between ur pee hole and the frenum stitches. Urine MAY trickle up the bottom of your cock as you finish peeing. Running up and going over your stitches. So keep an eye on that, until you figure out your new cock/stitches heal.
After changing the bandages, I chilled on the couch in pup gear, Messaging on the phone till about 1 ish AM... Then passed out. I decided to change my bandages every 12 hours. To make it easy, 12 noon, and 12 midnight. (Do not forget to change ur bandages, infections and other nasty stuff can occur from unchanged bandages). I didn't want to sleep in the bed, in case Ash or XXXXX, accidentally smacked something. lol
Day 1 recovery. Wasnt bad. Some swelling and bruising, some blood when I changed the bandages. I just chilled and watched movies all day with XXXXX. Until Ash got home, everyone chatted and chilled for the evening/night. I did notice I got a fever around 4 PM. Of which I sent Ash to get some Asprine. To keep my fever down and blood flowing. I was 99% sure my fever was from my body working to heal myself. I watched for any signs of infections, in case I was wrong. (Make sure you can take Asprine, ask your doctor).
Honestly....
Nothing really hit me until the second night of recovery. After everyone had gone to bed. I changed my bandages and I was laying on the couch. I put on a 8 hour Deep Sleep Wave Music video from youtube, To help sleep. I had a little dab. I laid back on the couch with a bag of peas on my crotch, and let out a long-needed sigh of relief. I was finally alone in my thoughts. Then it hit me. I finally did it. I DID IT, I wanted it for so long, I dealt with all those years of BS, I did what made me happy. I let out a little laugh. Then I let out another... and then I started crying, laughing and shaking. I completely lost it in a fit of joy and laughter on the couch. I never felt such a feeling. (Think of the last scene of the Movie, Kill Bill 2, with Kiddo in the bathroom), that went on for 30 to 40 mins. When I calmed down, I turned to the TV. The stunning images that played in the background from this music video. Never looked so beautiful. I feel asleep to a HD sun setting with a harmonious beat. I have never been so at peace.
Day 2 was the worst for swelling and brusing. Since your body now knows whats going on and its working overtime to heal and to kill any incoming bacteria or virus. I found out very fast how to counter morning wood. I awoke on the couch going INTO having a stiffy. I knew what was gonna happen in and what I was about to feel in 3 seconds... ya... hell no that. I turned on my side, curled into a ball. pushed my hips up, arching them, pushing more skin to crotch area. Then bit down on my arm, thinking about ice, or falling leaves, until I got soft again. After dealing with that, I made some food in the slow cooker and relaxed for the rest of the day with friends/family. Swelling started to go down during the evening. One stitch started coming out. I had the odd quick pain bite, I knew that was the healing process. I noticed my head/knot starting to dry out.
Day 3 little morning wood, throwing my self to my side and curling up again. The swelling was the same as the night before, bruising spidered out a little, less red..... same bitey pain every so often from different spots along the cut. I was up and mobile by this day. I cleaned up the chicken from dinner the night prior. still sore though.
relaxed all day while doing some cleaning, went to the store with Ashtar. By the evening bandage change, it was less red. I passed out on the couch again. I will note that my stitches were getting increasingly itchy each day that passed.
Day 4 woke with morning wood and curling up again (I will note, that I had morning wood every damn morning from this point on. I had to keep curling up on my side as well as sleep on my side). Bruising was almost gone, but the swelling was still there. Had tingling pain nips here and there. As a whole, discomfort was a lot more tolerable today than yesterday. After Ash got home, we went for a mini walk to get coffee and to the store. the walk was just a little discomforting, not as bad as the day priors store visit.
My fever wouldn't break. At this point, I knew it was my body overworking to heal its self. So I listened to my body.
Towards the evening, around..... 7 PM, I passed out until 9 PM. I feel asleep again at 11 PM and woke up at 1 AM, which is when I changed my bandages. The naps helped me out GREATLY. I knew my body was healing or fighting something.
The bandages at this point still had some blood in them, It was more discharge (plasma) then blood at this point.
My head/knot was fairly dry by now.
I will note my stitches where pretty itchy by night time and some pressure and discomfort did easy up. I started sleeping back in my own bed.
Day 5 was the day of my pup meet. I was healing up pretty well by this point. I had the odd pain pulse....... morning wood and rolling lol... cries. Changing the bandages in the morning was the same as the day before, just less swelling. During the day, I was up and walking about, a little painful at times. but I didn't have much trouble. I managed to make it 5 days before my Dog, jumped up, making me in my nuts/stitches.... That hurt pretty damn bad. (I did check to make sure nothing was damaged, he just hit a TENDER area). I was in ... pain for about 1 hour to 1.5 hours afterward. I had a 1-hour nap.
Everyone went out during the evening. I did not have much issues walking. I just could not go very fast. Any swelling that was affecting the head is fully exposed, had gone down (but still touching the top rim of the head). When I changed my bandages. I did lose another stitch.
Day 6. I cleaned up our apartment and changed my bandages, some blood and discharge (plasma) from the cut still happened, another stitch came out. After about.... 7 PM, Any discomfort, so long as i did not bounce or jerk suddenly, had stopped. I was slowly getting used to my knot being out more... I stopped getting semis every 5 damn mins facepalms.
Changing the bandages during the night, the swelling on the right side started to go down. More discharge and blood. I Applied triple action Polysporn. I purposely waited one week before applying it, I did not want to apply it directly to a fresh surgical wound. I applied Polysporn each bandage change for 1 week. To also save a little on typing. I am gonna say this here. every stitch I lost, either dissolved into mosh, or had discharge and blood, or just broke apart and got pulled into the bondage.
1 Week. Some more stitches came out in the morning and evening bandage changes. My stitches started to become extremely itchy (my body was getting ready to push them out). The swelling was still slowly going down on both left and right side. but more so on the right side. Walked to my family's place for Thanksgiving dinner (35 min walk each way) with Ashtar. Still adjusting to my knot being out all the time. It was pretty dry and a little spongy by this point. At the 1 week mark. I was less afraid of getting erect since it had been a week since I got circumcised and I had healed pretty well so far (but I still avoided getting fully hard at all costs, The hardest I got was about... 60% while curled up pushing more skin to the area).
I was almost at my regular walking pace, but walking to fast or bouncing did hurt the stitches alittle.
Day 8. I was a lot more active today. We walked to Ashtars Mothers for family dinner. Approx 40 min walk. More Swelling went down. During the morning and evening bandage change. I lost 1 stitch each time. I was now able to walk at my normal walking pace.
Day 9. I lost a lot of stitches during the morning bandage change, I was very surprised by that, to be honest. Started working on fursuits again, worked all day on fursuits. I held off on working on fursuits until Day 9. I wanted to heal a good bit before I jumped into work, especially work that involves cutting and shaving false fur. I lost a couple more stitches during the night bandage change.
Day 10 I lost more stitches during the evening bandage change. The more stitches I lost, the less itchy I felt. I had about 15 to 10 stitched left to lose, by the end of the night. I spend most of today working on a fursuit. I did end up going to the store to by some materials (2-hour total walk). I started to do exercises. The swelling had gone down more.
Day 11 I lost more stitches in both morning and night bandage changes. At this point, I had 8 to 11 stitches left to fall out. I worked on fursuits all of today.
(At the end of the day. I was doing my normal work out routine the one I was doing before surgery, minus the running). The swelling had gone down enough for the shaft skin to stop touching the top of the head/knot while soft. The head/knot had also become noticeably spongy.
Day 12 more stitches came out ( 8 to 6 left) more swelling went down. Worked on fursuits and relaxed for most of the day, plus my workouts.
Day 13 More stitches came out. 4 to 5 left. the swelling went more down. the head was fully dried out by this time.. and very spongy and soft
2 weeks My last stitch came out on Day 15. and over the next week, my scar/skin pulled it self more and more closed. bleeding and discharge happened right up until Day 20.
3 weeks marked the day that I stopped having to wear bandages anymore. Was also finally able to wear normal good underwear. Instead of throwaway underwear, that could get blood and stuff on them. I started being able to bike during the beginning of week 3.
Week 4: Marked the week that I was finally was able to start running again. With no pain or any biting.My scar was just entering the flattening and remodeling stage.
Week 4 also marked the first time I got off since getting circumcised. That orgasm was the single most intense cumming, I have ever had/felt/experienced. (I was in Tears/bliss for a good while after cumming). I had no sheath in the way, or to use to get off with. I had no cock ring on forcing my sheath back. I had to use lube. I hadn't gotten off in 28 days. I had to focus on the head because I was concerned about putting to much strain on my scar still (But it still felt amazing). so that hilt and climax... (falls back in bliss).
Week 5: Life was back to normal-ish. More or less was just relaxing, working and waiting for healing. nothing too exciting here
Week 6+: I started to explore my cock little, playing with lube, textures, and feels.
At week 7, I was able to hump my first fleshlight. Was able to play with my shaft more.
At week 8, I slide into my first vag
At week 9, I slide into my first butt.
The fleshlight used was a soft silicone. We have hard silicon ones. I did TRY it, but I did not want to risk any hard pulling or pushing on my shaft at this point. I carefully entered the toy, to test any pain and so on. By week 6. I had gotten use to not having foreskin, but not humping without a foreskin. My knot was always out now. When I got hard, i didn't have much skin to play with and nothing was covering my head. So that head/knot pop in was new. Each slide back in fourth was intense bliss, I was unsure at first but once I got used to it.... I edged/lasted maybe 10 mins of teasing my self into cumimg in the fleshlight. The orgasm was INTENSE, more Intense then when was uncut and retracting. The tight feel/hug around my cock/knot as I shot, felt amazing. Every thrust as I shot, stimulating my head/knot.
After getting Cut. I can Def clarify that vags are less tighter then bums.
I slide into my Owner fine. It felt A LOT better sliding in cut. and intercourse in general felt way better. Sliding into my husband was a bit tighter/harder. but felt amazing in the end aswell. Again, no sheath in the way, so everything was much more intense. (didn't cum, just teased with both my husband and )
After being cut for 2.5 months now. More flattening has occurred, and more swelling as gone down. There is...I wanna say about 5% swelling left. Its just a little raised where the scar is.
At 2.5 months. How do I feel being cut?
Oh I hands down love this. I love my knot always out. I am VERY happy my foreskin is gone. I love having a tight shaft and using lube. I didn't lose any sensation that I am aware of. My knot got dried out, but it's still as sensitive as I was when I was uncut. It just changed its feel/texture is. Its very spongy and soft to the touch, not wet at all like it was when I was uncut.
Underwear was interesting getting use to. I had to throw out some really bad course feeling ones. They were ok when I was uncut, but cut... NOPE. The netting in swim shorts was a fast NOPE aswell. It felt like a cheese grater on my knot/head.
After testing some pairs of undies we had. I decided/felt Cotton, spandex and silk felt the best.
After being cut for this long, and experience retracting my foreskin for a few months. I fully understand why some may not want to be cut. You have a very sensitive part of your body, always out, rubbing against your clothes. Not to mention little to no foreskin to help jerk off with. I can fully understand how this very intense stimulation can be very unbearable to some. (remember, everyone is wired differently, Which is why I strongly encourage parents/guardians to leave there child intact, unless there is a medical reason, like not being able to urinate. Teach your children how to wash their privates and let them decide later on in life if they want to get circumcision or not). I am glad I got the choice to choose if I want to get cut or not. And I would honestly be very angry if it wasn't my choice. But would understand it, if there was no other choice.
Notes and conclusion.
I wish I did not have phimosis or a tight Fren. I would have loved to experience a proper working intact cock. But eh, the experience I went through, I wouldn't change.
I got to experience being intact with phimosis. As well as stretching my foreskin and succeeding on stretching my foreskin, to be able to retract. I got to feel my knot out for the first time and got to feel it desensitize and get properly cleaned, becoming bearable to play with. I got to feel somewhat, what an intact cock feels like... even though painful. I got to experience losing my frenum and what its like not having a fren and still have my foreskin. I got to experience retracting/unsheathing. I got to experience getting circumcised and what its like to be a cut male. After everything, I proudly wear these 2 scars. I'm so happy I got this done. I don't have to hold back my foreskin to get stimulated anymore. Which makes masturbating and sex alot more enjoyable to me. I love the feel of being a cut/modified male. and I am looking forward to more experiences being cut.
If you are a cut male, and looking to restore your foreskin. check out:
http://www.norm.org/
If you are an uncut male, and are looking into a frenectomy, or a circumcision. check out:
http://www.circinfo.net/
If you are wondering what cock ring I used to stay retracted. It is the one linked below.
http://www.665leather.com/powerslin.....sport-fucke…
it was very comfy, since it was silicon, it bent with my body as I moved around
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