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7 years ago
I made this account to keep my babyfur interests separate from my main account. Partly it's out of consideration for the people watching me there that aren't into babyfur. But the other reason is that part of me is ashamed of my babyfur side. When I get ahold of and use diapers it's fun and arousing in the moment, but afterwards I very often feel ashamed and disgusted with myself, like an addict trying and failing to stay clean. I'll often buy a pack, use one or two, and throw the rest away. I like diapers, but I hate the fact that I do. If I could get rid of this fetish I would. That's part of the reason I've made so little progress on my stories.
The weird thing is, at the same time, I feel no shame in being a furry or being into TF. The only thing I don't like about being into TF is that it can't actually happen. I'm even open about being a furry with a couple people I know IRL, but not about this.
I'll finish this by saying that this doesn't mean I think poorly of other babyfurs or AB/DLs. To each their own. This is just a matter of how I feel about my own links.
The weird thing is, at the same time, I feel no shame in being a furry or being into TF. The only thing I don't like about being into TF is that it can't actually happen. I'm even open about being a furry with a couple people I know IRL, but not about this.
I'll finish this by saying that this doesn't mean I think poorly of other babyfurs or AB/DLs. To each their own. This is just a matter of how I feel about my own links.
The best part is you CAN remove it like how people try to remove being gay through lots of therapy."
From what I took from that was I CAN change it, but it would be a hard road and it's better to just accept myself since I am not hurting anyone. If I was hurting someone that would be the tipping point of getting help. However, liking diapers is just as gross as liking feet or wanting to be fat. To each their own. It doesn't have to be YOU, but can be a part of you that you like on the side. I also like TF and have felt the same as you. It's good to keep your accounts separate. I did that recently when someone I didn't want to access my main account did. Deleted everything and started over.
If you want to talk about this hit me up. Can't control what you're into, but you don't need to feel terrible liking it either.