FA+
Shop
I feel slightly cursed with bad luck
7 years ago
IBKC Shtuff
Some of my fave artists ^^ plugplugpimpplug
Some of my fave artists ^^ plugplugpimpplug
Click for Jewelry -->Art By Angel <--Click for Jewelry>^.ָ.^< This last month I've been doing all that I can to keep my chin up, and not let things get to me. But my accident at work has left me feeling....rather useless.
As some may know, I fell at work and messed up my foot.
I was out for two weeks, which HURT! And I have to keep taking days off to go have followups done and such. As of right now, I'm still wearing the boot for another 2 weeks, an MRI is going to be done because there is Something still messed up, but the X-rays are not showing it. That will be another day of work missed, and as for workman's comp?
HA! HAHAHAHAHHA! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! >.<
Not only do I Not know when I may get that, but it Might be about 100.00 MAYBE.
My check today? was just a bit over 100. Which with all the bills and rent, obviously i cannot cover.
Oh and my boss informed me that I was passed over for the promotion that for the last 3 months, I was busting my ass for. [she ended the convo with telling me that i'm still lead and put a freaking smiley emojii. oh yeah. I'm smiling.]
2 weeks before my next check, which hopefully will be a little better, but still not by much.
I'm asking for work. [not handouts. I want to Earn.]
Name your price.
If it's jewelry? Name your price [please within reason. ]
*Side note. LazyRay I have Not forgotten you. I have your package here ready to go. Unfortunately my lack of transportation has made it difficult for me to get to the post office. That and timing and work. I WILL get it out to you, with a few extra goodies in there for your wonderful [and for me undeserving] patience.
Simple art? Name your price, within reason please.
Look through my gallery, there are Some things I'm capable of doing, hell I'll push my boundaries and try something new!!
Would you like a narrated story done on video? Hell I'll do that!! for a bit of a price! [actually that sounds like loads of fun!!]
Halloween is coming up, perhaps I can read you some short creepy pasta stories...again for a price. [small price.]
I'm not sure what else I can offer. But I'll do what I can.
I just need help, please.
Now, I feel I need to say this....because over the years I've read a lot of journals of people asking for help, and many really NEEDED that help. And I've read almost as many journals of people begging for the sake of getting easy money.
I want you to know, I try VERY hard, I work Very hard to make my money, to help make ends meet. [and yes, so does Jt. He busts his ass every single night. ]
And I know it seems like he or myself are always asking for help. I'm sorry for that. i really am. which is why I want to EARN. Im not looking for handouts. I'm not looking for an easy way out. But I do need help. And I'm happy to work for it.
Anyway, that's it....I'm feeling a little awkward now. I think rally that's just me overthinking everything right now. Something I tend to do when I'm stressed out.
Thanks for reading, and thank you for being here. I appreciate it more than you'll ever know.
As some may know, I fell at work and messed up my foot.
I was out for two weeks, which HURT! And I have to keep taking days off to go have followups done and such. As of right now, I'm still wearing the boot for another 2 weeks, an MRI is going to be done because there is Something still messed up, but the X-rays are not showing it. That will be another day of work missed, and as for workman's comp?
HA! HAHAHAHAHHA! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! >.<
Not only do I Not know when I may get that, but it Might be about 100.00 MAYBE.
My check today? was just a bit over 100. Which with all the bills and rent, obviously i cannot cover.
Oh and my boss informed me that I was passed over for the promotion that for the last 3 months, I was busting my ass for. [she ended the convo with telling me that i'm still lead and put a freaking smiley emojii. oh yeah. I'm smiling.]
2 weeks before my next check, which hopefully will be a little better, but still not by much.
I'm asking for work. [not handouts. I want to Earn.]
Name your price.
If it's jewelry? Name your price [please within reason. ]
*Side note. LazyRay I have Not forgotten you. I have your package here ready to go. Unfortunately my lack of transportation has made it difficult for me to get to the post office. That and timing and work. I WILL get it out to you, with a few extra goodies in there for your wonderful [and for me undeserving] patience.
Simple art? Name your price, within reason please.
Look through my gallery, there are Some things I'm capable of doing, hell I'll push my boundaries and try something new!!
Would you like a narrated story done on video? Hell I'll do that!! for a bit of a price! [actually that sounds like loads of fun!!]
Halloween is coming up, perhaps I can read you some short creepy pasta stories...again for a price. [small price.]
I'm not sure what else I can offer. But I'll do what I can.
I just need help, please.
Now, I feel I need to say this....because over the years I've read a lot of journals of people asking for help, and many really NEEDED that help. And I've read almost as many journals of people begging for the sake of getting easy money.
I want you to know, I try VERY hard, I work Very hard to make my money, to help make ends meet. [and yes, so does Jt. He busts his ass every single night. ]
And I know it seems like he or myself are always asking for help. I'm sorry for that. i really am. which is why I want to EARN. Im not looking for handouts. I'm not looking for an easy way out. But I do need help. And I'm happy to work for it.
Anyway, that's it....I'm feeling a little awkward now. I think rally that's just me overthinking everything right now. Something I tend to do when I'm stressed out.
Thanks for reading, and thank you for being here. I appreciate it more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes, there's nothing left to do, but mewPaypal Artbyangel.martin@gmail.comMarried to the very sweet and wonderful
Girlfriend to the very cute and sweet
I love you both. So much. More than words could ever convey.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Awesome link! Grow like an artist 
like last night it popped. It was weird. like you know when you crick your neck? there's that really sharp pan for a few moments that's what my foot felt like along the side.
They took more xrays today, didn't see anything bone wise. [although my pinky toe on my hurt foot looks all sorts of weird and messed up o,O]
hence the MRI. All i know is that is hindering my job. and as such my pay. And honestly i feel like this also cost me that promotion i was trying to get. I can't prove that...but ....well..yanno....me and paranoia.
blarg.
It will get better i'm sure. :) chin up i shall do!
I will say this though. While yes, we're going through tough times, and by we, I mean all of us in one form or another. But we do have something very important. Something that will help us through these times.
And that is our loved ones. we have our friends, our families and our partners. We have people that care about us, and will help in any way they can. We have support from those around us.
And while what we're going through SUCKS MAJOR SEWER SLIME SNAIL ASS....I find it comforting to know that there are people that Do care.
This may not necessarily "Fix" the problems, but it will at least help us through them. <3
As for the "SMILE things will get better!" the sentiment is meant well, but for some reason...i find it super annoying. Just like the "well it Could be worse!" [and i catch myself getting ready to say that sometimes]
It's another sentiment that is meant well, but well... it isn't. You don't Have to smile! You can vent, you can scream be angry, acknowledge that it's just not fair because sometimes, it's not.
But also know, that yes....it Will at some point get better. Maybe not all at once, maybe not for a while, or maybe BAM! it will. But take each thing, be it a pretty sunset, a warm embrace, even comfort food....and remember, that These are the Betters. they help give you strength to gt through life's.....issues.