Journey through withdrawing.
6 years ago
Though it all my strength shall never falter.
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I am currently going through a journey of psych medicine withdraws, Geodon to be precise, and my body is NOT happy, I am having severe muscle cramping, it's making me hurt literally everywhere, I have weird time lapses, I close my eyes for a second and then when I open them again, everything seems different, I have no idea. But I am completely and utterly miserable, not going to lie; and they don't warn you of this stuff when they put you on, now I did not cut myself off the medicine I am being weaned by a doctor I'm currently on 20mg, after being on a high dosage for a year and a half, so the up side to this is, I'm not having any psychological breaks, but I'm not going to lie when I say the anxiety it's bringing me is absolutely crippling on top of the physical pain, and the muscles of my throat are tight, and it literally feels like someone is strangling me constantly, I have tried tylenol for the pain and it's done nadda for me, which usually it kills pain for me within 20-30 minutes, I can't lay down because of the cramps starting, and now the dizziness is kicking in, which doesn't help the fact I have medical vertigo and take Meclazine for and it's doing nadda to help the dizzy spells, I just feel out of body sorts of ways right now, and I'm going to admit, I feel extremely vulnerable because my anxiety is like a monster, literally consuming me right now, I sit here typing this, trying to tell myself it will get better, but the struggle is absolutely real, and I wouldn't wish this on anyone and I say this, if a doctor is going to put you on medicine ASK for the love of the lord, ask what the withdraws from it is, because it literally can ruin your life, like it's ruining mine right now. Thank you for reading, God Bless. (Also I don't know while going through my progress how active I'm going to be. If you need me add my Discord.)
Hentairo
~hentairo
You'll get through this. Don't worry.
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