2006 was a long time ago when I was younger and first being introduced to the furry fandom. I've miscalculated and it turns out I've been part of the fandom for 13 years, not 14. This is my 14th year of the fandom annnd I finally have a tail of my fursona. It was a lovely gift from my boyfran for my birthday and honestly its something I will cherish forever! or at least until it wears out and I gotta get a new one

Tonight, I have been through a journey of time and space! I've learned that we truly live in a small world after talking to someone who I apparently went to highschool with. My mind was blown and I ended up going through a lot of old stuff from my past. From recovering old accounts to just searching things I've been to. Most of it actually doesn't exist anymore cause a lot of sites I went to have been shut down or reset.

My first thought? I am far less obnoxious! I am actually a lot more reserved to my self now like I don't RP anymore and I don't go out of my way enough to thank those who pay me any attention... at least the ones who actually care or used to care about me for more than just RP. I feel I need to thank them some more cause my views of things have changed a lot. I've lost and gained friends to the point where they come and go like a box of chocolates. Some of them stick to my face and I just cant seem to lick them off.

I am truly thankful for having many friends who care about me and want to spend time with me today. I think I've taken things for granted after seeing many faces come and go over the years. I've always felt that its no big deal losing a friend cause I can just make another one. While that's not untrue, the other side of that sword is I miss my old friends. We don't usually ever end off on bad terms but we just seem to drift away and suddenly we don't know each other anymore. Can you call a stranger you know little about your friend?

I've got much to think about it seems but it just blows my mind that this is my 14th year starting on march 5th. You know what? I'm gonna do something! I want to be less of a lurker and maybe join a few discords to chat in or something... ehh I'm gonna wait till I have a better work schedule. I do have a better one coming! its just a matter of being allowed to start my new position... More on that later :D

Anywho, sorry for ranting. I just needed to type out some things on my mind. Carry on!