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Hey there everyone. I would like to apologize for yesterday's journal.

I'm mostly feeling better now. Yesterday wasn't great. I had some trouble with a real life friend of mine that just made me kinda lose hope in friendship in general. It also reminded me of all the romantic relationships I've gotten in over the years and how they all ended disastrously.

Also, the previous night I barely got any sleep at all. My insomnia is acting up again and making me feel miserable for the last few days. Luckily last night I was indeed able to get a good night of sleep. Also the weather hasn't help, with it being rainy and grey all the time. Its been grey and rainy since the beginning of may, with a few sunny days sprinkled here and there... But they are few and far between... Certainly not the weather we should be having in June.

I've also been reflecting on my romantic life and how all my relationships have ended in disasters. Lately I've just been feeling unwanted on that side, with everyone I was interested in just rejecting me in a more or less cold manner.

So yeah, still trying to see the bright side of things, but its not always easy.

I would like to thank everyone who showed support to me, I am very grateful for each and everyone of you. *Offers hugs*

Stay safe everyone, and keep on being awesome.

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