FA+
Shop
going through with it
Posted 10 years agomy favorites will remain static to keep promoting an ol' friend of mines mod, an awesome mod at that. Of an renamon, a vault, custom armor, an new race, which was pure effort. Not a commision, nor an YCH but pure effort and feedback given love, something I can respect fondly.
possible mod endorsement (NOTE! to all close friends)
Posted 10 years agoif http://www.furaffinity.net/user/loltheoddonelol/ agrees to a comment I made, you will get recomendations to check out his AWESOME renamon mod for fallout: new vegas, this is a journal to all my close watchers and friends to stop any confusion in private messages.
admission to Chara [BYND Contract]
Posted 10 years ago*for reference, this has been originally handwritten in my blood, not because of suicidal thoughts, nor mental stability, but scientific experiment of forms of preservation of documents, they say blood is thicker than water, so I decided over the course of months to write this in my blood so that if the document was washed away, that the document would be preserved and not fade, and even had it laminated, and also after finishing the writing, encased it in a sheet of refined bulletproof plexiglass lined with lead and steel to protect it from fires, and the glass to protect against acid, if the fruits of my labors shine through, this document will be remembered physically after centuries not as an simple experiment, but an declaration*
I grow tired of this body, stone and heavy body...
And yet, I find within writing this, ambition and expectation... I have decided to construct a will to one of my closer friends, who may of gotten a bit "possesive", this will is made PUBLIC, so anyone reading can know what I expect from a person during funeral rights should I for reasons beyond my comprehension, kick the bucket, this will, will be divided into many pages, and hard to forge given the documents hard container to protect it for eons. The BYND of the body, the BYND of the mind, the BYND of the soul. Each is rules and regulations on my last rites.
BYND of the body:
Should I be murdered, incompetently slaughtered by my fellow human, possesed and destroyed (see BYND of the soul), desecrated, or suffer lethal accident, my body is to be burried in the EXACT spot of my unexpected demise, with tombstone and burial in the middle, and after a funeral, an giant and impenetrable wall of temprid steel 25 ft. tall, 25 ft. in a box formation to be manufactured, showing that the ones responsible will be barred, or encumbered at a more costly entry to prosper, I.E. a train engineer would need a new set of tracks around the site, an new road would need to be erected without disturbing the old one, etc.
with this in mind, it will be known that slaughter, intentional or not, will not be tolerated by me, even from beyond the grave, and prosperity will shast temporarily halt as my name carries the weight it deserves.
My body, is to be preserved in a cryogenics system underground,shast I not rot, and my organs are not to be disturbed by ANY medical staff, violation of this rule will also violate BYND of the soul, damning any soul that attempts such impudence. This rule also will protect me if I am ASSUMED dead, as I have heard of medical "professionals" ripping out organs of those who were just unconcious, many of my online friends have been lost to an doctors impatient stupidity, and I'm not about to join such ranks lest my soul, under this contract, gets a say-so about their afterlife.
No organs can be removed from me, and only I can lift this BYND, and only lift it temporarily for one day.
BYND of SOUL
If the BYND of body, or BYND of mind is violated, the BYND of my soul will be damning those responsible! My soul will become vengeful, and unrelenting, as faded hands drag somone responsible down to face the demon princes divine justice. First offense can be for afterlife. But repeated offenses can cause illness, disease, or plague. Let it be known that the BYND of soul, disallows me to change my soul, nor control it, my souls actions will not reflect my own, as if they are 2 different entities entirely.
Should my soul become possesed, there are a few courses of action:
attempt reason and merciful justice - only will work if I knew you personally, or plead.
rectify violations of any 3 of these BYNDs, if this is impossible my soul, under contract of one of my closest friends (whom shasnt be named.) will be more vengeful.
OR you must of lived a life where you have not killed your fellow human, and always found negotiable, diplomatic solutions. Bloodshed in any form is not tolerable, nor applicable, thus making my soul have the same affinity as my closest friends soul.
My soul, is to be respected, may anyone who damns my soul be also damning themselves, my body can be respected or disrespected as seen fit, which is what most protesters picket-sign any ways.
May my soul forgive, if you're a forgiving person.
May my soul avenge, and be attuned with my closest friend soul, if you yourself are vengeful.
And if you have killed even one person, let it be known you may be possesed and controlled by my soul, even if the act was in self-defense, and may your body, mind and soul not only become mine, but completely atuned with my closest friends soul, as we both become gods, controlling your body.
BYND of the mind
This one is self-explanatory, my memories are to be preserved and protected above all else, my brain is to be preserved inside my body, and have the most focus for being preserved, and if the technology advances enough, for my memories,personality, emotions, etc. to be ported onto a computer. If my brain rots, so does my memories, and thus my soul can possess the offenders.
BYND of Myself:
Should I die of natural causes, BYND of body and BYND of mind will be applicable, and BYND of soul will be lifted temporarily for 32 and a half days, my soul will be tuned with my closest friends soul, and all rights will be transferred to the family once binded,now seperated, the dreemurr dafens royalties, and be protected from all BYNDs in this contract accordingly, and bequeeethed a maximum of 100000 gold. Should I die prematurely of unatural causes, this will be forfiet, and all offenders arrested, and be given contagious necrosis by my soul, which will drive said murderers insane.
___----~~~~CHARA[ATTUNE]SAFETY(GODS)BYND#09765443767765ÈÈ7754221AE~~~~----____
I grow tired of this body, stone and heavy body...
And yet, I find within writing this, ambition and expectation... I have decided to construct a will to one of my closer friends, who may of gotten a bit "possesive", this will is made PUBLIC, so anyone reading can know what I expect from a person during funeral rights should I for reasons beyond my comprehension, kick the bucket, this will, will be divided into many pages, and hard to forge given the documents hard container to protect it for eons. The BYND of the body, the BYND of the mind, the BYND of the soul. Each is rules and regulations on my last rites.
BYND of the body:
Should I be murdered, incompetently slaughtered by my fellow human, possesed and destroyed (see BYND of the soul), desecrated, or suffer lethal accident, my body is to be burried in the EXACT spot of my unexpected demise, with tombstone and burial in the middle, and after a funeral, an giant and impenetrable wall of temprid steel 25 ft. tall, 25 ft. in a box formation to be manufactured, showing that the ones responsible will be barred, or encumbered at a more costly entry to prosper, I.E. a train engineer would need a new set of tracks around the site, an new road would need to be erected without disturbing the old one, etc.
with this in mind, it will be known that slaughter, intentional or not, will not be tolerated by me, even from beyond the grave, and prosperity will shast temporarily halt as my name carries the weight it deserves.
My body, is to be preserved in a cryogenics system underground,shast I not rot, and my organs are not to be disturbed by ANY medical staff, violation of this rule will also violate BYND of the soul, damning any soul that attempts such impudence. This rule also will protect me if I am ASSUMED dead, as I have heard of medical "professionals" ripping out organs of those who were just unconcious, many of my online friends have been lost to an doctors impatient stupidity, and I'm not about to join such ranks lest my soul, under this contract, gets a say-so about their afterlife.
No organs can be removed from me, and only I can lift this BYND, and only lift it temporarily for one day.
BYND of SOUL
If the BYND of body, or BYND of mind is violated, the BYND of my soul will be damning those responsible! My soul will become vengeful, and unrelenting, as faded hands drag somone responsible down to face the demon princes divine justice. First offense can be for afterlife. But repeated offenses can cause illness, disease, or plague. Let it be known that the BYND of soul, disallows me to change my soul, nor control it, my souls actions will not reflect my own, as if they are 2 different entities entirely.
Should my soul become possesed, there are a few courses of action:
attempt reason and merciful justice - only will work if I knew you personally, or plead.
rectify violations of any 3 of these BYNDs, if this is impossible my soul, under contract of one of my closest friends (whom shasnt be named.) will be more vengeful.
OR you must of lived a life where you have not killed your fellow human, and always found negotiable, diplomatic solutions. Bloodshed in any form is not tolerable, nor applicable, thus making my soul have the same affinity as my closest friends soul.
My soul, is to be respected, may anyone who damns my soul be also damning themselves, my body can be respected or disrespected as seen fit, which is what most protesters picket-sign any ways.
May my soul forgive, if you're a forgiving person.
May my soul avenge, and be attuned with my closest friend soul, if you yourself are vengeful.
And if you have killed even one person, let it be known you may be possesed and controlled by my soul, even if the act was in self-defense, and may your body, mind and soul not only become mine, but completely atuned with my closest friends soul, as we both become gods, controlling your body.
BYND of the mind
This one is self-explanatory, my memories are to be preserved and protected above all else, my brain is to be preserved inside my body, and have the most focus for being preserved, and if the technology advances enough, for my memories,personality, emotions, etc. to be ported onto a computer. If my brain rots, so does my memories, and thus my soul can possess the offenders.
BYND of Myself:
Should I die of natural causes, BYND of body and BYND of mind will be applicable, and BYND of soul will be lifted temporarily for 32 and a half days, my soul will be tuned with my closest friends soul, and all rights will be transferred to the family once binded,now seperated, the dreemurr dafens royalties, and be protected from all BYNDs in this contract accordingly, and bequeeethed a maximum of 100000 gold. Should I die prematurely of unatural causes, this will be forfiet, and all offenders arrested, and be given contagious necrosis by my soul, which will drive said murderers insane.
___----~~~~CHARA[ATTUNE]SAFETY(GODS)BYND#09765443767765ÈÈ7754221AE~~~~----____
Team Fortress 2 notes, to do list: apolagize for being an...
Posted 10 years agoarse, though intentionally. Okay, so I was in this awesome TF2 trade minecraft server, which had:
Moonjump, Infinite Ammo (no reloads), spies could cloak up to 4 minutes, and a ton of other awesome hacks, and I chose to be a spy,
So, I go to the aether cause I overhear 2 players going to trade there, and so I perch myself on the windmill, and while the other players alone, I shoot him in the head till he dies, then cloak so the killcam is useless, to which he responds "It appears... I have been shot..." And I was giggling like an onry imp, then I take it one step further, and disguise as his soldier class, which... didn't work out so well.
People online abbreviate my name as ssggh, and dude, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry! XD but also, if it's your birthday happy FREAKIN' birthday. And, PS thanks for being the highlight of my day on TF2, thanks.
Moonjump, Infinite Ammo (no reloads), spies could cloak up to 4 minutes, and a ton of other awesome hacks, and I chose to be a spy,
So, I go to the aether cause I overhear 2 players going to trade there, and so I perch myself on the windmill, and while the other players alone, I shoot him in the head till he dies, then cloak so the killcam is useless, to which he responds "It appears... I have been shot..." And I was giggling like an onry imp, then I take it one step further, and disguise as his soldier class, which... didn't work out so well.
People online abbreviate my name as ssggh, and dude, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry! XD but also, if it's your birthday happy FREAKIN' birthday. And, PS thanks for being the highlight of my day on TF2, thanks.
an message to DDOSERs:
Posted 10 years agoDo you think it's FUNNY making the site onwers jobs MORE epensive? Do you think its funny to ABUSE your gifted knowledge for hacking rather than use it creatively like in video games? Do you think it's FUNNY to waste resources on being prejudiced and cruel to your fellow human and not teating them like a human? If so, you're no human, but a heartless monster devoid of emotion and thought. You know if you get caught your arse is being haulled off to f*cking jail right? And once they find out what you did, your cell mates lose all respect for you, and shank you, it's the equivuilant to telling them you bought books off the deep web. And even if you don't admit it in prison, they are going to find out any ways, most prisons have a limited computer browser in the inside courtyards, and telephone lines, and TVs to broadcast the atrocatiies you did, so even if they don't find out from you, they WILL find out another way!
DDOS is the lowest lowlife thing you can do, and it makes you look like an ultra-conservative trolling c*nt! You want to do some damage? do it to tthe people that desrve it like The Giftbox Board, which despite beng reported to authorities multiple times, has amanaged to STAY up, an horrible website on the deep web. Or DDOS Peter skullys computer, so if he gets out of jail, he can't do jack since there's no point to doing what he has done! FFS, you waste your time hacking sites that are popular just to stir controversy, when you could be turning your curse into a gift. I hate DDOSers for this very reason, and when your arse is in the slammer, and you get a taste of your own medicine, and you can no longer hide behind your keyboards, I hope cameras record you getting your kemuppins just so I can point and laugh at you! Trolls, in many ways, are just murderers trying to justify killing for no reason, DDosers are trying to justify probably 100,000 felonies a second, abd lastly, did I mention this?: I hate you, not out of anger, not of of "being mad", but because you're an disgusting human being! Who abuses hacking for evil instead of good. *flips DDOSers off* cry me a river when youre having 200 years in the slammer, you felon-malechony drunkards who think this is acceptable. What you're doing is: CRIME, simple as.
and don't give me that sh** I should be more forgiving, they should be held accountable and tried as adults if they aren't adults, and tried as murderers if they are. Don't be an apolagist for criminals.
Documented at the time of the attack: 10/11/2015, Publisher location of the journalist, Aflickr: ㅜㅐㄱ소 ㅏㅐㄱㄷㅁ ＂Ｎｏｒｔｈ Ｋｏｒｅａ＂ Pyongyang.
Date recorded for more journalism, date marked as evidencial timestamp that the DDOS happened, when it happened, and if further investigation and media coverage should cover this blatant ABUSE of hacking. I myself am a hacker, and DDOSers give hackers like me a bad name on a daily basis, I make and modify action replay codes and homebrew channel codes, so they are borderline redicolous simple as party favor codes, I will not stand idly by as DDOSers put rust on my name!!
also, a prejudiced hacker, ironically took down my favorite site, GSCentral, by getting into the table and deleting everything, GSCentral was one of the most unique sites for unique AR codes ever, and then the light of my life was snuffed out. To make matters worse, the Vbuletin server that GSCentral took refuge in, was littered with spam messages and dumps, containing emails to actual people, such actions were illegal, but the odd thing is most of these emails were real, and most of the people reported to the authorities had no idea the spam messages on Vbulletin forums even existed, others gladly admitted they haced in the spam, and were detained.
so GSCentral, my favorite hackers site for video games, went down due to a prejudiced hacker, and then, from that day on, it never recovered. y now you should understand why I hate DDoSers so much. every glint of hope GSCentral would return was stolen from my eyes, it is now a dead link, with dead promises, from long since disbanded and seperated staff shuffling through the chaos. ;-;
DDOS is the lowest lowlife thing you can do, and it makes you look like an ultra-conservative trolling c*nt! You want to do some damage? do it to tthe people that desrve it like The Giftbox Board, which despite beng reported to authorities multiple times, has amanaged to STAY up, an horrible website on the deep web. Or DDOS Peter skullys computer, so if he gets out of jail, he can't do jack since there's no point to doing what he has done! FFS, you waste your time hacking sites that are popular just to stir controversy, when you could be turning your curse into a gift. I hate DDOSers for this very reason, and when your arse is in the slammer, and you get a taste of your own medicine, and you can no longer hide behind your keyboards, I hope cameras record you getting your kemuppins just so I can point and laugh at you! Trolls, in many ways, are just murderers trying to justify killing for no reason, DDosers are trying to justify probably 100,000 felonies a second, abd lastly, did I mention this?: I hate you, not out of anger, not of of "being mad", but because you're an disgusting human being! Who abuses hacking for evil instead of good. *flips DDOSers off* cry me a river when youre having 200 years in the slammer, you felon-malechony drunkards who think this is acceptable. What you're doing is: CRIME, simple as.
and don't give me that sh** I should be more forgiving, they should be held accountable and tried as adults if they aren't adults, and tried as murderers if they are. Don't be an apolagist for criminals.
Documented at the time of the attack: 10/11/2015, Publisher location of the journalist, Aflickr: ㅜㅐㄱ소 ㅏㅐㄱㄷㅁ ＂Ｎｏｒｔｈ Ｋｏｒｅａ＂ Pyongyang.
Date recorded for more journalism, date marked as evidencial timestamp that the DDOS happened, when it happened, and if further investigation and media coverage should cover this blatant ABUSE of hacking. I myself am a hacker, and DDOSers give hackers like me a bad name on a daily basis, I make and modify action replay codes and homebrew channel codes, so they are borderline redicolous simple as party favor codes, I will not stand idly by as DDOSers put rust on my name!!
also, a prejudiced hacker, ironically took down my favorite site, GSCentral, by getting into the table and deleting everything, GSCentral was one of the most unique sites for unique AR codes ever, and then the light of my life was snuffed out. To make matters worse, the Vbuletin server that GSCentral took refuge in, was littered with spam messages and dumps, containing emails to actual people, such actions were illegal, but the odd thing is most of these emails were real, and most of the people reported to the authorities had no idea the spam messages on Vbulletin forums even existed, others gladly admitted they haced in the spam, and were detained.
so GSCentral, my favorite hackers site for video games, went down due to a prejudiced hacker, and then, from that day on, it never recovered. y now you should understand why I hate DDoSers so much. every glint of hope GSCentral would return was stolen from my eyes, it is now a dead link, with dead promises, from long since disbanded and seperated staff shuffling through the chaos. ;-;
stop threatening skyrim modders!
Posted 10 years agoDo you think it's "funny" to threaten somone with doxxing for making a paid mod?! Okay, if you're one of those people, leave now...
and to quote: "We are creative people, who continuously invest time and resources in, and we have a moral and practical authority to choose how we distribute our work, and why and how we apply our talent"
You know who made that quote? http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfil.....ails/?id=10738
the maker of the best mod I've ever played in my entire life!!! It completely RIVALS Skooming skyrim yet I loved every moment of it, and skooming skyrim naturually fluently flows into moonpath to eleswyr.
130,000+ poisonous, venemous people killed off the paid mods UI for skyrim, while some on FA see that as completely justified, I do not, for the people that were so outraged at paid mods killed any chance of moonpath becoming a franchise or being expanded upon, so thanks for nothing.
Listen, play this mod for yourself, or see somone else play it, then tell me if paid mods are as bad as they sound. Developers need support, especially the maker of moonpath, so please just keep calm and don't threaten their liveliehood. Don't threaten mine either, we can agree to disagree, but I hope when you play this mod it changes your attitude, or at least gets rid of some biases.
Moopath to eleswyr, please reconsider being pent with rage and enjoy the mod: http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfil.....ails/?id=10738
and if all else fails, we can maturely agree to disagree.
and to quote: "We are creative people, who continuously invest time and resources in, and we have a moral and practical authority to choose how we distribute our work, and why and how we apply our talent"
You know who made that quote? http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfil.....ails/?id=10738
the maker of the best mod I've ever played in my entire life!!! It completely RIVALS Skooming skyrim yet I loved every moment of it, and skooming skyrim naturually fluently flows into moonpath to eleswyr.
130,000+ poisonous, venemous people killed off the paid mods UI for skyrim, while some on FA see that as completely justified, I do not, for the people that were so outraged at paid mods killed any chance of moonpath becoming a franchise or being expanded upon, so thanks for nothing.
Listen, play this mod for yourself, or see somone else play it, then tell me if paid mods are as bad as they sound. Developers need support, especially the maker of moonpath, so please just keep calm and don't threaten their liveliehood. Don't threaten mine either, we can agree to disagree, but I hope when you play this mod it changes your attitude, or at least gets rid of some biases.
Moopath to eleswyr, please reconsider being pent with rage and enjoy the mod: http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfil.....ails/?id=10738
and if all else fails, we can maturely agree to disagree.
[game:skyrim / mods] promoting a mod I enjoyed: "moonpaths"
Posted 10 years agohttp://steamcommunity.com/sharedfil.....ails/?id=10738
moonpath to eleswyr - what can I say? It adds tons of custom voice acting and animations custom to the charectors, the landscapes are gorgeous, and failing quests have major consequences, it even adds new armors called siligonder chotin armor, and a heavy variant, which has a huge barely readable enchant description (if anyone knows what it says, message me in the comments! :3) it adds new anti thalmor campaigns, secluded islands, a huge and much needed backstory to the khajiits native tongue, and FREAKIN' THALMOR AIRSHIPS! All while feeling natural and lore friendly. Need I say more? Moonpath to eleswyr is freakin' awesome and I give it a 10 10. However it is still an WIP mod, so don't be surprised if the questline comes to a screeching halt, despite it being WIP it's the most story heavy in depth mod I've played in a long time, so don't pass up on it.
bug fix: go to data files before starting the game and click load, then click okay and then start the game, this will prevent crashes to desktop.
moonpath to eleswyr - what can I say? It adds tons of custom voice acting and animations custom to the charectors, the landscapes are gorgeous, and failing quests have major consequences, it even adds new armors called siligonder chotin armor, and a heavy variant, which has a huge barely readable enchant description (if anyone knows what it says, message me in the comments! :3) it adds new anti thalmor campaigns, secluded islands, a huge and much needed backstory to the khajiits native tongue, and FREAKIN' THALMOR AIRSHIPS! All while feeling natural and lore friendly. Need I say more? Moonpath to eleswyr is freakin' awesome and I give it a 10 10. However it is still an WIP mod, so don't be surprised if the questline comes to a screeching halt, despite it being WIP it's the most story heavy in depth mod I've played in a long time, so don't pass up on it.
bug fix: go to data files before starting the game and click load, then click okay and then start the game, this will prevent crashes to desktop.
Pettition: Outlaw Talos Worship (Nirn pettitions #1)
Posted 10 years agoSure, talos was a war hero across the lands of tamriel and skyrim, but he was no divine, and his shrines should be considered useless clutter. To recieve a boon from Talos is ultimately useless, as the common man will never learn a shout, rendering the benefits, both medical and combatative, useless to all but druagr deathlords in ancient crypts. If this pettition reaches 100 signs talos worship and shrines will be banned, and they will have blacksmith and medical quarters with shrines of arkay in their stead.
ref: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Shrine_of_Talos
ref2: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Talos
NOTE: Doss not have affiliations with the extremist POV of the Thalmor, some politics may abide or apply. ref: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Thalmor_(Skyrim) (have to directly highlight and paste)
(Pettition experiments will have screenshots of redone "talos" shrines, the more major something is the more pettitioners get a say before the limits reached, IE changing a shrine in solitude would be 50)
completely FREE! Let your opinion on the matter be heard like a thu'm through the sky, rended by your voice!
ref: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Shrine_of_Talos
ref2: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Talos
NOTE: Doss not have affiliations with the extremist POV of the Thalmor, some politics may abide or apply. ref: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Thalmor_(Skyrim) (have to directly highlight and paste)
(Pettition experiments will have screenshots of redone "talos" shrines, the more major something is the more pettitioners get a say before the limits reached, IE changing a shrine in solitude would be 50)
completely FREE! Let your opinion on the matter be heard like a thu'm through the sky, rended by your voice!
I know it's going to happen (CONSP Radio - Foxon - episode 1
Posted 10 years agoI know theres going to be a day where google buys out FA, where everything gets mucked and f*cked to hell and back, some may say I'm a conspirator but look, Googles been expanding its borders to make more money, and we have always suffered for it: twitch.tv was the same way once, it used to allow you a choice of the new and old format, and when google bought it out, just 2 weeks in look how well that f*cking turned out! Allowing google-distributed advertisements into FA, frankly, in my opinion, is gonna all bite us in our arses, googles gonna come in and barge down our doors any day now issueing copyright policies, content ID, google-link, and screwing us over. Saying "dont get scroogled" is not gonna change anything, that's just a meme, what is gonna change though is this site in a few months, once google sees pottential in damning the many to benefit corperations... Brand me as a conspiracy theorist but these updates are all going to blow up in our face and charr our faces as well, and I KNOW it's going to happen, I just KNOW that both IMVU and FA will fall to googles vapidly venemous demands, it's going to happen. We're ALL slaves to google, and soon they'll wipe out the compettitors by buying them all out, google is the closest thing to a manopoly this world has ever seen.
I FOUND HEAVEN!!!
Posted 10 years agohttp://archive.online-convert.com/convert-to-zip - Thi site has saved my ass in the past, and I've always used it for when .rar .EXE. and.JAR jarrs my Ryona game experience. Ryona for me is culture, and conversion to make it compatible for me, is just as cultural.
*NOTE: DO NOT CLICK ON ANY ADS.
*NOTE: DOES NOT WORK WITH ANY YOUTUBE OR LOOPING-YOUTUBE FORMAT! (Copyright BS laws, blablabla they came under fire for so they removed the feature, you could request the site onwers to authorize it for your video though so you can make a backup, I don't know how out of reach contacting them is though...)
I think this calls for a relaxing, satirical song that could easily go in a gentle stroll in the park. http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=cogk_2E6hDQ Voltaire - (It's alright...) they know me (here...)
*NOTE: DO NOT CLICK ON ANY ADS.
*NOTE: DOES NOT WORK WITH ANY YOUTUBE OR LOOPING-YOUTUBE FORMAT! (Copyright BS laws, blablabla they came under fire for so they removed the feature, you could request the site onwers to authorize it for your video though so you can make a backup, I don't know how out of reach contacting them is though...)
I think this calls for a relaxing, satirical song that could easily go in a gentle stroll in the park. http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=cogk_2E6hDQ Voltaire - (It's alright...) they know me (here...)
kittygomou
Posted 10 years agoI'm sorry, I'm just not myself today.... I'm a fcking tool is what I am... I'm sorry I'm selfish and I'm sorry I behave the way I do... I'm impatient, and venemous... perhaps it's best I just quit before I piss anyone else off... not like it matters, no one would miss me... And if somone said that isn't true and they would, I'd think they're lying... I just want to end it alll.... Before I do more harm than good, I hold back tears as I write this, as I'm struggling to cope with my insecurities...
I'm sorry, maybe it's best I'm out of everyones fur and hair, I just feel so angry, tired and stressed all the time and feel like crying, and in a way, I feel the world will always be against me... I'm a fcking tool though, I'm meant to be used till I break, and then get thrown in the garbage where I belong..
Is it natural to loathe mysel? It certainly feels that way, I even have a condition where a part of my foot is permanantly punctured, making walking without wanting to scream in pain difficult, I'm more than just a tool, but a physical trainwreck...
I wish somone would just use me to my full pottential and throw me away, I hate everything about myself, and I think lesser of myself every day... Is this what it feels like to be alive? Every time I'm blocked by a pottential new friend, I have to remind myself my lifes not worth it, I'm a lesser being, a parasite, and a piece of shit... I just want to stop thinking alltogether... so pass this on... or don't, I don't care... Now I'm going off to cry, I can't hold back anymore...
I'm sorry, maybe it's best I'm out of everyones fur and hair, I just feel so angry, tired and stressed all the time and feel like crying, and in a way, I feel the world will always be against me... I'm a fcking tool though, I'm meant to be used till I break, and then get thrown in the garbage where I belong..
Is it natural to loathe mysel? It certainly feels that way, I even have a condition where a part of my foot is permanantly punctured, making walking without wanting to scream in pain difficult, I'm more than just a tool, but a physical trainwreck...
I wish somone would just use me to my full pottential and throw me away, I hate everything about myself, and I think lesser of myself every day... Is this what it feels like to be alive? Every time I'm blocked by a pottential new friend, I have to remind myself my lifes not worth it, I'm a lesser being, a parasite, and a piece of shit... I just want to stop thinking alltogether... so pass this on... or don't, I don't care... Now I'm going off to cry, I can't hold back anymore...
goodbye
Posted 10 years agoI'm now scared to check back into FA, this is my last journal, I'm not returning for the keepsake of my sanity and mental helth, I don't want to say goodbye to all of you, my dearest friends, but until then this is my last set of activity on FA, I'm highly unwelcome and scared out of my mind... I've been worn down, I'm holding back tears right now, I'm promising myself not to cry because if I do I'll leak out a waterfall unending... it's better this way... It's for the best, I'll miss you all, you were my dearest friends... goodbye...
MUGEN help
Posted 10 years agoI can't install charectors in mugen, what am I doing wrong?
There is a strict tutorial and I tried to follow the steps for putting charectors like felicia (vore) and more obscure H ones in but the charector roster stays the same... any ideas?
There is a strict tutorial and I tried to follow the steps for putting charectors like felicia (vore) and more obscure H ones in but the charector roster stays the same... any ideas?
is it wrong I sleep as well as dance to this song?
Posted 10 years agoIMVU now partners FA... (topic: whos to blame for ID theft?)
Posted 10 years agoand for the most part it's a disaster, but, a small one, you see, it's not the site owners of IMVU stealing content, but the users, don't blame IMVU as the soul source for simply teaming up with FA. However I feel also content ID claims would be disasterous, if you were the original artist your work would be flagged and taken down unless you had some way to verify to a bot you're the owner and you're uploading on there, I feel the owners of IMVU should get their bearings and ban the thieves. Content ID was done VERY VERY poorly by youtube, I'd feel it'd be worse on IMVU.
but I guess we'll see how this plays out...
#nocensorship
#yesediting
but I guess we'll see how this plays out...
#nocensorship
#yesediting
I've been hearing odd rumors, (DDOS rumors...)
Posted 10 years agoI heard theres high chances of a DDOS strike from multiple media sources, whether these are empty hoaxes,empty tnreats, or media drama is unkown, probably a mix of the three, but I doubt another DDOS will occur, why should it? I thought the site is protected now, at least I thinj it is any ways so who are getting this info.? Its all a little sketchy,still, I'll watch for odd behaviour and see if anything turns up, if not the media just lied to my face, but I guess allis good if the media laughs in said face...
good night my friend - king richard (vote for me to stay or
Posted 10 years ago"Should I stay where I'm easily damnable, unliked, unwanted, seen as obnoxious, and hated? Or should I say good night to all my friends?"
singer: King Richard
Song: Good night my friend
Album: Gallavant
Lay by my side, and we'll sail away...
off to the shores of... another day...
all set to go, once I hear you say...
(echoed) Good night my friend, until the morning...,
up we float as we close our eyes...
stars all around us, like fireflies...
just me and you drifting through the skies...~
Good night my friend...
not a thought, not a care...
resting safe and sound, with each other there...
And so we'll rock on a night time ride... Cozy and warm on the rolling tide...
till we arrive on the morning side... our journeys end.
good night...
sleep tight...
we're going to be alright........
good... night... my... friend...
singer: King Richard
Song: Good night my friend
Album: Gallavant
Lay by my side, and we'll sail away...
off to the shores of... another day...
all set to go, once I hear you say...
(echoed) Good night my friend, until the morning...,
up we float as we close our eyes...
stars all around us, like fireflies...
just me and you drifting through the skies...~
Good night my friend...
not a thought, not a care...
resting safe and sound, with each other there...
And so we'll rock on a night time ride... Cozy and warm on the rolling tide...
till we arrive on the morning side... our journeys end.
good night...
sleep tight...
we're going to be alright........
good... night... my... friend...
if i quit FA right now...
Posted 10 years agoTrust me, no one would miss me. I'm just too damnable and hated to be missed. Hell, if i do quit, send a moderator to tie the final noose around my account if i quit... it's funny, termination of an account is taken with a grain of salt, I say it's a form of murder, to whipe away ones existance while in their prime is digital murder and should be a crime... but if I should quit, homocide me digitally by all means...
"Now it's not my fault but I'll take the blame, i wanna go back and change everything! But if i did would you still feel the same? And now you're giving up on me, how can you even say, that we're a LOST CAUSE, and you're giving up on me? Do you really think i'm not worth all the trouble i've been causing you?! Do you really think it's a lost cause, do you really think it's a lost cause you and me... you and me... you and me...
i'm a lost cause..."
"Now it's not my fault but I'll take the blame, i wanna go back and change everything! But if i did would you still feel the same? And now you're giving up on me, how can you even say, that we're a LOST CAUSE, and you're giving up on me? Do you really think i'm not worth all the trouble i've been causing you?! Do you really think it's a lost cause, do you really think it's a lost cause you and me... you and me... you and me...
i'm a lost cause..."
support Amorous (mature dating game)
Posted 11 years agoAmorous is something I recently stumbled upon, to view the post you need to be 18 or older (Or, to those who are curious, need a 18+ account at least, although I don't encourage it),
Jasonafex was kind enough to leave a custtom animation inside the game, and I have to say his current generation animations should follow this format, it's highly apluadable.
Shast the game come out of early alpha stages I (WILL) indeed do a review on it, I promise that to all my followers.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14955234/
And no I won't give you the download link unless you are proven to be a mature audience, thats why I have supplied the FA post where it is, if you can sucessfully view the link provided: well, that's all the proof I need.
Jasonafex was kind enough to leave a custtom animation inside the game, and I have to say his current generation animations should follow this format, it's highly apluadable.
Shast the game come out of early alpha stages I (WILL) indeed do a review on it, I promise that to all my followers.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14955234/
And no I won't give you the download link unless you are proven to be a mature audience, thats why I have supplied the FA post where it is, if you can sucessfully view the link provided: well, that's all the proof I need.
Looking for SC2 co-op battlers!
Posted 11 years agoWant to PVE me in a SC2 campaign where we take on the most idifficult AI mode: cheating Set up a steam username, and if you have SC2 let's wrecksome AI bots, Supreme Commander 2 will have tons of seasonal sales on steam. Let's fight together against cheating AI. (Send a note to me for SC2 PVE!) Infinite war mode.
connections are getting SLOW!
Posted 11 years agoPrepare for a DDOS attack, man I FUCKING hate DDOS'ers so much! They attack anything with heavy prejudice, my favorite site GSCENTRAL suffered a DDOS which wiped the table data, all the unique action replay codes were gone and ever since then GSCentral never recovered, f&ck DDOS a-holes.
so I didn't update this in a while,I researched into that crash that happened late 2014, DDOS confirmed...
so I didn't update this in a while,I researched into that crash that happened late 2014, DDOS confirmed...
drunk again... [lyrics]
Posted 11 years agoby RBF...
if I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong...
I'd be a self-made millionare and you'd still be gone...
so hand me down my best dressed shoes and my best dressed shirt...
cause I'm going out in style, to cover the hurt...
...........
All I wanna do, all day, is spend it in bed...
but that's bad for the body...
... and even worse for the head...
so I'll try to find a place where no one will ask me...
a thing...
It'll help you to forget, and guide me to say...
CAUSE NOW! I'M DRUNK AGAIN! A MEANS TO MY END!
and I'm scared of myself...
... CAUSE NOW! IT'S ALL THE SAME! THE FACES AND NAMES!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
have you ever wanted to wake up, from your dreaming? And it's ever scared you so bad?
that you couldn't control your heart or your breathing?
well walk out the door, me on the floor, you don't care...
how I'm feeling...
I guess I'm tired of fighting death man, it's no longer appealling...
CAUSE NOW! I'M DRUNK AGAIN!
The means to my end!
and I'm ScaReD of MySeLf
CAUSE NOW! IT'S ALL THE same!
The faces and names!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
some people have a way of reaching right into your SOUL, and finding the hole! and making it BIGGER!
there are sometimes I see you cracking... cynical smiles... and in only to tell me in a short while...
you'll be my hearts grave digger!
well baby there's not much I can do...
cause I'm HALF THE WORLD without you!
so baby I guess we're thro-ough!!
Cause now I'm drunk again... the means to my end... and I'm scared of myself, cause now...
it's all the same, the faces and names...!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
cause now I'm drunk again! the means to my ends... and I'm scared of myself, cause now...
it's all the same!
the places and names, and I'm scared of myself again!
so go!
walk out the door!
and leave me broken on the floor!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
again
If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong, I'd be a sef-made millionaire and I wouldn't be here... singing...
_____________________________
current mood: depressed and tired...
if I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong...
I'd be a self-made millionare and you'd still be gone...
so hand me down my best dressed shoes and my best dressed shirt...
cause I'm going out in style, to cover the hurt...
...........
All I wanna do, all day, is spend it in bed...
but that's bad for the body...
... and even worse for the head...
so I'll try to find a place where no one will ask me...
a thing...
It'll help you to forget, and guide me to say...
CAUSE NOW! I'M DRUNK AGAIN! A MEANS TO MY END!
and I'm scared of myself...
... CAUSE NOW! IT'S ALL THE SAME! THE FACES AND NAMES!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
have you ever wanted to wake up, from your dreaming? And it's ever scared you so bad?
that you couldn't control your heart or your breathing?
well walk out the door, me on the floor, you don't care...
how I'm feeling...
I guess I'm tired of fighting death man, it's no longer appealling...
CAUSE NOW! I'M DRUNK AGAIN!
The means to my end!
and I'm ScaReD of MySeLf
CAUSE NOW! IT'S ALL THE same!
The faces and names!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
some people have a way of reaching right into your SOUL, and finding the hole! and making it BIGGER!
there are sometimes I see you cracking... cynical smiles... and in only to tell me in a short while...
you'll be my hearts grave digger!
well baby there's not much I can do...
cause I'm HALF THE WORLD without you!
so baby I guess we're thro-ough!!
Cause now I'm drunk again... the means to my end... and I'm scared of myself, cause now...
it's all the same, the faces and names...!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
cause now I'm drunk again! the means to my ends... and I'm scared of myself, cause now...
it's all the same!
the places and names, and I'm scared of myself again!
so go!
walk out the door!
and leave me broken on the floor!
and I'm scared of myself... again...
again
If I had a dollar bill for every time I've been wrong, I'd be a sef-made millionaire and I wouldn't be here... singing...
_____________________________
current mood: depressed and tired...
Coming soon: faces of FA
Posted 11 years agoFaces of FA will be my view on whos the best furaffinity or non-FA users, starting all with tiers from Terraria all related to ores, Chloraphyte will be the best.
Each place will be rwarded to those who show vissual uniqueness in their work, completely change the color tone of their art pieces from vibrant crimson colors to blue in the very next post, and the artists must show off 3 unqiue talents: art, music, and vissual concepts for contemplation, whether rotic or safe for work is up to the artist, posts that have already been made in the gallery will be taken into evaluation also, and more than one artist can share the same tiers, so dont rush your talents, this will be held to mature members of FA, both young, and old, those with more genres in both music and artwork that is memorable and contemplates the eye of the beholder / beholders will be rewarded higher tiers, perhaps its even possible all artists may get rated the same tier.
The point is not to berate, this list cant be used as an threat to straighten someone elses behaviour, and thus there can be no prejudice when making this list come to life, artists I deem the tiers will have proven their mettle to me even if they didnt need to act upon it, there are already some people I have chosen for Chloraphyte, will you be able to join them? Each day of every mmonth of summer break each tier will be examined and then posted in an new journal.
Welcome to faces of FA, where you represent the entirety of FA for both the good and the excellent, you will set the examples of everyone on this site after this.
faces of FA tiers:
Tier list of what place means what.
BEST PLACES:
Chloraphyte - 1st place, best tier of the BEST places.
Titanium / Adamantium- Second place.
Orichalcum / Mythril - Third
Cobalt / Palladium - Fourth
SECOND-BEST PLACES:
Hellstione - Fifth place, this is the best tier of the SECOND-BEST place.
Obsidian - Sixth place, in conjunction with hellstone.
Meteorite - Seventh place.
Crimtane / Demonite - Eighth place.
Platinum / Gold - Nineth place (Midway point)
Silver / Tungsten - 10th place.
Iron / Lead - 11th place.
Copper / Tin - 12th place
Stone = last place. (13th place.)
Skyblock = Honorable mention, can be awarded along with a ny tier or be alone.
Just because you get the lowest possible Tier does NOT mean youre absolutely horrid, do not take offense to this list!
Each place will be rwarded to those who show vissual uniqueness in their work, completely change the color tone of their art pieces from vibrant crimson colors to blue in the very next post, and the artists must show off 3 unqiue talents: art, music, and vissual concepts for contemplation, whether rotic or safe for work is up to the artist, posts that have already been made in the gallery will be taken into evaluation also, and more than one artist can share the same tiers, so dont rush your talents, this will be held to mature members of FA, both young, and old, those with more genres in both music and artwork that is memorable and contemplates the eye of the beholder / beholders will be rewarded higher tiers, perhaps its even possible all artists may get rated the same tier.
The point is not to berate, this list cant be used as an threat to straighten someone elses behaviour, and thus there can be no prejudice when making this list come to life, artists I deem the tiers will have proven their mettle to me even if they didnt need to act upon it, there are already some people I have chosen for Chloraphyte, will you be able to join them? Each day of every mmonth of summer break each tier will be examined and then posted in an new journal.
Welcome to faces of FA, where you represent the entirety of FA for both the good and the excellent, you will set the examples of everyone on this site after this.
faces of FA tiers:
Tier list of what place means what.
BEST PLACES:
Chloraphyte - 1st place, best tier of the BEST places.
Titanium / Adamantium- Second place.
Orichalcum / Mythril - Third
Cobalt / Palladium - Fourth
SECOND-BEST PLACES:
Hellstione - Fifth place, this is the best tier of the SECOND-BEST place.
Obsidian - Sixth place, in conjunction with hellstone.
Meteorite - Seventh place.
Crimtane / Demonite - Eighth place.
Platinum / Gold - Nineth place (Midway point)
Silver / Tungsten - 10th place.
Iron / Lead - 11th place.
Copper / Tin - 12th place
Stone = last place. (13th place.)
Skyblock = Honorable mention, can be awarded along with a ny tier or be alone.
Just because you get the lowest possible Tier does NOT mean youre absolutely horrid, do not take offense to this list!
Post your .FLA files as an browser extension for BARBFTR3
Posted 11 years agoPost any of your .FLA files as browser extensions below, just make sure you saved it on another site other than your main navigations browser since people could do major-time griefing then.
If you got an BRBFTR monster you want to share, the journals comment section will now act as that so you don't have to spam alsnapz page.
If you got an BRBFTR monster you want to share, the journals comment section will now act as that so you don't have to spam alsnapz page.
an tribute to the original owner of this account.
Posted 12 years agoThe truth is, I didn't own this account at first, but with an gamble with NijaTheCatGirl on Kongregate, she gave me her username and passwords to her VoreTube accounts, her Deviantart, and her furaffinity, ever since these 3 accounts have been shared by both me and her, but she nevergave out her password to her Kongregate,and she told me for good reason...
We soon becmame riends, composing messages and momentos for ecah other to check out and theen perma-delete using an memory wipe engine we found, we'd talk about small talk and have Role PLays or just see what was the haps in either world.
Nijathecatgirl, aka Cardomon, was an claimed to e Nekomata from the netherworld, and half angelic and demonic, so she said... and was trying o end prejudices between demons, humans and angels, she also said, she said that she was going to build an church where all religions and humanoid races could be accepted and have parties together, drinks, assortments of foods and just.. get along under one roof without any reggulations, and even said it would "be something even athiests enjoy."
I eplied to her that sounded ike an great idea... But... I know now that will only be just an dream, news spread she hung herself after someone she thought was her friend blocked her, and said to her "I hope you die horribly"... her poor heart must of been broken at those words.... she went to her room, and hung herself, is what people who were her friends on Kongregate who really knew every detail told me, fiends who said they resided in the same lace as her claims, and that theyshould of been there, and should of known...
The name aflickr shall now be an eternal tribute to Cardomon... she never desrved to have her heart broken, or recieve such incriminating messages... but thats all in the past now... if you've ever hada friend or relative you lost, feel free to comment, for his is an memorial... an memorial to my friend, and much to an certain degree, an online funeral...
This was her 'sona, which I didnt find outwhat it was till later...
http://static1.e621.net/data/63/7c/.....8b11efcc66.jpg
We soon becmame riends, composing messages and momentos for ecah other to check out and theen perma-delete using an memory wipe engine we found, we'd talk about small talk and have Role PLays or just see what was the haps in either world.
Nijathecatgirl, aka Cardomon, was an claimed to e Nekomata from the netherworld, and half angelic and demonic, so she said... and was trying o end prejudices between demons, humans and angels, she also said, she said that she was going to build an church where all religions and humanoid races could be accepted and have parties together, drinks, assortments of foods and just.. get along under one roof without any reggulations, and even said it would "be something even athiests enjoy."
I eplied to her that sounded ike an great idea... But... I know now that will only be just an dream, news spread she hung herself after someone she thought was her friend blocked her, and said to her "I hope you die horribly"... her poor heart must of been broken at those words.... she went to her room, and hung herself, is what people who were her friends on Kongregate who really knew every detail told me, fiends who said they resided in the same lace as her claims, and that theyshould of been there, and should of known...
The name aflickr shall now be an eternal tribute to Cardomon... she never desrved to have her heart broken, or recieve such incriminating messages... but thats all in the past now... if you've ever hada friend or relative you lost, feel free to comment, for his is an memorial... an memorial to my friend, and much to an certain degree, an online funeral...
This was her 'sona, which I didnt find outwhat it was till later...
http://static1.e621.net/data/63/7c/.....8b11efcc66.jpg
