Alright, I am happy to say that I have a new profile. Due to the nature of it, I ask that you note me for it. And believe me, it is worth it.

goodbye

for now on it's just a watcher account

I mean, i've been on here a long time. It's nothing but the same thign over and over again now. I'll never be as popular as I once was, I'll never be a good writer again. I think it's time I just throw in the towel. Any thoughts?

And I don't know when or if I will be back. I just, need some time. I will pop on every now and then for comments or notes, but not much else. Though to be honest it won't make a difference for more then a few people.

HELP!

Telegram won't let me log in without a code from my previous device. Problem is I've only had one device.

I have taken care of a dead weight on my soul. I have finally freed myself of it, I now have wings. (for those that don't know, you would not understand)

Long pains put to rest, demons removed, and finally i breathe easy.

I am calm.

This one will remain active of course, it will be for this character and all relevancy.

However, I again see the need to have one not dedicated to kinks, but to myself. It will take a bit, as I need a new internet face.

Friends will be notified. Only friends, it is to be kept separate from this account.

Also, when it happens, this journal will be deleted.

So, with that last journal, it is time to move on.

I have an idea I am working on, but it is long in the making.

I am not dead for those that think so

No I am not suicidal (looking at you squid)

Working on writing

for those who know of the situation well enough, or even care to ever know, I have had to let go of something very important.

I will not mention his name, in honor of his death, but his death had been written in my mind. So in the manner he would have liked to be bid fairwell, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNzIDEtooGM

I am not feeling well, allergies takering their toll

Please help, I need ideas. I need you all to help, and yes any ideas used will be rewarded in some way. Either you are partof the idea, meaning your fursona or oc or you get a mention somewhere


Ok, I need performances. For part of my up coming story, I need little performances. Bands, dance numbers, entertainers, that sort of thing. Please comment below.

IC

Well, it seems you are all in luck. Somehow, the story of how I got The Speakeasy has been recorded. It's only a matter of time before it comes out.




OOC


Yeah, that's right. It's coming.


One question though, chapters or one big story submission?

For now on, the journals come in two bits, what I have to say and what Bone Daddy has to say.


Bone Daddy

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Alright, listen up everyone.

The Speakeasy is now open for business, tell your friends, tell your enemies, tell everyone. Here you can get all the fun you could ever want, and I mean all the fun. It will only grow from here.





Me

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I hope you liked that, I am going to really get things going here.

Life finally seems to be going well, I am still worried about grades, but finally good things are happening to me. Weird how this last winter has brought me so much pain, yet spring brings me joy.

I am thinking the patreon immature in it's haste. But I might as well not take it down. I'll post a thing linking to it later.


I need to write, and I should start trying to draw again.

But well, I am going to admit something that is very hard to admit.

I am scared

I've been dealing with this for a few years now, but i'm scared that i am not only no good, but i can never be as good as i once was.

So, i dont know what to say

I have plenty of ideas, but i get part way in then i get cold feet, or cold hands.

Sorry to disappoint.

I am deleting all past journals and starting from scratch. I'd just make a new profile but i'm lazy.