So uhh... yeah, hi. Been quite some time since I last used this place, hasn't it? Well either way, hope you all have been faring well for yourselves. Honestly kinda weird to know it's been nearly 4 years since I posted my last journal here on this place, but figured I may as well provide an update as to what's happened in this period of time.

First off, I'm uh... gonna be 27 in a couple weeks from now. Yeah. Pretty fucking unreal I've been alive for this long... but yet, I'm grateful that I am. Some people aren't lucky to reach that milestone, unfortunately, it seems. But regardless, there's that. Secondly, I'm no longer a Walmart wagie after working there for roughly 5-and-a-half years; I'll be starting a custodial job at an elementary school out in town come June 2nd; I'm looking forward to it, for the most part, but I am admittedly a tad nervous. But that's normal in cases like this, after all. Should be a lot more enjoyable than working at a fucking place like Walmart, lmao. Pays better too, and I get benefits basically right off the bat/shortly after I start. Oh, I also got my driver's license. Been a little over 2 years now that I've had it; feels damn good to be able to drive by myself. Very rewarding...

What else is there to add..? Oh yeah, right. I've met a lot of new lovely folks in these past 4 years, both on Discord and Telegram, but with the addition of Bluesky, that's contributed to coming across some people I never had the chance to chat with before! At this point, especially after all the bullshit that's happened on Twitter in the past few months, I've locked both of my accounts and all but abandoned that godforsaken place. Bsky is genuinely SO much better, and actually feels like it's possible to have conversations with folks now. Sure, the site hasn't been without its challenges, but overall it's a much more welcoming place than the other site ever was, pff. One of those folks I had the chance to meet was Dragoneer. And despite only getting to chat with him like once or twice, I'm grateful that I got the chance to do so. I still can't help but feel bad that I never took the opportunity to talk to him more before his passing... but then again, wasn't really my fault. Nobody could have expected what would happen to him at the time, but it still stings. God rest his soul, is all I can say.

Buuut... on the general life side of things? Nothing much has changed. Been playing a lot more games, looking forward to the Switch 2 (when I can get it), but I'm also getting ever-so-close to looking for & purchasing a used car as my own personal transportation. Gonna feel pretty liberating once I can get out on the road by myself and learn the lay of the land.

I could be missing some things, but my fingers are tiring out and I don't wanna type too much more. Either way, just thought I'd take the time to say hello and officially announce my (sort of) semi-return to FA. I'll have some things to post eventually, especially to show off some of the new OCs I've added to my roster since... but, for now, I hope you all have a lovely rest of the day. <3

Well, well, well... almost a whole year later, and I've suddenly decided to re-enable my account on here. What gives? Well, honestly, I felt like I could come back for the time being just to comment on stuff and catch up on things, maybe favorite a few pieces I like, and then after a bit just kinda head out again.

I know, it might not make much sense, but I just still really do not trust this website after the bullshit they pulled regarding beastiality last year... but, honestly, there are some pretty cool people I haven't talked to yet so I figured I may as well try to reach out to them before I forget-

Either way, for the time being, this account is back up until I decide to disable it again. So, feel free to say hi and we can catch up, if you so wish. :)

Thank you all for the time I've had on this website. But now I think it's best I go ahead and jump ship before it gets any worse than it already is, sooo yeah.

If any new/current watchers want to add me on Discord to chat, hit me up at Apollo Hadyn#0347.

Hi everyone. I know it's been a while since I last made a proper journal here but, figured I might as well, considering this one is... obviously quite important.

As I'm sure some of you might know, the recent events that transpired in this community over the past few days (and I'm sure you'll know what these events that I'm referring to are) have left a super fucking sour taste in my mouth, and due to this, I've been debating whether or not I should just ditch this place once and for all.

I'm here to say that, after my latest commission I recently paid for is fully finished and confirmed complete, I'm gonna be jumping ship and saying goodbye to this godforsaken place; my account will be (probably) permanently disabled and I won't be looking back. Main reason is obviously because I'm not going to idly sit by and watch as certain types of "fictional content" that I dare not mention are considered safe and are allowed to be on here, while many, MANY far more important issues are being neglected, and have been for basically the past couple years. Also, the other reason being that a certain new website that popped up has now effectively fully driven me away due to the utter incompetence of its mod team and how they're tackling the certain types of content that's allowed on said site.

I understand this might be a bit upsetting to those of you who currently watch me, especially to anyone new that recently discovered my page, but for fuck's sake this is not the way for anyone to handle a goddamn website, especially one as (in)famous and popular as this, or the other aforementioned one that seemed like a decent alternative.

If you want to contact me further once I'm gone from here, I have two Twitter accounts. But the easiest way to send messages my way is via Discord; if you'd like to get my tag, send me a note and I'll be happy to give it to those of you who want it. I can also send you links to any other methods of communication that I currently use if you ask for them, including Twitter.


That will be all for now. Just figured I'd inform all of you in advance.

22 years old now. Yayyyy another year closer to death. ;^)


Jkjk. Seriously though where the fuck does time go these days lmfao.

I know I'm late on it but, I officially turned 21. So yaaaaay, I'm another year closer to death. :^)

Kidding but seriously, 21. Fuck me. At least I did have fun with family and had a ton of food!
But onto more serious matters; I'm sure some of you have possibly been wondering where I've been and why I haven't uploaded anything to my gallery lately. The simple reasons: I've been busy with work a lot lately, and plus I've been trying to save up money for other things I want to buy for myself as well. Plus, my friend  spyable just hasn't gotten around to drawing much for me. So yeah, simple as that.

I promise I'll upload something eventually (if there is anything to upload), but for now, please be patient and I will be sure to provide you all with new content sometime in the future. Thanks for understanding, and hope you all have a good day. <3

Heyyy everyone, I know it's been about four months since my last journal, but... fuck me, 200 watchers. Pretty big number, if I'm honest. I know it might not seem like a lot for someone like me, considering I've only been on this site for a little over 4 years and I just now hit this number, but it still feels like an accomplishment on my part. So, I'd like to say thanks... to every single one of you. I'm grateful that you all like the art I've received over the years, so I do appreciate that. But honestly... that's kinda what I really want to talk about, because I've been trying to keep it secret for a long time. Figured it's about time for me to explain though, because... well, it's been 4 damn years and I feel now is a good opportunity.

So, as you may know, I don't really have my own PayPal/bank account, which makes it rather hard for me to commission artists or pay them for anything for that matter. For these past years, a guy that I met on this very site has been helping me with that as a very generous act, and I'm sure you already know him as  spyable. It's a long story as to how that happened, but... let's just say it stemmed from a huge fight on an old journal of someone's. We've basically clicked ever since, and once I told him about me not having money to pay for commissions, he's been helping me out with that ever since. Soooo yeah, basically the reason as to how most of the art I have is commissions from various artists (mainly AccidentalAesthetics) is because Spy paid for all of them for me, save for some of the pieces he himself has drawn.

It's funny how when I started off on this website, I was just a dumb, horny teenager that just watched a lot of people and pressed the fave button on almost everything vore-related every day, but... well, now that I'm 20 years old, I've grown to realize that I'm obviously a lot more mature than I used to be, and have stopped doing some of the things I used to do, which... honestly should entail as to how much I've changed during my time on here. And personally, I think I have not just Spy to thank, but also every single one of you. So... thank you. <3

That's all for now. Thanks again for 200 watchers. :)

That is all i have to say about it. :^)

A certain someone by the name of  raxkiyamato is in quite a bad rut right now. As you know, Hurricane Maria absolutely devastated Puerto Rico, leaving the entire island without power. They're slowly starting to recover and are having ships deliver supplies to everyone. However, Raxki still requires all the assistance he can get. Since he has almost no way to communicate with the outside world for possibly months, it will be next to impossible for him to do YCHs or commissions of any sort. PR has almost no drinkable water, and food is slowly dwindling.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:53516863 The details can be found in his journal here. If you could possibly find the chance to donate between either 1-10 dollars to him, I'm sure he would greatly appreciate it. He really does need the assistance right now, and it honestly breaks my heart to see so many people suffering, especially ones here in the fandom...

Any amount you donate will definitely help him in the long run, but even if you can't send any money his way, at least a signal boost will help.

So... I normally don't ever make journals like this, but I figured I'd just throw my own thoughts about all the terrible things that have been going on out there as of recently, mainly the chaos in Charlottesville.

Now, one thing I will say: I am mostly neutral and don't like getting involved in politics all that much. Say whatever you want about that, but that's just my decision. However, I most certainly do not approve of all these hate groups going out in public and trying to shove their own ideologies down innocent people's throats; those groups include the Nazis (which, frankly, should have died along with the original party nearly 72 years ago), white supremacists, ANTIFA and the alt-right.

I normally don't like to judge people based on their beliefs, but if you think that resorting to incessant violence and hate crimes/speeches is going to do anything about your stupid issues, well... sorry to say, but you're quite wrong. All that's going to do is draw the attention of the authorities and, more importantly, the government. They will more than likely see you as a threat to the nation, just like North Korea or ISIS, for example.

In all honesty, what's even the point of trying to defend these groups? All you're doing is showing the world how much of a bigot you really are, because there's no sense in trying to support these groups. They are not worth your time and should just be ignored, which is exactly what I've been doing.

Regarding the Confederate statues as well... sure, a lot of them were known for doing rather awful things, but those statues are still a part of America's history and should not be tampered with at all. Call me a racist, bigot or anything. I don't care what you think, but I'm simply stating the truth. Besides, vandalizing things like that is illegal and can land you in rather deep shit.

I hate to be saying this, but with all of this in mind... it's sad to say that this world is falling apart, and there's unfortunately not a lot of hope for it left. Humanity has fallen so far ever since, and it seems like it's only going to get worse as time goes on. Nonetheless, as long as we live our lives like we normally should and simply not freak out over stuff like this, then it's honestly no big deal. We've all survived worse, and we'll always bounce back no matter what happens.

I'm 19 now. Yaaaaay.

I feel old. =^=

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