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Posted 9 years agoA nice person recently lost a lot of stuff to a flood and is trying to make make some money to pay bills as their paycheck goes towards replacing things lost. Currently only aware of them doing a YCH. Just felt like getting the word out a little.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20889595/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20889595/
how do be social?
Posted 9 years agoI have the hardest time being more social. Primarily in the offline sense. I'm fine with dealing with people and what not online and can be plenty social even if I seem to be distant.
But man how does one even figure out how to be social normally? Like I just have the hardest time getting the will do to anything. Go to bar nah, a club nah, rave nah, a game store? Like I just sit there and don't have the will or effort to be social. I end up preferring to sit at home spending my time doing absolutely jack shit online.
I don't know random vent with no answers expected. Also wanted to bump the last journal down.
But man how does one even figure out how to be social normally? Like I just have the hardest time getting the will do to anything. Go to bar nah, a club nah, rave nah, a game store? Like I just sit there and don't have the will or effort to be social. I end up preferring to sit at home spending my time doing absolutely jack shit online.
I don't know random vent with no answers expected. Also wanted to bump the last journal down.
Stress
Posted 9 years agoAnxiety, sadness, depression, stress, anger, self loathing, jealousy, distrust, instability, questioning, unhappy. A slew of emotions i've been having over the last couple of weeks. Putting on faces to deal with family, friends. Long stream of consciousness journals to myself. Self realization that i'm not happy. Unsure of the future. Unable to get nagging thoughts out of my mind. Being my own worst enemy. Eating away at my own psyche. Unhappy.
Not sure where I'm going, how i'll get there, or whats going to happen. A feeling of no control over my life or myself. Why make this journal I don't fucking know. Why share this? I don't know a hope that it'll make me feel a little better. Goodness knows what'll work. I want to stop feeling this way. I want to feel content and happy again. But currently don't know how. Masquerading as happy.
I hope everyone else has been having a better time than I have.
I may delete this in the near future I don't know.
Not sure where I'm going, how i'll get there, or whats going to happen. A feeling of no control over my life or myself. Why make this journal I don't fucking know. Why share this? I don't know a hope that it'll make me feel a little better. Goodness knows what'll work. I want to stop feeling this way. I want to feel content and happy again. But currently don't know how. Masquerading as happy.
I hope everyone else has been having a better time than I have.
I may delete this in the near future I don't know.
It's puppy bowl time!
Posted 9 years agohttp://www.apl.tv/puppy-bowl-bts.htm
Who needs football and the superbowl when theres the puppy bowl!
Who needs football and the superbowl when theres the puppy bowl!
This is a journal. I swear i'm alive
Posted 10 years agoSince a couple people poked me about being vanishing a bit.
I've just been really busy with university. Plus when it comes to streams I tend to go through phases of binge watching them and then kinda just not. I kind of did something similar on FA been mostly lurky looking at stuff people post (mostly art) and some of the journals.
Sorry about kinda vanishing randomly. I kind of do this at times. did it as well with twitter. Went really busy into twitter checking it a lot doing stuff with it daily and after a while I just occaionally check and reply to thinks that catch my interest.
Something noteworthy is this last saturday 5/9/15 I went to my cousins wedding and it was quite a nice occasion. He also married one heck of a bombshell.
let me just end this by saying i'm almost always up to talk if people want to talk. I just don't always tend to initiate it.
I've just been really busy with university. Plus when it comes to streams I tend to go through phases of binge watching them and then kinda just not. I kind of did something similar on FA been mostly lurky looking at stuff people post (mostly art) and some of the journals.
Sorry about kinda vanishing randomly. I kind of do this at times. did it as well with twitter. Went really busy into twitter checking it a lot doing stuff with it daily and after a while I just occaionally check and reply to thinks that catch my interest.
Something noteworthy is this last saturday 5/9/15 I went to my cousins wedding and it was quite a nice occasion. He also married one heck of a bombshell.
let me just end this by saying i'm almost always up to talk if people want to talk. I just don't always tend to initiate it.
NSFW survey journal thing #IblameTiidoAgain
Posted 10 years agostolen from 
tiido I blame him again...
Welcome to learning TOO MUCH ABOUT CLOUD! ON THIS EPISODE LEWD STUFF.
1. What tends to feel better for you, sex or masturbation?
Couldn't say haven't had sex. Masturbation feels pretty good though.
2. Your 5 favorite spots to be stimulated.
* Tip of penis
* Shaft
* Balls
* Nipples
* Don't know.
3. Have you ever had your prostate stimulated?
nope
4. Have you ever had an orgasm from anywhere other than your genitals?
nope
5. Do you prefer clitoral or vaginal stimulation?
N/A
6. Can you touch your clitoris directly, or does that hurt?
N/A
7. Are you well-acquainted with your G-spot?
N/A
8. Are handjobs boring, or underrated?
Haven't had one or given one.
9. Do you like having your balls touched?
Sure.
10. Do you like having your nipples touched?
yes.
11. Do you like having your anus touched?
not really
12. Have you ever been fisted (anally or vaginally)?
nope not at all.
13. Do you like mild roughness (scratching, spanking, hair-pulling, etc.)?
Hmm probably.
14. Do you have any kinks?
yes... yes i do... voyeurism, mild bdsm, exhibitionism (mild), among others but those 3 come to mind immediately.
15. Are you into anything under the BDSM umbrella?
yes mild bondage.
16. Do you pee in the shower?
yes. That water goes the same place the toilet does so why not.
17. Do you ever masturbate in the shower?
I have but not regularly it's not really all that satisfying.
18. Have you had sex in the shower?
Haven't had sex.
19. Do you like being naked?
yes if the house isn't too cold
20. Do you sleep partially/fully naked?
surprisingly no. Shirt and pajama pants.
21. Have you ever skinny dipped?
nope
22. What's the most unusual thing you've done nude?
nothing unusual to be seen here.
23. Have you ever been to a nude beach, naked party, or other situation involving casual nudity?
nope
24. Are you comfortable being seen partially/fully naked by family or friends (i.e. getting dressed, etc.)?
family nope, friends depends on the friend.
25. Are you comfortable with partners seeing you nude in non-sexual contexts?
pretty sure I would be.
26. Have you ever showered with someone (non-sexually)?
yes kind of a very very very long time ago.
27. Do you care if a partner sees you going to the bathroom?
haven't thought about it probably i would care and prefer if they didn't.
28. Do you have naked pictures/videos of yourself? If yes, have you sent them to anyone? Are they online?
no, nope, nope,
29. How many sexual partners have you had?
0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwNVE37BGVE
30. How often do you masturbate?
Uh.........................................................................
Fine i'll tell ya, every couple days.
31. Age you started masturbating? How did you discover/learn about it?
around 13 ish (i can't remember the exact number) the internet corrupted me with images and it just kind of naturally happened.
32. What position do you typically masturbate in (laying on back, on stomach, sitting up, etc.)?
WELL considering I'm looking at porn when I am I'm sitting at a computer. Then standing later.
33. Describe your masturbation routine, technique, etc.
Uhh... well i'm this far into this thing may as well. Sitting naked at a computer looking at porn casually masturbating, once i get to a certain point i get up go to the bathroom and finish off.
34. What do you masturbate to (porn, smut, imagination, etc.)?
porn, lots of porn, thank you savior the internet with your bountiful harvest of porn.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NiFD6EFVsTg
35. Have you ever masturbated to the point you got sore?
yes
36. Your thoughts the first time you got up close and personal with the opposite set of genitals?
N/A
37. Have you ever "compared" (genitals, breasts, whatever) with a friend?
Uh yes/no kind of. someone in person? Nope, compare numbers with people on the internet sure.
38. What kind of underwear do you normally wear?
boxerbriefs no not boxers and no not briefs it's the hybrid kind.
39. Do you ever go commando?
nope
40. Have you ever had a wet dream/orgasmed in your sleep?
yes
41. How big is your penis?
above average for the US standard but not by too much.
42. Does your penis curve at all?
a little
43. Which testicle hangs lower?
left by a little
44. How big are your breasts?
N/A
45. Do you long or short labia? Are they even or uneven?
N/A
46. Do you have a particularly large or tiny clitoris?
N/A
47. Are you circumcised or no? Are you happy with it?
Yes, not exactly happy not exactly upset. I don't think circumcision is a practice that should be done without good reason however I don't believe it's the most harmful thing ever. I do believe it should be the choice of the person who is circumcised and shouldn't be as common of a practice.
48. Are you turned on or off by foreskin, or don't care?
Don't care.
49. What are you more into (or like more about yourself), boobs or butts?
neither. I like the entire body to be in proportion no one aspect overbearing the other. To me the question about boobs or butts is taken to an extreme if you could only have one which would you have? I would have neither because a big bottom with no boobs is just horribly off ballance looking and same with the flip.
50. Do you find genitals physically attractive, or weird/gross, or not feel strongly either way?
Depends on the set of genitals
51. Do you like the way your genitals look?
ambivalent
52. Would you be able to pick out your genitals from a lineup?
nope
53. Do you like your butt?
ambivalent
54. What do you do with your pubic hair (shave, trim, wax, nothing, etc.)?
sometimes trim most of the time leave it alone.
55. Do you care/have a preference what partners do with their pubic hair?
TBH I prefer hairless.
56. Do you tuck your penis a certain way (i.e. left or right) when you get dressed?
nope
57. Do you have or want any genital piercings? Do you like any on other people?
have none, want none. Do find some of the female genital piercings attractive.
58. What is the quickest you've ever brought yourself (or been brought) to orgasm?
vigorous masturbation.
59. Do you ever "edge" (repeatedly stop and start) when masturbating?
yes
60. What's the longest masturbation session you've had? Longest sex session?
couple of hours and N/A
61. What's the most orgasms you've had in one session (of anything)?
Depends on your definition of a session by my definition 1. If you consider an entire day of off on a session then 3.
62. Do your orgasms tend to be full-body, or crotch-centric?
little of both.
63. Spit or swallow?
N/A
64. When you ejaculate, do you more shoot or dribble?
depends on multiple factors but it tends to be a shoot.
65. Is it hot or gross to get ejaculated on?
TBH depends. I find facials gross and rude, However if were talking about on the stomach or other locations i find it hot.
66. Do you "squirt?"
N/A
67. Have you ever attempted (or succeeded) to give yourself oral?
attempted yes, succeeded no.
68. Have you ever given/received a footjob, boobjob, etc.?
nope. Unfortunately.
69. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
nope. for reasons you have already read.
70. Have you ever had sex in a bed/on a couch that didn't belong to either of you?
nope. Again...
71. Have you ever had sex/masturbated while somebody was sleeping near you?
nope.
72. How many rooms of your house/apartment/etc. have you had sex in?
0
73. Strangest/most unique place you've had sex? How about masturbated?
uhh. I honestly can't think of one.
74. Have you had any sexual experiences that were downright gross?
nope.
75. Are you particularly "vocal" when masturbating/having sex?
nope.
76. Have you ever been caught masturbating/having sex?
nope at least not that i know of.
77. Have you had or do you want to have a threesome (or foursome, or more)?
had no, want to depends heavily on the people involved.
78. Do you own any sex toys?
yes
79. Have you ever used a homemade sex toy, or a regular object as a sex toy?
nope
80. Can a dildo feel as good as a penis (assuming the person with the penis is good at what they do)?
N/A
81. What are your favorite positions?
Don't know. Visually I enjoy doggy and variants of cow girl.
82. Your most embarrassing sexual experience?
N/A
83. Worst place/time you've ever gotten a boner?
In public.
84. Have you ever had any genital injuries?
nope.
85. Have you ever had a sexually transmitted infection?
nope.
86. Have you ever had a non-sexually transmitted genital infection (yeast infection, etc)?
nope.
87. If you lack a penis, have you ever tried to pee standing up?
N/A
88. If you lack a penis, how familiar are you with how you look down there?
N/A
89. Do you think you're "good" at sex, or your performance/skill could use improvement?
nope. Because inexperienced.
90. Have you "sexted" (whether through text messaging or IM chat)?
nope i don't even text.
91. Have you masturbated for or with someone via webcam?
Uh... yes.
92. Have you have phone sex?
nope
93. If you had the opposite set of genitals for a day, name 5 things you would do.
1) be naked
2) masturbate
3) try on clothes
4) masturbate
5) masturbate
94. What's something you like about your body?
uhh... TBH can't think of anything.
95. What's something you dislike about your body?
bad back, stretch marks on back, blemishes, etc.
96. What body parts do you find the sexiest?
I tend to find the face the most attractive. Then after that it's the entire proportion of the figure.
97. What was your most recent sexual thought?
Can't remember. Probably something to do with a bad joke relating to sex.
98. Do you ever just play with your boobs, penis, labia, etc.?
yes.
99. When was the last time you touched your genitals?
when using the bathroom or showering, if you mean sexually then yesterday.
100. Do you often imagine people naked?
Not often but sometimes.
tiido I blame him again...Welcome to learning TOO MUCH ABOUT CLOUD! ON THIS EPISODE LEWD STUFF.
1. What tends to feel better for you, sex or masturbation?
Couldn't say haven't had sex. Masturbation feels pretty good though.
2. Your 5 favorite spots to be stimulated.
* Tip of penis
* Shaft
* Balls
* Nipples
* Don't know.
3. Have you ever had your prostate stimulated?
nope
4. Have you ever had an orgasm from anywhere other than your genitals?
nope
5. Do you prefer clitoral or vaginal stimulation?
N/A
6. Can you touch your clitoris directly, or does that hurt?
N/A
7. Are you well-acquainted with your G-spot?
N/A
8. Are handjobs boring, or underrated?
Haven't had one or given one.
9. Do you like having your balls touched?
Sure.
10. Do you like having your nipples touched?
yes.
11. Do you like having your anus touched?
not really
12. Have you ever been fisted (anally or vaginally)?
nope not at all.
13. Do you like mild roughness (scratching, spanking, hair-pulling, etc.)?
Hmm probably.
14. Do you have any kinks?
yes... yes i do... voyeurism, mild bdsm, exhibitionism (mild), among others but those 3 come to mind immediately.
15. Are you into anything under the BDSM umbrella?
yes mild bondage.
16. Do you pee in the shower?
yes. That water goes the same place the toilet does so why not.
17. Do you ever masturbate in the shower?
I have but not regularly it's not really all that satisfying.
18. Have you had sex in the shower?
Haven't had sex.
19. Do you like being naked?
yes if the house isn't too cold
20. Do you sleep partially/fully naked?
surprisingly no. Shirt and pajama pants.
21. Have you ever skinny dipped?
nope
22. What's the most unusual thing you've done nude?
nothing unusual to be seen here.
23. Have you ever been to a nude beach, naked party, or other situation involving casual nudity?
nope
24. Are you comfortable being seen partially/fully naked by family or friends (i.e. getting dressed, etc.)?
family nope, friends depends on the friend.
25. Are you comfortable with partners seeing you nude in non-sexual contexts?
pretty sure I would be.
26. Have you ever showered with someone (non-sexually)?
yes kind of a very very very long time ago.
27. Do you care if a partner sees you going to the bathroom?
haven't thought about it probably i would care and prefer if they didn't.
28. Do you have naked pictures/videos of yourself? If yes, have you sent them to anyone? Are they online?
no, nope, nope,
29. How many sexual partners have you had?
0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwNVE37BGVE
30. How often do you masturbate?
Uh.........................................................................
Fine i'll tell ya, every couple days.
31. Age you started masturbating? How did you discover/learn about it?
around 13 ish (i can't remember the exact number) the internet corrupted me with images and it just kind of naturally happened.
32. What position do you typically masturbate in (laying on back, on stomach, sitting up, etc.)?
WELL considering I'm looking at porn when I am I'm sitting at a computer. Then standing later.
33. Describe your masturbation routine, technique, etc.
Uhh... well i'm this far into this thing may as well. Sitting naked at a computer looking at porn casually masturbating, once i get to a certain point i get up go to the bathroom and finish off.
34. What do you masturbate to (porn, smut, imagination, etc.)?
porn, lots of porn, thank you savior the internet with your bountiful harvest of porn.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NiFD6EFVsTg
35. Have you ever masturbated to the point you got sore?
yes
36. Your thoughts the first time you got up close and personal with the opposite set of genitals?
N/A
37. Have you ever "compared" (genitals, breasts, whatever) with a friend?
Uh yes/no kind of. someone in person? Nope, compare numbers with people on the internet sure.
38. What kind of underwear do you normally wear?
boxerbriefs no not boxers and no not briefs it's the hybrid kind.
39. Do you ever go commando?
nope
40. Have you ever had a wet dream/orgasmed in your sleep?
yes
41. How big is your penis?
above average for the US standard but not by too much.
42. Does your penis curve at all?
a little
43. Which testicle hangs lower?
left by a little
44. How big are your breasts?
N/A
45. Do you long or short labia? Are they even or uneven?
N/A
46. Do you have a particularly large or tiny clitoris?
N/A
47. Are you circumcised or no? Are you happy with it?
Yes, not exactly happy not exactly upset. I don't think circumcision is a practice that should be done without good reason however I don't believe it's the most harmful thing ever. I do believe it should be the choice of the person who is circumcised and shouldn't be as common of a practice.
48. Are you turned on or off by foreskin, or don't care?
Don't care.
49. What are you more into (or like more about yourself), boobs or butts?
neither. I like the entire body to be in proportion no one aspect overbearing the other. To me the question about boobs or butts is taken to an extreme if you could only have one which would you have? I would have neither because a big bottom with no boobs is just horribly off ballance looking and same with the flip.
50. Do you find genitals physically attractive, or weird/gross, or not feel strongly either way?
Depends on the set of genitals
51. Do you like the way your genitals look?
ambivalent
52. Would you be able to pick out your genitals from a lineup?
nope
53. Do you like your butt?
ambivalent
54. What do you do with your pubic hair (shave, trim, wax, nothing, etc.)?
sometimes trim most of the time leave it alone.
55. Do you care/have a preference what partners do with their pubic hair?
TBH I prefer hairless.
56. Do you tuck your penis a certain way (i.e. left or right) when you get dressed?
nope
57. Do you have or want any genital piercings? Do you like any on other people?
have none, want none. Do find some of the female genital piercings attractive.
58. What is the quickest you've ever brought yourself (or been brought) to orgasm?
vigorous masturbation.
59. Do you ever "edge" (repeatedly stop and start) when masturbating?
yes
60. What's the longest masturbation session you've had? Longest sex session?
couple of hours and N/A
61. What's the most orgasms you've had in one session (of anything)?
Depends on your definition of a session by my definition 1. If you consider an entire day of off on a session then 3.
62. Do your orgasms tend to be full-body, or crotch-centric?
little of both.
63. Spit or swallow?
N/A
64. When you ejaculate, do you more shoot or dribble?
depends on multiple factors but it tends to be a shoot.
65. Is it hot or gross to get ejaculated on?
TBH depends. I find facials gross and rude, However if were talking about on the stomach or other locations i find it hot.
66. Do you "squirt?"
N/A
67. Have you ever attempted (or succeeded) to give yourself oral?
attempted yes, succeeded no.
68. Have you ever given/received a footjob, boobjob, etc.?
nope. Unfortunately.
69. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
nope. for reasons you have already read.
70. Have you ever had sex in a bed/on a couch that didn't belong to either of you?
nope. Again...
71. Have you ever had sex/masturbated while somebody was sleeping near you?
nope.
72. How many rooms of your house/apartment/etc. have you had sex in?
0
73. Strangest/most unique place you've had sex? How about masturbated?
uhh. I honestly can't think of one.
74. Have you had any sexual experiences that were downright gross?
nope.
75. Are you particularly "vocal" when masturbating/having sex?
nope.
76. Have you ever been caught masturbating/having sex?
nope at least not that i know of.
77. Have you had or do you want to have a threesome (or foursome, or more)?
had no, want to depends heavily on the people involved.
78. Do you own any sex toys?
yes
79. Have you ever used a homemade sex toy, or a regular object as a sex toy?
nope
80. Can a dildo feel as good as a penis (assuming the person with the penis is good at what they do)?
N/A
81. What are your favorite positions?
Don't know. Visually I enjoy doggy and variants of cow girl.
82. Your most embarrassing sexual experience?
N/A
83. Worst place/time you've ever gotten a boner?
In public.
84. Have you ever had any genital injuries?
nope.
85. Have you ever had a sexually transmitted infection?
nope.
86. Have you ever had a non-sexually transmitted genital infection (yeast infection, etc)?
nope.
87. If you lack a penis, have you ever tried to pee standing up?
N/A
88. If you lack a penis, how familiar are you with how you look down there?
N/A
89. Do you think you're "good" at sex, or your performance/skill could use improvement?
nope. Because inexperienced.
90. Have you "sexted" (whether through text messaging or IM chat)?
nope i don't even text.
91. Have you masturbated for or with someone via webcam?
Uh... yes.
92. Have you have phone sex?
nope
93. If you had the opposite set of genitals for a day, name 5 things you would do.
1) be naked
2) masturbate
3) try on clothes
4) masturbate
5) masturbate
94. What's something you like about your body?
uhh... TBH can't think of anything.
95. What's something you dislike about your body?
bad back, stretch marks on back, blemishes, etc.
96. What body parts do you find the sexiest?
I tend to find the face the most attractive. Then after that it's the entire proportion of the figure.
97. What was your most recent sexual thought?
Can't remember. Probably something to do with a bad joke relating to sex.
98. Do you ever just play with your boobs, penis, labia, etc.?
yes.
99. When was the last time you touched your genitals?
when using the bathroom or showering, if you mean sexually then yesterday.
100. Do you often imagine people naked?
Not often but sometimes.
person selling characters for paying expenses
Posted 10 years ago
viralnightmare is trying to make some money to pay for expenses they have and are selling characters.Like auctioning a character http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15630634/
felt like trying to help.
ask me anything because why not?
Posted 11 years agoI've seen multiple people do this kinda thing now seems like an ok thing. ask me questions i'll answer. I'm bored.
Edit: done going to stream yet again
Posted 11 years agostream done
at 3pm PST which is 11pm GMT
more sculpting because it doesn't completely piss me off :D
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....atch=cloudwolf
at 3pm PST which is 11pm GMT
more sculpting because it doesn't completely piss me off :D
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....atch=cloudwolf
Edit it's over. More sculptris streaming
Posted 11 years agoEdit: It's over
gonna stream more messing around in sculptris gimmy ideas or stuff and things.
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....atch=cloudwolf
gonna stream more messing around in sculptris gimmy ideas or stuff and things.
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....atch=cloudwolf
Edit: Over gonna stream messing around in sculptris
Posted 11 years agoEDIT2: Finished.
just dled sculptris lets see if i can make something that doesn't look like a poor abused animal that has been slapped in the face with a tennis racket.
Join me and have fun.
Edit:
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....atch=cloudwolf
I was told i should probably link my stream... i guess i should.
just dled sculptris lets see if i can make something that doesn't look like a poor abused animal that has been slapped in the face with a tennis racket.
Join me and have fun.
Edit:
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....atch=cloudwolf
I was told i should probably link my stream... i guess i should.
This is a journal.
Posted 11 years agoNothing to see here. Move along. just filling up page space.
