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I can not draw anymore , I have been saving up money for 5 months from my jobs to give refunds , please do not contact me for anything else.

I’m sorry , this was never my intention , I just wish to do right.

so sorry- i completely forgot to update here !!! ive been slowly replying and working though backlog emails !! i've gotten around 1/6th though - i'm still working odd jobs to cover expenses so i dont rely on commissions as a crutch for money !! so im a bit slow on art BUT IT IS HAPPENING (thats whats started this cycle in the first place- i have to have a separate income till i can set up a system i wont fail )

I'm still not like - 100% mentally on top , and isolation depression has been hitting hard like im sure it has for everyone , so i'm just trying to not completely overwhelm myself with "coming back" till i'm around 1/3rd though my backlog - so im so so so sorry i havnt publicly updated here yet - it's still a lot , and being on this site even makes me panic ((hence why i'm exclusively talking through gmail))

I will do my absolute best to post bi-weekly or monthly updates tho just so y'all know i havent vanished again- i wasnt trying to worry any one!! TTATT i just am replying one at a time - i'm slowly finding a groove tho and my backlog isnt nearly as overwhelming as i thought it was going to be - but social communication is gonna take a second still gonna take me a bit, my brains playing catch up

Thank you all so much for the kind welcome back - I’m so overwhelmed but am trying to answer everyone! 🥺💖

I was thinking maybe tomorrow or Wednesday about doing a freebie 10 min sketch stream for everyone I owe things to - would set it up with a random roll so it’s fair , but would that be something y’all are interested in? Or should I just get straight to the list ? (I could still stream it regardless)

I missed y’all all so much , I’m sorry I don’t have an active discord right now tho - trying to not overwhelm myself too much as I’ve been mostly offline for the past year so keeping up with a discord would just kill me 😰 my notes here are open for chat tho! (EMAIL FOR OWED WORK THO PLEASE!! Commissionrecovery[at]gmail.com ) No promises I can get back ASAP tho for back and forth IMing, again I’m trying to minimize pressure for a while till I’m use to talking to people again !! I hope y’all understand 😭

I’ll be over the next week tho setting up a public Q to hold myself accountable, and a solid work schedule- because unlike last time I can’t work myself 7 days a week , I’ll have 5 days on 2 days off , my off days being Tuesday and Thursday! Hopefully this should help things quite a bit 💖

So i'm here to apologize and fully correct the errors of my past.

I'm trying to refrain from getting overly personal but like many , 2020 has easily been the worst year of our lives, we lost everything and have had many MAJOR mental and physical health problems , along with having had acquired a job at a Parrot rescue that ended up being a huge set up of deeply rooted animal neglect and health code violations -

After many many animals died under the owners directions and neglect of the overall standards of living (rat infestation) , i worked up the courage to finally quit (i feared for the parrots lives so i worked there as long as i could , everytime i came back from my days off there would be birds that needed vetting due to meds not being given for 2 days straight , and since ive left sadly my fears have come true and a few high needs birds have passed) and i've been working on getting it shut down with the other past managers , this has taken a substantial amount of my time and mental energy , but it is all for the most part being handled by the proper authorities now and is out of my hands.

I digress , i am here to apologize deeply for my absences , absolutely nothing can excuse it and i will not try, nor do i wish to put my personal life on display anymore in any regards because im still not mentally 100% , i'm just at a point where it MUST be addressed and i MUST and WANT to do right, i am so fucking sorry.

I have set up a new email address FRESH for commission recovery
commissionrecovery[at]gmail.com

PLEASE EMAIL ME IF I OWE YOU ART

i have over the past year knocked out quite a few people from my backlog , however i know i do not have everyone's info and trying to organize it is far too overwhelming right now - i will be trying my best to fill in the blanks as i go, but this is my first step -

i understand anger being a first response , i'm angry at myself too, far more than anyone else may be -

I can try my best to offer refunds but they'd have to be chunked up - currently i'm unemployed and have very minimal funds - I'm just trying to get owed art finished in hopefully a timely manner.

the email is my only point of contact right now , as in one of my BPD breakdowns i mass deleted most forms of communication i had unfortunately- i sadly can not go back in time and undo what ive done, but i can try my best to make amends moving forward :(

i pray for yalls understanding though this , i will be checking the email often and replying right as i can

please , let's try and keep comments civil , i'm very overwhelmed already with coming back to finish my Q, i really would like to be able to answer everyone calmly without a big anxiety attack , but like i said above - i will understand and respect your anger , as i' m deeply upset with myself as well , this is my own fault.

After loss of job a home things got very rough mentally , and to lie and say im well enough to even talk about it , much less publicly, isn't fair.


Lot's of things have occurred and i'm not a strong person to start.

I am not the same as who I was even 3 months ago, these events have deeply impacted my mental and I am not ok.

However , I am now in a position where i have a job that understands my many limits and assists me around them allowing me to improve.

I am working thru my backlog still.

I am not back, i am not accepting commissions.

I am here to refund and finish what is owed , while also not destroying me further.

I am slow , i am quiet , i am working.


i am deeply sorry for the wait , and i wish to stress my own deep upset and myself and the situations and things that have occured around me and impacted me to the point of impairment.

I'm working with a friend to have them help me set up a way for updates to go out without it putting the heavy stress on me it use to /does currently.

I'll be keeping y'all updated in the coming few weeks with the next step forward publicly , then hopefully the rest will be finished person to person quickly -

after im done with my backlog i'll be taking a step back to re-evaluate my art and direction , however i will not be publicly open for commissions for the foreseeable future.

comments are disabled due to my own fear of being overwhelmed - my next journal , they will not be , please save grievances if you can till i have the mental energy - i deeply wish to solve things, not hide.

thank y'all for reading, i'm sorry.

OK

So another quick update, nothing solidified, so this is just to keep y’all up to date .

I got home from my second interview, it went GREAT , said they’d be calling me back after he talks to the other 3 managers (who I also met with) , and that assuming they have no objections, I could start as soon as tomorrow.

SO the job will be replacing my income , and I’ll be able to focus SOULY on backlog assuming this goes well.

One catch before that all starts tho is that I have to put a 2 day delay on EVERYTHING in order for me to make the money to purchase a couple sets of work cloths and work shoes.

After that? (Again , assuming everything goes) I will be putting all my time into backlog without the stress of losing my home.

I’m so hopeful things work out , and if this job doesn’t work, I’ve got another interview on Monday , so this will still continue to be the plan.

I’m so happy and excited to get this rolling and have everything fixed 💜 this is a huge turning point in my life and I’m so thankful that y’all have stuck with me though everything.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

Okie! so im back at my computer , the cough meds dosage is much lower so im not as incapacitated as i was and im starting work again, starting with sending out replies / the wips i have!

For the rest of this month and next month i'll be splitting my time 75% towards backlog , and 25% towards just covering bills. This will be coupled with me getting a part time job to help pay down the medical debt i accumulated while being sick.

Because i was set back so massively due to these past 2 weeks being unable to make bills - I am in a bit of a pinch , ive got until the 27th for one , and the 3rd for the rest, however this next week will be slow for me as i'll be "getting back on the horse" after being knocked down so hard, not to mention needing to spend most of my time playing catch up due to missed deadlines because of this.

So i figure due to me needing to warm back up over the next couple of days i could offer discounted private stream slots, i would just stream publicly , but i need to again space my time out w/ backlogged and catch up work , so i'll only have around 1/4th of my day to work on new stuff - and i dont want to deal w/ the hassles of streaming all day ( disconnects to to my shitty internet currently).

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These with be sketch streams ! color may be added , but i can sketch quicker than i can color, so take that into account <3

These slots will be 1/2 upfront and 1/2 upon completion of the stream ( in terms of payment), and will be on an hourly basis.

1 hour = $50

If you would like the stream in the next 3 days , i'm only offering 3 hours max per stream, with a max of 2 people a day.

If you would like to schedule something a week ahead of time , i can plan to use a day off for it and do more than 3 hours, those rates/plans can be discussed more in notes, as it may differ.

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Please fill out this form to apply for a slot , I'll contact back the accepted applications!

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These will be first come first serve for the most part!

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Please note me if you have any questions about anything!

Hey, this’ll probably be short and just to make sure no one thinks I’m dead / ignoring them.

After returning home I got hit with a fucking /nasty/ flu paired with pneumonia that sent me to the hospital twice , yay new medical debt lol, but I’m doing MUCH better now.

I’ve been practically in bed / asleep on the couch cause of this for 2 weeks and it’s been awful.

I’m sorry I haven’t been around to reply , as soon as I’m back at my desk in a couple of days I’ll be answering everyone 👍 phone replies / using FA on a phone absolutely sucks.

Please feel free to note me if you have any questions !! I’ll be reading / replying to them ASAP 💜💜

Once I’m not taking these couple of meds that make me so exhausted / drowsy I’ll be back to scheduled backlog 💜 thank y’all for baring with me 💜

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I’ve been doing shitty tradition sketches to afford prescriptions / food , so if you’d like to donate / buy me a KoFi , I’m gladly add ya to my sketch book 👌 just note me after w/ “donation sketch” as the title , include your ref and any details I should know! Replying to FA notes on my phone really sucks tho , so odds are I’ll have my mate reply with any questions I have / the files after they’re done 💜


https://ko-fi.com/feedcodeine

https://www.paypal.me/c0de1ne


Examples of the sketches : https://imgur.com/a/n3OLkDk

They’re PWYW , min for a full body tho is $15 💜

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Thank y’all for the understanding- I’ll be up and in working order ASAP!!

So it is with a hollow heart I update y'all on the situation regarding housing.

This is a post ive had a hard time making cause ive had a hard time coming to grips with the situation, please excuse me if this is post is short, i can't bring myself to explain the situation in full for the 100th time.


We did not get the home.

After being pre-approved , paying $3400 in inspections , and packing all of our belongings, 3 days before closing the Mortgage company retracted the pre-approval stating that our 46% debt to income ratio was "too high" with co-signers (my husbands parents) . This is information they had from the very first week, 2 months ago. information that they had pre-approved us with. information they had before they required us to pay for inspections. Most of all, information they had before they led us on.


I am emotionally and financially defeated.

I belive this is morally wrong , and damn near criminal.

The fact that we have now lost $3400 to inspections , which we will never get back, for a home we will never have, has made me very angry recently.

If i was a stronger person i would try and find grounds to sue, but i do not know the legality on this , nor can i afford a lawyer.

My husband and I are very emotional about this and very scared. The reason for the move was to live in a cheaper home , due to a $200 a month rent hike here.

We are however very fortunate that the apartment complex manager was willing to sit down with us , let us explain our situation , and allowed us to cancel our move out. She also allowed my husband to re-sign despite not making the required 3x's rent. With her very kind help we are able to stay in our current place if nothing else.

Our money will be tighter than ever , but at least we aren't out on our asses.

As it currently stands however , due to a pending refund from the insurance company that we had to pay a deposit to for the home, we're behind on bills and i've been unable to pick up my medications.

I'm in a spot where im desperately trying to just things back to "normal" , and would like to apologize for being behind schedule.

I would ask for help, but i feel as tho i dont deserve it, so I'll be streaming to try and at least pick up my medication tomorrow.

Please understand that i am deeply sorry, to all who helped , to all who are waiting.

I have failed.

only 3 open , will be working on them today in substitute of a stream / while im sending out files.

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These can be made as badges or just portraits , i can and will make 2 version if you'd like for no charge. (I wouldn't be printing and sending these out, you will have to do that yourself)

They are $75 for a single character and $120 for a couple

These are Fall themed ! They can be spooky , cozy , chilly, anything fall! ♥

You'll be getting a chest up picture of your sona, fully colored.

examples

portrait : https://imgur.com/Zl0EPVC

badge : https://imgur.com/ZGluKtb

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the application !


Ref :

Fall theme :

Expression/mood :

badge version (y / n ) :

Any additional info :

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Slots

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3)

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Please note me to claim a slot! With "Portrait slot" as the subject!

https://twitter.com/codeinejetpack
https://twitter.com/codeinejetpack
https://twitter.com/codeinejetpack


I post a lot of WIPS and stuff I don’t post here there!

Please follow me if ya wanna keep up with my latest work-

I also talk a lot , you can ignore those tweets tho ✨

$120 , painted sketch (come with a BG) , artistic liberty (you may pick a theme )
example : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28643418/

2 sketch slots , $35 each (no BG , + BG is + $10) , artistic liberty ( you may pick a theme)
example : https://i.imgur.com/kt9HZiW.jpg

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slots:

painted:

1) CLAIMED

sketches:

1) CLAIMED

2) CLAIMED

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to be completed in the next 72 hours :)

comment with a ref and theme to claim!


i need to pick up my scrips ///

So there's 2-3 last major expense i overlooked in moving/getting into a house

1) FHA inspection

2) the actual movers

3) the "time off" required to move/have services connected to where i can be back to work fully


I tried to avoid adding to my queue , but at this point in time- ive already sold all my belongings worth anything - I'm a little strapped for ideas past just picking up more work and just having a super busy month or two.

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So i'll be opening for 10 commission slots

A) Painted sketches for $100 (+75 per extra character)

example : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28273069/

You'll get a WIP of the sketch , and then the finished product


B) Fully painted commissions for $200 (+100 per extra character)

example : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28117662/

You'll get a WIP at the sketch stage , shading stage , and then the finished product.

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Turn around


These will be completed within 2-3 months , possibly sooner ! I'm just estimating WAY high since the move is going to be smack dab in the middle of all this and it might take a while for me to get to the last few slots.

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Idea:


Any added info:


Preferred form of contact:

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Slots

1)  Taji-Amatsukaze
2)  Taji-Amatsukaze
3)  KitonKurai
4)  Talon_Pawpad
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If you have any questions please NOTE me , the comment section here is only for applications, anything else will be removed (so that i may keep track of things easier, i dont need unrelated comments)


Thank you all for giving me a read :)

https://www.twitch.tv/holographiccdpha

it's actually dummy fun/funny

Sweet and simple, thank you all for being here for me , whether it’s been since the beginning, or if you’re new , it means a lot to me that we’ve grown to this point together.
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To enter the raffle just comment with your ref and an expression , I’ll give you a number , and in an hour I’ll roll the numbers and we’ll see who wins!
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Good luck all , and thank you again for being here 💜

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WINNER
https://imgur.com/a/yoOMBrt

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Imagine , if you will, a colored sketch , with the same color detail level as one of my paintings , with just rougher lines-

and example of my paintings : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28117662/

and example of my sketches : https://i.imgur.com/O8FVtCN.png (would be a lil cleaner than this haha, this one just got no "clean up" due to it needing to be lined anyhow)

now , in your mind - fuse em together

rough example : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28172673/

and then slap a $100 price tag on em -

is it coming together ?

I'm opening for ONE of these , one or two characters ( two character's cost $175 total)

if you would LIKE the slot , comment with a ref and an idea (or note me one)

BUT i am also looking for opinions , so please , do these seem like something y'all would be interested in?

I'm a very hesitant person when it comes to raising prices , and i already bit the bullet and raised my fully painted pictures pices to $200 + $100 per extra character , but now i think it's time to roll out a more affordable painted option , while still making sure i get paid enough for all the hours i sink into them.

the reason behind my painted full color price change is because i regularly began spending 16 + hours on them , even single character ones, and that broken up over two days made the $150 price tag very hard for me personally to deal with , it constantly feels like im being undercut by myself - but ive always wanted to maintain being "affordable" compared to many other artists (who are free to charge whatever they like for the long hours they put into their work, this is not AT ALL a point to bash on others).

However im concerned i'll create a divide between me and my commissioners if i raise them too high !

so , what do y'all think ? Are my prices too high? too low? just right?

all opinions welcome! just please remain civil and kind with your wording <3

hit me with input!! i wanna draw what y'all want ! :) been drawing a lot of content i like recently , let's make my art pool a lil broader so to speak!

I'm sorry for lacking in the communication department as of late - ive been EXTREMELY busy outside of the fandom/work and actually have had very little time to even be at my computer .

I'll be back to work within the next coming 45 days when my health is back at where it should be and we're done moving - until then i'll be posting assorted colored sketch YCH's just so i can keep paying my bills .

please please please bare with me while i implement this new system im working on - it'll allow me to knock out my back log while also offering new art to those who have been asking for it.

I hope that i'm able to make this up to everyone in due time , and again , i'm deeply sorry for a longer delay / silence , i'm working as hard as i can to get this rolling !! i hope y'all are as excited as i am! We'll get this all fixed in no time!

update: We've got the approval , we just need to finish gathering the down deposit ;v; please consider sharing/donating $1 <3

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https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-getting-to-a-new-home

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copied from the gofundme :

As of last week we received notice that our rent would be raised by $200 under the new management, a price we simply cannot afford - we’ve been doing our due diligence to sell everything we can that we own worth anything to try and raise the $4.5k down deposit (and closing fees) for the only location in Houston we can afford , but we’ve only made $2k from doing so , not even half of what we need in the upcoming weeks for us to avoid becoming homeless / couch surfing with our pets. Life has been rough for us and it just got even rougher , we’re hoping that we can get just enough help so that we can continue to survive. Thank you for reading my Gofundme , god bless.

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I wouldn't ask for help again if it wasn't such a drastic situation - Im desperate and scared, this might not be an obstacle i can overcome , much less alone. Please consider sharing this gofundme even if you can't afford to donate.

If 1/5th of my watchers just donated $1 i would be saved , please , absolutely anything helps.

I'm sorry for being weak and begging like this , it puts a pit in my stomach to ask and im deeply sorry for doing so , and deeply thankful for any help given-

God bless , and thank you for considering.

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https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-getting-to-a-new-home
https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home
https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home

$40 Each

example : https://i.imgur.com/StbPzLM.png

all money is going towards preventing me from losing a home :(

https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home

comment with

ref :

idea:

extra info:

payment made after wip has been given

Sammy has been sold to  cdogone

I own 25% of her , they own 75% .

I am still allowed to draw them in commissions and personally , until i buy her back I am not permitted to commission other artist for art of Sammy.

Please do not harass them, they are not allowed to sell her to anyone else , so don't even bother asking/pestering them about it.

I am very thankful that i still get to co-own her.

what would y'all rather see? base adopts done on my own base or unique adopts with more depth to the character?

I really dont wanna do this , but in out current situation i'd rather ,, i guess make a new sona than be homeless -

serious offers only , she comes with well over 200+ pieces of artwork , most can be seen in my gallery , the other half i'll have to collect over time and upload.


please note me your offer.

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im currently a few weeks away from being homeless , please consider giving my gofundme a share/read/any small donation

https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home

https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home

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copied from the gofundme :

As of last week we received notice that our rent would be raised by $200 under the new management, a price we simply cannot afford - we’ve been doing our due diligence to sell everything we can that we own worth anything to try and raise the $4.5k down deposit (and closing fees) for the only location in Houston we can afford , but we’ve only made $2k from doing so , not even half of what we need in the upcoming weeks for us to avoid becoming homeless / couch surfing with our pets. Life has been rough for us and it just got even rougher , we’re hoping that we can get just enough help so that we can continue to survive. Thank you for reading my Gofundme , god bless.

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I wouldn't ask for help again if it wasn't such a drastic situation - Im desperate and scared, this might not be an obstacle i can overcome , much less alone. Please consider sharing this gofundme even if you can't afford to donate.

If 1/5th of my watchers just donated $1 i would be saved , please , absolutely anything helps.

I'm sorry for being weak and begging like this , it puts a pit in my stomach to ask and im deeply sorry for doing so , and deeply thankful for any help given-

God bless , and thank you for considering.

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https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-getting-to-a-new-home
https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home
https://www.gofundme.com/q57eww-get.....-to-a-new-home