After a ton of thought and consideration i've decided while I work through my backlog and continue streaming as i currently am that it's important for me to still be able to set time aside for personal artwork and be able to produce community requested pictures.


As it stands my goal is small and that's to just create a single full color pin up every month based off of a Patreon exclusive poll, I realized that's not enough to justify a Patreon , so I'll also be submitting all personal sketches and warm up's I do exclusively there , these are things that won't be cross posted to FA , unlike the pin up that will be available for all to see 2 weeks after i complete it.

I dont want to stay behind a paywall and cut off my watchers who have been with me though it all that just don't like or use the site, so as usual , all of my commission work will continue to be posted here. WIPS will more than likely be exclusive but i dont post those here anyways.

I'd love for y'all to consider giving it a read over :heart:

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https://www.patreon.com/c0deine
https://www.patreon.com/c0deine
https://www.patreon.com/c0deine

Thank you


Thank you all so much for being patient with me.


As most of you know i'm working though a LOT , digging myself out of damn near a literal hole i put myself into over the past 2 years with my suicidal depression. It means a lot to me that you all have been so understanding and have been working with me , i know it's frustrating and i wish i could just snap my fingers and make it better, but as it is right now i don't have god powers.

I'm going to be working on rolling out a new plan for tacking my past owed work within the next 2 weeks, please keep an eye out for it and please hang in there for just a little longer, as it is right now I'm trying my damn best to just find people's information , and i know it's not what y'all wanna hear but i may need to ask for it all again -

But for now

for RIGHT NOW

i wanna apologize from the bottom of my fucking heart , I've fucked up , beyond reasonable error, and i know some of you wont ever forgive me and i wanna let you know that that's ok.

The old me and who I am now are so different , i had a horrid mentality of "well i'm just going to kill myself anyways" every day for almost 2 whole years and before that for the previous 4 i just didn't care about myself. I can't even belive some of the things ive let fall to the side.. if aweful... I truly am sorry

So thank you all, you've all stuck with me though thick and thin and i can never repay the debt i owe y'all for that.

to apply please fill out this form

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https://goo.gl/forms/UyF2Nz2qL1G6MRct2
https://goo.gl/forms/UyF2Nz2qL1G6MRct2
https://goo.gl/forms/UyF2Nz2qL1G6MRct2

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sketch : $35
$colored sketch: $70

prices are per char , backgrounds free if you want one (super complex BGS will be + $10 )

examples: http://imgur.com/a/YJP21

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I'll note you here after accepting your application , these will be done today, and if my power stops cutting in and out i'll start up a stream to do them in :)

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Comment below with any questions about slot info needed!!

so my elo is fucking trash on my old acct due to a buddy of mine dragging it way down, so im doing provisionals on a new acct and i really need an ADC i can talk to for them- idc if you're silver, gold, whatever just that you're good enough to work off of me/with me though these games (and i guess more in the future? )

hmu- discord VC is a must my dudes

we rescued one from a dog and it needs a home

you have to prove you can house a kitten , and have the money for his shots and check up ($200)

we're giving this a week and then we'll be keeping him since we know we can care for him, it's just not our first choice.

here he is http://i.imgur.com/5Gs6S75.jpg

The catch would be it has to be a 2 character with one of my characters-

It'd be $20 for 20min

(with the same tipping /extra time policy as always)


Yah or nah?

Would be today in around an hour ish

I'm writing this now just because ...idk im worried.

my dog has had around a ping pong sized ball on this lower back since i rescued him, sadly i have never been able to even remotely afford the initial cost of the vet bill + the cost of the biopsy , right now i'm actively working towards saving up for that right now but it's tough , the ball has changed from ping pong sized to around a small baseball so it's getting urgent.

I don't know what it is or why it's happening so i'm not about to start a gofundme for my dog's "potential cancer" only for it to be...idk some fucking weird huge pimple or someshit.

I'm just idk letting you guys know now that i /may/ potentially need help later down the line.

After we go get this checked out and get results back i'll know for sure what path i need to take, i'm praying it's 100% harmless and no action or even biopsy is needed.

So right now i'm gonna stick with just trying to put money away fast enough without also missing bills - it's just making me very anxious

I wish i could just snap my fingers and be able to do this tomorrow.. i'm so worried about him ...

i was just trying to make a blank journal

not a big fan of not being able to edit profile layouts here lol

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 shuryashish

 furkinghell

 qutens

 Bazted

 fluffymonstrosity

they watched me recently and they do some pretty dope shit

not even close to as many watchers as they deserve


i found more *u*

 shuryashish
 shuryashish
 shuryashish

they watched me recently and they do some pretty dope shit

not even close to as many watchers as they deserve

Full quality sketch (rather than the 10 minute ones)

Example: https://imgur.com/a/11riz

Comment to claim! Be ready to pay :)
2 characters in $60 <3
finishing the last one now- i sadly dont have time to stream today but still a huge urge to work on my anatomy <3

Full quality sketch (rather than the 10 minute ones)

Example: https://imgur.com/a/11riz

Comment to claim! Be ready to pay :) (I wanna pick up some lunch while I'm out before my stream lol)

Like i know i just uploaded a sketch but damn last night i gained over 150 of y'all

what brought you?

I'm sorry about everyone wait- I know you're upset with me and all that stressful stuff.

I want to apologize, thee past few months have been very hard for me, grappling with wanting to kill myself every day and getting close to the point of having the gun in my hand on more than a dozen occasions

boo hoo i know

I'm medicated now and beginning to feel like my old self again , but please still bare with me, it's still hard, shit doesn't get fixed overnight and i'm still having to deal with doctors visits out of town way too often.

I still have to make bills, and more over now i also have to pay for doctors and medications

I'm sorry i know i'm a HUGE disappointment right now , don't worry, i'll have it fixed and then I'll be leaving soon

y'all wont have to deal/see my shit anymore

hope this clarifies somethings

I'm sitting at a gas station on empty lol

I'm about to stream so if someone wants to send me $30 or $65 I can give you the first stream slot for either a sketch or a colored sketch comment to claim?

@c@

$30 1 char
$60 2 char

example
http://i.imgur.com/kbA3vx4.png

motherboard died, cant stream til the new one comes in :< sending out files and stuff in the mean time

taking a small break to have a drink and i wanna sketch some stuff.

comment or note to claim

do not ask about past owed, ive been playing catch up but i need to make money for bills right now, thank you for understanding.

one full color slot also open $100 per char
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22881688/


https://picarto.tv/codeine
https://picarto.tv/codeine

open for the example (submitted image)

and

$10 head shots

$20 half body

$30 full body

example: http://i.imgur.com/1JIpPAd.png

FOR EXAMPLE: SOFT LATEX LACE

one from each person

Finishing up my last ones now, need just a little extra cash since I've been on empty for 2 days


$30 comment to claim



example: http://i.imgur.com/irtHvaM.png , http://i.imgur.com/eG5fyTC.png

$30 comment to claim, at a cafe out of town living that day by day life 👌👋



example: http://i.imgur.com/irtHvaM.png , http://i.imgur.com/eG5fyTC.png

$30 comment to claim, need to stay awake apparently so i need to distract myself.



example: http://i.imgur.com/irtHvaM.png , http://i.imgur.com/eG5fyTC.png

I just kinda want to share this on a site where not everyone i know IRL will bug me about it or pretend to care

I finally took a breath and scheduled an appointment to start dealing with my suicidal thoughts and depression.

I just...originally kinda just joked about wanting to kill myself but recently i've been /literally/ gravitating closer to a bullet in the head every single day, I just..i dont know, ive been to psychiatrists before but always avoid the "killing myself" thing because i always thought "oh i'll never actually do it , why talk about it" but i've realized in neglecting asking for help and talking about it it's only gotten worse and worse.

It's dumb i know and i know y'all don't actually give a shit but it's nice to put it in writing somewhere , hopefully this will help me with work and life in general , fingers crossed.

$30 comment to claim, getting tired of line work need a break TTcTT



example: http://i.imgur.com/irtHvaM.png , http://i.imgur.com/eG5fyTC.png

$30 comment to claim, done right now while i sit on hold on this phone call

//eye roll

idk why trying to make a card payment is so god damn hard

example: http://i.imgur.com/eG5fyTC.png