I've been working my ass of almost everyday this month, taking a day here and a day there off (like i took the day after i got robbed off and yesterday i had to deal with my mom getting injured at work) but even with all the work ive been pulling im afraid im not going to make it with bills- this month was particularly hard since my husband's paycheck was half what it normally is and after being robbed i had to pay an insurance deductible .

It hurts me that even with all the fucking progress ive made im put back to square one because of some cock head ..

I hate doing this i hate doing this so fucking much but nothing is lining up for me this month - and while most bills can be put off our apartment complex gives no leniency with rent..

I'm asking for help...im so close but my heart has sunken and my mood has followed suit. I'm going to try and stream today i just dont know if i'll make all i need much less if i can muster up the heart to draw at all- im so burnt out even looking at my tablet makes me tired

I'm trying so hard guys im trying so fucking hard...

My stomach's twisting even trying to ask but please- if you're not hurting too and want to help me , i can't even express how much it would mean..

I'm $300 away from rent and accounting for paypal transfer times ive only got a day left to make it

If anyone wants to help my paypal is jetpackpress[at]gmail.com - im sorry to ask for help...

EDIT: thank you everyone so much for the loving kind words and support ive gotten over the past few hours, you all bring me to tears with your kindness. With everyone's help my rent is covered and the extra i received will be going to my electric bill that i no longer have to push back- i love you all, from the small donations to the large and all the soft kind words. Thank you all so much TTvTT

I didnt really expect a ton of people to care <yuh know since i wasn't hurt or anything?> but it makes me happy see all the messages and stuff , thank you for leaving them or sending them to me most of them gave me quite a laugh

I wanna stress i am 100% fine and thought the event was /really/ funny all said and done.


https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8085678/ the event in question

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Or we'll he tried to, I didn't have any cash and I wouldn't let him in the car to go to an ATM. I didn't even leave my apartment parking lot since my car was like boxed in by an inch and this guy asks if I need the truck behind me moved, I said that'd be great, he runs off to go "tell his friend to move the car" comes back a minute later and cocks a gun and holds it on me. I thought this dude was just gonna be nice and say the guy was coming to move the car shit I'm dumb, but I ask if I can grab my insurance Card from my wallet first he said fine he just wanted cash, oops, I told him I don't have any and that I only had $20 on my debit card He asks me to show him, I show him my wallet, purse and all that jazz he says ok, we're going to go pull money from an ATM I refuse to let him in my car, he asks nicely , still say no, asks if I'm sure, yep you're not getting in plus my husband doesn't know I was going anywhere, told him I just came out to get my smokes from the car, lie, he says ok you can live(??) I assure him it's the better Option anyhow (no need to kill me over nothing) . Dude runs off.

I've never been robbed before, but I thought people were normally idk more insistent, rather than asking me " if I'm sure"


All in all I'm thankful that I'm ok and that he didn't take anything , uh that's the end of the story I guess? Cops got called ofc


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threw the car in reverse and scrapped the moving truck to get out but idk i felt safer being away from the place i was just robbed at, noooow ive gatta pay an insurance premium LMAO , it's worth it i suppose , gonna be selling a few gadgets to cover the cost probably.


Idk - it just felt like such a fucking joke to me like... "are you sure i can't get in your car? " like nigga yeh step off m8 , i'm SURE you can't continue robbing me.

proof: http://i.imgur.com/d0Osz1Y.jpg

slot prices would be normal but the theme would just be hot sweaty slutty sex for each picture.

ye or nah?

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$30 sketches : http://i.imgur.com/1bMRn4T.png

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sale going on rn :> if you buy one lemme know so i can thank you!~

im having fun using these to practice emotions and face details like eyes and what not-

so one more open, $10 for just the sketch, $25 if you want a full color one (with sketchy, but clean, lines)

comment to claim :>

ive got an unknown charge on my card for $60, im not sure what it is but im sure paypal not gonna be able to fix it by tonight so-

3 head shot sketches open? $10 for just the sketch, $25 if you want a full color one (with sketchy, but clean, lines)

comment to claim- sorry to break away from backlog ive just gatta be able to get some gas and ramen tonight for the rest of the week and this has put a real bump in my plans to do so :/

round two ding ding

ych and example
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https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01MY5ASGG

check these out

ive seen a lot of these selling for $50+ just so amazon will tack on free shipping *eye roll*



but yeh my dudes, im selling these, i like actually use one everyday.

When we were ordering samples to test we ordered the same model as the competitors and all that good shit cause thats what you do and jfc they all put off this loud ass high pitch taser sound, so we kept looking and found a new model that does not. The older models also would go off when the lid was closed, THESE DONT.

but yeh check em out! the company has other products and shit too but these are the ones i use everyday and really like ;v;

lemme know what you think and if you buy one! i'll give a big thank you if you do <3 starting a new product is always really hard ;v;

im trying to stream but i forgot to pay my bill for the server thingy- if anyone could hit me up with like $2 i can pay you back tonight -__- i feel so fucking useless rn

like jfc im just gunna lay on the floor

i named her milk a long time ago but you can change it

$35 and up offers only please

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Rough sketches clean sketches and colored sketches open only two spots comment to claim

examples below

https://imgur.com/a/uE8Yd

Different from my normal ones, these are done quickly rather than refined and don't have highlights

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((Hahaa I just really wanna grab some groceries TTvTT )))

Finishing the other batch rn, comment with a ref and I'll pick the ones I want to work on :)

You may pick what's going on, or I can wing it !

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Ty all for reading

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First come first serve 24 hour completion :)

$30 per char, 2 slots open. Comment to claim , will be doing these on my drive home right now. :)

comment to claim , will do it now

With how hectic things have been and with how little time i've had over the past few weeks i'm worried about bills for this 2 week period , what with everyone's birthdays and christmas obligations i've been finding very little time to sit down and stream to make my bills.

Now i'm not saying i'm giving up or not going to try but i'm very worried about it, so i'm opening up for "soft donations" and tips, got some work from me in the past and loved it a ton? please feel free to tip, or heck! even if you just dig my art work!

I don't have a patreon or anything like most people so i don't get a little extra reliable income off of just posting art sadly, so i figured since i haven't posted much recently and have a ton of art just sitting dormant, why not offer a little art pack too?

I've got around 40 pictures that i haven't posted here that i can send out to people who donates emails and can offer a christmas themed sketch to all that donate over $40 :)

it would help out a TON if you would consider :)

I can send everything out to people who donate as soon as i get the donation, if you want it sent to an email besides the one you use for paypal please comment below with the correct one!

my paypal for all donations is

jetpackpress@gmail.com

thank you all for reading :) i hope you all have a happy holidays/christmas !


Normally idgaf about skill lv but i need 2 more s ranks with braum and i cant do that with a shitty adc rn

so uh- hmu? it'd be super cool if i could get a full team of 5 but if nothing else i just need an adc.

Male or female this time, you just have to be bottom heavy.

$30 comment with a ref, I'll pick a favorite.

Warm up for today : slim athletic boys

Comment with a ref ill pick a favorite

$30 sketch

dude ive got like a billion ideas for a femboy sketch if someone wants a sketch just comment to claim, ima get this shit done as my warm up to all the lining i have to do tonight.

$30 my dudes.

i could really use a french press and a electric kettle LMAO

idk i guess it's a super silly idea but my last coffee pot broke and my mate and i just cant afford "little" expenses right now with both of our jobs being like super duper slow (we both work off of commission LMAO )

i could give you a cristmas gift of art in return! it's just so silly that i keep buying mcDs coffee every morning for us smh

Bills went though a day early and I'm at like $.34 in my account.

Will draw a head shot as a thank you if someone can send me enough to get a coffee and a bagel ;n;