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Posted 12 years agoSick... And Updates on Family..
Posted 12 years agoSorry for not being on past 2 days.. Monday I was too tired. Plus I was hanging out with my mom and rode with her to Tabby's (My cousin) house... Which we got lost >>
Yesterday I babysit EJ. I was feeling fine. Except for everytime I got up I got heavily light headed and dizzy that I had to sit back down. Been feeling like that ALL day yesterday. Shana told me to eat something and drink some water. Which I done. Only to get the urge to throw up. :/ Didn't but after that urge I was trembling and shivering like I did. So I laid down and slept all day.
Today. Still feeling like crap. Still getting that Light head and dizziness feeling. So I just stayed laying down til my aunt came over needing something. Then I stood. So while I'm up. I fixed myself something to drink and eat. And Updated my Journal to tell you all this.
So far. I am not having any other symptoms but light headed dizziness. Heat flashes. One moment I'm freezing the next I am sweating. And tiredness. So what do I got? Idk. But after this Journal. I am gonna go back and lay down and sleep some more -3- Of course if everyone will stop calling me every hour D<
But I do have to stay up abit longer til Lena gets home. >> Freaking Pewee(Don't ask) is back. You know?? The dude that tried to ran my dad over and wrecked his truck and who still OWE us $6,000 to pay the repairs of the truck. Yep his name is Pewee and he's back with Tracy's sister Amanda who has been staying with Tracy..
Good news. Tracy has to move out withen 14 days. Or we gonna pay $40 dollars to get the papers that will then make her move out and can't come back into my yard. Plus we got a buyer for the camper~ Who is coming down Friday to pay for it and get the papers. So then Tracy does have to move out. No ifs ands or buts. Cause we're no longer the owners of the camper.
Plus. The buyer is my Uncle Den. But Tracy never meet him. So me and Lena has to pretend we don't know him XD Will this work? Idk. I hope so for the fact. I really want Tracy gone. My dad already told her off 5 times since last week and I am enjoying it. Cause she's not getting her way. My parents patched things up and my dad unpacked his bags and is staying with us. :3
But please do continue to pray for us. Cause even if we got all this going our way some. Tracy is still trying to start shit calling and texting my mom saying shit about my dad. And texting and calling my dad while he's at work (Yes he got and kept the job) wanting rides or money that we don't have.
But yeah. That is all. The next Journal I make when I am feeling better of course will be goals on some stuff I want to earn money for. ^^; Bills and something else. :3 So with that I am going to lay back down. ewe See you all later~
Go home Dude... You're Drunk..
Posted 12 years ago
[YT]http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....&NR=1[/YT]
Can't get the thing to work XP
No. Bad. No more Beer for you Drunk Man XD
My parents showed me this. lolToday I...
Posted 12 years agoGot baptized.
My Church was doing a Baptism for 22 people that went up to 30~
I was baptized once before when I was 8. But at the time. I had no clue what it meant. Plus I was doing everything my mom did. ^^;
But now. I understand it more <3
Only this time. I decided at a last minute and didn't have a change of clothes XD Same with those who came after me. (I was the first to go up) X3 But that is alright~
I am home. Got dry clothes on. But I am still freezing. >3< *shivers* Maybe some Hot Cocoa will do me good XD
Anywho. Got to upload some Commissions. May have to take Lena to City Park. And then I will stream~
That is all. >w<
My Church was doing a Baptism for 22 people that went up to 30~
I was baptized once before when I was 8. But at the time. I had no clue what it meant. Plus I was doing everything my mom did. ^^;
But now. I understand it more <3
Only this time. I decided at a last minute and didn't have a change of clothes XD Same with those who came after me. (I was the first to go up) X3 But that is alright~
I am home. Got dry clothes on. But I am still freezing. >3< *shivers* Maybe some Hot Cocoa will do me good XD
Anywho. Got to upload some Commissions. May have to take Lena to City Park. And then I will stream~
That is all. >w<
Welp... May Lost Internet. :/
Posted 12 years agoFirst night on the job for my dad and he may have gotten fired cause he was late to work since he had to handle Tracy and the cops. -.-
My dad said if he don't hear back from the people or find another job by the end of this month some things will be turned off.
Those things being TV and Computer. :/
So I will diffently be working on Commissions from here on out cause I am not risking it if the internet goes off. For one thing. I have no money to refund people. And it may be tricky cause I am babysitting again. And going for a Job interview on Monday. So pray that I get that job so maybe I can help out with bills.
But as of right now? I have to do one last thing (Hopefully) to get this computer fixed up so I can stream and draw without any Lags. Even though I can use Join.Me. But I like Livestream for the simple fact that I can talk to my viewers/watchers and friends~
So yeah. Hopefully I can stream tonight and get what I can done. And if I wind up get to have the computer on then when I reopen Commissions again I am only taking 3 at a time :/ Cause 10 is just alot for me >3<;
So yeah. Pray that my dad did not lose his job or that he can find one soon. And that I can get this job coming Monday. >> That is all.
What does Friend means? (EDIT)
Posted 12 years agoWhat does it mean to you?
To me. Kind Loving Helpful. Always there when you need a shoulder or a good laugh. Always lending a hand. Play. Goofing about. And all out company you enjoy to have. Right?
What am I getting at? This.
This morning my dad went to Tracy's house to check up on her since the camper she's staying in has no heat and the toilet has backed up again. So my dad went to fix the toilet again and get more heaters out of the building for her. That's as far as I know.
Well.... Tracy got mad at my dad and chewed him out cause he didn't come to her the last 3 times that she "Needed Him" and the 3 times she done this my dad was with either my mom. Me and Lena. Or all of us together. And when she can't get my dad's attention. She claims she does this or that to herself. (Cutting herself or doing Meth) As in the past that had got my dad running to her to find out she didn't do it. (Even though she did cut herself)
My dad has finally given up on running to her aid on her texts and claims of doing these things. So she got pissed at him for ignoring her texts and calls. Which she calls my dad while he's at work (Temp half job til he finds a real job) And which has gotten my dad in trouble cause of her. (Cause of Tracy that my dad got fired in the first place) But back to the subject.
So Tracy chewed my dad out and started threatening him that she is gonna kill herself. Honestly. She's a attention whore and just wants attention from my dad. But I think it finally hit my dad that Tracy isn't really a friend. Cause to me friends won't do these things to friends. I mean really.
If I done this to Iceytigeriss or kontonakuma I think they both would give me a good hit on the head for this nonsense. Cause c'mon. I know friends do tend to get mad at one another. But we forgive and forget and say sorry. Not "Oh you hate me so I'm gonna do shit to get you to see me!"
So yeah. My dad had to call the cops on Tracy cause she actually picked up a knife and tried to stab herself. My dad did had to grab her and stop her. Will that backfire on him? Idk. I hope not. Things finally calmed down now. Still waiting on the cops to show. :/ We called them an hour ago.
Yep Lame sucky cops we have here. But then again we have Greenville County Cops (They are a hour away from us. Go figure) and not Greer County Cops (5 minutes from us to their station). Why? Who fucking knows. But either way they're slow when it comes to things like this. Fastest I seen them move is when someone called cause of the Music being to loud next door. They got to them in 30 minutes... So senseless calls get them here faster while important calls get them here slower. Yep makes sense.
So ANYWHO! As what I learnt at Church lastnight. Tracy is a Mountain of our problems. And in the Name of God. Move that Mountain! lol That sermon seems to be talking right at my mom lastnight XD
So yeah. What does a Friend means to you? :3
EDIT: So Found out more of what happened and something else. So Tracey tried to punch my dad. And threw a stoll at him and grabbed a knife. My dad did take the knife from her and left calling the cops.
The cops and EMS finally came.
And load and behold. We found out Tracy flipped yesterday and somehow gotten a gun and started shooting on my road. :/
To me. Kind Loving Helpful. Always there when you need a shoulder or a good laugh. Always lending a hand. Play. Goofing about. And all out company you enjoy to have. Right?
What am I getting at? This.
This morning my dad went to Tracy's house to check up on her since the camper she's staying in has no heat and the toilet has backed up again. So my dad went to fix the toilet again and get more heaters out of the building for her. That's as far as I know.
Well.... Tracy got mad at my dad and chewed him out cause he didn't come to her the last 3 times that she "Needed Him" and the 3 times she done this my dad was with either my mom. Me and Lena. Or all of us together. And when she can't get my dad's attention. She claims she does this or that to herself. (Cutting herself or doing Meth) As in the past that had got my dad running to her to find out she didn't do it. (Even though she did cut herself)
My dad has finally given up on running to her aid on her texts and claims of doing these things. So she got pissed at him for ignoring her texts and calls. Which she calls my dad while he's at work (Temp half job til he finds a real job) And which has gotten my dad in trouble cause of her. (Cause of Tracy that my dad got fired in the first place) But back to the subject.
So Tracy chewed my dad out and started threatening him that she is gonna kill herself. Honestly. She's a attention whore and just wants attention from my dad. But I think it finally hit my dad that Tracy isn't really a friend. Cause to me friends won't do these things to friends. I mean really.
If I done this to Iceytigeriss or kontonakuma I think they both would give me a good hit on the head for this nonsense. Cause c'mon. I know friends do tend to get mad at one another. But we forgive and forget and say sorry. Not "Oh you hate me so I'm gonna do shit to get you to see me!"
So yeah. My dad had to call the cops on Tracy cause she actually picked up a knife and tried to stab herself. My dad did had to grab her and stop her. Will that backfire on him? Idk. I hope not. Things finally calmed down now. Still waiting on the cops to show. :/ We called them an hour ago.
Yep Lame sucky cops we have here. But then again we have Greenville County Cops (They are a hour away from us. Go figure) and not Greer County Cops (5 minutes from us to their station). Why? Who fucking knows. But either way they're slow when it comes to things like this. Fastest I seen them move is when someone called cause of the Music being to loud next door. They got to them in 30 minutes... So senseless calls get them here faster while important calls get them here slower. Yep makes sense.
So ANYWHO! As what I learnt at Church lastnight. Tracy is a Mountain of our problems. And in the Name of God. Move that Mountain! lol That sermon seems to be talking right at my mom lastnight XD
So yeah. What does a Friend means to you? :3
EDIT: So Found out more of what happened and something else. So Tracey tried to punch my dad. And threw a stoll at him and grabbed a knife. My dad did take the knife from her and left calling the cops.
The cops and EMS finally came.
And load and behold. We found out Tracy flipped yesterday and somehow gotten a gun and started shooting on my road. :/
This person needs more love o3o
Posted 12 years agoGo give my friend Tiff
a watch! And hey check out her arts and commission her too! 
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9375622/ Cheap Prices! I would commission her again if I had the money too >3< But really her art and art style is amazing! Here's a few pieces she had done for me~ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9335913/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9156823/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9231069/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9249674/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9480034/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9335977/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9590640/
Really? What you waiting for? Go to her! She's open for Commissions and she can get your commission done quite fast~<3 Now go!
Color Contest Idea?
Posted 12 years agoJust a thought. As I got a character Line Art and ready to be colored.. Problem? Idk what to color him. XP
See I got this adoptable sketch from
a few months back. Sometime last year really XD I get to Line Art it and Color it myself. Well I got the Line Art down~ As for color? Nada XD Idk what to make his color and design be. I had afew ideas. But never liked them and whatnot. >>
Here's an a pic of the character http://i1259.photobucket.com/albums.....BoyContest.png
So once I get my Tablet working again. And I get some of the Holiday Commissions done (Really trying despite my depression) I'll start this up if I get plenty of interest in it. If not I'll keep trying. lol
Prizes will be art or DA Points depends on what site holds the most interest. If both then it'll be just art. But depends as I have alot I owe.
So what you think?
See I got this adoptable sketch from
a few months back. Sometime last year really XD I get to Line Art it and Color it myself. Well I got the Line Art down~ As for color? Nada XD Idk what to make his color and design be. I had afew ideas. But never liked them and whatnot. >> Here's an a pic of the character http://i1259.photobucket.com/albums.....BoyContest.png
So once I get my Tablet working again. And I get some of the Holiday Commissions done (Really trying despite my depression) I'll start this up if I get plenty of interest in it. If not I'll keep trying. lol
Prizes will be art or DA Points depends on what site holds the most interest. If both then it'll be just art. But depends as I have alot I owe.
So what you think?
HAPPY NEW YEARS!
Posted 12 years agoHappy New Years People! Hope you all have a get 2012 and have a better 2013!
I am tipsy and Drunk. And it my Stuff~ Will upload a picture soon >w<
Broken Family Update..
Posted 12 years agoOk So now I am finally filled in on this whole mess. It is at fault on both sides of my parents. My Dad for hanging with Tracy alot. And my mom losing her temper and throwing the first hit.. But either way. No matter how they see it. It's Tracy's presence that is screwing this up..
But as far I understand. For the way my dad is acting is not really my dad. His brothers and sisters has noticed a change in him. I noticed it too. But I didn't think of it as this and as my Uncle Scott basically told me and Lena(DevilPanda) in a way for us to understand. My dad is trying to act like a teenager again in a way trying to fit in with today's crazy world. Of "Let's do this and have fun and handle the problems later" type of deal.
I just got home with my mom and Lena from my Aunt's house where they talked to us. Gave my mom advice. And my mom called her family in Florida and talked to her Mom Her Aunt (My Great Aunt) and Sister of the situation. And so far they said the same thing as my Aunt did. But told my mom if it gets bad move back to Florida with me and Lena with her. And so far. My mom is planning that. So if my dad don't come to his senses. Coming this summer when Lena is out of school we may be moving to Florida.
Well I have a computer if I move? Idk. Not unless if I can get my Laptop fixed. But I can say this. From here on out. Whatever commissions I get. Is heading towards my mom to help pay Bills Gas and Food. Cause my dad being out of work and this has screwed things up for alot of things. Specially the trip to Florida to visit unendingnightmare this January for her birthday.. Cause whatever money I had earned from the lack of Babysitting or Shana not having the money to pay me went to my mom to pay for gas and food. Heck I had to use what was left to buy me and Lena supper. Which I don't mind. I'm not gonna let Lena starve.
But right now. My dad already have his bags packed and may leave after New Year's... I'm still depressed and stressing over this that it has made me extremely sleepy. And I usually sleep off my stress to feel better afterwords. But I am unable to do that at this time.. Maybe I will after this Journal. But I do want to thank for the comments on the last journal and support and I am grateful to have friends like you all. Thank you *hugs*
As of right now. My mom and dad are not really talking. My dad is pissed cause Tracy won't talk to him nor see him for what reason? I do not know. But they are talking SLIGHTLY. But I know for sure that it is gonna be a long road ahead with change if my parents do really decide to divorce. So far. Everyone says for my folks to move separate ways and not see one another til they either calm down and get their stress down and get back to a healthy state (my mom) and for the other to realize what he would lose if he continues what he is doing (my dad).
Now I do love my dad. I still do and will always love him. No matter what. But I want my DAD back not this guy who is trying to act like he's a teenager again. We kids are post to learn from our parents. Right? Not the parents learning from us kids (Even though I am 21 and consider a adult now but still).
So... I have a choice. Go with my mom and Lena. Or stay with my dad. Honestly where ever Lena goes. I'm there. If some of you know. Me and my sister (DevilPanda) are close sisters and we love eachother. Yes we Fight get on eachother's Nerves Annoy one another and all the stuff that siblings do. But we love one another and we watch eachother's backs. So yeah. My choice is my mom. Like I said in the last Journal. I am really close to her. I am a Daddy's Girl. I will admit that. But I go to my mom for alot of things and whatnot.
But all in all. I am still stressed. Crying on and off. Mostly from seeing my mom cry. Or hearing Lena's thoughts on this. But I have calm down alot from the last journal. I was mad and hurt that I couldn't think straight when I wrote it. Now that I am filled in. I'm ok enough to fill you all in on what's is going on. I appreciated the help comfort. And I love you all for it.
BUT Please go to
and let her know she's not alone either. She's my IRL sister and she's taking all this harder then me since she told me she had thoughts of cutting herself... And when my parents were fighting. She ran out crying.. So please. Go give her some comfort as well. I'm sure hearing some of you helping her will help her out alot. Thank you.
But as far I understand. For the way my dad is acting is not really my dad. His brothers and sisters has noticed a change in him. I noticed it too. But I didn't think of it as this and as my Uncle Scott basically told me and Lena(DevilPanda) in a way for us to understand. My dad is trying to act like a teenager again in a way trying to fit in with today's crazy world. Of "Let's do this and have fun and handle the problems later" type of deal.
I just got home with my mom and Lena from my Aunt's house where they talked to us. Gave my mom advice. And my mom called her family in Florida and talked to her Mom Her Aunt (My Great Aunt) and Sister of the situation. And so far they said the same thing as my Aunt did. But told my mom if it gets bad move back to Florida with me and Lena with her. And so far. My mom is planning that. So if my dad don't come to his senses. Coming this summer when Lena is out of school we may be moving to Florida.
Well I have a computer if I move? Idk. Not unless if I can get my Laptop fixed. But I can say this. From here on out. Whatever commissions I get. Is heading towards my mom to help pay Bills Gas and Food. Cause my dad being out of work and this has screwed things up for alot of things. Specially the trip to Florida to visit unendingnightmare this January for her birthday.. Cause whatever money I had earned from the lack of Babysitting or Shana not having the money to pay me went to my mom to pay for gas and food. Heck I had to use what was left to buy me and Lena supper. Which I don't mind. I'm not gonna let Lena starve.
But right now. My dad already have his bags packed and may leave after New Year's... I'm still depressed and stressing over this that it has made me extremely sleepy. And I usually sleep off my stress to feel better afterwords. But I am unable to do that at this time.. Maybe I will after this Journal. But I do want to thank for the comments on the last journal and support and I am grateful to have friends like you all. Thank you *hugs*
As of right now. My mom and dad are not really talking. My dad is pissed cause Tracy won't talk to him nor see him for what reason? I do not know. But they are talking SLIGHTLY. But I know for sure that it is gonna be a long road ahead with change if my parents do really decide to divorce. So far. Everyone says for my folks to move separate ways and not see one another til they either calm down and get their stress down and get back to a healthy state (my mom) and for the other to realize what he would lose if he continues what he is doing (my dad).
Now I do love my dad. I still do and will always love him. No matter what. But I want my DAD back not this guy who is trying to act like he's a teenager again. We kids are post to learn from our parents. Right? Not the parents learning from us kids (Even though I am 21 and consider a adult now but still).
So... I have a choice. Go with my mom and Lena. Or stay with my dad. Honestly where ever Lena goes. I'm there. If some of you know. Me and my sister (DevilPanda) are close sisters and we love eachother. Yes we Fight get on eachother's Nerves Annoy one another and all the stuff that siblings do. But we love one another and we watch eachother's backs. So yeah. My choice is my mom. Like I said in the last Journal. I am really close to her. I am a Daddy's Girl. I will admit that. But I go to my mom for alot of things and whatnot.
But all in all. I am still stressed. Crying on and off. Mostly from seeing my mom cry. Or hearing Lena's thoughts on this. But I have calm down alot from the last journal. I was mad and hurt that I couldn't think straight when I wrote it. Now that I am filled in. I'm ok enough to fill you all in on what's is going on. I appreciated the help comfort. And I love you all for it.
BUT Please go to
and let her know she's not alone either. She's my IRL sister and she's taking all this harder then me since she told me she had thoughts of cutting herself... And when my parents were fighting. She ran out crying.. So please. Go give her some comfort as well. I'm sure hearing some of you helping her will help her out alot. Thank you. Broken Family...
Posted 12 years agoMy dad is leaving us in 2 weeks... Idk I am left in the dark once again.. But all I can say.. It's all about Tracy. The fucking Bitch that can't seem to stay out of our lives! My dad is blaming his family and my mom for it cause he hangs out with Tracy more then us. And take her everywhere he goes...
Idk I'm in tears.. My parents just got in a fight. This time with hitting. Lena ran outside crying.. I'm afraid to move cause my dad chased my mom thinking she was gonna bitch at Tracy. And honestly? I would. I can't hate people.. But it is Tracy's fault. She had a affair with my dad.. Got my dad fired from his job. Hurting herself cause we won't let her stay the night at the house. And trying to start drama with my mom.
My dad is trying to put all the blame on my mom for him to leave. I am close to my mom. I love her I listen to her when she needs to rant and I know how she is.. My dad on the other hand? Had grown distant from us.. Only time we get to spend time with him as a dad is when Tracy is here.. But when she's not here. He's up at her house...
I can't handle this.. Once again.. Everything is on hold... I'm sorry... I just... Can't work on anything with this going on...
Question for Con Goers + Plus Help..
Posted 12 years agoWhen Where and how do you know when a Fur Con is gonna happen? o3o Reason I ask is cause I am determined to go to one in 2013 >> I know that the nearest one to me to go to is in Georgia and I can go there if I can get a ride there.
Anywhere else. Idk. I would love to go to as many as I can but again. There that's ride issue. I can drive. But I never drove out of state before and my parents feels more better if I rode with someone that I trust and know will. >>
And if I can get a ride. I am willing to pay for gas. But I really want to go to one. Speacilly if one is held in any state that my close friends are at cause hey. Gives me a reason to finally meet them XD lol
But again. May the only con I be able to go is to the Georgia one and that's it. :/ Even so. I would try to go there. But I want to know when and where it's being held so I can plan ahead and figure things out to go. Thanks~
ALSO!! How do you wash Paw gloves? I know you can't wash them in the washer machine. And I have found something on how to clean them. But I have lost it and can't find it. :/ Help?
Days like these...
Posted 12 years agoDays like this I wish I had a car so I can drive home and not have to wait til 7-8pm to get picked up. T.T
I am babysitting today. Just me and EJ. EJ being good ALL day til his big brother got home. Though he's in his room watching his new movie and playing with his choo choo trains lol So today for once I am not getting a headache from EJ and his screaming. Instead I am getting it from Brandon. And his annoying laugh talking and singing a song over and over and over. He's trying to talk like a female or Gir from Invader Zim failing badly. His laugh sounds so... retarded (No offense. I have friends with this disease. And honestly they're awesome people~) But Brandon making his laugh sound annoying it's not funny. Then he's singing one of my favorite songs over and over in a squeaky voice killing it. And won't leave me alone to check my messages..
I am using his laptop so I can't do much but talk.. But Brandon is aggravating me.. I lost my voice from yelling at him, And now he makes EJ scream for something he NOT do....
I want to go home.... Lay down and nap. All I want to do now.. >> *sighs and crawls away* I love babysitting EJ as LONG as I don't have to handle Brandon. Once Brandon is home. I want to go home. Why can't the damn people get the papers in order and give me the stuff I need to drive my papa's truck?
I am babysitting today. Just me and EJ. EJ being good ALL day til his big brother got home. Though he's in his room watching his new movie and playing with his choo choo trains lol So today for once I am not getting a headache from EJ and his screaming. Instead I am getting it from Brandon. And his annoying laugh talking and singing a song over and over and over. He's trying to talk like a female or Gir from Invader Zim failing badly. His laugh sounds so... retarded (No offense. I have friends with this disease. And honestly they're awesome people~) But Brandon making his laugh sound annoying it's not funny. Then he's singing one of my favorite songs over and over in a squeaky voice killing it. And won't leave me alone to check my messages..
I am using his laptop so I can't do much but talk.. But Brandon is aggravating me.. I lost my voice from yelling at him, And now he makes EJ scream for something he NOT do....
I want to go home.... Lay down and nap. All I want to do now.. >> *sighs and crawls away* I love babysitting EJ as LONG as I don't have to handle Brandon. Once Brandon is home. I want to go home. Why can't the damn people get the papers in order and give me the stuff I need to drive my papa's truck?
Family Game Night is Fun :3
Posted 12 years ago
Me in the Wolf Hat Lena(DevilPanda) in the Panda hat and my mom dancing with my new Wii Game XD My mom quit in the middle of the dance XD
recorded this with her fancy Tablet. Hopefully soon I can dance in my stuff ;3
Enjoy? XDNew Tablet Problems.. Help?
Posted 12 years agoOne day of use on it and no longer works correctly.. Ok. It still works. Just won't let me draw smooth thin lines. The lines are Bulky and Bold. This started yesterday when I was making a new streaming picture for when I stream. It worked just fin til Lena by mistake jerked the USB cord of the tablet out of the port. Since then it won't work.
I tried everything. Restarting the program (SAI) Opening another program (Photoshop) Restarted the computer (Like 10-13 times) Changed the Pen battery. And even uninstalling it and stalling it again. I even did a System restore cause of how many problems I was having with the computer (Which is back now) And I left the computer and Tablet unplugged for a whole night to see if that helps.
But none of this. Helped. :/ I tried this morning. But the courser just shoots up to the corner and won't move when I am trying to draw with the Tablet. So Idk what is going on. Me and Sam done just about everything to get this fixed. But no matter what we did. It didn't work. Plus with my computer frizing out yesterday didn't help either.
Loading constantly. Crashing with everything I clicked. Won't let me on the Internets. Black screens the mouse courser moving by itself jolting everywhere. And who knows how many times I had to force the computer to turn off. :/ So I system restored the computer.
It now works again except the constant loading in back and occasional freezing. I'm starting to think that this computer hates the Tablet? If so. I may have to wait til my dad or my mom take me to the post office to pick up the 2 boxes that came in yesterday. (One being my Feet Paws. The other another tablet that a friend let me have <3) And try using the other tablet. >> But thing is. I want to use the one that my mate got for me for Christmas. But it's not working right D<
The Tablet I have is a Vis Tablet Pen Pad http://www.costcentral.com/product-.....090-000v10.jpg
EDIT 1: Since some of you say try another cord. I have tried that. But doesn't work. There is a size difference. This is the cord that the tablet takes. http://vistablet.net/usbcable_sm.png It don't take the Universal cords. :/
EDIT 2: Ok we SOMEwhat got the courser to stop shooting to right randomly but the lines is still bulky and bold. Turns out. It's the Pen Pressure. >> We tried to go to the settings to fix this. But in the settings. It says it's updated and already working? We when to the Tablet Settings and the Current Pressure is blank. We have went to EVERY single settings. SAI PSD Programs etc. But no matter what we do nothing works..
EDIT 3: Ok so we gave up. We called and emailed the company on this issue.. Hopefully they'll call and or reply back soon with a fix... Cause I REALLY want to get back to drawing and work on my Commissions. ><
Do any of you know how to fix this problem?
I tried everything. Restarting the program (SAI) Opening another program (Photoshop) Restarted the computer (Like 10-13 times) Changed the Pen battery. And even uninstalling it and stalling it again. I even did a System restore cause of how many problems I was having with the computer (Which is back now) And I left the computer and Tablet unplugged for a whole night to see if that helps.
But none of this. Helped. :/ I tried this morning. But the courser just shoots up to the corner and won't move when I am trying to draw with the Tablet. So Idk what is going on. Me and Sam done just about everything to get this fixed. But no matter what we did. It didn't work. Plus with my computer frizing out yesterday didn't help either.
Loading constantly. Crashing with everything I clicked. Won't let me on the Internets. Black screens the mouse courser moving by itself jolting everywhere. And who knows how many times I had to force the computer to turn off. :/ So I system restored the computer.
It now works again except the constant loading in back and occasional freezing. I'm starting to think that this computer hates the Tablet? If so. I may have to wait til my dad or my mom take me to the post office to pick up the 2 boxes that came in yesterday. (One being my Feet Paws. The other another tablet that a friend let me have <3) And try using the other tablet. >> But thing is. I want to use the one that my mate got for me for Christmas. But it's not working right D<
The Tablet I have is a Vis Tablet Pen Pad http://www.costcentral.com/product-.....090-000v10.jpg
EDIT 1: Since some of you say try another cord. I have tried that. But doesn't work. There is a size difference. This is the cord that the tablet takes. http://vistablet.net/usbcable_sm.png It don't take the Universal cords. :/
EDIT 2: Ok we SOMEwhat got the courser to stop shooting to right randomly but the lines is still bulky and bold. Turns out. It's the Pen Pressure. >> We tried to go to the settings to fix this. But in the settings. It says it's updated and already working? We when to the Tablet Settings and the Current Pressure is blank. We have went to EVERY single settings. SAI PSD Programs etc. But no matter what we do nothing works..
EDIT 3: Ok so we gave up. We called and emailed the company on this issue.. Hopefully they'll call and or reply back soon with a fix... Cause I REALLY want to get back to drawing and work on my Commissions. ><
Do any of you know how to fix this problem?
Crazy Friend holding a Raffle :3
Posted 12 years ago Go gives her some love. Really. Go. She got me a awesome gift XD lol Oh And Raffle: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4167889/
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Posted 12 years agoFrom both me and Love ya! Now I want to go back to bed and sleep -3-; Didn't get much sleep lastnight XD
MERRY CHRISTMA[color=#1155ee]S[/color] Go welcome Lena onto FA!
Posted 12 years agoMy little sister is on FA now and is already startiing to upload art~ I am helping her and teaching how to use FA lol
But go give my little sister a Welcome and maybe a watch ;3
Remember~ Be nice to her. ^^ And be warned. She's a Crazy lil Panda XD
Lil Sis Joining FA~
Posted 12 years agoDon't have her account made yet. I'm trying to get Lena to think up of a Username she wants. And so far she wants DevilPanda. >>
Now before anyone jumps to conclusion. Only reason she wants to join FA is cause she is having too much drama on FaceBook and wants to leave it. Plus she wants selected few of my friends to talk to. And I will let you know either by notes or below if you comment.
Plus she wants to post her art somewhere without it being turned against her. She had tons of problems of FB that it's now getting hard for her to handle it and I suggested FA to her. Her account will only view clean art and what not. But I wanted you all to know that she will be joining FA tonight or tomorrow~
So with that. Gonna go talk to her and see what name she decided to go with. And please. Don't give me nor her any problems. She don't want to join DA I suggested that first and she said no. And plus. Here on FA. I believe she'll like it and feel more happy and don't have to worry bout someone hurting her.
So FA is about to have Rainbow butt little artist on here XD lol That is all.
Free Art Raffle
Posted 12 years agoBeen awhile since I entered one XD But artist has some really Cute arts http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3992525/
Now. Off to bed I am tired lol
Now. Off to bed I am tired lol
Christmas hurry and come! And Damn Cats!
Posted 12 years agoI want to draw Digitally again SOOO bad. ;A; It's not even funny. I tried drawing by mouse again and I officially suck now. Must try get broken tablet to work D<
*flomps* I love drawing Traditionally.. But Digital is better for the simple fact.. Mess up that's fine just fix what ya you messed up on. Color? Cool no buying pencils or markers constantly to color. Saving paper and trees :D And no freaking animals ruining projects D<
Damn freaking cat had to use my huge 2ft by 3ft paper as a damn scratching post. And I had sketched on it for a huge group commission for a friend. D< UGH
Yes I had it put up. But sisters and cats seems to find them and ruin them. Sketched it for the 3rd time and while drawing my cat decides to jump on the table and ripped a small section of it JUST AS I WAS FINISHED SKETCHING IT AGAIN!! *sighs and face plants the ground* Just a small rip. Easy to fix. But I don't want to send the commissioner a poster with a small taped up rip in it. >> And I don't want to resketch it again. *sighs* My wrists hurt so gonna take a break and watch TV for awhile. o3o;
That is all.
If only I was 16 again... (EDIT)
Posted 12 years agoSo I can punch the hell out the girl who punched my sister just cause she won't date the dumbass (Tyler Lena's ex) again. What the hell is this world coming too?
My dad is pissed and up at the house where the little shit head is at. And the way he is. Is giving her a ear fill. The little boys (Our neighbors) are yelling at the girl. And what's bad. Girl has caused problems after problems with Lena. Spreading rumors. Calling her names. All that shit. Hell! She called on Lena's phone left a nasty message which hey we still have the message just in case.
But what sucks is. We filed a bully report. But it only works in schools. C'mon! We showed them all the stuff she said. Let them hear the message and they can't do shit cause it's not on school grounds!?
Sometimes I wish I can be younger so I can get back at these 2 jerks. Tyler mostly started it by saying shit about Lena in High School. And Lena is only in Middle School! Bullying as gotten so much worse. Makes me glad I ain't in school anymore. Cause I was basically bullied in Middle School to 10th grade in High School. But it wasn't as bad as this...
Just when I am in a Happy mood I now have to wash the mud off the house from dad. T.T Better yet. I'm leaving it.. I'm gonna go eat...
EDIT: Heh.. So my dad called the cops and the shit head's mom rushed the girl into her car and fled. :/ Hopefully the cops can get there and ACTUALLY do something! Cause this is just bull shit...
Pissed off sister is pissed out.
My dad is pissed and up at the house where the little shit head is at. And the way he is. Is giving her a ear fill. The little boys (Our neighbors) are yelling at the girl. And what's bad. Girl has caused problems after problems with Lena. Spreading rumors. Calling her names. All that shit. Hell! She called on Lena's phone left a nasty message which hey we still have the message just in case.
But what sucks is. We filed a bully report. But it only works in schools. C'mon! We showed them all the stuff she said. Let them hear the message and they can't do shit cause it's not on school grounds!?
Sometimes I wish I can be younger so I can get back at these 2 jerks. Tyler mostly started it by saying shit about Lena in High School. And Lena is only in Middle School! Bullying as gotten so much worse. Makes me glad I ain't in school anymore. Cause I was basically bullied in Middle School to 10th grade in High School. But it wasn't as bad as this...
Just when I am in a Happy mood I now have to wash the mud off the house from dad. T.T Better yet. I'm leaving it.. I'm gonna go eat...
EDIT: Heh.. So my dad called the cops and the shit head's mom rushed the girl into her car and fled. :/ Hopefully the cops can get there and ACTUALLY do something! Cause this is just bull shit...
Pissed off sister is pissed out.
Lack of Art.. Rant and Skype
Posted 12 years agoSorry for the lack of art. Been busy past 2 weeks with Babysitting and splitting headaches. x.x Babysitting kinda took up the time for me to draw. >< And getting these headaches from EJ's screaming don't help at all when I want to draw.. Both on the small and huge commissions. I would've been able to work on the small Commissions while Babysitting by using Shana's computer. But load and behold. She no longer has a Laptop. So I was left drawing with no refs. So couldn't work on Commissions while watching EJ.
Now it's winter break. I have time to draw and work on commissions. But alas. Lena is out of school and she was hogging the computer. Using my parents which I have to get off as soon as I finish this Journal cause my dad is home now. So probably won't be on til later. And I REALLY want to work on Commissions. But Lena is being a ass saying I won't get to have the computer back til AFTER Christmas when she gets her tablet. T.T And all she was doing was nothing. She was just sitting there texting. >:C
Ugh.. I hate sharing. I hate being broke. I just want my laptop fixed so I can use it once again. But my dad being out of work is killing us. Specially with that bitch back and trying to cause shit again. Latest being her cutting her arms cause we won't let her stay at the house. And not only that. The jackass who wrecked my dad's truck and tried to run him over got out of jail yesterday. T.T Fucking joy...
And along Skype hates this computer now. :D It freezes and crashes it everytime I start it up and have to restart the computer. So that's why I am not on Skype much anymore. I'll try and get on tonight. Idk.
But I'll try and get Commissions done as fast as I can. XP
Also. I WANT SNOW!! NOT RAIN DAMN IT!! *flails at the weather* GIVE ME SNOW D:< We hadn't had any in 2 years and it freaking sucks. I love snow. ;3; Who ever has it I am moving in with you to play in the pretty snow~
On That is it. I am off now.
Sonic Underground on Disney!?
Posted 13 years agoWHAT!? XD Ok I freaked when I found this out. I can't believe they have Sonic Underground back on TV again. Specially on DisneyXD. It comes on at 6am. I have it set to record. But wow!
Yes I am a Sonic fan and I like Sonic Underground despite some of the flaws in it. And hey if it's ok TV might as well watch it again. Right? Now only if they can get Sonic SatAM back on and continued. Then I can be happy <3
Though watching the show again. I remember why I hate Sonia x.x But meh. I love Manic though! XD And some of the songs on the show. o3o But yeah. Sonic Underground is back on TV on DisneyXD <3
I miss watching it though and wish I can get the full series on DVD >> If they have it of course. XP. But yeah. Figure I share the news. ^^;
Yes I am a Sonic fan and I like Sonic Underground despite some of the flaws in it. And hey if it's ok TV might as well watch it again. Right? Now only if they can get Sonic SatAM back on and continued. Then I can be happy <3
Though watching the show again. I remember why I hate Sonia x.x But meh. I love Manic though! XD And some of the songs on the show. o3o But yeah. Sonic Underground is back on TV on DisneyXD <3
I miss watching it though and wish I can get the full series on DVD >> If they have it of course. XP. But yeah. Figure I share the news. ^^;
A disturbing Dream...
Posted 13 years agoI usually pay no mind to dreams. But This dream has been bugging me since this morning.. I know some dreams have meaning and whatnot.. But this one... Was so real like didn't feel like I wasn't even asleep.
See what the dream was about my neighbors across the road. I was checking mail and was called over to see them and to talk to them. As I was about to leave. The youngest little boy. Who always runs in front of cars and acts like a fool in the middle of the road. Ran out and started dancing in the middle of the road in front of coming Semi truck. In the dream. I was about to yell out to him. Til he was suddenly hit by the big truck... And I woke up from there..
But what was bad was on the way to babysit. I saw the SAME SEMI TRUCK that was in my dream. And it scares me. My neighbors older brother was already shot a few nights ago and now this dream? What the hell? So yeah. As soon as I see them. I'm telling the little boy to stay out of the roads...
