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my sexual assault experience back in 2013..
Posted 11 months agoI've been informed that I should not have his name on my journal but please feel free to refer to my FurFright 2013 journal or DM for info. I have replaced a name with HE or Him to keep it from getting taken down
I have been R'd more than once in my life and I have held onto this trauma for a very long time, and it has come up in therapy time and time again.. I have cried over this so many times in my life - back in 2013 I was sexually assaulted on the way back from FurFright "which would come to be known as Furpocalypse the following year".
The first time I had met HIM was during the last day of the convention while taking some pictures with some local furs Rain and Leo, if I recall he helped to take some photos for me and I headed back to my hotel I was at with my friends.
The following day I received a text informing me that my train I had booked was cancelled. I headed into the hotel bar and decided to give my mom a call in the hopes she could help me out "since I had already spent all the money all the money in my bank during the convention. Before making the call HE was there at the hotel bar and had recognized me and we chatted for a little bit he wanted me taste his beer and one thing I will never forget about him was what he had said after I tasted his beer "that tastes weird right? like it tastes like a dogs dick. It taste exactly like a dogs dick, right?!?" I thought it was really odd but I had priorities so I shrugged it off and gave my mom a call. Apparently all trains that week were cancelled because of a train accident and I tried asking if maybe I could get a plane back, HE overhead me and spoke up and said "I can give him a ride back" he then started repeatedly offering me a ride back and overhearing that my mom asked to talk to him. He told her he would drive me back to Maryland where I could catch a train back from there. He said all the right things to coerse her and when handed back the phone I was told to go with him. I begged her to get me a plane back and that I didn't really know the guy and she just told me I could either go home or stay where I was..
So I believe it was on Sunday I went home with HIM and his two friends, one of them drew a sketch in my sketchbook I saw some of my friends at the con and hugged them goodbye and then me and HIM got in the back. HE mentioned horses a lot and showed me some of his artwork he had from Redrukser with him and a horse and he even commented how much he wants to own a horse and that he has a few friends that own horses "I was really really uncomfortable already". He had talked about how he'd seen so much art of my character "at the time I did have a lot of sexual art of my character and it gave so many people ideas of things I wouldn't be okay with doing, especially strangers to me.
It was a long trip to Maryland we were passing through New York at night time I remember all the lights of the city HE was being extremely flirting towards me and I told him how I wasn't really comfortable doing anything with someone I haven't known long.. at some point while we passed through the bright lights of NY he undid his pants.. I mentioned I didn't feel well and didn't want to do anything and he followed by forcing me to perform oral on him.. he even made me swallow.......... I felt so violated like I was nothing but garbage, I felt used in every way and I hated it so much
Once we arrived back at his place we all headed in he wanted me to share a bed with him and asked if I was okay with having sex and I told him that I wasn't comfortable with doing so "I had a good excuse but I was not comfortable is the biggest reason I declined" I told him how one of my friends may have had an exposure and I was still waiting for my primary care doctor to call me back with my test results. He then offered for us to use a condom and I told him I would rather not take the risk. HE GOT PISSED.. Not only did he get pissed but he kicked all of us out of his apartment and left us in the hallway, his one friend had to call him and talk to him on the phone and then went in to talk with him. He eventually opened the door and let us back in.. HE went to his room, I believe the friend who talked with him went to stay in his room and the other friend headed home. I spent the entire night crying on the couch. I only slept a few hours before waking and just staring out the bay window in front of the couch for hours wondering why any of this had to happen and eventually HIM and his friend woke up and they were acting all nice and ordered me Jimmy Johns and then they drove me to the train station.. and then I headed home on a train from Maryland..
I held onto this for such a long time, I thought maybe with time I would forget it but honestly.. It's never went away and not talking about it never fixed anything
I have been R'd more than once in my life and I have held onto this trauma for a very long time, and it has come up in therapy time and time again.. I have cried over this so many times in my life - back in 2013 I was sexually assaulted on the way back from FurFright "which would come to be known as Furpocalypse the following year".
The first time I had met HIM was during the last day of the convention while taking some pictures with some local furs Rain and Leo, if I recall he helped to take some photos for me and I headed back to my hotel I was at with my friends.
The following day I received a text informing me that my train I had booked was cancelled. I headed into the hotel bar and decided to give my mom a call in the hopes she could help me out "since I had already spent all the money all the money in my bank during the convention. Before making the call HE was there at the hotel bar and had recognized me and we chatted for a little bit he wanted me taste his beer and one thing I will never forget about him was what he had said after I tasted his beer "that tastes weird right? like it tastes like a dogs dick. It taste exactly like a dogs dick, right?!?" I thought it was really odd but I had priorities so I shrugged it off and gave my mom a call. Apparently all trains that week were cancelled because of a train accident and I tried asking if maybe I could get a plane back, HE overhead me and spoke up and said "I can give him a ride back" he then started repeatedly offering me a ride back and overhearing that my mom asked to talk to him. He told her he would drive me back to Maryland where I could catch a train back from there. He said all the right things to coerse her and when handed back the phone I was told to go with him. I begged her to get me a plane back and that I didn't really know the guy and she just told me I could either go home or stay where I was..
So I believe it was on Sunday I went home with HIM and his two friends, one of them drew a sketch in my sketchbook I saw some of my friends at the con and hugged them goodbye and then me and HIM got in the back. HE mentioned horses a lot and showed me some of his artwork he had from Redrukser with him and a horse and he even commented how much he wants to own a horse and that he has a few friends that own horses "I was really really uncomfortable already". He had talked about how he'd seen so much art of my character "at the time I did have a lot of sexual art of my character and it gave so many people ideas of things I wouldn't be okay with doing, especially strangers to me.
It was a long trip to Maryland we were passing through New York at night time I remember all the lights of the city HE was being extremely flirting towards me and I told him how I wasn't really comfortable doing anything with someone I haven't known long.. at some point while we passed through the bright lights of NY he undid his pants.. I mentioned I didn't feel well and didn't want to do anything and he followed by forcing me to perform oral on him.. he even made me swallow.......... I felt so violated like I was nothing but garbage, I felt used in every way and I hated it so much
Once we arrived back at his place we all headed in he wanted me to share a bed with him and asked if I was okay with having sex and I told him that I wasn't comfortable with doing so "I had a good excuse but I was not comfortable is the biggest reason I declined" I told him how one of my friends may have had an exposure and I was still waiting for my primary care doctor to call me back with my test results. He then offered for us to use a condom and I told him I would rather not take the risk. HE GOT PISSED.. Not only did he get pissed but he kicked all of us out of his apartment and left us in the hallway, his one friend had to call him and talk to him on the phone and then went in to talk with him. He eventually opened the door and let us back in.. HE went to his room, I believe the friend who talked with him went to stay in his room and the other friend headed home. I spent the entire night crying on the couch. I only slept a few hours before waking and just staring out the bay window in front of the couch for hours wondering why any of this had to happen and eventually HIM and his friend woke up and they were acting all nice and ordered me Jimmy Johns and then they drove me to the train station.. and then I headed home on a train from Maryland..
I held onto this for such a long time, I thought maybe with time I would forget it but honestly.. It's never went away and not talking about it never fixed anything
FWA 2014 post con report
Posted 11 years agoThursday- I arrived in the afternoon and 
BaeBunny picked me up at the Amtrak station. Had a whole backpack full of candy "which didn't last long OwO" we spent the day chilling with him. Later met up with my room 
rika
Noctome and 
Kayote and their baby they were amazing roomies
Friday- Spent tons of time with my sis 
Spazzyhusky in her room with 
Shiacoft
and 
Sozan_Ryker who mixed me a drink which I drank all the ice lol .w. .... I made a tower of glasses on my head and I miss it lol, but anyways as always they are the most amazing people and some of the closest to my heart
Saturday- Uhmmm.... I don't even recall I think I bought booze at some point and the rest of the day was a blurr. Went to Hardrock Cafe with 
Leonorth.
jiaattrent. and 
aspenbear I also remember one other thing That night you could have caught me at the rave with my babies 
I was shitfaced
Sunday- You could have caught me behind the Hardblush table with 
Starsky and 
husky.tusky helping out to sell stuff and keep company. If you don't know me and wondering who I was, I was the one giving retrojam a back massage in my tanktop "I give a mean massage". Later that night I was at the Dead Dog in the presidential suite with my 
fox-in-socks and we had a really romantic night and the next day too.
I got art in my evil little book by- booboobunnygirl gummy-sweet gorehund and Baebunny
There are so many people I met who were really awesome to hang with and also bunchles of familiar faces who are always awesome to hang with
zoomba
flinch
Just know every and all of you mean so very much to me and your friendships and kindness mean the world to me
Also I totally left my glasses but my babies picked dem up for me~ <3
BaeBunny
Sozan_Ryker
aspenbear
Starsky
husky.tusky
fox-in-socks
zoomba
flinch
FWA 2014
Posted 11 years agoStolen from jiaattrent.
FWA MEME:
Where are you staying?
Main Hotel
What day are you getting there?
Thursday
Who are you rooming with?
Kayote Rika and Noctome and a "baby" charmander
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Pretty much most of my idiot friends... Who are like way smarter than me X3
Are there any panels you might be attending?
The one about the big dicks maybe
Will you be suiting?
Depends "working on it now, stressed for time and don't want my suit to look like crap"
Do you do free art?
I get free art!
Do you do trades?
what kind of trades ;3
Do you do badges?
Nada
Do you do commissions?
I give lap dances for money... "What a bitch has to make that paper"
What is your gender?
*looks between his legs" I know there's a dick there... I just know it in my heart
How tall are you?
Like 5 ft 3
Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
I'm single but depends on if your able to romance me or not
Can I talk to you?
Try your best not to be socially awkward. Just greet me by saying "i'm not a serial killer... and then wink ;3"
Can I touch you?
http://youtu.be/Dr2Zk0P__hQ ?
How can I find you?
twitter or text. Ask for # if you have me on skaiipe, also I wear thisever since
dotx gifted it to me. Most of the red is out of my hair now but I may or may not dye it again before the con.. It's brown with red tint
Can I visit your room?
Roommate said no visitors so it's highly unlikely, but I can visit your room
Can I buy you drinks?
Yes... Yes you can! I love looking like a kid and being able to get booze pour'd down my throat
Can I give you stuff?
I might blush if it's thoughtful or naughty enough
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
As long as your not like a super total stranger than sure
Are you nice?
If your my friend and we talk you know I poke fun at people and act all silly "aka sometimes I can say the most retarded stuff, but I am a sweetheart I promise"
How long are you going?
Thursday - Monday morning
Do you have an artist table?
not there XD
Will you be going to parties?
Oh yeah!... I hit up alot of room parties lol, be sure to snag a hug if you see me at one
Will you be performing?
There won't be a stripper pole so no
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
OMG... THIS GETS SO ANNOYING BUT LIKE EVERYONE DOES IT... THEY JUST FUKN WAIT!... WHILE I'M TALKING TO SOMEONE AND STAND BEHIND ME AND I LOOK AT THE PERSON I'M TALKING TO AND HE's LOOKING OVER MY HEAD and I look over my shoulder.... I swear people are gonna do that til' the day I die
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
This time most likely having adventurs exploring Atlanta with whomever i'm hanging with at the time
What/where will you be eating?
Food... uhmm.... damn idk a deli or somethin, I sure as hell am not going to neglect my own taste palate and eat fast food the whole con
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I am not gonna pay for you and only if who/whom I am with doesn't mind
Can I look in your sketchbook?
Fuck yeah! My sketchbook is really fukn hawt
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If your pretty good my sketchbook was expensive
Can I take your picture?
Sure thing
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Survive all the hugs of death and have a super awesome time
jiaattrent.FWA MEME:
Where are you staying?
Main Hotel
What day are you getting there?
Thursday
Who are you rooming with?
Kayote 
Rika and 
Noctome and a "baby" charmanderWho will you hang out with during the convention?
Pretty much most of my idiot friends... Who are like way smarter than me X3
Are there any panels you might be attending?
The one about the big dicks maybe
Will you be suiting?
Depends "working on it now, stressed for time and don't want my suit to look like crap"
Do you do free art?
I get free art!
Do you do trades?
what kind of trades ;3
Do you do badges?
Nada
Do you do commissions?
I give lap dances for money... "What a bitch has to make that paper"
What is your gender?
*looks between his legs" I know there's a dick there... I just know it in my heart
How tall are you?
Like 5 ft 3
Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
I'm single but depends on if your able to romance me or not
Can I talk to you?
Try your best not to be socially awkward. Just greet me by saying "i'm not a serial killer... and then wink ;3"
Can I touch you?
http://youtu.be/Dr2Zk0P__hQ ?
How can I find you?
twitter or text. Ask for # if you have me on skaiipe, also I wear thisever since
dotx gifted it to me. Most of the red is out of my hair now but I may or may not dye it again before the con.. It's brown with red tintCan I visit your room?
Roommate said no visitors so it's highly unlikely, but I can visit your room
Can I buy you drinks?
Yes... Yes you can! I love looking like a kid and being able to get booze pour'd down my throat
Can I give you stuff?
I might blush if it's thoughtful or naughty enough
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
As long as your not like a super total stranger than sure
Are you nice?
If your my friend and we talk you know I poke fun at people and act all silly "aka sometimes I can say the most retarded stuff, but I am a sweetheart I promise"
How long are you going?
Thursday - Monday morning
Do you have an artist table?
not there XD
Will you be going to parties?
Oh yeah!... I hit up alot of room parties lol, be sure to snag a hug if you see me at one
Will you be performing?
There won't be a stripper pole so no
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
OMG... THIS GETS SO ANNOYING BUT LIKE EVERYONE DOES IT... THEY JUST FUKN WAIT!... WHILE I'M TALKING TO SOMEONE AND STAND BEHIND ME AND I LOOK AT THE PERSON I'M TALKING TO AND HE's LOOKING OVER MY HEAD and I look over my shoulder.... I swear people are gonna do that til' the day I die
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
This time most likely having adventurs exploring Atlanta with whomever i'm hanging with at the time
What/where will you be eating?
Food... uhmm.... damn idk a deli or somethin, I sure as hell am not going to neglect my own taste palate and eat fast food the whole con
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I am not gonna pay for you and only if who/whom I am with doesn't mind
Can I look in your sketchbook?
Fuck yeah! My sketchbook is really fukn hawt
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If your pretty good my sketchbook was expensive
Can I take your picture?
Sure thing
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Survive all the hugs of death and have a super awesome time
Post MFF journal
Posted 12 years agoWell it was an amazing con I got to meet a ton of great people and went to plenty of room parties. If you met me and said hi and stuff give me all the love in a comment on the journal X3. Anyways it was an amazing con, was hard to find somewhere to eat cause everything was so far away. You can expect to see me again in March if you go to FWA
MFF meme 2013
Posted 12 years agoWhere are you staying?
Main hotel
What day are you getting there?
Thursday morning
Who will you be rooming with?
my master
reccasenli will be staying in my room on Thursday
my bro
bluedude
my buddy :nicolas0113: we will squeeze our big butts together and shatter reality and his mate
huskershep who will be getting all the best pictures
What is the best way to find you?
I will commission so much porn it will be hard not to find me, but most likely your gonna trip on me :3 also look out for badges that say DANNY in rainbow
How old are you?
21
What do you look like?
short, 16 looking, cute, femmy, most likely in a beanie cap. Here is a pic of me http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11998692/ "I will be wearing that beanie cap"
Will you be suiting?
Next year my suit funds paid for the trip
Do you do free art?
I'm not supposed to do much with my hands since the carpal tunnel so no "might be getting the surgery next year so after that then maybe"
What is your gender?
I have a boner... I mean not right now, but ya know... sometimes
How tall are you?
5' 6" but i'm about 5' 4" cause I slouch
Can I talk to you?
Just don't be a creeper plz just be nice
Can I touch you?
Just don't touch my dick unless your one of my best friends, but you can hug me
Can I visit your room?
FUCK NO! I barely visit my room during cons
Can I buy you drinks?
MARRY ME REBECCA! YES! YES! YES!
Can I give you stuff?
As long as it's not your penis ;3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
snuggling is reserved for super best friends
Are you nice?
As sweet as candy can be
How long are you going?
Thursday morning -> Monday afternoon
Will you be going to parties?
Yeah I should be at quite a few
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
HUUUUUGS!
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I dunno I make most my plans ahead of time so I can't promise anything
Can I take your picture?
As long as you take like 5 cause I usually delete most of them
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Go to raves get drunk as usual meet all my good friends who couldn't make it to the other cons and get spanked real guud
Main hotel
What day are you getting there?
Thursday morning
Who will you be rooming with?
my master
reccasenli will be staying in my room on Thursdaymy bro
bluedude my buddy :nicolas0113: we will squeeze our big butts together and shatter reality and his mate
huskershep who will be getting all the best picturesWhat is the best way to find you?
I will commission so much porn it will be hard not to find me, but most likely your gonna trip on me :3 also look out for badges that say DANNY in rainbow
How old are you?
21
What do you look like?
short, 16 looking, cute, femmy, most likely in a beanie cap. Here is a pic of me http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11998692/ "I will be wearing that beanie cap"
Will you be suiting?
Next year my suit funds paid for the trip
Do you do free art?
I'm not supposed to do much with my hands since the carpal tunnel so no "might be getting the surgery next year so after that then maybe"
What is your gender?
I have a boner... I mean not right now, but ya know... sometimes
How tall are you?
5' 6" but i'm about 5' 4" cause I slouch
Can I talk to you?
Just don't be a creeper plz just be nice
Can I touch you?
Just don't touch my dick unless your one of my best friends, but you can hug me
Can I visit your room?
FUCK NO! I barely visit my room during cons
Can I buy you drinks?
MARRY ME REBECCA! YES! YES! YES!
Can I give you stuff?
As long as it's not your penis ;3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
snuggling is reserved for super best friends
Are you nice?
As sweet as candy can be
How long are you going?
Thursday morning -> Monday afternoon
Will you be going to parties?
Yeah I should be at quite a few
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
HUUUUUGS!
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I dunno I make most my plans ahead of time so I can't promise anything
Can I take your picture?
As long as you take like 5 cause I usually delete most of them
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Go to raves get drunk as usual meet all my good friends who couldn't make it to the other cons and get spanked real guud
Back from FurFright "Suprise I actually did make it"
Posted 12 years agoWell after a long ride to Maryland I rode the rest of the way with bluedude and I got to room with the sweetest bunny 
Eziel for free even got some really good art with him and got to meet a ton of new people. Sadly like every con I have been to either you have to pay or just cannot get good internet so I was unable to keep in touch with all of my friends for which i'm sorry, I didn't want to let anyone down by not going. I spent Saturday night having a good time enjoying some drinks bartended by 
karcenogen and 
shortwave and got to hang out with my main gurl spazzyhusky and her big beautiful amazoness boyfran Shiacoft After a good con I hitched a ride with 
helioshusky who is the coolest and some of his friends and got to see Time Square on the way back to their place in Maryland where I crashed on the couch and spent the afternoon with them before catching the train home. Sorry if I had anyone worried
Where I got to eat
The first night of the day I arrived I got to eat at Dokotas Steakhouse and had the best salad ever a little treat thanks to Eziel
The Second night we all ate at Oushi hibachi where I had Calamari thank you Shen for treating us all
The third night I just had fast food pretty much except for a wrap I got at the food area in the main hotel
Art/Badges I got "will scan and upload later"
In my book
First picture I got this con in my little evil looking book was by matuska second picture was a sketch page by sapphire the same person who made my bandanna and I love the page it's candy themed and is super cute and the last piece of art in my book was by lonewolf which is just too adorbs for me to describe
Out of book
There were two pictures I got that were not put in the book by maxblackrabbit and gideon which I will upload once I receive the scans from Eziel
Badges
I got a 420 badge from tikky which came out supremely amazing
Received my new favorite badge from my super amazing friend tatsumichi
also got a badge from maxblackrabbit which looks really good!
Swag
I got me a bookbag a messenger bag a pint glass and a dog tag "I wish I had gotten some plushies but I left most my money at home for a trip to Canada"
bluedude and I got to room with the sweetest bunny 
Eziel for free even got some really good art with him and got to meet a ton of new people. Sadly like every con I have been to either you have to pay or just cannot get good internet so I was unable to keep in touch with all of my friends for which i'm sorry, I didn't want to let anyone down by not going. I spent Saturday night having a good time enjoying some drinks bartended by 
karcenogen and 
shortwave and got to hang out with my main gurl 
spazzyhusky and her big beautiful amazoness boyfran 
Shiacoft After a good con I hitched a ride with 
helioshusky who is the coolest and some of his friends and got to see Time Square on the way back to their place in Maryland where I crashed on the couch and spent the afternoon with them before catching the train home. Sorry if I had anyone worriedWhere I got to eat
The first night of the day I arrived I got to eat at Dokotas Steakhouse and had the best salad ever a little treat thanks to
EzielThe Second night we all ate at Oushi hibachi where I had Calamari thank you Shen for treating us all
The third night I just had fast food pretty much except for a wrap I got at the food area in the main hotel
Art/Badges I got "will scan and upload later"
In my book
First picture I got this con in my little evil looking book was by matuska second picture was a sketch page by sapphire the same person who made my bandanna and I love the page it's candy themed and is super cute and the last piece of art in my book was by lonewolf which is just too adorbs for me to describe
Out of book
There were two pictures I got that were not put in the book by maxblackrabbit and gideon which I will upload once I receive the scans from Eziel
Badges
I got a 420 badge from tikky which came out supremely amazing
Received my new favorite badge from my super amazing friend tatsumichi
also got a badge from maxblackrabbit which looks really good!
Swag
I got me a bookbag a messenger bag a pint glass and a dog tag "I wish I had gotten some plushies but I left most my money at home for a trip to Canada"
21Today
Posted 12 years agoYep today is my 21st birthday everyone!!! I am finally old enough to drink legally
AC 2013 I can die happy now "EDITED"
Posted 12 years agoHad me a ton of fun at AnthroCon 2013, I got to meet a bunch of my friends from FA even some of my favorite artists.
Where most people found me~
Most people found me at the Dealers Den or artist alley, I was in the Den for quite a while sitting next to
Modemredpill waiting on my buddy 
dariuskoopa to show up "I was being a total derp the whole time", after that I went into the artist alley and noticed one of my fave artists tatsumichi was there and got to become friends with him and talk to him for a good while. Other than that there were hugs with some of my fave artists and conversations about getting to know them. After that you could find me walking around Pittsburg and going to the rave at night
Who I was with~
I was hanging out with my roomies
JamesSnow and 
Raikefox ALOT but other than him you could find me with 
sulo-flow 
b8m most of the time. I did spend some time with my friend 
Imeow but it was a con so not as much as I would have liked to but then again I was pretty drunk. Saturday I was with 
skunk5 and his boyfriend 
cobaltin for most the night. Breakfast with and spent a lil time with him not much though since he had to judge the dance comp, I had lunch while my roomate James and raike also 
was there and 
Artie too he was sitting across from my and artie wouldnt stop opening his suits mouth and that makes me giggle everytime "ITS SO KEWT >W<". as for the last day I was in Pittsburg I had breakfast with my buddy Leonorth. and also got to spend time with 
reizo before I went on my way home with leo.
WHAT I BOUGHT~
I will start off with a new sketchbook I got for $120 from
which was one of a kind "fyi it looks like the necronomicon lol" I also commissioned a custom bandanna with my sona on it from mangoislandcreations and got a tail and a new gag which i've been wearing as a collar from 
I bought 3 shirts while I was there too. As for what went into my sketchbook I got a sketch from 
and an extra one cause he had forgot to do it in my book. A pic from 
a pic from 
also a pic from one of my fave artists 
which come out amazing. Theres one more pic in there from 
who saw me on the escalator and HE was pretty awesome. 
getting something by this gurl. Also commissioned me a badge from Kin-karo which I will be getting in the mail. I ALSO COMMISSIONED A VERY POPULAR ARTIST FOR DIGITAL AND ITS DONE AND HAWT!!! "Might just hoard it for later sorry gays... I mean guys X//3"
WHAT SUCKED~
I DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET SO I COULDN'T TELL ANY OF MY FRIENDS HOW I WAS WHILE I WAS THERE AND I AM SO SO SORRY!!!!
Also would like to thank and these two are like the most awesome people ever
All in a nutshell I bought tons of stuff I ate got drunk and was merry I love all of my friends and it was so awesome meeting some of them.
Also if we hung out just comment on the journal sorry it's kinda big atm and I was a pretty drunk some nights
Where most people found me~
Most people found me at the Dealers Den or artist alley, I was in the Den for quite a while sitting next to
Modemredpill waiting on my buddy 
dariuskoopa to show up "I was being a total derp the whole time", after that I went into the artist alley and noticed one of my fave artists tatsumichi was there and got to become friends with him and talk to him for a good while. Other than that there were hugs with some of my fave artists and conversations about getting to know them. After that you could find me walking around Pittsburg and going to the rave at nightWho I was with~
I was hanging out with my roomies
JamesSnow and 
Raikefox ALOT but other than him you could find me with 
sulo-flow 
b8m most of the time. I did spend some time with my friend 
Imeow but it was a con so not as much as I would have liked to but then again I was pretty drunk. Saturday I was with 
skunk5 and his boyfriend 
cobaltin for most the night. Breakfast with and spent a lil time with him not much though since he had to judge the dance comp, I had lunch while my roomate James and raike also 
was there and 
Artie too he was sitting across from my and artie wouldnt stop opening his suits mouth and that makes me giggle everytime "ITS SO KEWT >W<". as for the last day I was in Pittsburg I had breakfast with my buddy 
Leonorth. and also got to spend time with 
reizo before I went on my way home with leo.WHAT I BOUGHT~
I will start off with a new sketchbook I got for $120 from
which was one of a kind "fyi it looks like the necronomicon lol" I also commissioned a custom bandanna with my sona on it from mangoislandcreations and got a tail and a new gag which i've been wearing as a collar from 
I bought 3 shirts while I was there too. As for what went into my sketchbook I got a sketch from 
and an extra one cause he had forgot to do it in my book. A pic from 
a pic from 
also a pic from one of my fave artists 
which come out amazing. Theres one more pic in there from 
who saw me on the escalator and HE was pretty awesome. 
getting something by this gurl. Also commissioned me a badge from Kin-karo which I will be getting in the mail. I ALSO COMMISSIONED A VERY POPULAR ARTIST FOR DIGITAL AND ITS DONE AND HAWT!!! "Might just hoard it for later sorry gays... I mean guys X//3"WHAT SUCKED~
I DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET SO I COULDN'T TELL ANY OF MY FRIENDS HOW I WAS WHILE I WAS THERE AND I AM SO SO SORRY!!!!
Also would like to thank
and these two are like the most awesome people everAll in a nutshell I bought tons of stuff I ate got drunk and was merry I love all of my friends and it was so awesome meeting some of them.
Also if we hung out just comment on the journal sorry it's kinda big atm and I was a pretty drunk some nights
FWA
Posted 12 years agoWell i'm faving alot of porn which means im obv back from FWA. I met alot of furries and commissioned some artists and got plenty pics of me feeling up on suiters lol.
Anyways I wanna thank a few people for making my first con awesome
First off
recca_sen_li my roommate and awesome friend who kept me out of trouble and introduced me to alot of furs
zoomba my other roommate and awesome dancer apparently, didn't see him much but hes a cool kid
Second off
leonorth. For driving down to Atlanta and being my personal camera panda for like 50 or more pictures. Thank you Leo <3
and Lastly
Dasa for hanging out with me and being my personal Dakimakura for a bit
Would also like to thank the local furs who I met
and 
Trenton_Reinhardt
Oh yeah and for giving me all the feels
First con ever went way better than expected... Though I took way too many showers
Dasa
Trenton_Reinhardt