i just want to make one thing absolutely clear. Don't DM me, Look me up on Discord or anywhere else IF the first thing that you type out is "HI THERE" followed up by "Do you have (animation/art)?" "do u rp" "do you do animation commissions?"

No matter HOW MUCH PRAISE you give me for that shit, just talking to me to get something out of me immediately is a red flag and if the flag is raised you will be blocked without question.

As for animations? I've made my choice, i don't fucking care if everyone loves them, art is what i'm fucking doing now, i'm sick and fucking tired of being controlled by this fucking community just because people leave me for not doing exactly what they want and complain to me about not doing it right/enough/for them. This is common courtesy to not fucking go up to an artist/animator and IMMEDIATELY make demands.

You want a commission? YES, YOU CAN TELL ME THAT.
You want free art or dig up an old animation? NO, THATS NOT WORTH MY TIME.
You want to have an actual conversation maybe get to know me better with no ulterior motive or even have a new gaming buddy of sorts? YES. PLEASE DO THIS.

"I" am an artist, I gave up animation and its nearly impossible for me to get back into it and you know what? That's absolutely fine because it is something that's in MY control. No one else, just MY control. I decide if i want to animate. I decide if i want to do commissions. I'm NOT LETTING THE MASSES CONTROL ME ANY MORE, I'M SO FUCKING DONE WITH THAT AND I DONT FUCKING CARE IF IT MEANS I LOSE FUCKING POPULARITY OVER IT.

You want to block me or threaten me to get your own way or to make me do everything for you? Too bad, block me then, threaten me then, i'll just block you and move on.

I'm an artist who does commissions. I don't do art for free for others so don't bother me for it.


Control... will be returned to me and my selves and nothing will stop that.

I need people to commission me, support me on patreon, i need to play rent.

Tell me what you want.
i obviously don't know what people want.
tell me what you want.

I'm stressing out from the absolute silence, the lack of interest. (I can understand if you want to but can't for whatever reason, i'm not shaming people for this or pointing blame on you)
I'm obviously doing something so fucking wrong that i'm getting ignored completely.

I made my mistakes in the past
But that's the past, i'm not a bad person.
I'm really getting better.
I am better.
Better than i'll ever be.

All i can do is assume at this point.
With my past, people and certain fetish groups whom i've dealt with the only answer i can give myself is that 'i'm not good enough to do art'
And i've improved a lot. A WHOLE FUCKING LOT but its never enough, not for me, not for them, at least certain people only care if it's just a certain subject and nothing else.
And there are people who think that i'm GREAT at what i do, and i just don't understand why more think this way.

Please.
Tell me what you want.
You want to just tell me off?
You want to just tell me to stop?
You want to just tell me to keep going?

Tell me anything.
The silence is nothing but more negativity for me and reminding me that no one wants me, no one cares about the things i create.

So talk to me.
Obviously i'm a monster so tell me that i guess

I'm tired of making this journal every time i need to pay rent and don't have enough money.
Please.
This will be the last time i ask.
Support me.
Help me improve.
I got nothing left.

Just a friendly reminder that I'm still doing art commissions full time and that i have many slots still open, tell your friends or come get some yourself

comics are still closed and will be opened when i finally catch up on them.

Once again, animations will be public once i reach $500 a month on patreon so if you want to help support me there that is also welcomed, you get free sketches a month if you become a $20 patreon.

hey, i need some commissions done tonight, any one who wants a sketch/coloured/shaded single pic please let me know immediately and it'll be done within the next 2 or 3 days, maybe immediately if you come first, Comics are currently full

https://www.patreon.com/BundergProductions

alright so i adjusted the discounts as they are currently hurting me just a bit. I've added a new reward for silver and gold members, giving them access to be able to watch me work on my discord server, and i caught up on the monthly sketches again.

Please commission me, i guarantee it'll be done within a few days as i'm barely running on any commissions right now and i really really need to raise the money for rent, please help if you can. I've devoted more focus into art so more will get done.

Tell me what i need to do with patreon to make it better, to get more supporting people, i just don't know what to do with it anymore.

I'm eternally grateful to those who already support me but its not enough for me to survive on.

I will fucking ban any one who suggests SFM, i can't make it any more clearer that i don't do that shit anymore, its too frustrating and i want to be able to create without using some one else's work

I'm a full time artist and i'm always looking for commissions to help keep myself afloat.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49196472/ here's the commission info and please get in contact with me on here and we can go from there if you're interested

Hey everyone, i don't post here any more but i'm still active, gotta try to keep up with being a full time artist and whatnot

My patreon has been recently updated with new patreon only content (which will be unleashed onto the public over at IB and or Itaku once i get that set up) be sure to become a $5 patreon if you want to see any comics before anyone else. Just go over to https://www.patreon.com/BundergProductions

No previews here because everything i draw might be considered bad for this site so I'll continue to not share content here, just head over to https://inkbunny.net/Jarvis to see all my new content (itaku soon

and remember, i'm still doing commissions

Hello, Commissions have been slim lately, i gotta get more art work done. So this is a reminder that i am still open for commissions, i want to at least TRY to get at least one commission picture done a day along with some comic work as i still have a few of those on the back burner, the commission pictures will be easier for me and the prices haven't changed, please support this anyway you can, you can buy a commisson, tell a friend, just anything you can do will be greatly appreciated to help me out. Thank you.

I've also put up the commission sheet if any one forgot the prices. I still have to get all my uploads sorted on inkbunny, but i'll probably start using itaku as well or whatever it's called, i just need to make sure everything goes well, i really want to try to get things going again, especially with patreon but i haven't really figured out how i can get more attention on there or how to have the people on there interact more.

I have to at least make enough money to be able to support myself every 2 weeks and i haven't done enough to contribute to this

Also once again, i will be uploading more to https://inkbunny.net/Fieron (still in the process of uploading all my old crap because why not)

I may even start uploading newer stuff over at https://itaku.ee/profile/fieronjarvis (which hasn't been fully utilized yet but maybe in the future)

there we go, our fa should be 2.7 complient, also we cleaned out a bunch of art that no longer define us, also some unfinished projects.

however i still might get banned as i kept most of the giant snout porn, but then again, there's no rule against fetishizing art that LOOK young or chibi or smol as long as it's not NSFW :3

Hello everyone, as many of you know already FA has started rolling in a new thing that is going to make a lot of artists clean out their galleries, and unfortunately, i have a lot of smut that may be required to get removed.

Now let me start off with this: I've stuck with FA for as long as i can, through most of the rough, the many many times when 'everyone left' because of decisions made by the mods and 'neer himself. Unfortunately a lot of my art does not quite live up to the expectations of it being considered "fully grown" art. With Jarvis being a small chibi bat with a massive dong, and of course the race of Llehian imps who are extremely small and may also not be cohering to the rules.

Nothing is going to be done yet, but within a week or so i will be cleaning out my gallery from all the stuff that would be considered 'underage' by FA standards, and will most likely go and reupload things to Inkbunny (https://inkbunny.net/Fieron) where all my "underage" art will be welcomed with open arms. I will most likely not be posting on twitter because i hear nothing but bad things about it.

it's been a good run though, i managed to stick with most of this site's bullshit but now i'm at risk of getting banned because i just happen to be into smaller characters

PS: All snout porn will be removed as well, because according to a reference posted on the discord, a bigger head means the character is very young.

https://drawme.share-on.me/Fvr8ROq2Z0

share yours and you might get a pic from me, for free :3

I don't find any more enjoyment out of SRB2K so they will be done indefinately, sorry.

Hello everyone, it's been awhile. Still trying to focus on getting work done, not doing a very good job at it but i've been feeling a lot better lately as i've been depressed over things, and past thoughts and current thoughts and just being ignored in general (which could easily be rectified if i talked more, but talking to people is one of my fears but i'm slowly trying to get over it)

But i have been pondering offering SFX/sound edits to animations (mostly just to add heartbeating to them, because i'm a cardiophile and most of the people who watch me like that thing as well lol) i have decent video editing software which i bought a while back to do better editing for my own videos, and i haven't seen much use for it other than to make my own personal edits to videos for my own leisure.

Now if i was to do this i would definately make a few restrictions for sure, for one: Any video you want sound on has to be something you commissioned or made, or you have actual permission from the artist themselves to want it.

I would really like some feedback on this, and even throw some numbers for like how much you'd pay for something like this

Starting February Comic commissions will no longer be 50% off for gold members and will be lowered to 25% off, art will still be 50% off, Silver members will not get comic discounts but still 25% off art. With that said i will hold off taking any more comic commissions until February.

All comic commissions (unless said otherwise by the commissioners themselves) will be available on patreon as it's progressing only until it is done, then there will be a week waiting period until i upload them to FA.

Gold tier sketches are still available and will be done, if I'm not told by the end of the first week on what is wanted for their monthly sketch i will create something for them, if you are new to the gold tier or i barely know you, please let me know what you're into and what you don't want to see done.

Roo island is still in a conceptual stage but if i ever do come out with an early build, silver and gold tiers will get access to it first.

This patreon will still be available to everyone here but if i ever do decide to start coming up with new sfw stuff or game stuff that's not considered nsfw, a secondary patreon may open up.

Please comment if you have any questions or concerns.

yeah.

Just a reminder that i still have lots of slots open for art commissions, all the details are here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49196472/

every commission is done with quality and speed, sfw or nsfw so please get a commission or two today or give what you can to support me over patreon, you get early access to comics and access to monthly sketches.

I would really appreciate some support, i have to sustain myself off my own art so every little bit helps, thank you.

Happy halloween everyone.

For the last 2 weeks or so i've been feeling more alone, isolated etc from others, and beginning to realize that i've been feeling deeply isolated from every group i've ever joined. I have a few friends i do things with but in general i'm alone and feel like i really have no one to do anything with, because people cut me off in vc or just don't really care about what i have to say and i'm just not worth any one's time anymore.

With that said however, this period didn't raise enough through commissions, work has been hard for me as of the late, just constantly feeling unwanted and isolated from everyone and not wanting to get enough work done, but even if i was to get more work done, there hasn't been too much more interest in commissions lately.

yeah at this rate i might as well go look for a job and just be unhappy for the rest of my life


Please support me.

things have been up and down but i've made enough money for rent and that's awesome, everyone who's commissioned me and supported me for the last 2 weeks are awesome. Gotta keep the train rolling so make sure you pick up some more commissions or spread the word more, I can do this

HAPPY BIRFDAY TO MEEEEEE AAAH

i am old.

Also i've been feeling better lately after that long week of depression so there's that too.

some times i feel like that everything i do is just pointless and no one wants anything i have to offer

and i feel i don't let myself express enough that i do commmissions or when i was even streaming, but to go any further feels like i'm just being annoying

even when i was doing like stuff over patreon to people who actually pay me money for support, i feel like anything i post to them is ignored and unwanted

and it just constantly feels like weaponized silence

i just want to succeed

And the only way I can succeed is for people to actually communicate with me, to constructively criticize me, to be positive support, to just make me feel like I exist and I'm valid to myself and to others

And i try to put myself out there, I try to patient, and I try to be part of communities to only feel like either I have nothing to say or if anything I have to contribute is just not interesting enough for anyone


and of course i put myself out there, i talk, i get silence




and then the unwanted feeling settles in

well, i'm slowly losing it. No one has shown any real interest in the commissions yet, no one has requested their free sketches from being a patreon. I haven't really said anything about me becoming a full time artist to the household and i don't know how i'm going to say it considering this slow start. I just want to make this work, but i can't do it alone. Please, if you're interested, message me. Or if you can't afford it or not all that interested then please please please help me find people who will be interested. I don't want to be unhappy again. I really want this to work but i need to know what needs to be done. Originally i pay $500 every 2 weeks for rent, if i can make near that amount that would be amazing, my patreon is sparce but i'll do whatever needs to be done to make it better, i just don't want to be in a situation where i'm fucking nothing agian, and everyone around me just wants nothing to do with me and where i'll be all alone putting stupid shit away, I need this to work. Please.

okay i was able to get into my paypal without having to phone support again, made sure all traces of my old number was gone, apparently the old number was set to work primary and there's no way to remove it unless i made a new work number lol

with that said, be sure to check out https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49196472/ for commissions since i did reopen them just recently, message me over discord or here if you're interested

Okay so i called them yesterday, they said they'll remove the verification block but it was going to take 24 hours.

24 hours later it's still there.

Gonna wait a few hours and see what happens, then i might have to phone back there.

Alright, got in contact with paypal today and they told me everything should be good to go tomorrow. Commissions are still happening. Gotta prove that i can be happy doing the things i love and still make enough money for rent, without having to go work somehwere where i'm going to be unhappy all the time